Hopeless Wanderings

I don't know why every other night I have a dream about high school(usually don't record here) even though I've been graduated for half a month now..

It was the start of second semester of my senior year and I just found out that photography class was not over yet(I had taken it first semester in real life and had to do a bunch of projects for it and was glad for it to be over with) and that we had to do four more photo projects for it where we put together certain photos based on a subject. The room was downstairs by where I took senior health. I had already planned out what my first project was going to be. Since I had taken Geology(I took it second semester in real life so it doesn't really make sense) I was going to take some pictures of all the speres, geo, atmo, hydro, & bio, and put them together on a poster. After thinking about it for some time I realized it didn't seem too bad. But then when all the students and teacher sat down at the one huge long table in the classroom, the teacher told us that it had to be done using a specific online program and all my plans were ruined. Then we had to go around the room and say one unique thing about ourselves. I was going to tell everyone that I was colorblind but figured that everyone already knew that since I always say that when we have to do things like this, so when it came to my turn, I told everyone that ever since I was little I loved to do back and front flips on my trampoline. Shortly after that I asked the teacher if I could go to the bathroom then left. Even though there were bathrooms like right outside the door, I just kept walking down the hallway towards the stairs in the middle of the room like I was going to go to my locker or something. I realized that I wouldn't have enough time to do that and the teacher might wonder where I am, so I just kept going but hurried up the stairs. I had a cast on my foot, from who knows what, and when I got upstairs I walked back towards the art room(pretty much going back to the photo room from up stairs) and started running. There were many kids in the hallway, some with rollerblades! I always thought in real life how fun it would be to rollerblade down the hallway, so I tried rollerblading motion with my cast and my good foot, and it actually worked pretty well! I got to the end of the hallway and there was a complex series of stairs going down. I was so confused, all I wanted to do was go downstairs and return to the room, but I couldn't figure it out. Next thing I know, my friends, Britt and Niki and other kids, I think, were with me and the stairs turned into a scene from the computer game Marble Blast Gold. I was sort of slipping really fast down the stairs, jumping from platform to platform, as britt followed. They kept shouting "you're going to mess up!" but I made it to almost the end of the stairs then fell off when I couldn't make a really hard jump. Everyone else failed there too though. The scene turned back to the school again and I had made it the downstairs finally. I thought about how late I would be if I returned to my class. I don't think I ever made it back anyway..

I was at school in free block with Niki and dressed in a long shirt with black leggings, which was very odd for me because I never wear anything like that. I was trying to be fashionable or something. But I also had this long underwear type long sleeve black shirt under my regular blue shirt, which made it look weird. I asked katelyn if I should take the black long sleeve off and she said I should, so I went to the bathroom to change but there was a really long line and a bunch of popular girls were waiting in front of me. We still had about half an hour left of free block, but it as the hour was drawing to an end, I was still waiting in line. A male gym teacher was in the bathroom also for some reason, I think it was Mr. Huber from middle school. He was handing out passes for people to fill out so they wouldn't be late to their next class. I didn't think I would need one, until the bell rang and I finally got into one of the stalls to change. It was extremely small in the stall and the back of my legs kept touching the seat of the toilet because it was just too cramped to not touch anything. It was really grossing me out, since I'm a bit of a germaphobe. It took forever to change because I had like 4 shirts on and when I finally got done changing it was 5 minutes into the start of the next class. I took a pass and filled it out and went to my locker before going to my math class with Aub. It was taking such a long time that I was scared that the teacher wouldn't believe me that I came from the bathroom. After awhile of fumbling around at my locker I saw Aub walk by with the class and she said they were going somewhere, so I joined along and got back on track.

I remember a few details about a dream I had before this about being roomates in college with my friend(will be doing this in RL in just a few months!) and we checked into our dorm but it was haunted and I kept freaking out as my friend was just sitting there like nothing was wrong. I kept hearing noises, like the door slamming shut and floor creeking and I would curl up in a ball in my bed when my friend and sister would leave me alone. I just remember that it was really really scary!

I was in school and it was about halfway through the day and I really wanted to get out of there, I think because I was just bored and wanted to go home. So I was standing at the back of the hallway where my locker is, holding my books and some loose change, and decided to just sort of.. fall over and faint. I dropped my books, trying not to think about all the people staring at me, and listening to the coins drop on the floor as I fell. I think my passing out was half real and half faked because I blacked out on the ground and woke up a few minutes later. Everyone had gone to their classes, and I found it weird that no one had stopped to watch or help me, except for one of my old teachers, Mr. Belan. He was the only one to come and he came walking down the hall with a wheelchair saying "Sorry it took me so long." 'Wow I don't think anyone cares that I'm laying on the ground barely awake right now..' I thought, slowly opening my eyes and trying to regain focus. He wheeled over to me and I was barely able to stumble up and sit in the chair. I don't know if he told me that someone told my parents or if I just assumed someone told them, but I was really afraid of them coming to the school to pick me up because I felt embarrassed. Mr. Belan wheeled me to my car, but as we went outside the scenery changed and we were in the beautiful mountains of St. Everest. But everything still seemed normal to me so he just kept wheeling me to my car(which seemed like I had been there in a previous dream and left that car there) and when I got there I realized that I had to tell him the truth, that I had faked(sort of) my fainting to get out of school. I slowly fished for socks in my car(no idea why) then turned to him and realized I was dreaming. (It took awhile for me to grasp the fact that this wasn't real and for a second or two I actually tried to wake myself up because I wanted to get out of there, but that failed and I realized this is a dream and I can do what I want) Wanting to get away, I told him "I just want to fly away," then turned to the face of a cliff of one of the mountains we were on to jump off, but instead I turned back to him and told him everything. I wanted to see what would happen, I guess. He got angry at me then started to run away from me down the small mountains. I was easily able to catch up with him though, as I took giant leaps and floated down each mountain. It was quite fun. Anyways, I finally caught up to him and he agreed to have a meeting with me to discuss what just happened. We went to this city and went in this white, old, run down, small building with only one room which contained an old rusty cheap table. As soon as we entered, I saw this strange character. It is hard to describe.. it looked like the cave dweller I had been drawing in real life(don't ask why..). Half human, standing tall, yet a dark green color with long ears down to it's shoulders. For some reason, I recalled seeing it in another dream and becoming good friends with it(though I don't think I ever really dreamt about this thing before as I think about it now) So I went over to greet it and then woke up.

I drew a picture of the creature just for fun

I'm going to see my favorite band of all time- Blue October- in about a week and I'm so excited! I think it showed in this dream.

Part One
We arrived at the big stadium seating auditorium and took our seats way up high in back, which was weird because when I ordered the tickets in real life I got them early and it says you can pick your seats and go in early so we were supposed to have really good seats. Instead of my sister, who was supposed to go with me, I was there with my friends, Niki, Aub, and either Dani or Britt.. or both. Niki had the best view and there was a giant pole in my view so I asked Niki to switch with me but she wouldn't, which made me upset because she had barely even heard this band before and it was like my favorite band ever.. so I decided to stand next to her somehow. Someone came on stage and started singing, I think it was either a band member or one of those bands who plays before the main bands. During that time me and my friends decided to sneak up to the very front of the stage and get super close up seats. I don't remember much during this time, I think we were just mostly waiting for Justin, the lead singer, to come out. Then when they called his name, I screamed like any normal fan would, except my voice sounded really strange and everyone looked at me and no one else seemed as excited as I did. He came out on stage and seemed a bit awkward like he didn't know what to do. Then the security forced everyone to go back to the far away seats so the first two sets of seats where completely empty. We were still the first ones in the front but now we were way back and high up. Justin started messing around with lyrics and walked back and forth around the auditorium singing without music about Christmas or something.. it seemed like he was making up lyrics as he went and didn't really know what he was doing. And his singing wasn't that good either. I remember making some kind of connection with him though, and at one time he was lost and didn't know what to do so I told him to sing "Into The Ocean" because a lot of people who know the band like that song. Instead, he called 29 random people from the audience up on stage, sadly not including me(well I was sad until I saw what they did). He had them dress in costumes, half of them dressed in yellow chicken suits and the other half dressed like sasquatches. He motioned them to swing back in forth, the row in front going one way and the row in back going another. It was really strange. After that debacle of a show, he sang some actual songs.. I think.. but they were still pretty bad.

Then I woke up, went to the bathroom, and fell back asleep(half glad that it was just a dream so I can relive the concert.. in a better way)

Part 2
I don't quite know where I left of this dream or where I caught up, but I know I was there for at least one more song in which Justin had a video recorder and was walking around and stopped by me, and I had the biggest smile on my face and it looked a bit silly, but I couldn't help but smile as Justin was videotaping me for awhile. He took pictures too, apparently, and I somehow got a hold of one of them. You could say that I felt pretty special that night, haha. The show was over and mostly everyone was emptied into the main hall area and going home, including me and my friends. But I had left some of my stuff in the place so I told my friends I would be back in a second and went off to go get them. As I went back in, I saw Justin there, wondering around. He came up to me and I think we talked briefly about something, and then I asked him to sign the picture I got, and he did. I tried to get my stuff together, which included a backpack for some reason, and papers, and an assignment notebook. I fumbled and fumbled around but it took forever to gather everything up while Justin was still there, talking to others and watching me. I finally got up and left and the place turned into my school and I was walking out to the parking lot with another one of my friends, Katelyn. I just assumed she would give me a ride so I followed her but then she got in a police car with her grandma and a police officer.. I think.. and they just drove off without me. I ran back to the front of the school to try to catch my bus but it was too late. It started to rain and I got out my cell phone and tried to call someone to pick me up but it wasn't working. I got extremely frustrated as some people were staring at me wondering what the hell I was doing. I finally gave up and somehow hopped in a car with some black dude, who pulled out of the school and drove recklessly, bumping into everything, but I didn't really give a crap. Then I saw Katelyn's car with the police officer in it, who was chasing after our car now. I felt bad for my friend who was stuck in that car and hoped she wasn't getting hurt, even though I was the one being thrown around crashing into trees and such. Yea... then I woke up again.

yea yea yea I know I hardly ever post my dreams anymore..

SOMEBODY HEL- oh.

I was in school(like most of my dreams) in some class with my friend Aub and some other student. We were the only ones in the classroom for some reason, and out of no where there was some screaming and some people shouting "OH MY GOD!" I was too scared to go outside the classroom and see what was going on, so I just sat there and watched as Aub looked out the door and was like "SOMEBODY DO SOMETHING! OH MY GOD!" but it seemed as if no one did anything. So I asked Aub what was going on out there, and she said something about boys on fire. So I finally went outside the classroom and saw something really disturbing. Two naked teenage guys going at it who were apparently having hot burning love or something.. surrounded by pizza slices on the floor. No wonder no one went to the rescue. I saw one of the teachers, Mrs. Sack., say "knock it off guys, seriously!!!!!!!" in a really angry voice, but the boys just kept going at it. Then I woke up. Ew. I thought something exciting was going to happen, but no, it was just two guys going at it.. at school... nothing out of the ordinary. ha

I felt like posting this one because it interested me and I don't want to forget it.

Killer Math
I was in school and late for math class. When I walked into class, the room was dark except for the light of several projectors being projected(idk if I said that right) on the walls. There were math problems everywhere on the walls and I saw a student from my class working intensely on a math problem on a wall with the light from one of the projectors. For some reason, it felt as if I had already been to class that day because I knew how to do all the problems like I had just learned them. As I looked around the room I saw kids from my class fainting, just dropping on the ground looking all disorienting, and kids were throwing up everywhere. They had focused so hard on the math that it was making them physically sick. I sort of fainted myself, but it wasn't because of the math.. I'm really not sure why I did, but then I just laid on the floor for awhile as more kids around me puked and fainted from too much math. I looked at the ceiling and saw the math teacher, who appeared to be laying on the ceiling times, facing us from above. Something on his face was bleeding, his eyes maybe. He said something about how he missed his brother, who happened to be a janitor who worked at our school. It was sort of a depressing/confusing/intense scene. Then I woke up and went to math class later that day.

Haven't posted a dream in awhile, been too lazy. Finally trying to pick it up again..

There are just a few fragments from last night.

School Confusion

I was in school, like most of my dreams, only this time everything was set up really confusing. There were jungle gyms set up around the school and the stairs were really messed up and hard to climb. I was downstairs standing by a table where some of my friends were sitting. We were all in free block, and for some reason I had just figured out that I could actually sit by them during free block instead of sitting alone in the cafeteria. I was so confused by everything and I didn't really know what was going on. I was going to go back upstairs and get some homework to do but the stairs were so small and skinny that I lost my balance and almost fell. I looked like a total idiot as people behind me were giving me weird stares. I finally managed to get up the stairs when I saw one of my teachers breaking a window by repeatedly smashing it with a stick. Glass was flying everywhere. There were holes all over the floor and I was scared that I would fall so I went on one of the jungle gyms and jumped out of it, only to land on a bunch of tiny pieces of glass! I screamed in pain and everyone stared at me and my teacher was like "Hey watch out! I have to clean that up first!" So I hopped away from the glass, took off my shoes and socks, and pulled out microscopic pieces of glass from my foot. Then I walked a few more steps and appeared to be in Target. I saw my parents there and called them out by their first name so they would hear me and then we walked around the store for awhile... That's all I recall.

regular dreams: 9-6-10

The first two dreams are from several nights ago and they are kinda depressing/disturbing. I don't really know why I had these dreams, probably from watching too many scary movies or something. The last dream is from last night. I can't remember much so they are just fragments.

Rape
I don't know who's house we were at, mine or someone else's. There was this middle aged woman there, with curly brown hair. I was just standing there watching as this guy was creeping around the outside of the house trying to break in. I called the cops but the line was busy and they never came. The guy got in the house and raped her right in front of me. This happened multiple times, it was like the dream was repeating itself and I couldn't change the outcome.

My Suicide
I was in my room and I'm not sure why but I wanted to die. So I think I took some pills or maybe cut my wrists, I don't remember. There were some people trying to get in my room and help me but they couldn't. I knew that I wouldn't die no matter what because I think part of me might have known that I was in a dream and I can't get injured in dreams. So all I really remember is sitting on the floor in my room dying.. or not.

Late For Class
It was third block(hour, class, whatever) and I was at my locker talking to a friend. I had forgotten what class I had next and the time clock was counting down. I started freaking out and looked at my schedule and saw that I had accounting class next(I don't even take that class in real life) and it was downstairs. So I hurriedly walked to the back of the school and to the right to a staircase(even though there's not one there in real life) and got to class like 5 minutes after the bell rang. But it didn't matter because the teacher said he never takes attendance and didn't care. Then I realized that I might have early lunch instead of late so I didn't even know if I was supposed to be there.

regular dreams: 7-29-10

Elevator of Destiny

I was at school talking to some kid in the hallway. The countdown clocks were counting down fast, and my class was at the other end of the school and downstairs. I followed the kid hurriedly down the stairs and hallway until we reached this elevator. The clock still showed like 1min and 38sec, but I knew the elevator would take some time. There was some teacher guy standing by the elevator and he said something like “This elevator will take you to your destiny.” I got in the elevator and was worried that it would break down or something. Part of me knew this was a dream because I thought “If I keep on thinking that the elevator will break down, then it will.” I don’t remember what happened after that.



Germany Host Family

I was going to Germany for a week to live with a host family. I was going with other German students/teachers(who I never actually saw in the dream) who didn’t have enough students to go with them so they asked some Spanish students to come so I joined in.

I don’t remember the plane ride or arriving there. The first thing I remember was greeting everyone in their house. The girl who was going to be my friend/guide person in the house was Bethany(or Becca.. or Sasha.. or something). She was the same age as me. She lived with her mom, her dad, her older brother, and like 2 other sisters in a small house. I was kind of nervous to meet all of them at first, but when Bethany and I met we started talking and didn’t stop for what seemed like an hour. She was really easy to talk to, and we had a lot in common. One thing we had in common was photography. I told her I had a crappy camera and asked her what kind she had. I think she had some fancy camera and said she would show it to me later.

After awhile of talking, she took me upstairs to her room. Her room was about half the size of mine with a slanted ceiling. There was a bed in a corner that had velvet bedsheets and big white shelves with pictures on it on the opposite side. Everything was written in English, and I asked her why. She said that she spoke English pretty well and would write pretty much everything in it. At one time she was even doing her homework in English. We talked some more and then got tired and both of us fell asleep for like 5 minutes on her bed. I didn’t want to take a nap so I prevented myself from sleeping any longer and she woke up also and we went back downstairs.

She showed me the outside of her house, which was a neighborhood with small colorful houses. I really wanted to walk around the block and explore but instead we went back in the house. Her sister had out her camera that looked kind of like mine and insisted that we take a picture. I stood next to two of her sisters and one of them hugged me while her brother took a picture. It was kind of awkward but I went along with it.

Next thing I know, the whole family is going shopping. We went to this supermarket which was about the same size as grocery stores here. Bethany was walking really slowly while her mom and sister were walking really fast. I tried to keep up with them but then I lost sight of Bethany and got stuck with this black lady with an animal printed bandana. Her mom turned around and saw me rushing to keep up with them. I just didn’t want to lose that family in a store in Germany. She said something like “If you are going to freak out like that, I’m going to have to put this needle in your toe.” I have no idea what the point of that was, but the next thing I knew she was talking off my shoes and she put a small needle underneath one of my toenails. It actually didn’t hurt that much, but it started bleeding a lot. She went up to one of the cash registers and I tried to follow her but was kind of limping and couldn’t walk that fast.

When we got home, they unpacked there food and I felt bad about not helping them but I didn’t know where anything went. They made dinner, which was like salad and something else… I liked the food though. When I was done I put my fork and knive in the open fridge with all the other utensils(I don’t know why they put them there). They talked about the meal plan for the next few days, which actually sounded really good to me. It was like American food.

Then, Bethany’s brother and sisters wanted to take me to his brother’s room. I looked for Bethany but found her in her room with a sick bucket by her bed. She had some kind of flu. So I left her and followed her brother and sisters down some secret passageway. It look like 5 minutes of going through maze-like small hallways to reach his room. It was really cool though. The ceiling was low but the room was really wide. I thought it would be weird there without Bethany but it was actually kind of fun. They wanted to take me somewhere, I forgot where.. to like do something bad.. or put on a show or something in the neighborhood.. I agreed to it. They took me up this steep path but I couldn’t seem to get up a hill. I tried multiple times but just couldn’t make it. I don’t think I ever made it up that hill.

I remember going back to Bethany’s bedroom. It was now like the 3rd day. She was still sick, and I was sad that I didn’t get to spend any more time with her. I wondered when and if we were ever going to go to her school, which I was kind of excited/nervous about. At one point, my mom even came to visit. I felt kind of bad because I left without really telling anyone so I was worried that she would think I was missing. But there she was, sitting on the couch in the host family’s house. I don’t remember anything else.

During this dream, part of me recognized that I was dreaming but I really didn’t want to wake up because I was having fun and I wished that I could stay there until the week ended.

These are the oldest dreams that I have ever recorded, before I knew about lucid dreaming. I recently found them tucked away in a folder. I was around 13 when I wrote this journal type dream entry.

They are actually quite embarrassing.. My grammar wasn't the best..

1-25-06

I have all kinds of dreams. A lot of my dreams are about flying, some are just about school or friends. Here are some dreams I've had in the past.



In one of my dreams, I was in my school when I tripped and dropped a bunch of books. The boy I had a crush on came and helped me pick my stuff up. I was staring at the floor when he whispered "I love you" into my hear. I looked up slowly but it wasn't him that whispered that! It was one of my friends, Allie W. I was so grossed out when I woke up!

In one dream, I was jumping off high buildings and landing safely on the ground. But after a few times of doing that, for some reason my ankles started to hurt. All of a sudden, I was on a train. It looked like a train on a computer game that I used to play a lot called Tomb Raider. For some reason I jumped off the train and landed on the ground right in front of it. I watched as I fastly slid under the train. The, for some reason, the screen turned red and the words "game over" showed up. It was really freaky because that's what happens when you die in the game Tomb Raider.

Me, my mom, my dad, and my friend Rachel were in a car driving somewhere through a beautiful forest-like landscape surrounded by green. Then, we came to a road that was over a lake and it was about a 1/2 mile drop down to the lake. We were going really fast, when we realized that the road was going to end right there, in the middle of the way over the lake. It was too late. We flew off the road and started falling down to the beautiful lake. The scenery was wonderful. Before we crashed, my mom said "I love you." then everything turned white and the next thing I knew, I was in Heaven. It wasn't like I had expected and it wasn't all that beautiful. We were in a building the whole time. I didn't see my mom and dad after that, but I did see Rachel a few times. In Heaven, they had some boring activities planned out for us, but all I wanted to do(and all I really did) was try to fly. That's all I remember.

Killer animals. Yes my friend, this story is about killer animals. It was a normal morning, except for one thing. Someone left open a window and animals snuck in overnight! There were a few bugs and small creatures, but when I went to the bathroom, I saw chickens! And when I walked into the kitchen, there was a very fat cat and an evil growling cat. It was 7:35 and time to leave for school, but when I looked out the window, I saw a monkey holding a cactus and ready to throw it at us, but when he saw us he quickly hid it behind his back and acted like he didn't have anything. But then, my dumb alarm clock woke me up.

regular dream: 6-26-10


It was the second last day of school and I was taking some kind of math or history exam. I was doing pretty good but then the teacher told everyone to pack up. I didn't get to finish so I shoved the test in my backpack without him noticing and went home. When I got home I noticed that all my clothes had been spread out on the floor in a giant mess and my room was more of a public clothing store. I didn't want anyone to come in and see how messy my clothes were so I picked them up and put them in piles around the clothing store. I noticed that I had two new shirts that I remembered buying. One was a Miley Cyrus shirt which I never intended to wear.. and the other was a t-shirt from a trip of some kind. I realized that the school bus would be coming soon so I just threw on my purple sweater even though it was a bit hot out and started to go out by the bus. I went through my garage for some reason, instead of the door. In order to close the garage, I had to press the button and run out and jump over the invisible line thingy(happens in RL all the time). But I kept hitting the invisible line, causing the garage door to stop. Somehow I finally got it to close. I kept hearing bus sounding cars go by and kept freaking out that I would miss the bus on the last day of exams but the bus never actually passed. I started walking down to the bus stop, kind of jumping up in the air and flying like I was Elsia. This car almost hit me on the way there.. When I got there, there was these stairs thing leading to a wooden platform that some of the people by the bus stop were standing on. I flew up there and like a minute later the bus came. Everyone else went down the stairs but I just jumped high up in the air and floated down. The bus driver gave me a look of awe and I smiled. I got on the bus and sat next to this girl and like hugged her or something.. I guess I was just trying to be friendly but it made me look like a lesbo.. yea thats all I remember.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 6-4-10

I was at a sleepover when I had these dreams. For some reason I always have really vivid dreams when I sleep somewhere besides my house.


Find the Bloody Baby Fingers

I came into my chemistry class and noticed that this guy was in my seat. Apparently, the other day when I had been gone, the teacher rearranged the seats. So I went up to the teacher and said "Where do I sit?" and she said something like "Well maybe if you walk around and look at people, you might remember where you sit." This didn't make any sense since I wasn't even here to get a new seat.. but I walked around for awhile anyway. I noticed that the desks were arranged in groups of 4, and most groups had a box made out of chocolate that had no top on it, along with a bunch of candy bars. The only desk I saw available didn't have chocolate on it because apparently that group didn't deserve the candy.. But I wanted some so I went back up to the teacher and said "I still don't know where I sit." and she said "Okay fine. I'll tell you where you sit if you find the bloody baby fingers in the room." Apparently, some student had fake bloody baby fingers and had put them somewhere in the room as a joke. So I started walking around the room to look for them. I noticed that another teacher was following me. I didn't want it to look like I was going through my teacher's stuff but I continued on anyway and didn't look behind me. After awhile of searching I finally looked behind me and saw that it was my friend, Allie. She said something to me and then started to help me look for the baby fingers. Then one of my friends woke me up. I was kind of mad that I didn't have the chance to find the bloody fingers and eat the chocolate..


Free Fallin

My mom and me and my dad were trying to prepare for our trip to Colorado to climb Pike's Peak. We were hiking up this hill thing and my sister was leading the way. We came to this hill that was covered in little streams of black, disgusting water. I said "are you sure we are supposed to go this way" and she said "ya, i go this way all the time." so I followed her. The next thing I know, the streams turned into water slides and my family and me were going down one of them. I was scared to land in the black muddy water. Then we appeared to be back at our house watching a documentary about how to prepare for the Pike's Peak trip. The into started with this guy saying something like "So, you want more adventure in your life?" and then he showed this guy standing on top of this huge, gray colored Eiffel tower type thing who looked like he was about to jump off. Then I appeared to be that guy and I jumped off the tower. It was a really amazing and scary feeling, falling to the ground below at a super fast speed. Then I hit the ground and hit my head. It only hurt a little. I landed on the curb of a road and slowly got up. I assumed that it was normal for people to fall from a distance like that and not get hurt. Then this guy came by and thought I was the guy from the tv who was originally going to be the one to jump off. He wanted something from me, I don't know what.. some kind of contract... That's all I remember.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

lucid dreams: 6-2-10

I was sick this morning so I went back to bed and attempted WILD but I think this might have been a DILD, not entirely sure.


Chemistry Class

I was in chemistry class(this is my second LD that started in chem class..) when I realized that I was lucid. I looked down at my hands but they looked normal. This didn't stop me though. I looked around and noticed that everything was exactly the same as real life. I was sitting in the same seat. I got up, kind of nervous that maybe I wasn't dreaming, but went up to the teacher at the front of the class and said "I don't care!" because she was talking about some boring chem stuff... In reply she said "Why?" and I said "Because I'm lucid dreaming!" and she started saying stuff but I ignored her and started trying to figure out what to do next. I attempted to fly right there in the class but that didn't work. I didn't want to lose my dream so I just kept myself calm and walking around the classroom for a little while. Then I decided to go outside and attempt to fly. The fastest way out was the window, so I went over to it and gave it a good kick, which broke it. I went through it and jumped out of it, attempting to fly, which worked a little but then I floated back down to the ground. I don't remember what happened after that.. but I don't remember waking up or anything.. I must have just lost the LD.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 4-27-10

Tripping in Class

I was in my 6th hour class, which has stairs that the desks are seated on, like you would see at a college. I don't remember how or why, but I tripped on the stairs and went tumbling down until I hit my head on something at the bottom of the steps. I sat laying there, not knowing what to do. My teacher went to see if I was okay, and I didn't respond so he called someone. He seemed annoyed and didn't really care(pretty much how he is in RL). I slowly got up, and some time later this other girl from my class fell down the stairs too. Once again, the teacher didn't seem to care, or notice this time. Then I think I woke up.


Dating a Random Kid

I was sitting on the bleachers at a pep rally, I think, next to this kid from one of my classes. He was a little bit bigger, and I think on the wrestling team. He hugged me and I leaned on his shoulder. Apparently we were dating. I didn't really know what to say to him and felt bad for not talking much so I just cuddled with him. I don't remember any more of this dream.. when I woke up, I was like "what the hell?" hehe.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 4-26-10
School

I was eating my regular lunch in the school cafeteria, not sitting by my regular spot and not sitting by my friends for some reason. I ate slowly, taking my time with each bite. Before I got the change to open the string cheese, I looked up at the clock and noticed that it was time for the bell to ring. I quickly cleaned up, but after a minute I realized that the bell had not rung. I thought that maybe it was going to ring ten minutes later today for some reason. So I started to open up my string cheese and took a bite. Out of nowhere, the bell rang. I stuffed part of the cheese in my mouth and threw the rest away. As I walked down the front school hallway, I noticed some kids turn on a radio loud and turn on flashing lights. A bunch of people started to crowd around them. I didn't care to stop and join them, so I continued on my way to my locker. As I approached the blue locker hallway, I noticed that it was getting really hard to walk for some reason. I thought this was normal for me and I didn't want to get embarrassed by it so I took slow steps, but fell down. I grabbed the corner of the hall and used it to pull myself up. After I turned the corner, I walked fine the rest of the way towards my locker. I gathered my things for 6th hour and then looked around. I saw hardly anyone in sight, and wondered where they all were. I looked back in the cafeteria and saw tons of people from the next lunch hour their. For some reason, I bought a lunch and sat down next to these two boys. I looked at the clock and thought I would be late so I asked them if they wanted my food(what was the point?). I thought of eating in in Mr. E's room because he allowed food, but I didn't want to look like a freak with a whole lunch tray so I just left it for one of the boys and went to class. When I got into my seat, I thought about how I didn't like the shirt I was wearing. A second later I appeared in my room, looking for a different shirt to wear. I found two of the shirts that I own, but they looked different and pretty. Then I woke up at around 2:30am.


The Huge Turtle and the Odd Little Shop Owner

I was going to school, going past Target(which is not the direction of my actual school). I saw my friend Allie go by and whisper for me to get in the car with her(she doesn't have her license.) So I got in, but the second we turned the corner we were on bikes for some reason. Then the road turned into a pathway, like the ones I walk on up north. We saw a bunch of turtles and I thought "Oh, I should come back here and catch one so that my baby turtle(yes, I have a baby turtle.. named Cupcake..) won't be lonely. We then saw this HUGE turtle that looked like the one I caught with a fishing pole a while back(TRUE story..). So I went up to it but then my friend(not sure if it was still Allie) stopped and was in this tiny little shop. I bent down and looked inside. I wanted to buy a paper clip from the tiny store but couldn't find the owner. When I did catch a glimpse of him, he was a little yellow thing.. it was really weird. Then I woke up.