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Was just in a dream, sitting around inside a house looking at papers, when some old memory of me returns and I think about the time I was awake writing down lyrics on paper and I wrote, "jasons dreaming" that wasn't an actual dream but the memory of that event triggered something and I looked at the paper I was hold and sure enough a printer popped out of the bottom of the page and printed another page out from it, so basically one page has a printer hanging from it print forth more. And then I knew I was dreaming. I think the people around me also knew they were dreaming or at least some of us were, because I was whisped to another scene outside next to a fence and someone was in the background giving commands saying, "don't haunt these people or you will be haunted in return", then I jumped the fence and heard someone say those dogs are going to tear you apart, but I didn't care I was free and I was not afraid and I jumped so damn high I landed on the first floor roof of the building I was aiming for and it was a tall building many about 6 or so floors and I started spiderman climbing, jumping, and loving every moment of it. I finally got to a good flat roof area at the top, and plugged my nose and breathed in and still felt the air flow through my nose, and knew I was still dreaming. But the breathing felt good so I kept doing it, I kept plugging my nose and taking in nice deep breaths, and suddenly I awoke.

Some more scenes before the LD that I remember:
1. I was in some sort of war, and backed into a corner with other guy who was more more powerful than me, felt like we were playing a game. My ammo/weapon just wasn't doing any damage, but the big guy backed in the corner with me, he ceased shooting, because his shots were damaging my health bar as well, but I defended us vigorously.

2. Was on a spaceship talking to some person, next to a console. Was very interesting, he definitely was not human, and the person sitting to his right had horns. Very multidimensional and full of volume in that dream. Tolec.

3. A couple dreams were I had boners, and was playing coverup with my shame, but sometimes I just did not care.

Just had a double dream.

Was laying in bed half asleep, then heard my parents in the other room, figured I was in the process of waking up. My dog Rambo wanted out so I got up and went to the door and opened it so he could get out then laid back down in bed. I looked at my desk and laptop from my perch in bed and saw that there was some sort of game being played on the screen. A shooter. And it was playing itself. So I slid back out of bed over to the desk (at the foot of my bed), grabbed the mouse and started taking over for the game. It was a first person shooter, and had pretty decent graphics if you ask me. Stylized, digitized, almost anime. I clicked and fired my gun at the person on screen twice. Then suddenly the screen panned, as if it was a camera mounted on the shoulder of the avatar of the player. The face of the avatar turned from the side of the screen, looked directly at me, and said "I am Glenn Hill Inovar, Conviction Expert." I woke up right after seeing that! Now I am still laying in bed, the room is identical to the previous scene, except the laptop on the desk is closed. I forgot that I only dreamed I let the dog out (he is tiny a teacup yorkie and inside the sleeping bag with me). Since I forgot I didn't actually let him out, I roll over slightly and then "YEARRRRP!" He barks in a high pitch tone. Oops I squashed him, but not hard, he is fine.

Then my dad comes in my room and gives me a cross necklace and I am very happy! Thanks Dad!


Elevator ride for the morning.

SO I am writing the first sentence in a novel, I keep editing the sentence to get it perfect, and finally it just 'clicks'. And as soon as the sentence clicks I get sucked into the story I am writing, I start watching my novel unfold like a movie, it was amazing. I guess I will attempt to write the sentence I wrote in my dream . . .

The light diffuses in a golden glow from the tip of my nose as I snake my way on my stomach through this tunnel while trying to hold on tight to my candle, my only source of light.

After writing that sentence and editing it over and over until it was perfect, I suddenly got sucked into that world, but also I could still feel an author in my subconscious writing it as I experienced it.

My dog is ahead in the tunnel scouting for me.

I really can't remember the words anymore from the novel, but I remember what happened. We were invading a fortress of imps and the route we choose was a very low narrow passage that could only be traversed via stomach crawling. When I get inside the fort, we battle imps and there are some other mages battling, and after the fight we all head back to our place (another fortress or wizard tower) and talk about what happened in a debriefing in one of the towers rooms. Then one of the mages cast a spells and two of them fall into a void of darkness, a portal in the ground, and a few moments later pop back out one after another. Then later one of the female mages is asking me where I am sleeping, and I get the feeling she wants to join me because I am alone and the other two mages seem to be with each other. Then I wake.

Very realistic dream and the whole time the dream was playing out I could still feel in the background of my mind the words being written by the author of this novel. Amazing indeed.

Also I remember them mentioning something about being pulled into the 4th or 5th dimension, briefly I think right when the dream started.

Spent the most of the night in dreams with African American spirits ( I am white) and learning about equality and not being a racist punk. I started the first segment by going to one of the guys and telling him the truth of what I am before I could be accepted for help. So I said I am racist I cannot help it, it is in my DNA and raising up, and after that they were so happy that he came up to me and did something to my head, it felt like he was he was unscrewing a part of my brain, and then he removed something from my head and I felt as peace for a bit after that, free of many judgement and racist thoughts. Was amazing. Had many more scenes hanging out in this new community, and some scenes with my Army friends from back in the day. I remember, these guys felt like Gods. They were so powerful, one guy kicked a soccer ball so high into the air it was pretty much cloud level. It was awesome to hang out with them.

Another scene me and someone is picking up a family of spirits. They look identical to humans, they get in the car, and we have to go on through some sort of checkpoint into a living human area. They keep saying something like this is so weird that you guys use 'time', we don't have 'time' as spirits. I asked them if they were good or evil, and they said they are both, they have transcended duality. Anyways we get onto the base, and park some where and all get out and head our separate ways.

Later on I remember playing some sort of amazing side-scrolling Mario game that felt like it came from a way in the future society, it was so well crafted and intuitive to play. I remember getting a Grim Reaper suit for Mario as a power-up, that was cool. Then when I think I was at the end of the level I was either sucked into the game or another dream scene and I had to sword fight someone in a tunnel, in my first person perspective. Very hazy though can't remember the details of that.

Later on back with my new African-American friends again, still learning to be non-judgemental and respectful and see everyone with equality. I remember eating lots of cake, and following these guys around, also near the very end of my dreams a scene with a very big(round) black guy comes into the room and the split second I saw him I thought something mean about him being fat, and he instantly said "WHO SAID THAT" and turned to me and groaned. So I had to repent/atone apologize to him to make it right again.

All in all a very good eye opening night. Thanks spirit friends!

Well this one is disturbing for me, and prolly you too but I don't want to cheat my dream journal so here goes:
I am in a night scene in a village or town, and there are groups of dogs running around the streets, I think (in hindsight) patrolling the neighborhoods for terrors. I am with a group of people one of them is at the entrance of a stairwell with a door heading down into a basement/catacomb. He says a prayer before we head in and down. As I walk down the stairs I also say a prayer out loud for us, a protection against fear blessing. "Dear Lord, please bless us with a protection against fear, in Jesus name we pray, Amen." I reach the bottom of the steps and there is a large group of people, many children and a few adults staring at us. I asked them what they are doing here, and don't really get much of an answer I can remember. The other guy with me I think he says they are vampire thralls. So I grab one of the females near me and look at her and she has bite marks on her neck. The other guy grabs one of them and suddenly there is a big vat of most likely holy water in the room and he pushes its head into the water and watches it dissolve away and the thrall ceases to be. I was behind him during this process so he could not see me, but I was still looking at the bite marks and I did not realize what I was supposed to be doing. I think at this point I was semi lucid, and I was confused, so I leaned forward and kissed her on the bite marks perhaps thinking I was supposed to play the role of vampire. I stopped kissing her because I felt her energy instantly change to confusion, she was wondering why I was doing that instead of putting her in the holy water. Anyways the other guy is done killing his thrall, so now its my turn and I take her to the vat, and push her head in and watch it dissolve. But here is the gross (nsfw) part. I start grabbing her chest and feeling her breast as this is happening, and also her butt and well lets say it was necrophilia and it woke me up and left me in a state of extreme confusion.

So now I am awake but still have this background thread of the dream running in real time in my subconscious. I wonder if those are thralls, where is the vampire, and just then he shows up. We get in a fight and I grab him and dive backwards into the vat pulling his head into it with me. But something happens the vat starts dissolving me, and the vampires face is badly damaged, and I completely melt away. But the vampire is standing by the vat now in a state of pain it seems and I am still aware of the scene. So I use all my willpower and make my spirit essence become strong enough that a mist of my arms come out of the vat and grab the vampire again and pull him back down. But he grabs the sides of the vat with his arms and is really strong resisting. Then the other guy (who now is a misty spirit like myself for some unknown reason) jumps on his back and our combined force brings the vampire into the vat and we all 3 die and the dream ends.


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Another dream scene same night, I am observing some sort of battle almost like a fantasy MMO game, but much more intense and awesome. One of my IRL friends is playing it with his party, and it is like the holodeck in star trek so it encompasses our whole perspective. Anyways he is summoning an amazing dragon that he is holding over his head and the dragon is launching all sorts of magic projectiles at a big beast they are fighting. Some of them get killed by my friend is the priest and he cast a mass resurrect spell and heals everyone to life again, and they battle some more and defeat the beast. Was a sight to see! I want that game!

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Different dream segment, am sitting at a table with a bunch of old Army coworkers/friends. They are catching up with me and one of them is getting a Lifetime Achievement Award. The other one I found out is promoted to Sergeant First Class, but the one that got the award was also demoted to Staff Sergeant (prior to the award). Anyways I had a semiracist/judgemental thought and woke up and had to ask forgiveness to feel at ease.

Technically a nightmare, but I was not as scared as I should be, before I went to sleep I prayed for a blessing against fear, and a blessing of protection, so my dream self was actually quite a champ.

Shooting game against girl? on a motorbike, she was really tough and I ended up having to jump into a lake to escape her wrath. I feel like that was a game on a TV, because now I am inside a house with my soulmate, someone else, and a friend who is adding an attachment to the TV for me, and wrapping wires around.

New scene:

I get to a town, it's daylight, I think zombies are around I find a hatchet on the ground, open a door and throw it in at the first person I see
Well now I am arrested, and in a jail cell, that was not a zombie! How rude. This cell is so tight, there are 3 toilets literally next to each other with 3 inmates(myself included) having to stand on the toilets because there is no other room in the cell. One of us slips and feet splash into a toilet

Now I am free again, but I have to make a dangerous trek across the wasteland back to that town. I am with a group of people, who all see to have some sort of special powers. We are motorbiking across this desert. The very last of us in the line is landskiing attached to line on a bike ahead. We pass a group of monster/demon/people and they end up getting the guy who was skiing and tearing him apart. But his special power is that when he dies he tears reality apart and turns into a giant digitized heavenly motorbiker and rides right out of the sky and back into our reality on a dirtbike. How useful.

We make it back to town, and it is nearing dark and we are prepping our safe house because the werewolfs will be out soon. I seem very interested in this process, and I know it is my first time here, so I am unsure of what will happen, but the other guys are seasoned and know their jobs. It's dark now. We have everything closed except for the blinds of one of the windows(bullet proof). It is one of those german style blinds that are on the outside of the window. The window is the size of the entire door frame. It is dark so I can't see out the window but as I start to let the blinds down, they suddenly stop falling down at about my heads height. Upon closer inspection I can see the outline of a werewolf, and the blinds have landed on his head. He puts his hand to the glass and starts using his claw to draw circle motions. So I pull all of the blind string out at once, and back up, and then kick forward toward the glass right at his face to startle him backwards. It does the trick, he pulls back, I release the string and the blinds drop further down.

When I turn around I to head back to the others, I find that I am outside of the complex now... and it's dark. WTF. Anyways I get ripped apart by monsters, and then I have the idea to use the power that the other motorbiker had, and in a semi lucid state I start focusing on breaking reality to fight back the monsters. I summon hundreds of copies of myself to fall out of the sky and blazing speeds, and land on monsters. I start spinning my avatars exceedingly fast like tornados and other effects. But I cannot get back into the house. I know why, because if I use any sort of reality altering trick to get into the house, the monsters will "learn" that same skill, and be able to break in. This goes on for a few moments, but then in my half lucid state I become careless and try to get in. I cannot,, until I use outside of the box thinking. I expand myself around the entire house(I can see the interior briefly), and then expand myself outward to the shape of a giant snowglobe. Then I SHATTER my giant snowglobe, and the snowglobe inside the house on the shelf shatters and I expand from that smaller globe into the house. Along with all my demons. Clever, but deadly.

Everyone dies.

The trip to mars.
Maybe for a crime, who knows?
But they said I'm here to do "paperwork".
It's a Thursday so there is no oxygen there today.
But that's alright I have a rebreather mask.
There's a girl at the Navport on Earth guiding me to our warp.
She's cute.
Someone I know - my old drill sergeant - sees me and says "You look like you're going home."
I see my dad one last time while checking in my ticket.
Tell him I will be back tomorrow, don't worry.
And then I warp to the ship interior.
I look around and there are gems encrusted on flaky golden walls like stucco.
Very curious . . .
"It's called dinosaur wheat..." someone whispers to me. A shudder goes down my spine and I wake up.

Quick bathroom break, prayer, back to sleep.

Fast forward a few hours later, dreamtime.
I am on the surface of mars, naked
with only a blanket draped over me.
My inventory is a knife.

There are unnamable creatures all over this planet, ready to tear me to shreds. Now I know this was punishment.

Why did I get sent here? Well it started with a 15 dollar skull. I was at a shop, and saw this piece, removed the price tag, pocketed and left. I was caught, taken to trial, and accepted my judgement. I almost escaped, ran through the city, a few guys chasing me. They eventually caught me. Now here I am.

But there's hope! I can see a small plateau ahead of me with a group of humans on top, beckoning me over. I reach the cliff side of the plateau and then realize there is a giant pillbug looking creature coming to me. I drop, let my blanket fall over me, and wait for it to get near. It investigates with its head, and I take the chance and jut my knife into its weak point.

Fade to black.

I remember playing some sort of airborne glowing shooting game with those same guys later on. It was vivid, but hard to describe, and after that I woke.