Venryx

Am in lucid dream (from an earlier segment, so only remember a fragment). Am in a room of a friend/relative's house with lots of other people. I think I also used some new ability, though don't remember what. (which makes it sad to have forgotten : ( )

Had false awakening. Started writing down my lucid dream that just ended. Get most of it down, when a young woman comes into my room, saying I should knew her from forums online. She said she liked what I'd written so far of my book. I think back in memory, remember someone named "Ally0387439" (or some-such numbers), and mention so (not sure if real memory from earlier in dream, or false). She's happy, then goes out my room downstairs. I follow, and hear noise downstairs as I approach the stairs. Just as I'm looking downstairs at what sounds like a party, it fades and I snap back jnto bed.

I know I'm still dreaming now, and try to get out of bed. Gently turning onto my side, and standing up, I succeed, and keep myself calm. I decide to go downstairs to see what happened of the party earlier. Walk to the stairway, and look down to see it quieted down, but my dad and brother near the tv. I jump over the railing, grab onto the bottom edge, and swing my way around the corner, float-flying to the family room at the back of the house (this was mostly just for fun because I've done it before and it feels great). Do another floating turn there, and my dad asks me to come back and help with something. I start saying, "Okay, be there in a minute" (I wanted to finish my flying route), but as I respond my dream fades.

Have another false awakening, but this time I know I'm still in-dream (or close to edge, anyway). Try to do phantom rocking and wiggling, but those don't work. Try "squeezing the brain", and despite not knowing exactly what it means (it's mentioned in Raduga's book), it starts working! (I remember the sensation as feeling like your brain is compressing and being pulled slightly inward toward your chest--there were inward/downward sensations in the rest of the body as well) However, I get anxious for a moment from not having done this form of entry before, so hesitate--and in doing so give up the moments still possible to return (I tried it again but I could feel then that it was too late).