Hey there,
I realized that the girl I am looking for is not in heaven, but is inside of me, I was looking for her by the means of meditation and mystic breathing techniques from 2007 on but never found her, but I had a dream a few weeks ago that I didn't write down and made me realize that she was inside of me.
To explain this a bit, I fell in love with Diane in April 2007 when I met her online through Tagged, a forum. Then she died at the end of May 2007 or beginning of June 2007 and then I wanted to look for her in the realms of the dead, I thought she must have gone to heaven so my search was aimed for heaven. So I did my mystic techniques based on thousands years old yoga techniques and the result is that I never spoke to her (I just heard her voice speaking my name on June 2nd 2007, when I was crying over her in my room, I heard her voice in my head).
So the beginning of a new episode in my life has started a few weeks ago since that dream.
I picked up meditation, mystic pranayama (breathing techniques), chanting and following a spiritual morning program called Mangala Arati (online) since October 2018 in order to come closer to her and the result was this dream which I never wrote down and through which I realized that she was very near to me, namely inside!!
Anyway, in order to celebrate this happening, I uploaded a song written by me and the lead gitarist of my band, called "Ride On" and it is a song about the future which has started a few weeks ago with this realization that she is inside.
You can find the lyrics in the description of the song, here it is:
https://youtu.be/8w_MTxiT4Hk
I hope you like it, it's recorded on December 16th 2012.
Cheers,
erik
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