Darkmatters,
You have taken some very powerful and empowering concepts from the works of Carlos Castaneda. My only familiarity with 'Toltec Sorcery' comes from reading the same books that you have - that and my own personal experiences which have, for the most part, cooroborated the teachings there-in. Of course, his books were a work in progress... and his later knowledge and the system of belief that his writings eventually make apparent were cobbled together over time and imperfect from the very beginning. He was human, after all. As are all of us. My own understanding is a thing in progress. I continue to have experiences for which there is no apparent presidence. At some point, each person's path is their own. The question is, i guess, where would you have your path lead to? For me, 'sorcery' includes every type of practice or exercise which leads to improving one's mastery over awareness. For me, it predates buddhism, existensialism, etc... and has been with us since the very beginning. With shamanism i would just be weary of the 'fluff' which can be found in that 'genre'. I'd not waste my time with North, South, East and West, paying homage to Earth, Wind, Fire, and Water... following rituals or saying incantations and such. Don't get me wrong... i'm all about respecting Father Sun and Mother Earth... i just want to keep things as real as possible while trying to decipher some of the mystery that surrounds us. For Buddha, i guess enlightenment was for the greater purpose of escaping the 'wheel of karma and rebirth'... or the disintegration that takes place before reintegration as a sorcerer would say. And i would say that this is the greatest practical goal that sorcery has to offer... i'm not really prepared at this time to offer anything more consise than the following haphazzard summary of the possibility of attaining immortality... (my 'book' is a work in progress for just this reason)
DEATH DEFY
To practice against the folly of dreaming is as close to practicing against the 'folly of dreamless sleep' as one can get. Dreamless sleep is as close to death as we can come, it is much the same as a temporary coma, with little or no brain activity beyond maintaining our respiratory and circulatory and other repair functions. When we sleep without dreams we have quite literally come apart at the seams. The ephemeral self, or soul, has detached from the body and has experienced a very real dissolution. A small spark of life, like that which exists in every fertile seed, is almost all that remains as a beacon for calling the self home again. Our energetic essence is in constant flux, it swells and recedes. Our attachment to this earthly plane simply cannot be maintained for any great length of time. It has been said to those seeking immortality and escape from the grasping hand of death that if they would refuse His calling then they should practice by attempting to refuse the call of Death's little sister Sleep for a period not less than seven days. Perhaps a particular meditative state might enable a person to accomplish the feat of cheating Sleep for that length of time or longer. It has already been discussed that all sorceric practices are geared toward one end; the displacement and fixation of the assemblage point upon different bands of perceptual awareness. To increase the fluidity, mobility and staying power of one's assemblage point and to improve one's mastery of awareness - the element of being which allows us to claim sentience. One of the greatest feats that a sorcerer can undertake is to seek an extension of that coveted sentience, repreive from the absolute folly of death. It is said that only two things are certain in this life; taxes and death. That there are no survivors here. And that no one gets out alive. Sorcerers, however, view the human condition as being both a great gift and a great opportunity. The physical form is the eggshell of an egg. By practicing the art of manipulating awareness a sorcerer is sharpening his egg-tooth, intent. With impeccable intent a sorcerer aims to maintain a strong degree of cohesion - even after the physical shell has lost its usefullness.
Many will find only oblivion at the end of their days. Everything that they are will be thrown back into the void and disintegrate utterly and completely. The only thing that will remain is an image of their being in the memories of those that still live and had contact with them. Having never heard of sorcery or taken part in any sort of religious practice or lifestyle, even ‘devout’ atheists may experience something else entirely, however, a continuation of their consciousness. Some will be so caught up in the act of perception that they won’t even realize that they have died. Infallible reason will continue to offer solace in their self-delusion of living in a comprehensible world. Idiosyncracies will be explained away and they will exist almost perpetually in a dreamlike state. Some will know that they have passed on and feel compelled to stay here, near to persons and places that they know. Others will experience realms that are idyllic or even hellish in accordance with the bent of their character. Some will be whisked away by beings more powerful than themselves to a place not of their choosing, others to places so beautiful that they couldn’t have been imagined. Most will gravitate toward beings of similar character as themselves. Some will choose rebirth almost immediately. Some will feel compelled toward rebirth or have little or no choice as the matrix takes from them what it needs in order to form the continuing weave. Most will lose almost all of the energy that was once at their disposal. Some will find reserves of strength and energy they never knew they possessed. Their whole lives will flash before their eyes and in that moment the Eagle will devour their experiences and the energy that accompanied them. Being devoured by the Eagle will be a pleasant experience for pleasant persons and unpleasant for others. This may be experienced as becoming part of a greater thing than onself, joining with an all powerful and all-knowinusg presence. At the moment of death we grow just the smallest amount lighter. The electric current that is carried in our mind and body jumps out away from the body. Perhaps it immediately dissipates, perhaps it hangs together. Some will gravitate again to the world of dreams without a physical body to go back to. Others will become not much more that the eyes which line the wall of the matrix, the vortex which creates and uncreates everything around us. Others will become full ephemerals, ‘haunting’ the physical and waking world, an insatiable interest in the living. Imagine what you can become in a dream, and you will begin to understand the myriad of forms that a person may attain after death. The Void / The Birthing Abyss / ETC. (Unfinished chapter concerning what happens when we lose both conscious and subconscious mind.) where does all of this lead, the ultimate act of sorcery, the mastery of awareness.. is in choosing to hold rather than relinquish the gift that you have been given, Try staying awake for seven day (sleep is death’s sister) - Tibetan Buddhism posits that learning to control the dream state also prepares an individual (through practice) to determine where the soul or consciousness goes after death of the physical body. I posit that it leads , in fact, to greater control of the ephemeral self in an ephemeral world, etc. - For my part I would say that the whole lot of it is just plain old folly. Wasted time. Here and Now gone. The folly of waking like merges with the folly of dreams Unless the Sleeper Awakens and the Waking Dream. A sorcerer reaches toward the totality of their self by recalling not only conscious and subconscious minds but also the field upon which they originate. The plane toward which the reintegrated gravitates. - Sorcerers maintain that everything that we do as men is the work of the ‘Tonal’. The tonal begins at birth and ends at death, it is the organizer of the world. When dreaming or awake we concern ourselves with the tonal alone. The field from which it originate is not dealt with us at all. This field is referred to by some as the ‘Nagual’. “..All possible feelings and beings and things float in it like barges, peaceful, unaltered, forever.” Then the glue of life binds and clusters some of them together into the organized chaos of the area where beings hover, the tonal. - And so, “.. the shell must be broken in order to liberate our being. It must be broken from the inside at the right time, just as creatures that hatch out of eggs break their shells. If they fail to do so, they suffocate and die.” A sorcerer that manages this feat is said to have unfolded the wings of his perception and to have gained the totality of himself. A sorcerer with enough energy claims knowledge as power by intending the shift of his assemblage point from the center of reason to the center of will, and as his world collapses, the mystery of the nagual unfolds. Several times each night we pass from the utter folly or dreaming or the controlled folly of lucid dreaming into the nagual. Though most persons will never remember this journey, it is here each night that the cluster that we are disintegrates and later reforms, here that we die and are reborn. Deep sleep, the place beyond dreams; a coma of death for the ordinary man, but for an impeccable sorcerer- here lies opportunity. Having mastered the art of self-remembering while both awake and adream, there is some chance that he may carry his selfremembering over into the nagual. Remembering the self in you that is going to die is the not doing of the mortal self. What a sorcerer does in journeying into the nagual is very much like dying except that due to his master over awareness his cluster does not disintegrate entirely completely, but expands a bit without losing its togetherness. Thus, the absolute liberation of the sorcerer is at hand when he may practice against death. The gift of the nagual is difficult to accept, but a sorcerer may chose to forever keep the awareness that he has been given. Like the plumed serpent Quetzacoatly of Toltec legend, he may rearrange the cluster of his existence to take on any form. Time and space would no longer limit the beings that he could contact or the worlds to which he could travel. - Sorcerers of antiquity had different terminology than we do today. There was no ‘matrix’, etc. The nagual used to be referred to as the ‘Great Eagle’ and it was said, “To die and be eaten by the Eagle is no challenge. On the other hand, to sneak around the Eagle and be free is the ultimate audacity.” • “I proclaim”, says the Buddha, “that in this fathom-sized, feeling-afflicted ascetics body dwell the world and the origin of the world and the annulment of the world and the path that leads to the annulment of the world.”
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