Long time ago I wanted to know what it felt like to be paralyzed,powerless,and unable to move.I wanted to be able to fly,visit far places (like Japan,not the moon lol)I found out about sleep paralysis,then OBE's and really recently Lucid Dreams....I have tried to get into sleep paralysis...but at first I would just get an awesome night of sleep.Now I am working a little harder(ex:counting breaths,counting down...)I do not even get the urge to move...My eyes don't move...I just think random thoughts like Icecream...or The pigeon guy(Willie the weightlifter on the old Mission Impossible)My lovers face,my dog Gabe.....Candles,socks,...I just don't even control or focus on them.Then after a long while it is like I have a wave of awareness go over me,Like I was drifting.I don't move a muscle for hours...Not even my eyes.My only real problem with doing the process is I don't know how to breathe.Breathing has always been a concious effort because My birth mother used cocaine all through the 9months of pregnancy.....So I don't breathe without thinking about it unless my MIND is asleep..And I have no clue how I breathe when I sleep(as in rhythm)Help sorry this is so long,and thank you for your replies...Niewbii