Thanks for your answers.
I would say that one reason why I value lucid dreaming so much is because I see it as a very great way for me to develop as an individual.
For some reason I have developed a very unsociable personality the last 7-8 years, and become somewhat of a loner, to the point that I pretty much never speak to any of my classmates at my engineering program unless they approach me first (which they did a lot during the first 5-6 months or so, and then gradually started to look very insecure around me since they probably think that my reserved and taciturn behaviour is a sign that I don't like them), and this has become somewhat of a mental blockade to me.
I have a strong feeling that I intimidate people by being this way, and I was a heck of a lot more outgoing during my teens, and I think lucid dreams could help me connect with my past self.
Of course, I would still need to work on this in waking life, but lucid dreams could make it so much easier, especially in the beginning.
I do sometimes practice these things in waking life on days when I feel particularly good about myself, and it usually gives pretty good results.
However, I still feel way too awkward about it in order to really be able to cherish those successes, so it would be cool if I could ask for advice from a dream character or something;
you know, those things that you couldn't do in waking life.
It's not really that I am "shy" in front of people - I actually enjoy speaking in front of audiences, and I take a lot of initiatives when I work with other people with no problems at all - it's just that "approach" thing that I feel I could practice a lot in lucid dreams.
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