I don't think you are an outlier on this at all Sageous. A DEILD is a DILD really.
For our visualization talk, we did talk about waking, WILD, and dream visualization so it might have made our understanding of DEILD ambiguous so I will clarify:
Between my last dream and fully waking, there is sometimes an ambiguous period where I think I am awake and start recalling my dreams. But, I'm really still dreaming... but it's just my thoughts. There are no visuals. A proof of this is in my example from Sunday, when I pulled an hair from my mouth's. The pain lasted past my dream to a period where I thought I was awake. In that moment, there was nothing except the delusion that I was awake and a curiosity as to how such a pain could follow me into my waking experience. No visuals, no eyes open, no body, except for my mouth and a pointed pain. My consciousness at this point is continuous with the consciousness that will wake up. There is no break. It's like the opposite of a WILD: a DIA (Dream-induced Awakening

) This is why I am willing to call this DILD a DEILD. I'm still in a dream, but on the threshold. My mind is awake but my body is still not. My mind feels so "waking up"-awake I always assume I am already waking.
I guess many people are more used to the false-awakening scenario of waking up in their bedroom. But, I false-wake in my waking mind. And I recall my dreams. My more traditional false-awakening dreams are about me writing down dreams or telling people "How funny, I just dreamed of you."
So to clarify: when I talk about recalling dreams in the context of DEILD, I don't mean recalling dreams while awake. I mean recalling dreams while dreaming. Because my mind is waking up, exiting the dream, and that's what I naturally do then.
The imagining-visualization technique is no more than a dream-control technique. The anchor, a dream stabilization technique. These techniques are just labels on in-dream behaviors.
EDIT: Princessflare, don't try do DEILD. Just intend to DILD. If you recognize you are dreaming as you are dream-exiting, then lucid dream then. If you just wake up, without being aware of the dream exit, just forget it. DILD and WILD. You can't plan a DEILD past recognizing that moment as it happens. There's no point to focus on that. For myself, it is recurrent enough for myself to think I am already awake when I am still waking up so it makes sense for me to focus on recognizing that moment as an opportunity to lucid dream. Keep DILDing until you can recognize that moment.
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