Please help:
Last night I went to sleep for about 6 hours and woke up. From here I was just planning on staying up for about 10 mins after saying to my self that I would go to sleep and remember I was in a dream.
I was trying to sleep for over an hour. So I said what the heck, I'll just try another WILD (I tried it before the other day for the 1st time). So there I lay for maybe an hour and a 1/2. My body got heavy every now and then, then it got STIFF. With my feet like pointing downward if you know what I mean.
Durning all that time I didn't really see much. Until my eyes started to blink really fast and then I was just thinking of blue sky! And then the blue sky came and I was making myself more stiff to get the blue sky all around me as it was just in front of my eyes. As I push and say more blue sky my hart starts pounding! As I see the sky getting ready to go all the way around me (I was saying to myself at this time, this is it! I'm in!) But my hart was hitting so hard, I tried to calm down, but my hart was still hitting hard so I pulled back.
Was that a WILD? In that norm to have your hart hit hard like that?
I tried to get back into for another hour, blinking eyes and all, but can't seem to know how to go all the way over. Do you pull yourself in like I was doing?
At one time, I was trying to see a DC in the sky that can pull me up. Didn't work... Please explain
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