your subconsious has many levels. If you think you've banished it or overcome it. You are seriously wrong.. I will do what it wants. I find it increasingly annoying that, I have so much randomness going on. Nothing seems connected. One morning I woke up and was convinced I had to go paint the ford pinto.. when first of all, I didn't have a car at the time, and second of all, i didn't know ANYONE with a pinto, and i'd never even thought of painting the cars before. Its like that.. it'll just think up some weird crap that will block you out from LDing, you may overcome it, but its always something new, and potentially annoying. (last night i went on sugar binge in my dreams..)

complete randomness.