Thread: WILD Diary

Tonight, I will W.I.L.D.

I will W.I.L.D. for freedom.

And I will succeed, because this is my attitude: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTXlWYdodnc

I´ll report my success tomorrow.

Okay, so my attitude got a bit damaged in the night... So no success...
The REAL success will come in THIS WEEKEND!!! For I will dedicate this weekend to the practice of WILD. I will W.I.L.D!!!
What´s my plan, you ask? (or dont ask, but i´ll tell it anyway )

MY PLAN:

Before:
In the evening I will decide to stay conscious when drifting to sleep, and I will motivate myself.

1. I will wake up after about 4.7h of sleep. I will use a cell phone wrapped in a sock to get myself just enough up.
2. I will wake up just the right part of my brain. I will use special exercises after I have woken up to get it working...
3. I will go to sleep at my couch, which is not so nice, but it should keep my mind more aware that way. It will also not be the normal place for sleeping for me, so that should keep my mind more aware too.
4. I will relax.. I dont really know how yet, but there´s no need to know.
5. I will passively (though a bit actively too) notice my breathing, as I drift off to sleep.

After:
If I succeed, I will eat some great food. If I will fail, I will punish myself with a cold shower.

And I will try as many times as possible this in the night and the morning. So I´ll basicly wake up, and set the clock about 1h 10min forward...

I will not try. I will succeed.

Originally Posted by Ghost94

After:
If I succeed, I will eat some great food. If I will fail, I will punish myself with a cold shower.

LOLOLOL

Go ghost go !! im try to WILD at the moment too, but to no avail as of yet GL

FATAL FAILURE

I just hate it when my brain dont function right. I clearly knew, what I should do, but I did it all wrong after waking up. I didn´t relax, didin´t use an anchor, didn´t keep my mind awake....

Tonight I WILL remember what to do! And I will go to WILD at my couch, not at my bed!!

This time I remembered what I should do, but no success. I did not fall asleep fast enough.

I was lying* in my bed. I closed my eyes, and started to do some kind of relaxing. But then I faced a problem: I felt, that I would not fall asleep fast enough? When would I set the pain anchor? So failure.

Need to solve that for tonight.

*Is it lying or laying or lieing or wtf

Okay, so I did some good progression.

The next night I said that, I was aware of what I was doing, but failed, and failed the second night too.

At this post, let me state one thing:
I do not consider my earlier success as a succesfull WILD. Cuz it was more like a DILD. I want to have a pure WILD

And btw,


I´LL DO IT TONIGHT!!!

I just wanna cry...

I just wanna WILD so much, I could eat a brick. But I have a serious problem:
I´ve only got one shot in my whole day, and that is at the night after waking up, when I cant think, and usually cant get back to sleep.

I would like to nap, but it´s pretty hard for me. Any suggestions?
Should I eat some special food before napping?
Just give me any advice you got. And make it practical

I'm a trying-to-have-a-WILD person too. The closest I've gotten was when I got the urge to move (actually, it felt like I REALLY needed to laugh... don't ask. It's too hard to explain.) and then I saw some halucinations. And heard. It sounded like it was raining outside but it really wasn't and I knew because I couldn't hear it against the house. But I can ALWAYS hear it hitting our house when it really rains. And then I saw some flashes of color and stuff.

I will do it! *goes off to try nap WILD*