It seems as though that in dreams I'm never fully lucid. There are many instances in dreams in which I realise I'm dreaming, yet I tend to waste it. During the day I think about what I'd like to do during a lucid dream...The people I'd like to meet and the places I like to go. However, during the dream I waste my lucid time by doing something stupid that only makes sense to me while in the dream. Take last night for example:

I was with my mom in our local clothing store trying on clothing. For some reason I suddenly realised I was dreaming and took to putting on a bunch of nice clothes, left the store without paying and began to ran around the town showing off all of the clothes I had just stolen.

When I woke up though I wondered why I did that. Why would I need to steal clothes when I wake up in the morning without them anyway? Why didn't I instead search my town for that cute boy who I talked to last week? Or, better yet, after finding that cute boy, take him to Hawaii with me for a lovely 'dream' vacation?

My mind doesn't seem to work while lucid dreaming...I never do what I would have planned. I'm not sure why. What I do in a ld is determined by where I am and the situation I'm in.

Only once have I had a situation in which I did what I was planning to do. And that didn't work very well because I woke up for school a few minutes before I was going to do it!