Thread: I need some modivation

I've successfully wild'ed once, but it's been 3 weeks since i've accomplished it. This after at around 3 o clock i decided to wild and a part of me new it wasnt going to work since I wasn't in rem cycle but i did it anyways. So im laying there in a comfortable position, i start off with reverse blinking, after about 5 minutes i could feel my self very relaxed. I started my breathing technique and after awhile i felt a weird sensation as if i was being spun around. there was a force spinning me entire body around. I started seeing visuals. 2 blops of white figures come together in the middile of my eyelids to form a circle. I watched them passively and remained focused on my breathing. After a few mintues the sensations and visuals stopped but i was still unsure if i was yet dreaming because i could hear traffic outside So i was sure that i was still awake. but i'm just wondering if I'm close. Since my first wild was a lot different from this one, I'm not sure. Any tips on getting to that transition stage would be highly appreciated. Thanks!