New to this page but last night I was very frightened--in a good/bad sort of way. I have always just been a lucid dreamer. The past several nights have been rather odd because I have been able to fully control the direction of my dream (whereas typically there are aspects of a dream I cannot control). Last night I traveled to my sisters brain (thoughts and feelings) she is a person who holds lots of anger and fear (from an abusive stalker boyfriend) anyways, while in her brain, I felt all of the fear and hurt she felt and it spun me out of control with fear. Since I knew I was dreaming but couldn't wake myself up because her fear immobilized me in my dream, I was able to make myself speak and say "WAKE ME UP" to my husband who clearly understood me and woke me up but was really freaked out because I was able to control my speech in my sleep. this is new to me and to be honest really blew me away not to mention the fact that I feel like I truly was in my sisters subconscious. anyone out there relate? I need someone who understands me.... |
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