Visual Space

A vivid Non-Lucid, been a while since I had a vivid dream.

I woke up in my bed (surprised I didn't go lucid immediately) and the sun gleamed out my window into my room. I opened my door into the kitchen and noticed a gold liquid on my floor. it faintly smelled of honey. I kept walking into my living room and went outside to suddenly hear weird noises coming from the backyard. The smell of honey was suddenly getting potent until I turned the corner from my house and noticed a giant beehive looking structure the size of a 5 story building...How did I not notice as I was getting closer?

The weird thing was there was bee.....girls?

so now I have my back against the wall watching bee girls fly from the hive in different directions. I noticed a bottle of water sitting by me so I just pick up and began drinking it. I turn toward the hive and notice a bee girl buzzing at me slowly. I sort of back away a little and she lands on her feet. She looks like a normal girl besides the wings and a bee abdomen jutting out her back. She has short black hair and a yellow taintop, black leggings that even cover her feet, and black fingerless gloves for some reason. This is strange I start to think. she gently smiles and grabs my hand and takes me in the hive. some of the girls stop what they are doing and began staring at me. I go in and this hive is huge. a giant honeycomb cocoon thing was connected to the top all the way down the middle of this structure. everything is a gold, brown, and some white. different rooms with many "bees" flying out of. A whole mess of them can be seen just around this giant honeycomb putting honey inside them and flying off outside from the many holes or the entrance.

The girl just takes me into this room that has many lavish furniture, all gold and black. she smiles and hovers pass me to do whatever she was doing I guess. Everything seems almost lifelike if it wasn't for me noticing the whitish outline from the corners of my vision. I almost went lucid because of this when until he girl comes back with a drink in her hand and hands it off to me, killing the moment. (lol) I drink it and notice it is a honey flavored milkshake. she sits next to me with this gentle smile and lays her head on me. we sit there in silence for a minute until the dream fades and I wake up......In the room where the girl took me to.....well then.

I go lucid for a few seconds until I see the girl laying next to me sleeping, losing lucidity somehow. I get out the bed and walk out the room to see everything still in place. I walk out the hive and my house now has a big honeycomb slapped on the side of it...are they turning house into a bee hive? I see two of these bee girls on the room. I see all of them where the same clothing just different hairstyles, skin tone, eyes, or slight different coloration in the bee abdomen on their backs, such as a little whiter or a little darker yellows. I run to the porch and get inside and one is in my house in my room. she flies out the window. I look to see a part of my floor covered in honey. I then grab a water bottle and pour it over the honey and walk away....(why)

I go back toward the hive and three of them just fly toward me and take me back in the original room. The girl before wanted to see me. Is she the queen or a higher up be? she lifts her blankets revealing she is nude....so we just had sex before...okay then, no problem. she puts her clothes on and picks me up under my shoulders and we fly up into this large door. That was a little nerve wrecking. The large door opens and I suddenly wake up for real.

It was a nice dream, although random, but nice.

Bold is me, italics is a wolf girl I ran into..





I guess I have no choice do I? *Sitting down on what appeared to be a stone bench in a cabin*

Of course not. *walking toward me to sit beside me*

well you obviously notice I'm not normal so I guess I have to confess.

We've known each other for months now, Why can't you tell me?

Well because I thought if I did, You might claw my insides out.

Is It that bad?

It could be to you.

It won't be

It might

Tell me please, I saw it. Whatever you did back at the village was definitely something none of us have seen before. Is it really that hard to te-

Anathema. *I stand up slowly*

What?

I am an Anathema.

Bu-But impossible, those people are-

*I turn around and look at her. She looked in my eyes. Apparently they were different then before. Everything grew much more clear.*

H-How? I thought....They were extinct...

Not all of them. My family still live. However only me and my sister remain now.

I just..don't know what to... *The look on her face, confusion, and a tinge of anger*

I know my people...they slaughtered most of your kind years ago. So I understand your rage... I understand you want to now grip my neck and rip my throat out.

*she looks up at me with her eyes glowing an alarming yellow. her teeth showing. She wants to*

I want to...You lied...

I know.

WHY!? *Jumps up from the bench, with tears in her eyes.

To protect you, I didn't wan-

All you did was corrected my thoughts! Your kind....All they do is cause pain! What did my kind ever do to yours!? What did we do to deserve such mass genocide...

*All I can do is just look at her. Her eyes giving tears, her voice cracking in each scream she let out into words.*

TELL ME!

I don't know, I wish I knew...But let me ask you a question before you sink your claws in me.

I don't want to listen to your questions. I just want you-

Do you think someone like me would commit such things like my people?

*Long silence*

WELL! Because obviously your quick to blame your best friend! This is why I did not want to tell you. I knew even if you were close to me, You will still find somewhere in your heart to resent me because of the past. Something I wasn't even born in, I only knew about it! So how can you think of killing me!? Do you now just see me like them?

No, I just-

Forget it! I'm wasting time. Len and Griffith are still back in that war. I have to leave. *Walking away from her*

No please...you'll die.

Isn't that what you want. For me, an Anathema, to cease to exist finally?

NO!

Either way, I need to know if they are okay. *Opening a door*

NO NO! I wont let you go out there, You know you won't survive! Why do you choose to do these irrational actions!?

Cause I'm the only that can survive this!

You won't survive against Enon! You know that! Stop being arrogant!

*She continues to grab my arm to pull me back. There is so much intensity and fiery tension, even then, I almost walk out until...*

You know your saving an Anathema from certain death.

I know.

Why?

Why?

Yes.

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! I can't kill you because I adore you! Even though you are an Anathema, you are still someone I care about! Im sorry okay, I just let my emotions slip out! do you know what it feels like to lose so many friends to-

*I just grabbed her and kiss her. She hesitates to reciprocate at first but soon follows through and holds me as well.*

I just wanted to hear those words....Cause I wanted to love you this whole time, Because I'm sure everyone you use to love is gone. So I just...

I...need you. I don't want to go out there. They will be fine, I'm sure of it. *Her head on my chest. The amount of emotions I'm feeling is just...*

I still need to.

But...

I promise...I will be back here. I won't be long.

.....Just get back as soon as possible, please

I will.

*I kiss her forehead. and then the dream fades.*


For a non-lucid, this was such an emotional and intense dream. I only wrote down the dialogue because that was literally all I cared about. Just the amount of feelings that were going off, and I just felt such a connection to this beautiful wolf girl, like we been through thick and thin. I had no idea about the plot or any of the names mentioned, I felt like I was watching, but from a First person perspective. I woke up just feeling so sad, cause I think I really left her and I will never see her. I could just tell her bond to me was very sincere. It seems short, but trust me, it felt way longer.

Either way, It was a very memorable and great dream.

A lucid occurred. A DILD.

It was short however, and I was not able to do my abilities well like before. I know its because I have been messing up my consistent sleep schedule as of late and making lucid dreaming a abstract importance. However now, since, I have been taking DILD, Meditation, and SAT (Puffy's technique) seriously, I have been lucid dreaming at least twice a week, and keeping a clear mind to be able to do so. I realized though, after this last lucid, that I need to be able to familiarize myself with my dreams to make it much more vivid. My first Lucid was life-like and I couldn't tell reality from dreaming that day and I want to recreate that clarity. So I am now taking it as of much importance and it's been making feel great and light.

I'll stop rambling and tell you the dream

I woke up in my bed and lunged up, I knew I was lucid and confirmed it via nose plug. It was sort of hard to walk around at first but eventually I was able to. I changed clothes by mental capacity and looked at my feet. I realized at that moment I am in a ninja outfit. I leaped out the window in the night and began walking around. People were not noticing me since I was jet black. I was very stable and just spent the dream walking around noticing the world around me was a suburban neighborhood but different. I noticed it was more alien like with the glowing blue balls of light floating around and the bio luminescent plants scattered about. I then thought of sprinting quickly, so I did and with the velocity of the speed, my vision slowly faded, and I caught the transition of dream to awakening. I felt my body laying down and slowly linking to waking up and felt my eyes opening. So I could have done a DEILD if I knew instinctively to do that but....yeah.

Last dream from my Awoken Dream Journal today

What's interesting about this particular one was me stumbling across a post here about having recurring dream characters and how he/she made them. I instantly wanted to do this for two reasons: to help with lucidity, and to have a companion alongside my adventures whenever I start becoming lucid in most of my dreams. So I wrote vivid details down on what I want the character to look like. I remember before going to sleep, I meditated for 30 minutes and started thinking of the character I wish to start seeing often. So normal routine, sleep, wake up in middle of the night and head back to sleep, and this is what happen, straight out of the awoken dream journal.

First Dream: A odd dream that started with these girls trying to evolve to better versions of themselves. It mostly took place in my house. Can't really remember much else, just toward the end of me and my mom getting cheesecakes, and this girl messed up so me and Squall had to fix it. A lot of people were mad at her, But I helped to make things right.

Woke up at this point, drunk water, and went back to sleep.

Second dream: A dream of meeting this girl named Aelita Power. She was a red orange haired girl who looked like a 3DCG anime character, but in real life. I walked up to her and she gave me a calm smile. She seemed to had been reading a book whilist sitting on a rock. We were in a very thick forest with large trees as far as I can see. She introduced herself keeping a nice smile and I did the same. I soon noticed her sword on her back and asked about it.

"I am a human, demon hybrid, it's essential for me to have it."

That reply kind of surprised me at first, but she then said to sit next to her and not to be afraid. So I did. She kept reading and I took her all in. Even though she looked like a CGI anime character, she looked stunning and realistic. Her skin looked pale but very soft, Her eyes were black as coal but seemed to have fit her. Her hoodie was white with black digital camo vinyl, like a military painting. Jet black paints and white, orange shoes like low top converses. She also had a white scarf that wrapped around her neck blowing south along with the wind. it covered her mouth which looked cute for some reason. I noticed her hands had Theta symbols that were Cyan in color and a red amulet that appeared to look important. She closed the book and sat it on her lap.

"you like it?" holding the amulet.

I didn't think she noticed.

"It used to be my mother's, but she gave it to me on her birthday."

She didn't seemed to be bothered by my presence so at least she is social, she looks like a fierce girl but seems soft spoken and really nice. Her voice kind of reminded me of Ruby Rose from RWBY. The more I looked, the more she seemed to look like Ruby, just a different appearance. We seemed to talk about many different things such as philosophy and just different subjects in general. it seemed like hours.

"Hey, would you mind if I kept seeing you?"

I couldn't think when she said that, but I just looked at her warm smile, and I became warm inside. soon afterwards I woke up. (HOW THE HELL DID I NOT BECOME LUCID..*sigh* oh well)

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So, this dream was very very Vivid, unlike the first, so I was able to remember a lot of details, some eluded me of course. But this dream was eye-opening because she looked exactly like what I wrote down in my notebook (besides looking like Ruby, but I'm fine with that). It was a wonderful experience even though we just talked. and her last response seemed to just hit home.

This dream happened on Nov. 7 so it was a while back. so far I only caught a glimpse of her once in a short dream, but nothing yet. But for a DC to say that she wants to see me again kind of shocked way more than it should because I didn't really write personalities for her or anything, just a visual concept, but she seemed to think and had a great personality, almost like a independent being. So it was nice to see that and anxious to see her again.

Well that's my interesting dream. Non-Lucid, which I have no idea I wasn't Lucid but great nonetheless