lucid

2/1/2017
Dream 1: I was at a shoe shop, trying to get shoes, learn from an email someone dies or something, I do reality check in hands, discover I am dreaming, get transported to a sort of open city. I shoot some stuff out of my hands for a bit, then decide to fly. I fly like superman, one hand, but am a bit wobbly and fall down. I try again, then start zooming up into space. I shoot out a planet or two with lasers, then I see a giant black hole which I zoom towards and get swallowed up, back to the shoe shop and no lucidity. Something is also happening about my computer breaking.

Fragment: Some sort of exam at uni.

Dream 2: Emily badly hurts herself, I go dee her in hospital then help out where she is working. She is very appreciative.

Dream 3: I am driving with dad and brother, talking about music and Jorn Lande, going to a games shop

Dream 4: At a christmas party with family, everyone getting presents, some people got a 3d printing pen, had a competition of making stuff, I got some cards.

18/8/16
Dream 1: looking at dota articles on tv, get in car with dad, driving along on freeway, nearly lose control car breaks down, guy comes after while, swings hammer through window, knocks dome of my teeth out, i get angry and then sort of lucid, spin around and sort of jump to another dream, then drive out and chase him down before smashing him with a hammer, lose lucidity then get home and play minecraft a bit

Fragment: Another dream

28/7/16
Dream 1: I was taking a bus to my mum's house, however I got off a bit late so had to walk a bit to get there. Once there she made me join her in some dance choreography which was being livestreamed to some of our family and friends.

Dream 2: There was some sort of apocalyptic event and the city was being destroyed. Because of this I was walking around the city, savouring the sights for the last time. I was also listening to some of my favourite music and sharing it with others.

Dream 3: I was at my mum's old house, doing some maths homework in my room. After a while my dad came into the room to see what I was doing. As he left I grew suspicious and did a hand check RC and discovered I was dreaming! To double check I pushed my finger through my hand, which succeeded. My vision started to go and I felt my body tingling a lot, so I thought I was going to wake up and tried to save the dream by touching my body. I then shot some lightning out of my hand, but it didn't seem like anything was working. As an act of desperation I tried to fall asleep in the dream again, for some reason, and this caused a FA.

FA (Dream 4): I woke up and went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw a brown-grey fuzz on my chest. I started touching it and realised I had sprouted super thick chest hair all over, sort of like sheep wool lol. I also had bigger muscles and a bit of a bear, so it was kinda like what I would look like in 5 years I guess.

18/7/16
Dream 1: I was talking with my brother about Mexican culture. He was talking about how some magicians became so good at fooling people that they were treated like demigods and became dictators.

Dream 2: I was going to see a movie with my family. We got lost a bit but eventually got to the cinema. We realized that my grandma was still lost and was going to be late, so my mum told me to just drive her home. I got a bit angry because I wanted to see the movie, and suddenly I became lucid. I looked at my hand and saw two of my fingers had morphed into one, and I pushed my finger through my palm with some effort. The dream scene went black however, and it felt like I was in my normal body. I tried moving but was a bit restricted, so instead I tried breathing fire. I got a lot of hot air to come out, almost like steam, but not fire. I then tried to move my body again, and, finding it paralyzed, decided to stop messing about and override that as it is my dream after all and I have control. I broke the paralysis, but just as I moved my arm I was jolted awake, perhaps due to the effort, I'm not sure.

Dream 3: I was in Paris and a tour guide was talking about the main architectural wonders in the city, as well as the 3 ugliest buildings. They pointed out the brown, square, drab buildings to us as we drove around in the bus.

Dream 4: I was in a large video game arcade at closing time, however instead of kicking us out the owner invited us into a secret back room with a few other people. There was a lot of machinery covered by cloths, which he instructed us not to touch, and then he made us sit in a row on these special chairs. He told us we would be the first test subjects for his time machine, and to hold on as he was transporting us back to the ime of dinosaurs. Unfortunately the dream ended there.

Dream 5: I was starting work in a huge Ford factory and was getting trained up. We went to a painting and testing station and witnessed a demonstration where a gout of flame shot out to the front of the car. We were told that the flame reached over 2000 degrees and so we weren't to go anywhere near it. We then learned how the wheels worked and how to put them on.

Dream 6: I was at a Shakespeare play, however right after the start it transformed into a circle of people all performing some act of bestiality. It was quite disturbing.

28/6/16
Dream 1: I was living in like a dystopian alternate universe where peoples freedom of movement and expression was heavily restricted. I was part of a rebel group and secretly ferried people to and from meetings. It was early morning and I was waiting in a café when my client came in. We made eye contact and understood eachother then we both left at slightly different times to not arouse suspicion. We both hopped into my car and I started driving her through the city, talking with her about stuff.

Dream 2: I was playing in a tennis tournament against Maria Sharapova, I think I had won a competition to do so. Obviously she trounced me, however I had one amazing rally where I hit a drop shot which she returned but I smashed down the line to beat her. Everyone was really impressed with that and I was pretty chuffed myself.

Unintentional WBTB

Fragment: I was farming mobs in firecat alley.

Dream 3: I was playing in a competitive dota team. It was a best of 3 and I think my team had lost the first game however we were doing well in the second.

Dream 4: I was playing a Mario-esque platformer game against my brother. We were both taking it very competitively and it got pretty heated as we tried to beat each other.

Fragment: I was at home doing something.

Dream 5: I was on Sydney road working. There was a big building which had a huge vine over the front which had giant caterpillars within. It was my job to spray for those caterpillars and capture any I found. After a while of this I went into a shopping area to get some food. I stumbled across a girl from high school who was working in the café. She walked out with me for a bit but said she had to get back to work so we said goodbye. As I walked along the street I saw two other guys from high school who insinuated that I had been on a date with the girl. I denied it and then asked them what was going on. As this happens I start feeling a bit lucid and try putting my fingers through my palm, it works! I feel like I am about to wake up so I do another reality check, counting my fingers, and then shoot out some fire from my hand to see if I can. It feels real enough, although not as present as some of my other lucids. I then wonder what to do, and remember I wanted to ask my dream guide what my true name was just to see what the answer would be. I ask this question aloud and suddenly, an impossibly deep, rumbling voice from within me speaks slowly and deliberately. "MMM'SSOOORRIII MMOOORRAAAHH" (Or something like that I couldn't remember it 100% when I woke up). I was taken aback by the power of the voice and the name resonated within me for a while, as if the voice I just heard was echoing throughout my skull. I then thought I had woken up, and began trying to recall my dreams and write them down, however it was a false awakening (doh) and so when I woke up properly my recall has suffered a bit.

On a side note The voice and presence seemed ever so slightly malevolent, or rather just scary because of its extreme power, and reminds me of the dark presence imitating Sivason's avatar when in my last lucid I called out for my dream guide. Both of these entities were extremely, overwhelmingly powerful and huge, dark presences, so maybe they are the same thing and it is my dream guide. Hopefully in future dreams this becomes clearer and I can start a relationship with it.

3/1/16:
YES. Only 3 days in to my gravity awareness practice I have had my first lucid in months. I didn't exactly use the gravity awareness to actually get lucid but I definitely checked my weight and used it to stabilize in the dream. I'm pretty sure I have forgotten a little of what I did in my lucid as I didn't wake up lucid so the dream is gone a little but here is all I do remember clearly.

Dream 1: I was out in the bush at this large, old house. It was really hot and there was a bushfire warning. I went inside the house and there were two 10 year old kids playing some video games. They asked me if I had played age of empires 3, and when I said I had they peppered me for advice and tips.

Dream 2: I was at Hogwarts, sitting in the great hall while Dumbledore gave a speech. He started talking about this bookcase in the side of the hall, chained up, and how no one was ever to try and look inside it. Hagrid started chuckling, and when Dumbledore asked him what was so funny he pointed out that with the amount of traps around it and such it would be impossible for any student to break in, unless they knew the secret. Dumbledore glared at Hagrid, and spontaneously I performed a reality check, looking at my hands, and saw an extra finger! Suddenly lucid, I get teleported to an old Egyptian dungeon, presumably sent there by Dumbledore or Hagrid. I wander around the torchlit dungeon, testing out my dream body and feeling for my weight, realizing that my body other than my head felt weightless. I rounded a corner and saw a mummy/monster, I'm not quite sure what happened here but I think I defeated him and completed whatever trial I was meant to in there.

I suddenly found myself in my bedroom. I went about my daily business for a while before thinking to reality check. I took a while for me to do so as I was convinced this was waking life, however eventually I did so and once again spotted that my fingers were blurry and there was an extra one. Lucid once again, I walked out into the house and then starting thinking about what I should do. I tried remembering the task of the month and could only remember trying to read the title of a book or to change gravity for DC's. Considering gravity is my focus this month I opted for the later. To find people, I went out and got the car, then drove it out into the street. After some questionable driving I ended up a couple of streets away, where 3 people were walking with some balls. I first made the gravity really heavy, so they suddenly collapsed onto the floor and couldn't move. This didn't effect me for some reason. I then made the gravity really light and they started slowly slowly floating up off the ground, again I was unaffected. One of the balls they had had fallen out and was rolling towards me, so I telekinetically zoomed it into my hand then blasted it off away.

I ended up back in my bedroom again, not too sure how I got there or whether I needed to become lucid again. I once again thought about what I should do, and settled on finding my dream guide. I walked outside my room and thought out "Dream Guide, where are you?" and then I saw an image rush towards me of Sivason's avatar (lol). I yelled out "Sivason!", but then a wave of power rolled over me, forcing me to the floor (just like the gravity effect I was doing on others earlier, except actually affecting me this time) and Sivason disappeared. An image of a large, tentacle Lovecraftian creature appeared in my head, speaking in between high pitched clicks and screams to tell me his name was C'rinka or Jacinka or something like that, can't remember exactly . I asked him for advice, to which he started singing a song that sounded an awful lot like Killswitch Engage, complete with music and all. The lyrics seemed to be pretty generic stuff about love and failure and the world, so unfortunately they didn't stick in my mind.

I'm not sure if this is the same dream or part of a separate one, but I was at my dad's old house, non lucid. There was some gaming tournament going on with all these people I didn't know lounging around and playing on laptops. I overheard two people in my bedroom having a conversation before I walked into the bathroom, only to find that full of people as well.

The first night back into trying to have LD's and I sorta succeeded, yay! My recall of this has slipped a little bit but here we go.
1: I was helping my mum do something about the American election on the computer, there was some really dodgy propaganda videos playing.

2: My class and I were in China, Shanghai I think, and we were all waiting outside a big, old, fancy building. A couple of policemen came out and asked some of us to go in, so we followed. Turns out they weren't really policemen, but employees inside what appeared to be a sleazy brothel sort of place. We stated chatting with some people as the rest of the class came in. Some fights broke out and somehow our teacher got co-opted into a fight to the death with their champion. We all sat down in stands and watched as their champion, wearing a metal gauntlet, stepped out. Our teacher came out and the two began to fight in a boxing ring. I'm not sure what happened with the fight then as the dream sort of dissolved.

3: I was on my computer, thinking this was waking life, when I decided to do a reality check because why not. Surprise surprise, I was in fact dreaming and my fingers slid through my palm. I sort of confirmed this was a dream by swapping in between feeling my dream body and real body and telling myself to remember that I was in bed, but I still had lowish level lucidity. Anyway I sort of reformed the previous dream and then took the place of my teach. This time however my opponent had full metal armour, a shield and a mace, whereas I just had fists. I danced around for a while, avoiding his swings, until I had a plan. As he swung the mace I blocked on the inside and slapped it out his hand. This meant he was free with his other hand to punch me, so I dragged that hand in so the gauntlet was digging into me, but I held it in their as I flipped the visor of his helmet and proceeded to pummel his face. After a dozen punches or so he fell over,but the cost was great as I had a great big gash across my stomach where the spiked knuckles of his had dug in.

After this lucidity wobbled for a bit and the scene changed, but I regained it and shot a fireball off at my brother (lol). The scene changed again so I was outside my old house. I regained lucidity and then started flying, the first time I've managed it in a dream!!! It felt fantastic as I soared a couple of hundred metres above the ground, but I don't remember much after I landed as the dream and lucidity dissolved.

4: Just a fragment about being in a park and helping two women with a baby. It was almost infused with Skyrim so I used a weapon to try and kill an animal to loot it but was having difficulty.

Woohoo I had a few dreams I could remember last night and one sort of lucid/OBE that was pretty cool.

1: I was watching a football match and I noticed that 3 of the opposition players were samurai, and one of them, presumably the best, carried a sword as well. Those three started dominating the other team and everyone was getting scared by just how good they were.

2: My brother Aidan and I went to an ice cream place and got some nice gelati. We went inside and there was a sort of sports club where Johnno(Brad Johnson, football player from my childhood) was there as part of a tv show, I think he was interviewing Jason and Gordon and maybe someone else. I got in the way a bit trying to find a place to pay for the ice cream so I went to a bar in a different part of the place to pay. I gave the 50 dollar note and she said it was fake and to come with me. She led me into a small cupboard place and she told me that the note wasn’t actually fake, locking the door with us inside. Some strange fun time ensued.

3: [LUCID] From the dream before it sort of dissolved into blackness and became a FA. I genuinely thought I had just woken up but I did an RC and pushed my finger through my palm. I got lucid and remembered I had read about the Phase by Michael Raduga a few days before, so I thought that this was an OBE rather than a lucid lol(but who knows). Because of that I tried to get ou of my bed and it was difficult, but I managed to sit up eventually and started to walk out of my room. It was almost pitch black and my body felt really heavy for some reason. I headed to the bathroom as I remembered the first thing raduga said was to look in a mirror, so I flicked on the light switch (it worked, unusual for a dream lol) and looked at the mirror, and i wasn't there initially. At various stages through the rest of the dream though my reflection sort of flickered into the mirror. I started feeling even heavier and in the mind as well so I tried to exert some control over the dream to not much success. I tried to eleport but even fer reminding myself that I was in full control of the dream it didn't work. Instead I decided to throw some fire at the mirror and I managed to get a little stream of fire from my hands. After this I started getting sucked out of the dream and woke up.

4: After going back to sleep I had a dream that I was in a Harry Potter(or something similar) movie. My friend and I went to this woman's house where we went downstairs and used her portal to sort of travel to the ministry of magic, where we were waging an underground war of sorts. We were sort of fighting against apitalism a bit (lol) and eventually my got captured and I gt captured after that. I was carried through in a box/stretcher thing, and it was very cinematic like. Several times throughout the dream I had moments where my vision was still/I wasn't moving and my vision slowly blurred and faded into blackness, similar to in Anamneis when he wakes from the coma (forgot his name doh). I can't remember any other details too well.

YEAH! My first properly lucid dream in aaaages, well sorta. I'm not to sure how to describe it, but I wasn't fully lucid, and my dream control abilities sucked, but I definitely knew I was dreaming. I also (pretty sure) got to talk with my dream guide for the first time . This is my only lucid whic hadn't ended within 30 seconds, yet this was also probably my lucid with the least 'explosive' awareness, it was more of a different kind of awareness, not sure if there's a link there but I will investigate.

The dream started with me in bed, and even though it felt real I decided to d a reality check, and surprise surprise I suddenly realized I was dreaming. I kept on telling myself I'm dreaming I'm dreaming etc and I looked at my hands in a bit of an effort to stabilize my dream. I was surprised by how real the dream seemed, and since my lucidity wasn;t very high I had to continually affirm to myself I was dreaming. I realized the light level was really low so I tried yelling out 'more light' and 'more lucidity' but it didn't really do much. I remembered the 'memory: forgotten fundamental' thread a little bit and I tried to remember where I was sleeping and in what house, and It seemed t come to me easily, but in retrospect I remembered the wrong house. I remembered the house which the dream was taking place (my mum's house) not where I was sleeping currently (my dad's house) hehe. I decided to go on dreamviews (idk why lol, wasn't very lucid hehe) and I saw a thread about something or other nd I posted about the dream I was having (again weird , may have lost some lucidity here). In response a guy gave me some advice. I then got the inkling he was my dream guide, so I asked him what my real name was and whether he was my dream guide (a big goal for me), but he replied that although yes he was my dream guide (!!!) I had to wait for my true name. I was a bit disappointment at that, and I think I lost some lucidity here as well as I browsed some other threads on DV.
The interesting thing with my DG though was I'm not sure whether I was talking to him in person or he was putting video responses on my DV posts or what, as although I'm sure I read his responses I could see him as well saying them. I could see a badger man (person with big badger head and badger fur/claws etc. instead of hands) wearing a creamy old style cap, red sweater vest and white shirt and pants playing golf.
After this I was back sitting in my bed, and I decided t give another go at a bit of dream control. I realized how long the dream had gone and I thought I wanted to end it soon, so I tried willing that to happen, didn't work. I spun around but that didn't do much, then I jumped over backwards and that did the trick, except instead of waking me up it just ended the dream and my lucidity. My last thought was about remembering my dream, but I think what I did counteracted this as I know I've forgotten a fair amount of this dream
Ps. On a side note for some reason during the dream I 'remembered' that I had had a mini LD last night as well which I had woken straight up to, which I'm pretty sure didn't happen as I remembered about 5 fragments from last night and I doubt I had that mini LD but who knows, maybe I forgot it.

My first lucid experience this year! It's tiny but its encouragement that I am on the right path.
Dream 1: Non-Lucid
I was travelling aboard a cruise ship/ferry with a lot of people from my school. It was all going well until some sort of sea monster appeared on the radar and started swamping us with waves. We managed to stay upright after one pass by of the monster, but the second attack flipped us upside down and we began to sink. I managed to swim out the door and up to the surface, just before I ran out of oxygen. Gasping for breath, I saw about a dozen other people who had survived, out of the 50-100 on board. The monster dissapeared after that, presumably down with the ship, so we swam to the shore and set about finding civilization. We came across an ancient roman complex and discovered we were in Italy, and so two of the survivors who could speak Italian started conversing with a woman there and I went off exploring the beautiful villa. I woke up then due to my brother.
Dream 2: Lucid Kinda
I was at school (surprise surprise dreamsign ) and during recess I was in the library trying to find a book. A girl came up and we started talking, And I ended up arranging to meet her after school. I went on to Politics class, which had my brother in it as well which was a bit odd. The lesson flew past with me thinking about what had happened before,almost conscious but not quite. Then the teacher span around and asked my brother, "Do you know what we have talked about for the past 50 minutes!" and he didn't know. She then turned on me and asked the same, and I couldn't reach anything. (I think that actually helped give me some consciousness as it is similar to the reality check of asking yourself how and why you re where you are and what did you do previously) After that the teacher went on to my brother about all these levels of punishment he would be getting, and I sorta tuned out and thought about things more. Bit by bit I became more and more aware until I suddenly thought "This must be a dream", feeling a little foolish because I thought I was just daydreaming/imagining the scene at that time. Lo and behold however when I did that I got a shot of awareness and ding a ling lucidity . Unfortunately I woke up immediately without being able to do anything, I just got tingly all over and started feeling my own body. Ah well, better luck next time!

WOW! I am pretty sure that I had 3 lucid dreams in one night!!! The first one wasn't very lucid, but the second one was more so and he third one was very but it ended straight away . My recall also got destroyed by me brother turning on the light 5 seconds after I woke up and walking noisely around my bed, but I'll write what I remember.
DREAM 1: (kinda lucid)
Length: average length
Detail: Average
Awareness: A bit more than average but not totally lucid
In this dream I remember walking through these tunnels and rooms in the this kind of chamber, and I remember something about being chased by something and having to solve puzzles and stuff. I got kinda lucid for a little bit bu this dream was early on so it just kind of faded away a little bit after that.
DREAM 2: (More Lucid)
Length: Average
Detail: Above Average
Awareness: more lucid but still not completely.
In this dream I was at my grandparents house preparing for lunch or dinner or something. I was undergoing some kind of training, and at some point the house changed into something different, and I kind of got lucid again. The direction of the dream changed, and I was put on this other training thing, and then stuff happened, I can't remember that part too well, then the dream faded (I'm surprised I didn't wake up with my bit of awareness there.)
DREAM 3: (non lucid)
Length: Long
Detail: Above average
Awareness: Minimal
This wasn't a lucid but it was a cool and long dream. In this dream my family and I were staying at a cross between a beach resort and a water park, right at the edge of one of the islands. The place was split into rectangular islands lines up in a row with paths and bridges connecting them. I remember walking along these going from one side to the other. I saw some fountains and pools and people in spas that were right up against the paths. I remember turning back for a bit, then getting a bit lost and kind of wandering around aimlessly. I don't really remember to much else, apart from really boring stuff or hazy stuff, but this dream was quite long. Again this dream just sort of faded out and merged into the next dream a bit.
DREAM 4: (Lucid yay!)
Detail: Average - Above average
Length: Short
Awareness: Close to full lucidity, if that makes sense. Ill explain soon.
So in this little dream at the end of the night I was dreaming about a kind of card game/rts kind of thing in real life where you move around the map with your guys and take over parts of the map to win, kind of like Dota 2 (which my friend has been obsessing over a bit) Then for an inexplicable reason I got lucid, but the dream scene blacked out and I started feeling my body more. I tried to stop thinking about that but the feeling got stronger, so in a last ditch I span around to try and keep the dream, but everything was shaking crazily and then I woke up. When I got lucid I had those few seconds of clarity, then it was almost like a fog was trying to stop me being lucid as I was waking up, but still retained consciousness, just that it was harder to keep it.

Sleep time: 9:00PM roughly first time, went back to bed at some time around 5:00AM, I didn't check the time Awake time: 6:00AM roughly.

I went back to sleep in the early morning, not expecting anything in particular but I had a LD!

1: I was in my Media classroom just working on random stuff. I can't remember exactly what but I know it was on the computer. I felt like I had been in the classroom for around 20 minutes-30 minutes, but I can't be certain. I was like this for a while, with nothing out of the ordinary happening except the position of things in the room was different. Out of the blue, I suddenly realized I was dreaming, so I did the hand check/finger through palm RC, and I became lucid. For some reason My eyesight became super dim, like my eyelids were closed, and I couldn't open them. I tried really hard to, and this blue light started seeping into my vision. I felt a pressure behind my eyes and the light brightened, then my dream eyelids snapped open. I was in a field of some sort filled with flowery things, staring at the cloudy sky. It was almost picturesque. Then I was suddenly transported back to my Media classroom. I yelled out stuff like "more lucidity!" and "more clarity!" and the world got more in focus. I still felt a bit groggy but not too much. I looked around the room and realized all the students except me were now dressed in black/grey/blue coloured leotards and lined up across the room. The teacher was standing at the front on the room and pressed some button on her computer. A crackly voice started talking loudly, saying we were about to start doing some exercises, and that that we should exercise, something like that. Anyway all the students started jumping up and down on the spot, so I joined in. it was at this point were I started jumping were I woke up.

2: I also remember a fragment of a dream where it had something to do with the mafia/mob or something, and I was out the front of a large mansion estate in the night where a black limo was parked in front of the house on one of those round about thingy's you see at big estates. That's about all I can remember unfortunately.