The Quest For Lucidity

at around the time i had my first lucid. 8-9 i had my first hallucination. i remember i fell off my bed.. in my head i was like . what? all of a sudden i see a small figure of barnie im talking a really small version of barnie with demonic red eyes. i saw him and i stood there looking at it i quickly rubbed my eyes and it was gone.

about 2 years ago i had this dream. i was in a field a huge grassy field. the old man stood there the wind was blowing his hair. he was standing. i was standing. the man that protected me in my dream when i was younger stared at me..i was confused. he slowly did the prayer cross you know "Father Son Holy Spirit" after he did that he fell to his knees put his hands up to his face blood started coming out of his mouth he made gurgle noise's then BLAHHH! over 100 gigantic rats came out of his mouth and ran at me my eyes Widened i didn't get enough time to even make a move. they all got on me. i woke up punching a kicking... that dream made no sense.. still trying to learn the answer today.

when i was around 6-8 i had this lucid dream i never forgot. i was going to my summer camp my mom dropped me off i turn around and the road to my summer camp that my mom dropped me off at the end was a straight path. i saw flying figures going around and people running i continue to walk casually to my camp the moment i got there i was in terror after a few times of running around a dodgeing i stood there and said....wait a minute...this is a dream."i started getting louder" THIS IS A DREAM!! ITS ONLY A DREAM!!!!! i ran up to a girl my age at the time and grabbed her shoulders and said ITS ONLY A DREAM!!! ITS ONLY A DREAM!!! she looked confused almost like she was dazed off into space i let her go ran to this door opened it an old man was there in the closet .. this old man ive seen in 2 dreams so far in my lifetime. i opened it he said COME IN HERE QUICKLY ILL PROTECT YOU. i ran in there with my school uniform on i hide behind these clothes rack's. these vampires were about 5 foot with gray skin black spiked hair black eyes giant bat wings. it looked like something i drew in 1st grade. now that i think about it. as i was hidden. a vampire opened the door the old man had his hands up trying to fight off the vampire not giving up it was a small closet. he had a long white beard long white hair and sideburns all white hair. he was trying and trying to fight off for as long as he could. the vampire bite him scratched him killed him. the old man dropped to the floor or i think threw him outside. the vampire saw me. then in a quick jolt it opened its mouth and FLEW so fast at my face. like the ones in horror movies. i woke up with my heart pounding like a speed horse i got up. and ran to my moms room .

i was at like a yoga place there was the boys side and the girls side one girl i know her name was victoria she hade the back pockets of blue jeans but wasn't wearing any pants? even though there was a boys and girl side you could see over the the girls side and.. of course i looked but in my dream there was alot of places. even a bar the girl wearing the pockets was sitting down on a stool with a green covering over it similar to my friends old one they were sitting at a wooden counter, at a certain point i was wanting my phone activated? and i lost my phone i was tremendously filled with sadness i went to the yoga place a couple of times.. at some point i was at school to but the part i remember the most is when i was sitting in my kitchen my grandmother sat on the sink. and asked if i could help her. pretty much meaning "kill someone" i play wat to much Grand Theft Auto. so we went past the barn where i did this thing everytime i went by.. like stretches or something. so we went racing through the middle of the barn onto the road we were in ethier a silver super GT or a comet it went 3rd person so it really looked like GTA IV now i busted the window in 3rd person pulled out a mini uzi and shot at the car my grandmother's rival that i think owe'd her money Lol. but shooting didnt feel right it made me sad because it was my mom's boyfriend's cousin so i stopped. i think i woke up after that but there was alot of .. strange things in that dream . from the yoga place to when my grandma sat on the sink with her panties showing x_x well look foward to my next dream.