The Quest For Lucidity

i remember me walking into this back yard and seeing this great circular hot tub looking pool with silk non-transparent covers surrounding it. i wanted to swim in it so bad. but that dream was cool i just cant remember it..

next day after the lucid before. a part in my dream i was trying to fall asleep somewhere not in my bed more like outside and i did fall asleep in my dream and i realized i was dreaming in the dream. in my dream. i said to myself before that lucid. "the next time i have a lucid i will try to execute something" so i tried to fly. with no confidence at all i didnt even jump i just lifting my arms up and stood on my tippy toes..and i still was not excited. i think i was curious but i did try to execute the summoning . didnt work but i say the next time i have a lucid i will accomplish something >:l

so i had a wbtb i think and i remember saying "i am dreaming over and over in my head" i dont remember where i was but i think i was in a gray place. well i remember trying to accomplish one of my lucid task. but when i was going to try to summon before i put my hands on the ground "the way i execute it" i said what if i dont execute it right..so i didnt do anything...? i kept saying its a dream.. but what shocked me was i was not excited AT ALL. and i woke up not excited ethier i was just like. its a dream. no emotion or reaction..then later in the day i was like OH MY GOSH. but i dont understand.