24.02.2014Anger and Disappointment (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I wasn't sure wether to post this or not. In fact I wasn't even sure whether to write it down in my personal DreamJournal or not... (The dream had a bunch of other sequences before this, but I don't remember them) I went outside, climbed on some building with a ladder to examine something and found my father and some other guy probably the same age as me hanging from that same building. I guess they were climbing around. I know they were hanging there intentionally. My father said something and I suddenly was filled with rage shouting at him and eventually hit his hands so he fell down. I left, still having a very aggressive argument with him. I entered a room that looked like the living room from the apartment I grew up in. A bunch of people were there minding their own business. I was angry and sad and sat down on a couch. Then my father arrived. He was holding something in his hand, which I knew was something extremely expensive. Appearently he got this for me and planned on giving it to me later as a surprise present. While he walked towards me and put the thing onto the table next to me he calmly said: "You know, it's been pretty expensive since you live here." And then "Congratulations for being born...". I felt the disappointment in his voice and started crying. I woke up crying and couldn't stop until several minutes later. I seldom experienced so much emotions in a dream. Enough to transfer to the waking life... Yes, I have a rather bad relationship to my father and we had a lot of horrible fights. And yes I'm currently living with my parents and I know I'm kind of a burden. That's probably why it hit me so hard. What I didn't know at the thime (I actually just found out about it minutes before I wrote this down) my father actually bought something expensive as a surprise present for me I wasn't supposed to know about yet... WTF. This was probably the most depressing dream I ever had. Fuck, I hate this dream so much.
Updated 02-24-2014 at 08:11 PM by 67919
24.02.2014Driving on rooftops (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was driving my car on top of narrow rooftops. My mother and sister were in the car too, and I guess we were searching for a parking spot. At some point we got out and tried to climb over some kind of antenna onto another building.
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