Xanous' Dream Journal

Fragment
I am holding a fat stack of cash. The $100 bills are not normal colors. Some are blue and some are red. I think it must be the new style of bills. I walk around trying to count my cash but passers-by eye it and I am afraid of being robbed.

Brief Lucid - DILD
I am in a situation that looks like a lot like GTA 5. My wife and I are shooting at some guys. I take one down and my wife runs across my line of fire so I have to stop shooting. The other guy takes that opportunity to jump in a light green car and drive off. I try shooting the tires but a privacy fence obstructs my view so I have to run to get around it.

When I do I see my wife next to an old woman in a wheelchair. She says, "I told you the next time we are in a dream I will do this." She then proceeds to lick the woman on the mouth. I tell her that is disgusting.

Suddenly I am next to the woman and my wife has walked away. I take the woman's head off and it shrinks to about the size of an apple. I put it in my mouth and it feels metallic. I lick it like a candy and tell my wife to look at me. She seems to have gone into a veg state.

I am standing next to the privacy fence and notice how odd my arms feel. Then I remember that my wife said this was a dream and I slowly become lucid. I have a false memory of her saying this in a previous dream and feel proud for remembering that much. However, I am surprised to get lucid since I wasn’t even trying. I knew there was a TOTM that I wanted to do but I can't seem to remember it. I feel frustrated and get really hung up on trying to remember. I walk around some and when I turn I find myself in the void. I try to visualize grass and walking but I am also trying to remember the TOTM. Its all too much so I stop and let it all go.

I decide to relax my "body" and clear my mind but I make the mistake of letting my lucidity slip away. A scene forms and I am in my back yard. Someone from work says something about a plastic probe. I look down and see I am holding one. I make some remark about it.

Then I look around and see my wife working in the back yard. I think about how we are going to do some landscaping but I need to get rid of all this junk. There is a large gravel area and I think it must have been from an above-ground-pool.