Xanous' Dream Journal

#239 - DILD - October 20, 2012 - 3:38AM

I am in the shower wondering why I never got lucid last night. I feel really odd and sick like I am very hungover. There is a mirror in the shower and I see myself making odd faces like I am going half mad. I begin to soap up while I go into deep thought. I notice that bathroom is a mirror image of what it should be. I don't understand any of this but I begin to feel sexually aroused and think of taking care of it but I hear a noise and I assume my wife is joining me. A strange woman appears and doesnt seem to notice me. She takes something off the rack in the shower and quickly leaves. I peer out and see a strange man just sort of hanging out in the bathroom. I say something to him about the bathroom being backwards. Then I ask, "You see that, bitch?" All of this is too wield so I do a nose plug and blow through.

Now that I am lucid, all anxiety leaves me. Everything makes sense now. I mutter things like, "Ok fine. Now hold on. OK." I forget about showering and believe the soap is gone (it never existed) and I am fully clothed as I step out. To make sure I look down and see that I am wearing my dark blue basketball shorts and some white t-shirt. Ok, good enough. I want to shout out that this is a dream but decide to be more on the mellow side and stay cool; I don't want to wake myself up. The man follows me like he knows me. I feel like he is an old friend so I allow him to tag along. As we walk outside my house looks a bit more normal now and it notice that the color is a little cartoony but vivid. The lighting is good. No darkness this time. I am happy with that much at least. I try to remember my goal this time and for some reason I think of finding two of my nephews but that doesn't seem right.

We reach the front porch and I follow the man into the yard. As I step off I feel like I fall a little too far and and the man seems to grow to at least 10 feet tall. I look him over for the first time and he looks like a modern day cowboy. He actually resembles my nieces husband but I didnt think of him as such then. I concentrate and focus and the man returns to normal hight. I feel like asking the man what he represents but think that might be a little too much for him. I don't know why I think this. Instead I ask, "What is your name?" At first my voice is weak and I feel like something is putting pressure on my throat. I breifly wonder if something is on my neck in waking life but I feel like I can breath ok so I try to ignore it. I clear my throat and try again. This time my voice is clear and my throat feels much better.
He pauses, "Well uh. Well hold on how um."
I interrupt, "No no no no. It's fine don't worry about it. I doesn't matter." I don't want this dream character to start breaking down so I try to take back the question.
He seems to visibility relax, "Well ok. I might be able to tell you in about 4 hours."
I don't know what he means by that but I grin, laughing to myself.

We are walking down the sidewalk and I suddenly recall one of my goals, to find a Yurei, but I can only think of it as Ju-On (The Grudge). I begin looking around and do a full 360. I notice that the cowboy has suddenly vanished. In fact I feel very alone and vulnerable but, knowing that I am only dreaming I hold my courage.
"Hey bitch!" I can't think of what to call the ghost. I turn back to the direction I was originally headed. There is a great white wolf sitting a few yards away looking at me. At first I over look it but do a double take. The wolf's snout begins to distort and I think maybe this is it. I charge forward but as I get closer the wolf looks normal and much more friendly. It stands and begins to pant with excitement. I stop in front of it and let my guard down. The wolf behaves like a domesticated dog and lets out a friendly little yap. I reach down and absent-mindedly pat her head.
"This is the wrong bitch", I muse.

I turn back to my house with my new friend padding along side me. I shout, "HEY BITCH WHERE YOU AT? HEY JU-ON!" Again I say the wrong name but my dreaming mind knows what I mean... right? Suddenly the neighbourhood beings to look very dark and creepy but the amount of day light stays the same. It's almost as if someone suddenly turned on the horror film effects. I begin hear that high pitch screatching music that you hear a lot in those movie. I am quite pleased with the creepy effect and suddenly I feel that someone or something is about to come out the front door of my house. I turn to meet the ghost without any fear and much excitement. At the very moment, I suddenly and unexpectedly wake up.

Fragment-

I WILD straight into a dream scene but I am only half lucid. There is a dead body on the floor and I kick it. It seems to slide. I tell myself that it is only a dream. I false begin to remember another lucid and a false memory I had. I feel like I am forgetting but try really hard to remember. I see Wulman and hear him saying something but I am too focused on remembering. I begin to write on some paper but stop because I know that it will be gone when I wake up.
Now I am sitting in a recliner with a bottle of Jim Beam. Wurlman is talking like Trevor from GTA 5. I tell him, "Dude, stop talking like Trevor." I really want to concentrate on remembering. I soon wake myself up.