Xanous' Dream Journal

#246 - DILD - 7:45AM

I have some confusing FA where my wife is freaking out that I was supposed to pick my daughters up for the weekend but I never did. I sleepily try telling her that we only had them for Thanksgiving. Then I hear her yelling at them about something and I tell her to chill out before rolling over to go back to sleep.

Something gets my awareness and I remember I had been trying all morning to get lucid. I lay still to WILD but I don't realize this is all one dream. I don't feel any vibrations but feel pretty sure that I am in the zone. I test it by slowly trying to get out of bed. I have no trouble moving but find I have become blind. There is that odd feeling of opening my physical eyes so I just focus on seeing through my eyelids and look at my hands. In a second or two I see them and begin rubbing. In another second I suddenly see my living room and make my way outside. As I open the front door I feel as well as hear that I am wearing my heavy coat. I note how funny this is but don't worry about it too much.

It's dark but I can see something like the morning sun coming up on the horizon. It's small and dark and red. I think of a red dwarf. Two goals come to mind: Board a pirate ship and China TOTY. I don't feel like the dream is stable enough to try either so I begin to explore the neighbourhood. I look at the sun again and it seems to be high enough to give me light but it is dim, too red and there are dark clouds partially obscuring it. Still, there should be some light on the ground but the neighbourhood is as dark as as a moonless night.

Frustrated, I run down the road some and see a car quickly approaching. I put a thumb out hoping it will stop and take me to a better lit area. The car slows but it doesn't stop. It makes a right hand turn and drives past my house. I feel the dream fading. I begin to rub my hands and feel the sidewalk but It's no use. Blackness envelopes me and I assume that I am waking up.

I am watching some show about a small child that has been abused. I feel sorry for it and think this is so horrible. I remember that I need to DJ and wake myself up.