I am back. Real life was getting in the road. So last year, 3 lucid dreams in total. I can do so much better. Lets start with last nights dreams...... Erm.... Damn!!! Nothing!
Sorry you've been having such a rough time. Usually if your waking life is out of balance/not on the right track, neither are your dreams. Just try and make changes for the better this year, and your dreams will respond accordingly.