The Meerkat's Lair

Im scared. I failed an RC this morning. This leads me to believe that my RCs werent good enough. Like, I dont do them "properly". This stops now. A failed LD is what it took me, but im done now. BY THE WAY, karma owes me a lucid. I talked to someone about dreams yesterday, and so I think I deserve it. And I do.

Dream 1: Criminals are lurking in, well, im not sure. Somewhere. They are probably killers, since I watched the Grey's Anatomy killer episode right before. Screamers are also included (in perhaps another dream?), however no scream. I remember the car passing by, but I would not see it. Then, looking down in the comment box, I saw a note talking about how he saw: A flash of light... Weird. Moving on.



Dream 2: Now it is 6 so its ok I forgot most of my dreams. Friday I usually dont write since my mom is home and wakes me up later so I dont have time. But this one is very clear, though there is a big chunk missing right here--->
Walking next to my dad...ah wait I got something. Sitting on the couch, thinking about the wonders of Lucid dreaming. Ahhh, nice. I got really close. Walking next to my dad. It is very rainy outside. We are on a sidewalk close to our home. I look around and see a restaurant called "Chats et vin" (cats and wine) with Rachid Badouri on it. I remember hearing Rachid saying theyre not actually eating cats. Then while walking I see Vincent and a random DC walking on the street next to us, then cutting in front of us. I think about how it would be nice to just walk around with friends sometimes. Then, I think of Rcing, and I do. But while im doing it, I KNOW im NOT dreaming. Im not sure wether I breathed through and not noticed or intentionnaly blocked it. But im pretty sure I didnt get lucid, which sucks. My only consolation is just when I woke up, my mom came in to wake me up anyway. So I would have been lucid for like 10 seconds. But still...

CRAP