lucid

6/7/12

DILD


I was running across a desert in thick sand. My legs were very heavy and I could barely move. Forks were being shot at me from a town behind me. One stabbed into my shoulder. I was trying to reach an outer wall that surrounded another town in front of me, but I couldn't gain any momentum.

I become lucid and turn around. The enemy town is very far away. I reach my hand out over it, and moments later, bombs drop from the sky onto it. It looks more like it is getting bombarded with colorful fireworks. I put on a green lantern ring and use telekinesis to rotate the city 90 degrees. I drop it back down on its side.

I turn forward once more, and I am now able to run. I scale the wall and take cover behind it. I see little stick figure enemies attacking my city from the other. I grab a sniper and take out the first group of 5 or so as they try crossing the desert. I look to the side and like 20 are breaching the city limits because the wall ends over there. I get down and run through some alleys. I remember being really scared of getting stabbed with a fork again. I didn't really have a plan to stop them and the dream ended.

7/5/12

DILD

I was lucid with my brother, and I was showing him the ropes. However I was struggling to fly. We were traveling over a forest where I would glide to a stop at various places. He was flying much better. Eventually we got to a warehouse where the mission was taking place. We had to take out a group of bad guys using stealth. We are both in batman suits.

We landed on the roof and I told him to enter from a different area. He would drop into the office, and I would enter the main warehouse room. I use my finger to cut a hole in the skylight window. I drop down and start stalking a guy wearing all black across the room. The boss showed up, so I had to hide before making my move. I hand by my finger tips over a ledge. The group comes right up to me but doesnt see me.

I see Jonah making his move so I jump up and attack. After like 4 punches to the boss's face, he goes down. My bro and I are walking back and we meet up with the Olsen twins, who we get to "have" for saving the day. We are talking and flirting when the dream ends.

6/30/12

WILD (possible false-WILD)

notes: The sensations were very quick to arise so it may have been a false WILD. I believe that I WILDed and FAed before entering the dream.


I was laying in bed and trying to focus on the designs in my eye lids. They were forming patterns very easily. There were geometric shapes and zooming effects. I then noticed that I was hearing a very loud sound. It was rapid short pulses of trombone noises. When I focused on it, it went away and I realized it was a variation of the sound my fan was making.

I went back to observing my eyelids. The trombone sound came back almost immediately. The designs in my eyes had become male faces that I didn't recognize. I felt awkward looking at them. I began to move and got up. The room was very dark. I semi-walk and semi-crawl forward to some bar. An intimidating Mexican guy was standing behind the bar. I can barely speak, but I am trying to engage my environment to stabilize the dream. I touch the bar and it is made of cardboard. I ask him if he has Katie Morgan (I was thinking of Kate Upton) behind the bar. He said no. I asked again and he says yes and heads in the other direction. I lose the dream soon after.

6/25/12

DILD + DEILD

I was playing hockey in some rec league. I was really good. The first thing I did was take the puck from behind my net, blow past everyone, hold the last defender on my back, deek, and scored with half the net open. However, the ref said blocking out the defender was a penalty so he recalled my goal. I did the same thing 3 more times but hit post for all of them. I was getting really frustrated and then the game ended.

We were heading back to the locker rooms when I became lucid. I am talking to Val, and I follow her to the girls locker room. I keep asking her to fool around and she is stubbornly refusing. I land a few kisses and rub her leg as I wake up.

I focus on the tactile sensation of her legs and our body positions as I DEILD. I was doing a lot of foreplay because I wasn't going to let myself finish due to the mess it would probably make. I involve a 3rd girl who was around and we all have fun for awhile and I stop right when I had previously planned. Eventually I wake up.

6/25/12

DILD

I got on a bike and started riding from my old house to where Mohammed lived, which was by the tot lot. It was a long journey, and I couldn't seem to get any momentum. There was construction everywhere so I took like 5 detours. I eventually get there and we are hanging out back. I had stored my volcano at his place. Apparently it was left under some boxes while he was moving or renovating or something because it was crushed flat. The heat still worked, but the air wouldn't. I kept trying to pop it back up to normal. It kept slowly dipping back down. I was able to open it up and get the fan working again.

Just then I look up and see Mo's dad through a small window and we make eye contact. He stands up and starts to come outside. I grab all of the weed and paraphernalia on the table. He comes out and suddenly there is a mountain of giant nugs right there. It had to of been a half ounce out in the open. He grabs it and starts scolding Mo.

I realize it is a dream. I thought about flying or something, but I also wanted to see this play out. I told Mo it's a dream and that he should try to get his dad to smoke. Maybe he would change his mind about it. I thought that this could be a shared dream and it could change his real opinions a bit. We offer to have his smoke and he accepts. The dad wanted to smoke a blunt so he put a ton of weed into a wrap and rolled it 1 handed!. he struggled at first, but it turned out pretty good. We were smoking and talking for awhile. I moved the blunt in a way that made a perfect smoke ring. It drifted and hit the open top of a pizza box, where it sat perfectly for like 20 seconds. By then his mom came out and I showed her. After the blunt was done, Mo's dad wanted to use my "weed microwave", reefering (haha) to my volcano. I started to load it up when the dream ended.

6/24/12

DILD

I had smoked and was hanging out with Paul, Mohammed, and a few other people. I was watching at Paul and he looked liked David Cross. When I commented on it, I could barely get the words out of my mouth. I felt very disoriented. Everyone asked what I said and I ignored it.

The scene shifted and I was longboarding down this hill with Giles. I was going off stumps and other obstacles. My hand was still broken in the dream, and I thought it may have been a bad idea. I am talking to Giles at a constant volume despite us converging and diverging on the longboards.

I become lucid and fly around for a little bit. I decide to try and shoot fire balls. I bring my hands together and try to summon a flame just out of my vision. Within seconds I see a glow from my hands. I get excited and try shooting it at this blue head statue in front of me. It fails. The statue turns and looks at me. Its really creepy. I try again, and there is an even bigger glow. It fails again.

6/9/12

DILD

I wasn't able to record the dream for a few days, and I can only remember a fragment.

I was out in beautiful rolling green hills. It was sunny, and the color was stunning. I was flying around with moderate success. I noticed that I had better speed with my hands out superman style, which is unusual. There were power lines around that I had to worry about. But they didn't cause me as many problems as they have before.

5/29/12

DILD (nap)

I was in the passenger seat with Giles driving a car at night. He was really high and decided to not steer for awhile. I grabbed the wheel and yelled at him to drive. He decided not to break either. Someone in the passenger seat reached up to hit the break with his foot. We were coming up to a turn too fast and we needed to break. I yelled, "BREAK!" and then "harder, harder!". Eventually I put my foot over his and slammed the breaks. We turned into a gas station. The car next to us had the cabin exposed from the front. Giles got out of the car, hit the next car, and passed out inside. We tried to get him out as a cop showed up. I dipped out because it was hopeless at that point. He was getting a DUI and I was arguing with some other guy at the gas station.

I was involved in some sort of tussle when I became lucid. I flew around for a minute and ended up in the back of some car. I take a blue and white lucid pill. I can't swallow it, so I grab some coffee from the front seat. It was pretty gross, and the pill was still hard to get down. I start flying around again with little success. Without any targets to look at, I fly for a bit and then fall back to the ground. Every once and awhile I can see a gas station or restaurant sign and fly to that. But I end up just landing on my stomach, barely reaching the top of the target. Eventually I got to the top of the gas station. I was trying to think of a way to fly better. I took a red and white flying pill and vividly imagined the sensation of flying. I built up my confidence. And....no luck.

For awhile every I try and fly I hit some black cables that are impossible to see. I will fly out from under an overpass, but for a few yards outside of it, there would be a series of black cables that I would clip, lose my momentum, and then fall to the ground. At some point I am getting chased by two big guys. I keep trying to fly away and failing. Eventually I see a large red mars in the distance. I focus on pulling to toward me, and I can fly. However, as I approached it, it was only like 8 ft. above the ground. I land on my stomach on top of it and pull myself up. They guys are still within reach so I try to fly from my little 6 ft. diameter planet. But when I jump off, it gives and I don't get any launch.

I find some girl in a gas station and I approach her. I give her a flirty smile and start kissing. She is into it at first. But the I bring my dick into the situation and she refuses. I head back out and try flying around some more.

After awhile I am around a friend of mine and we are on a beer pong team. I look who we are playing against, and it is that girl. I go up to her again and whisper that we are both hot so we should do this. Again, she is into it at first that then backs off.I lose lucidity and start playing BP. They have a normal rack, but we have like 5 cups and 4 bottles of beer stacked on top of the cups. I was wondering how to play with this set up. The girl's teammate said, "It is like an active volcano against a passive volcano." At the time, I understood it as he can't really make our cups because some of them are bottles so we were passive. I lost the dream soon after

5/18/12

DILD

I am standing on a big street where a pod race is about to begin. I wander around looking at a few of the crazy vehicles, and I make my way to the front. I am with Jonah, and we decide to try and run once the race starts, just to see how long we can stay out front before the pods fly past. We here the starting signal and start sprinting. I am shocked at how long we stay in front. It felt like 10 seconds before the field blew past us.

Just then I realize it is a dream. FUCK YES. This is going to be sick! I don't want to waste time finding a pod somewhere, so I sit in a helicopter pilot position, with my hands on an invisible joystick. I will it forward, and it lifts off with some powerful thrust. I am flying along in a seated position, rapidly catching up to the field. We are racing through a grassy, campus area. I started passing each racer with ease, although we weren't traveling at ridiculous speeds. It was probably like 60 mph. I somehow know where to go. I dip off the course a bit and take a short cut. I also noticed that my invisible pod can fly, so I take off and fly way above the course, avoiding all potential obstacles. My pod drops back down to ground level, and I am now is second place but unable to close the gap to first.

We somehow hit a stage of the race where we are required to get out and walk through this building. As I enter the building, I see Jonah. How the hell did he keep up? We are racing against each other, as we try to navigate this foreign building. The interior is blue throughout. We took a wrong turn and entered a bedroom. We scramble around until we find a playhouse looking room. It has a few nets and obstacles that we eventually work our way past. We open the door at the far side, and daylight! I try to get back on my pod, but now I can't get it to work very effectively.

I give up and start wandering around, looking for girls. There are a lot of really cute people, but they all are resisting me. This is pretty unusual for my lucids. I walk around flirting and grabbing asses until I lose the dream.

I FA onto this bed between Jonah and some other guy. I try to DEILD. I can hear them talking to each other. They started joking about what I was doing, not knowing that I was trying to LD. I eventually give up and open my eyes. I get up and walk around for a few minutes.

I eventually become lucid again. I start walking through a department store looking for girls. I am trying to round up two, but I keep losing one or swapping them out for hotter girls. I lose the dream before anything happens.

5/7/12

DEILD

I was taking a nap while my roommate was playing music. There was also talking that I could hear that may have made its way into my dream.

I was laying in my bed, and I felt super tired. I could hear music. Nick came up to me and started talking. I was so out of it, I could barely respond. He was showing me this plastic watergun thing he had. It extended and bent in strange ways. I was kind of playing it, but I couldn't open my eyes fully to see it. I pretended to study it, before giving it back. He kind of took it from me because I was using it incorrectly. I tried to tell him how I felt about his thing. I could only manage to mumble the word cool. I was wondering why Nick was even in my room. Then I realized this lack of vision was familiar; it was an unstable dream. I RC and I am dreaming. I start feeling around trying to stabilize. I roll on the floor and lose the dream.

I DEILD, and I am waiting for when I am back in a dream. Someone is talking to me again. I remember that I am alone in real life, so it must have worked. I can't fully open my eyes or talk still. I can still hear music. I feel around and try to stabilize and fail.

I DEILD again and could not get it stabilized.

5/1/12

DILD/WILD

I had a series of short LDs with little control (probably 6). I forgot a bunch of them.

It first began on a sand dune with Jack (I think). We were sitting on an incline, and it was about to get steeper. He said he tried to go over the cornus and he just fell because it was 27 degrees. I half-heartedly attached a rope and went over anyway. It is really fun sliding down. I become lucid on the way down. I stand up and somehow get to the top of a dune again. I look across these rolling hills into the distance. It is a beautiful view. I want to try and shoot an energy blast across to another hill. I get in position, Kame...Yame...YAH. Right before I release I see a small glowing ball in my hand. I shoot it and not much happens. It does slightly rustle the hill I was aiming at, but I couldn't see the ball shoot out or anything.

I am in another dream and still trying to work on this skill. I remember to take a lucid pill. So I sit down and open up a pill from my pocket. It was mostly powder, but there were some big chunks too. I stand up and get onto the roof of my garage. I try some more energy blasts and fail.

I FA on the ground outside my garage. I immediately try to WILD. I have some split personality. My other me gets to take over once I am in an LD (reading fight club IRL). I am trying to WILD, and he is too jumpy. He keeps trying to rush the process. I roll out of my body and he takes over. However, because it was rushed it isn't very stabilized. After like 45 seconds he loses it, and I am back outside the garage. I try and WILD again, this time taking longer. I am having some dialogue with the other me. My limbs start floating, and I roll out of my body. He takes over and has a longer LD with more failed energy blasts.

This may be a different dream. But I have a fragment of me on an airplane trying the energy blasts. Instead of visualizing the blast, I visualize a nuclear chain reaction going on in my hand. I start, Kame, and picture a neutron shattering other nuclei. Yame, the chain reaction is exloding. Yah!, I imagine, all of the particles focused in one direction, like a laser. However, I still have trouble getting a strong blast. I try again and it doesn't work well.

4/25/12

WILD

This occurred around an hour into a nap. My roommate was playing music that I could hear through my ceiling.

I woke up and was sleeping on my stomach. I was trying to go back to sleep, and within a few seconds, I realized that I could WILD. I started to feel the tingly distortion in my limbs that lets me know I am somewhat close. I got to the point where I felt that I was in a dream. However, I knew if I tried to open my eyes or move too much, I would wake up.I start with small movements. I can still here Paul's music, which irritates me. Eventually I roll out of the bed and onto the ground. I feel my hands along the carpet and try to get as much tactile sensation as possible to maintain the dream. I still don't have vision, but the carpet feels real. After a minute of this I FA.

I am back in the bed and repeat. I start with slow movements (one of which was a masturbation movement...), get out of the bed, and feel the carpet. I get up and I can see. I go up to Paul's room (actually my mom's in real life). No one is in the room, but I see his computer set up. I wonder if I can just turn off the music when I know I am hearing it in real life. I push a button on the keyboard and it goes off. Finally, some quite. That really made the WILD attempt harder. Speaking of hard, I haven't had sex in a dream in awhile, and I was kind of warming up while stabilizing. I go into another room and see a bed. I look away and expect Heather to be there. She isn't at first glance, but I enter the room and she was tucked behind a pile of blankets. I decide that sex is probably a bad idea but I'll fool around for awhile. We start making out, but she is kissing too hard. It hurts. I tell her that and she backs off a bit. I FA moments later.

I am back in the bed and start moving slightly, stabilizing, and slowly get my vision. I go back up to Paul's room because I can hear the music again. This time he is sitting at his computer. I feel like he will turn the music back on if I just turn it off. So I hit the button, grab the two nearest cords, and tear them across the room. He gets up and tries to fix it, but that will take awhile.

I decide that I was to shoot a gun. I feel under the same bed Heather was in, and grab a handgun. I look out the window and there are people way below. They look like a video game. I aim down the barrel and shoot. Direct hit. I hit another. And another. Every few shots I re-cock it, because I feel that is reloading I guess. I decide to step up my game. There is a mounted rifle next to me. It is fairly small. I look through the scope and it has a red circle. Just then, a group of 20 or so people show up. They are trying to climb the nearby rock face and get in a good defensive position. These guys are harder to hit despite my scope. I shoot at one for awhile and eventually hit him. I shoot at another for awhile before losing the dream.

4/19/12

DILD

I couldn't record this for a few days so I have some fragments based on the notes I took.

I was lost with Dr. Grant from Jurassic Park. We eventually escape from some compound we were trapped in. I become lucid and fly around a bit.

I am looking for a way into the metaverse so I find a TV. It is off, but I crawl right through it. I end up in some building and forgot about my metaverse goals. I meet another guy, and I am teaching him how to be lucid. He is looking for a girl and I show him that you can just grab any ass nearby. I eventually go up to this girl and start hitting on her. He is lucid too but doesn't do anything cool. I try to show her how to fly, but we are inside, so I end up jumping to the ceiling and grabbing onto a ledge. I am hanging by my fingers. She doesn't seem to excited to explore lucidity. I go up some stairs to the second floor.

I lose the dream, and I eventually get a new environment. I go into the same building as before, and I try to go up the stairs. There is a brown leather chair facing down the stairs. I sit in it and ride it up. I find the metaverse TV around the corner.

I lose the dream and come back. I go into the TV again, really expecting the metaverse. I enter an all black world. I try to visualize the street behind me. I turn around and there is a green outline of a city. It seemed like a computer world. I fly over and the buildings become more real. It looks like Las Vegas. I fly over a pool and fall like 50 ft. I land in the water, but it is only 1 ft. deep. I get out and walk around before losing the dream.

4/10/12

DILD

The first part of the dream involved me getting intimate with some girl. I lost the dream and then DEILDed.

I was on my back porch in a cloudy day. I looked to the sky and flew into the clouds. I wanted to get through them to the sun, but there was just always more clouds. Eventually I fall back to the ground and walk around to the front yard. I trying to expect to see colors because everything in black and white. Then suddenly, everything was super colorful. Some parts of the world were still black and white, but the parts that were in color were insanely bright and vivid.

I end up back in my room, and I look out the window. It is dark and again, I am hoping to see colors. There turns out to be a giant sphere floating outside my window. I fly out to it and land on a small ledge. It is a death star that looks to be about 50 ft. in diameter. There is a small opening and I crawl in.

I look down a hallway and there is a guard herding a group of children. I decided to save the kids from the empire. The guard is handling a child so I try to slip past the doorway. He sees me as I duck behind a barrier. I tried to open a side door and run, but I opened it incorrectly so it locked shut. This gave me an idea. I ran to the door between me and the guard and I intentionally closed it wrong, causing a lock down. I am with the kids, and I need to get them out the way I came before the guards can open the doors. I reach in my pocket and pull out a zip line gun. I shoot it into my window, across like 20 ft. of a gap. The line attaches to my wall. I am holding a handle that I give to the first kid. The second he grabs it, he is propelled forward and uphill to the other end. I help a few kids do this and eventually ride it back to my house. It was super quick and had a strong pull.

Eventually I get bored and find Heather. I start flirting with her and getting handsy before the dream ends.

3/30/12

DILD

I was in an electronics store with my brother, going through the video games. We found the PS2 version of Crash Team Racing and we were playing that. Eventually we left with my dad and we drove down the road somewhere. I ended up entering this big apartment complex by myself. In the lobby, there is this girl hanging out who seems to be in charge. She asks if I want a room and I say yes. I look over and there is a giant blanket fort like 20 X 20 ft. The place seems like a youth group meeting place where people live temporarily.

She asked what type of room I wanted. They had a corner room, a room with a window, and a regular one. I felt bad going for the best one but I said, "I mean, it would be nice to have a window." The place looks pretty grungy. We start to head to the back. I look at the wall and it is covered is spiders! And so is the next corner, and the next wall. I try to stand in the middle of the hallway to avoid contact with any walls. I really don't want to live here anymore.

We eventually head up to the room. It has a large mattress in the middle of it. I somehow become lucid and start having sex with one of the girls. We are on the bed surrounded by a few people now. I am doing her from behind, and she has a tribal looking tramp stamp. I lose the dream but DEILD back into it. This lasts for a few more minutes before I wake up for good.