lucid

5/10/11

DILD

This write up was done a long time after I had the dream so even thought it was a notably long one, I dont remember much.

TOTM = crash the moon into the earth

I become lucid in a dorm looking area. I decide to start working on making portals. I extend my arm and focus on a place in a wall. A red glowing circle forms and I make a run for it. As I enter, I expect to go to a forest area. I dive through and look up. It was like a half forest half dorm room. The first 10 ft. in looked like a forest and was all green. The rest looked like a normal room with the bed frame and desk being made of wood. The more portals I make the smaller they become. I spend the end of my dream trying to fly and complete the TOTM but I struggle to fly. I try to fly to space but I keep needing to stop on roofs and tree branches to keep my upward momentum. Eventually a guy appears and I start chasing him. He is mocking me for not being able to fly. I come close to catching him and then fall backward onto a tree branch that is randomly hundreds of feet in the air.

5/9/11

DILD

I became lucid and started to ignore the antagonist of the non-lucid portion of the dream. Kevin was there and talking about how he would want to have a Portal 2 like dream. So I looked at a wall and aimed my hand at it. It was not very successful, but when I tried again, the white clawed arm of the game extended out from mine and I made an orange portal. I aimed a blue one somewhere else and observed where I would come out. As I entered, it appeared to lead out in the right area. I spent the rest of the dream making portals and traveling around. I screwed with the antagonist. I was generally successful except some of the portals would be really small.

5/8/11

DILD

Attempt for TOTM (crash moon into earth)

We were running around this dark empty school at night. We had to find some criminal who was in there and potentially dangerous. I became lucid and had no fear of the criminal. The person I was with was scared of him. When I located him, said something like, "I am the ruler of this world". He tried to shoot me but with my hands up, the bullets were only gently propelled out of the gun. I used telekinesis to play with him for a bit and threw him over a hand railing. I remembered the TOTM and looked up to a full moon. As I reached my arms out to use telekinesis, I could pull it in. It had a giant fissure down the front of it and was flaming red, like some magma or something was being unleashed. I thought I should be in space for this and not crash the moon into me so I flew up. When I tried to stop and gran the moon, I was unable to hover and fell to the ground.

5/5/11

DILD

This one has pretty fuzzy memory. It was made in an attempt for the TOTM (to crash the moon into the earth) and I wanted to meet my DG and have him give me something to give me power.

I remember needing to do some task where I was wandering around this desert path and entered this underground area with circular hallways and cubicle areas. It seemed like a video game type task that I was doing. I became lucid somewhere in there and first smashed through this giant wall while flying and maintained speed (usually pretty difficult). I landed and walked around and found this chair thing that I wanted to have sex on. It was like one of the motorcycle video games at an arcade. I rounded the corner and found a cute girl. She didnt seem that interested and I didnt persist. I had remembered the TOTM
I had decided that this would be a very difficult task and I needed something from my DG that would give me confidence. Plus I really wanted to try and find my DG again. When I did, it was a different person than in previous efforts.

So I walked up the the mouth of this underground area. I was bathroom area that led outside. I stopped and remembered to try and find my DG. I just said "DG, I know you are behind me. I want you to speak." When I heard a voice, I turned around and it was my dad. I thought this was a mistake but he was there again after I tried again. So I said, "you have some token I need for..." and he held it without me finished my statement. It was a golden token that was the size of a two euro piece. It had a giant picture of something on the front that bulged well out of the coin. I think it may have been an eagle or something. He asked me if I knew how to use it. I said yeah and turned around and kissed it as I ran off. It tasted like metal. To fly out now, I needed to enter this giant cylinder that faced up. When I tried to change directions, I fell to the ground. I thought for sure the token would give me the confidence I needed to at least fly well. Disappointed, I laid on the ground for a second and soon I was fading to black and becoming a 3rd person view. My dad said that I was going to lose dream in 3...2...1.. and then I woke up..

I was very disappointed that the coin did not give me the control I was hoping for. My goal was to have something I could pull out of my pocket in future dreams and help give me power. And I feel like my "DG" kind of forced me out of the dream by counting down. I feel like that defeats the purpose of most DGs...

4/21/11

DILD

This was a very long lucid that was divided into 2 dreams. I am not sure where the division was, it may have been an FA. I forgot a lot of the dream but it probably lasted like 40 min total. I remember being surprised during the dream how vivid it stayed without me trying to stabilize it. While I was flying, I was testing the technique to use rocket boots. They worked pretty well.

In an effort to impress this girl I showed her that I could fly. I had remembered that I wanted to practice flying so I jumped off a building on to another landing. At first it didnt really work. I wanted to try rocket boots but instead of finding something to put on, I would just shake my feet as if they had some boosters at the end. My first attempted ended in my just kicking through the air like I was swimming. By the 3rd attempt it was working well in combination with me using focus to "draw" myself toward a target. I decided to try to fly to space. Right at the barrier of the atmosphere I hit some telephone wires and wooden cross-beams. I looked up and I was under some wooden roof. I decided not to fight it and skydive back down into the body of water next to this city. The town was beautiful. For some reason it reminded me of assassins creed. So I tried to swan dive but I slowly rotated so I was falling on my back. When I found the girl again, she was not very impressed.

I have a glimpse of a memory starting in some nice apartment with my friends. I was semi lucid and they wanted to go do something but I was content with doing something else.

Then the dream turned to me in some underground sewer area where I had to protect these people from radiation. There was some image I was looking at on a paper that showed me they had been hit by a lot. It had a circle that was made by a high concentration of black dashes that extended out from the circle.
There may have been a lucid part at the end too. I need to work on my dream recall.

4/13/2011

DILD

I was in some room when I became lucid, and it was getting blurry. From some reason I thought I had to get out of the room before I could stabilize the dream. I punched out a window into 2 pieces. I climbed out to a college quad looking area. I sat on a bench with two asian guys around my age. After focusing on my hand for a few seconds my vision was restored. They were complaining about one of their friends not showing up. I told them I'd help and called out his name and clapped twice. Kind of how you would call a butler. They said they already tried it and failed. I said turn around, it just worked. I never looked back but when they did, they saw him. I went inside into a girl's changing room and found a hot girl. I walked up from behind and did the dirty with her still wearing a hoodie. Some other girl looked at us in surprise but then I realized she was looking past us at someone else. I woke up when I finished

4/3/11

DILD

TOTM (to capture a ghost)

I was back in elementary school, although it wasn't mine. The teacher brought up biology so I was anxious to blow any elementary level questions out of the water. Apparently one of the Jonas brothers was in the class but I dont really know what they look like so I didn't see anyone special when I looked around. I met another kid who had a lithuanian t shirt and talked to him for a bit. I then somehow ended up at my house. I became lucid and remembered the TOTM. I went into my garage and it was gigantic. I flew up onto this platform and I could see these floating heads at the far side of the room. One was tinted red and the other was tinted green. I grabbed the top to an overhead projector and used it to try and suck them up. It wasnt working so I started to sing the ghostbusters theme. It then just started playing in the background and my projector head was working as a vacuum. They would fly right by me and then go back to where they were. The ghosts had distorted, creepy, laughing faces. One had a long chin and a mustache. Eventually I realized I couldnt suck them up so I grabbed a plastic mask and laid it under where they were flying. I looked around for a button to activate the trap. I intended it to work like the ghost-catcher thing in ghostbusters. I found a big green button and waited for a ghost to fly near it. It was the red one. I jumped on the button and they were sucked in, spiraling on the way down. The green guy had left but a brown tinted one entered so I laid another trap. He got sucked right in too. The masks didnt really change or move after catching the ghosts. After that I was yelling in excitement for imprisoning them and I started making air raid noises. I told my family a nuke was coming and sure enough, there was an explosion in the background. I tried to fly away as I woke up.

3/23/2011

FA (in dream WILD attempt)

I had an FA and rolled over before trying to WILD (at least I think I was asleep).I felt very strange vibrations. It was more like I was being compressed around my chest. It was painful, but in the dream I did not see it as abnormal. I start to see HI and try to turn it into a beach. As the HI goes away, I open my eyes into a scene of my at a window looking out at a beach. I try to fly out the window and go towards to sky but the window kills all of my speed. It turns out there is a cliff outside and I fall a few hundred feet into the ocean. I swim to a boat. There is a small throttle with "GO" written up top. I take the controls and floor it. I look back to signal the guy behind me to chase me. After a few turns I launch off another boat that was moving towards me. I impact back down with a thump and keep going. I wake up some point later

3/19/2011

DILD

attempt for TOTM (grow a tree on the dark side of the moon)

i became lucid in this classroom while failing at this assignment. I was started making a move on this girl, but I wasnt seriously trying for anything. She wasnt having any of it so I busted out the window and started flying towards the sky. everything turned to stars pretty quickly and i went to go find the moon. after a small course adjustment i was headed to a crescent-shaped moon. however, when i got close, the moon turned out to be a 50 inch television set. it was just floating there. i decided to make do with my dream "moon". when i landed i had to balance because too much weight to one side of the TV would tip it over. there were already some fruits on it and i grabbed one of the seeds. i watched it start to sprout and i looked away to make it go quicker. some zelda-like music started playing. kind of like a montage while the plant was growing. when i looked back, it turned into this vine thing. the fruit off of it looked like a rotten apple with some hairy part on the side. i took a bite out of the most normal looking part and it tasted...well....like a soft apple. i was disappointed with my fruit so i grabbed one of the fruits that was already there. they looked like very large nectarines. those tasted very citrusy. i would say it was kind of like a lemon mixed with an orange. then i free-falled back down to earth. i impacted the ground with a lot of force but it didnt hurt. and when i stood up, i woke up.

3/10/2011

DILD

attempt to do TOTM (grow a tree on the dark side of the moon)

I was hanging around the tot lot when I went with a buddy to help some engineer people take full size tank parts to make little, toy tanks. We went behind some large brick building. I became semi lucid and started to try and super jump and grab a ledge. then i realized i could just fly and became fully lucid. so i remembered the task and flew up to the moon. it took like 30 seconds to get to the moon and another like 20 to fly around it to the dark side. on the light side, there were nice fine-dining restaurants. it looked like a sweet place. the dark side just looked like a bad neighborhood. it was full of back alleys, trash cans, and sketchy places. although the amount of light didnt change when i got there. i landed and met these 3 people. they are dressed in futuristic looking all white spandex things with a white skull cap. they were thugs and started giving me shit. then i woke up.