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    Fear/Rape

    by , 06-08-2015 at 07:34 PM (686 Views)
    Fear

    I was on a bed with my eyes closed talking to Dawn. I remember reappearing on the same bed quite a few times until i somehow arrived downstairs in the hall. There were three characters around me, one who i think was my younger brother. One of the characters who looked like Kiro's anime form went to go get something after that. I felt uncomfortable so I went into a room, locked the door and told Dawn how I felt. He told me not to worry but when I heard footsteps I went through the air conditioner in hopes of appearing somewhere else. I started flying above houses and began feeling more uncomfortable. Negative thoughts started popping up as i was looking around an flying. I saw a huge portal that sort of looked like the one from the anime kyoukai no rinne. I flew further to see a abandoned broken castle and heard someone singing an anastatia song. I flew to where i heard the sound and started singing it too. But than I thought about the part where she is imagining people dancing but it looks like ghosts.

    I than appear on my bed in the dark with something moving around in side me. Its black, has red eyes and almost like the form of a human but more monster looking. It was laughing as it flew around inside me. I told it to stop but it wouldn't so I started punching myself. Prayed to be brave. Than remembered that i didn't need help because these characters were apart of myself. I saw a phone on a chair after i got out of the paralysis moment. On the phone it said "I will paint over your house". I than flew outside and noticed the orange roof top houses. The scene shifted to a teenager sitting on a porch step with a little girl. Than to me back on the bed paralyzed. I felt really heavy and like i could not get up but i forced myself up.

    I than reappeared on the bed and kept punching myself to wake up until i just thought of waking up. Guess I was just mad at the constant reappearing. hahaha

    Rape

    Something about a girl dream competition where we try to beat up each other in a dream. I than left and started walking home. It was raining. I saw a couple of guys with bats trying to fight eachother. Than one comes up to me with a bat. I try to fly away but i can't. The guy than runs after me and grabs me. The scene than switches to a paper where there are words that rapist use to seduce their girl victims. Its very inappropriate that i can't belive my own dreamng mind came up with those.

    The scene than shifts to the interior of the store where the guy who raped me is talking to the store owner or someone about a baby i will have. There are white pills in my hand that are in a clear container. I'm thinking about how its unfair that i get raped, have to take birth control pills and the owner of the store is friends with the rapist. I than get out the store. There is a old dark skin man with a gun on the street. He is pointing it at reporters and people mentioning that he is going to shoot everyone of them for raping the one he cares about. The reporters make fun of him than he starts shooting.I than fly to a street far away from the scene.

    There is a announcement saying that in 11 hours there will be a earthquake in tokyo. I than notice on the top of a door there is a pizza and words saying "Educate your pizza". I wonder how much time till i wake up after seeing the future vision than wake up for real.


    I don't believe the second was a future vision. It was just my brain was half taken by the dream plot.
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    1. JadeGreen's Avatar
      I told it to stop but it wouldn't so I started punching myself.
      I don't see how you would expect punching yourself to solve the problem... (Or was it out of frustration?)

      I than notice on the top of a door there is a pizza and words saying "Educate your pizza".
      Well that lightened the mood considerably...

      So where have you been lately? I've had mucky-sucky dream recall lately, as such haven't been posting much. What is your reason for the lack of activity?
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    2. DawnEye11's Avatar
      I don't see how you would expect punching yourself to solve the problem... (Or was it out of frustration?)
      It was frustration. XD
      Well that lightened the mood considerably...
      Yep. ^^ haha
      So where have you been lately? I've had mucky-sucky dream recall lately, as such haven't been posting much. What is your reason for the lack of activity?
      I've been worried about my bird for the past few days. He seems better than before but still sick. I'm taking him to the vet this week. I've also been going out a lot. Not really in the mood for dream views or other stuff like drawing lately. Feels like dream views died to me but i have to find someway to bring it back to life for me. I also still have to do your signature but i guess i was so down in the dumps before that i haven't even found interest in drawing. I've also been sleeping later than usual and my sleep was kind of messy because of my worries. But I feel better now. I'll feel even better when my bird is examined by the avian vet and his sickness goes away fully. I love my little budgie. ♥Well, both my budgies.
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    3. JadeGreen's Avatar
      Yeah, I noticed the Dreamviews Slump lately too. Though by the looks of it, everyone is already starting to come back to life. (Hopefully our dream recall will be coming back to life as well *grumble grumble*).

      So I was going to ask you for an update on making my new signature but I guess you haven't even started. Have you at least thought up a good/funny idea yet?

      Also, good luck with your bird.
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    4. DawnEye11's Avatar
      Yeah, I noticed the Dreamviews Slump lately too. Though by the looks of it, everyone is already starting to come back to life. (Hopefully our dream recall will be coming back to life as well *grumble grumble*).

      So I was going to ask you for an update on making my new signature but I guess you haven't even started. Have you at least thought up a good/funny idea yet?

      Also, good luck with your bird.
      Its good to know people are getting more active.I came up with a space idea and to do you flying with jets. But I didn't like it in the end. So I have to plan something else.
      Thanks. ^^
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    5. JadeGreen's Avatar
      Its good to know people are getting more active.I came up with a space idea and to do you flying with jets. But I didn't like it in the end. So I have to plan something else.
      Hmm. I would have liked that actually...

      I had a couple ideas that you could maybe use for your animation, if you like them.

      One was to have me putting on a really cool in a Ninja/Stealth outfit and sneaking around in a dark abandoned building looking like I'm going to assassinate someone or something. Then Manei walks in with a plate of cookies and a big silly smile and turns on the lights. Just seems to fit describe our adventures in a neat and tidy package.

      Or of course you could do flying, but you don't need to put me inside of an aircraft/spacecraft in space. It's a dream and I can survive in space. You could just animate a couple cool flying shots with my fire jets but like from Man of Steel where I shoots through the air and creates a sonic boom.

      If you are still having trouble getting inspired, maybe you could listen to this. I don't want to force my favorite music on you or anything, but usually good music is what gets me inspired to work. I really like this album because all of the songs, in their sound and lyrics describe what I experience in the dream world and my relationships with my dream characters. I often listen to this on repeat while working on my artwork.

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    6. DawnEye11's Avatar
      Okay, Thanks for the ideas. Ill listen to the music too. Hopefully i will be in the mood to do it after i see the avian vet tomorrow. I'm still kind of worried about my bird. OTL