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I got spooked out in this dream and woke up earlier. I have a feeling that if I didn't panic it would have been longer but I kind of got scared. Almost felt like I was in the twilight zone.

I don't remember where it started but I recall being in a room with Dawn. While he was there I followed him and held onto him excited to have him by my side. But than I made this weird comment when I saw these pencil sharpeners to him. :/ So after that awkward moment I walked with him somewhere but I think I ended up back on the bed. That's when I got stuck and tried to get up but it wasn't working so I didn't force it and just lay down. There was something happening as I lay down above me. I think there was something flying around but I don't recall.

Than I appeared in my real room. But I couldn't move. I was also very sweaty and covered in blanks. As I tried to open my eyes it was now shutting. I thought maybe my real body was very hot and sweaty and didn't remember if the room temperature was okay. The dream was confusing me more by making me slowly shift into another dream scene. But I made it stop than tried calling my mom with my real voice. Like make my real body say something. But that didn't happen. Instead a dream mom came to my side. I cut her with an imaginary sword, poofing her away.

What followed after that was thinking if I put my life in danger by too many blankets. I honestly thought what if I died by heat stroke. Stupid dream made me worried by its visuals. I thought I wouldn't be able to wake up because my body was slowly gonna die. I than heard a high pitch girl voice call me so I followed her voice and saw a small stand with a writing board with paper on it."can you read this?"she asked eagerly. I looked at the storyboard and in the first box there was a goldfish, in the second looked like a setting and third as well. Under the picture boxes was a number of 1,2,3. There were words next to them such as cafe, fun and something else. I said in a cheery, fun mood a story that had to deal with the words and pictures. I said it pretty quick but the girl seemed to like it since she praised me for doing a good job.

She than told me to move to the computer. I got distracted by the other dream characters talking in the next room. They were small and looked like animal chibis. The one that I think was a goat kept asking the crab what he should do, that he didn't know what to do because his wife suddenly came and some other stuff. The crab was listening for a bit but asked him "what?"with a confused,somewhat grumpy attitude. The goat than tried explaining again.

I looked at the computer and saw things on the screen. There was even a chibi goat on the paper that said "Happy". Because as I was looking the girl was telling me how happy she was that I was doing so well. She than asked me to read what was on the screen but the dream's realism made me panic. I didn't want my body to be hot, I didn't want to die in a dream, and I was starting to get anxious about being anxious. I breathed in and out and said out loud I was panicking so I could get some comfort but the dream characters kept talking with each other. I didn't hear the girl anymore. But after a bit of breathing in and out I woke up.

I had two lucid dreams but sadly I ended up falling asleep around 3am this time. Both lucid dreams involved Eye and Dawn. They were nice but I don't feel in the mood to write everything that happened. In the first one I became lucid inside a car that Dawn was driving and in the second one I was tracking Eye and Dawn through feeling in my house. We also walked in a city together but monsters came out of no where and they both ran to fight the monsters. Other stuff happened but yeah...I don't feel like writing more. In the first dream of the night(Non lucid) I was with my old parakeet verano in the kitchen. He was dancing around happily but than hit the soap bottle and soap fell on him. I tried washing it off with water after that. I hated that dream. : p

Last night I tried to fall asleep at 12am but fell asleep around 2am. Hopefully that doesn't happen tonight. I remember dreaming about getting a new parrot macaw that changed to a smaller gray parrot. It kept moving around curiuosly and I had fun petting its head. I also had a nightmare about being as small as a mouse and trying to find a safe spot for the night with my family.

I was on dreamviews last night but went to bed at 10pm because I was getting sleepy. Woke up at 2am and went back to bed. Since today is my day off I went back to sleep after I woke up at 8am and ended up having a somewhat funny yet memorable lucid dream.

It did not start here but what I recall is being on a bed thinking about a game when suddenlly my father tosses me the bible. I'm aware its a dream but still not fully lucid yet because I believe somewhat that the room is real.(Exists In Waking life) I look at the bible wondering if God would ever give me a message through a dream. As I'm looking at it the words are blurry and some are too small for me to read. I turn the page in hopes of finding something.good but see only a few things clearly. Music that sounded classical started to appear too.I have a feeling the dream doesn't want me to read so I leave the book alone.

After that I start thinking in my mind as I can't move much because the dream paralyzed me but than I get the urge to call Dawn in my dream.(Forgetting about the paralysis)I use a small old black hand held phone that can close with its cover on the top. I try calling Dawn but I keep getting nothing. The dream setting changes and now I'm in a parking lot with two pokemon after me.(Im fully lucid now)

Its night and as I`m moving swiftly to dodge the male jiggly puff that is talking about getting me, I start to think about windhover's heart dream. I know I'm not going into my heart in a dream but I wanted the dream to show me something that meant a lot to me or at least to try. I moved closer to a bluish cliff and when I looked up I saw shooting stars sparkling in the blue sky. It reminded me of how I use to look up to the sky and wonder as a child but even though I felt it was cool I looked away because it was so pretty that I kind of got creeped out a bit.

I than turned to the screen on my phone and began calling Dawn again His name was on the caller ID list. The phone was ringing but it got quiet again. After trying two more times I heard snippets of his voice and lion growling. Than I repeatedly said "hello?" as I began to climb some stairs near the cliff into a brightly lit white sky.Dawn's voice came out telling me to wait. I walked a bit than looked at the phone His name went from "Dawn" to "Dawnonbreak".Walking up more I began to get feeling of clean spirits and walked back down the stairs but than his voice on the phone told me to come up the stairs. So I slowly went up and saw I was in my living room now walking to his direction.( I couldn't see him at first because he was messing with something in the bathroom. But when he jumped out in front of me I saw he was wearing a sleeveless greyish blue shirt and somewhat tight jeans. The worst part was that he had the face of my brother even though he had a bit more muscle to him in the dream.

"You look like my brother" I said in a straight foward tone. He smiled and said "I know". I felt annoyed with it but shrugged it off and went into my brother's room. Dawn jumped onto the bed and layed down." Is he going to take a nap?" I thought but than a computer appeared in the room and he got on it."So you want to show me something?" He said clicking on some videos. A video of my dream characters eating at a table appeared but they looked like they were animated or drawn like when I first started drawing on a tablet. I took the mouse from him losing some lucidity and wanting to show him another video of mine because apparently the one we were watching was animated by someone else. But I couldn't click on another video and watched as the characters helped what was supposed to be a child version of my character brush her teeth until they were pearly white. I woke up after that.

Last night I had depressing thoughts that kept me awake for a while. I went to bed at 8pm and slept for an hour. But after I woke up I ended up falling asleep around 2am or maybe it was around 1:30am. I had a dream where I killed a wild parakeet because it kept eating soap. :/

I went to bed at 9pm last night and yesterday instead of at 3am. I had a short lucid moment and non lucid dreams but I forgot what happened. I through all that out the window focusing on school and getting on time. Still sleeping early feels really weird now. It feels out of place but I know this is going to be good for my health and my lucid dreaming.

I had dreams about dreams and a possessed doll. Ill write more about the next dream if I feel up to it

Had a dream last night where I watched some boys fighting. I became lucid and told them to stop and than a random dc girl asked me what was wrong. I was somewhat upset and felt like raging in the dream but than walked away and ended up in a cavern. The girl followed and asked me if I was okay. I said no and told her why just to calm myself.

She than vanished and I saw the setting in the dream changing rapidly. Like the world was going on rewind and suddenlly felt myself being pulled somewhere. I stopped it and kept walking, noticing a old flying brown train in the air. Than the dream shifted and I was at a hotel. I was on a bed in a room with a talking Chihuahua at my side that had a broken ear,my older sister,a random girl dc and the girl that asked me what was wrong.

The.chiuaua told a waiter that worked in the hotel to get him eggs. The random girl told him not to order it cause it was too expensive. I felt some fluffy heart pillows on the bed and than looked at the waiter who begged them to order the 3$ eggs because they were closing the hotel soon. I lost lucidity and my attention than went to my wallet. My older sister than offered to pay for it with her own money. The girl dc who asked me what was wrong too. After talking for a bit I got a feeling that was telling me family should stick together.

Notes:
I had other dreams but I don't feel like writing them. Im noticing the appearance of snakes in my dream is happening more often. Im putting a sad face because sometimes life sucks.

The dream didn't start off with sheep but it was my favorite part. I was in a building where it was supposedly my home and there was a teacher present there who was going to show me how to care of a pregnant sheep. I found out the sheep was pregnant after caring for it a bit. I let the sheep lay down on my lap happy that it had to sleep over but than the teacher guided me telling me not to put the sheep on my lap.

I than let it lay on the floor and listened to the way the teacher told me to position myself. As I lay my head on the sheep and pet it I felt so content. It seemed like the sheep liked me too so it was a good bonding. However, next to me a boy accidentally got hit by a girl in his private area and had to go to the hospital the next day cause he got a infection from them taking care of him the wrong way.

As I was taking care of the sheep I was also told about a girl who got animals like beavers or something like them. The animal was pregnant and had like 50 babys. But she was apparently getting help from her brother. In the background I could hear her shouting to get them together.

Anyways after having such a wonderful moment with the sheep I went to care for three parakeets who were fighting and needed some love and attention. I ended up frightening them a bit though and tried to relax my hand so they could be calm. My old parakeets marisol and verano were in there too.

A doctor than came over with the little boy from earlier and I was wondering if he was ok. The doctor told me not to move the curtains than I woke. X3 Being with the sheep felt so real and awesome.:w: Now I want a sheep.

There were these animals that hated humans but I was writing a show about them in the woods. I had a yellow notebook with me and was running all around trying to act the scene with the animal monster kids.

But before that happened I recall being in a scene where these kids were playing with snow and got in trouble because they were supposed to be cleaning it.

Afterwards I was in a huge house where my brother's friend kept following me around. Until a animal parade appeared and he ended up showing them how to win a race at a parade.

However, there were parts I was lucid in the beginning. It was kind of weird though. A lady was showing me how she broke a soda bottle with her long nails by mistake and that it was a huge problem for her.Something else happened before that but I forgot.

I was outside walking behind a few ladies who were taking too long to walk. One complained about the other than suddenly something happened that I spilled milk on a white dress that Dawn gave me as a gift. I was going to wipe it with water but thought that milk is white so...it doesn't really matter.

I than followed a group of guys who were going onto a baseball field. I ended up running and jumping so high though it felt like I was flying.

Next I recall being on a chat with JadeGreen. Although the chat screen was on a large white wall. He said he had to go but he was coming back. A picture of his oc showed up but looked like an older version with facial hair. Next thing I recall is looking around the place. I took notice that it looked like a big gift shop for a convention.

As I was looking around I noticed star trek uniforms on the clothes line and scifi blasters on the shelf. Two guys next to me, one tall and average, the other shorter and chubby wearing a gray sweater, were talking to each other. The tall one was more excited about the place than the other. I looked at him and he said "Hi" so I said hi back."was it normal for fans to greet each other?" I thought.

I than went onto another side where I saw shelves of Pokemon cards and figurines. The guy with the gray sweater was complaining again asking why they were there. I turned to look at him on top of a shelf and asked him if he broke a part of a locker.Than told him if he did to be more careful.

In the next dream I was on an airport going to Europe with my mom. Supposedly we were going to move there. I thought about positive thoughts to delude the thought of a plane crash happening.

The next thing I recall is watching a kid and someone he knew acting on stage maybe...I forgot. Well after that my family, even my cousins were eating candy and talking about it. When I was near my cousin suddenly she started to do what looked like a pop style of the robot dance. I told her to stop cause it made her look stupid.

I than went downstairs but ended up in the bathroom somehow. Unexpectedly my two cousins burst in and I fell into the tub. I couldn't see a thing. It was all blurry. It seemed like her sister wanted to beat me up for calling her stupid. But than they just made me spend time with them. Talking about something I don't recall.

Afterwards I remember watching a fan animation someone did of Ed, Ed and Eddy.In this episode apparently they went into somebodies body and were trying to get out. But as they were leaving they kept bumping into veins and pretty much destroying it.

The next thing that happened was I was looking at what seemed like a really long color coted article with pictures. But I found out was my dream journal entry. I was flabbergasted. In it ThreeCat commented about something but I didn't read his comment. I just took note that his avatar was from the ghibli film "the cat returns" but the cat was brown and in a white suit. Also as I looked at the pictures I saw some religious pictures, some environment pictures and a side view of a long moai statue.

I than had a false awakening where my dad asked me to check the time. Distracted yet again by a dream character. I didn't want to go since he already checked his phone. But than just got up to check a clock. We were in the living room.

Lastly I had a mini dream of two human/dog like Disney characters. A female and a male looking for something on the beach.It was night but low tide and the water was below their knees but above their feet.Also, they were both dressed casually and wearing sweaters and sweat pants.

The guy chuckled knowing that he was going to get married soon but had a so called plan to get the girl he was at the beach with to like him. The girl looked around telling him to forget about the important thing she lost. That he had to get married soon. The guy than smiles saying he has time for her. Afterwards the girl's brown hair becomes a light orange.

She smirks wondering what he could be planning curious. The guy than walks and the girl ends up finding her gold heart locket necklace in the water."I found it!"she calls out happily than hugs him."and its all thanks to you". She says as she lets go smiling. The guy laughs and says something sweet to her.

Its apparent that they both like each other in some way. She reminds him about his wedding by saying "well lets just see what happens. Tomorrows your big day" The guy acknowledged that it was but he is still planning to get with her. The dream than fades and I supposedly wake up but I cant move. Than after a few more secs I wake up.

One more thing. In one if these dreams there was a part where my bro and I were playing a card game. But I forgot where it happened. Perhaps somewhere around the time my family was eating candy.

I'm getting false awakenings lately where the dream characters say its not a dream after I woke up in the dream and are doing what seems like the norm even though its not. I could counter this with my old "squishy fingers technique" which I forgot about. though.

Dreams

I had to build a robot for a so called school project. But there were triangles missing on the object I needed to build the robot.

I found pills that looked like candy. They were round and each circle was clumped together as white, red and blue. I was told by my dad not to eat it but my urge was too strong. I picked one up and chewed it. It was supposedly pain medicine but without realizing it I put another in my mouth. That's when I grew concerned.

I also recall being in a hospital where a female doctor wanted to show me the results of my dad but was too afraid to check it. I was going to look but changed my mind. Than the female doctor said "no, at least take a look at the poem"

Afterwards I was in another part where a lady accused me of having sex with someone to gain...money? I don't remember. She painted a pic of what was supposed to be I with black hair. I used a pencil to make the hair more black and as I was doing this she played a tape and said it was evidence of me moaning.

I than appeared in a room that looked like my old room and there was a little girl trying to stab me with a needle. I tried stopping her but than when what looked like a fit, Indian guy from the city,
came in I grabbed onto him using him as a shield. Than the guy lay on the bed telling me how he was going to commence his evil plans.

What was suppose to be his twin brother than came in. Supposedly looking suspicious hiding a needle in his back pocket. He wanted to kill us both but than we managed to stop him from doing that and became friends.

Whats next?

Touching big birds with my bros friend, false awakenings and something about two kids being shot in the front of a house where we live and two monuments were put up for them. It had a look that reminded me of the sims game.Alright I think im done writing about my dreams now.

Lately I've been getting lucid but at times I lose lucidity. In my recent lucid dream I took it upon myself to observe some words on a computer screen. The words were random. What I recall is seeing the words "funny, funny, funny, funny, funny" and some other random nonsense.

I also wanted to bring Eye in the dream but instead I ended up seeing shadow the hedgehog. Alright that concludes the dream entry for today. I'm not really interested in writing more.

Bad dream about a child abuser and also a dream about sonic.

I've decided to come out of hiatus. Probably wont be as active as before since i'm not in the mood for dream related stuff lately but i guess i'll hang out on the forums at times. idk .-. I'm trying to get out of a depressed mood i have at times and lucid dreaming/dream journaling doesn't seem very fun to me as of now. Especially with the recent lucid nightmare i had. But i'm slowly getting rid of the depressed mood i feel at times so thats good. ^^