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Dreamt last night about being in a church with some old school mates. One who I remember as being white was now black which stuck me odd. I saw an old friend from the farm who was helping with the sermon. He saw me and we were both very pleased to see eachother again and both cried. Now I am looking through what seems to be like little cups representing graves with coins and paper money in them. It started outside and I found a coin from the 1700's in one of them. Now it is inside a church and I'm finding some VERY old coins along with many silver coins that I am replacing with money I have in my pocket. I am switching out many coins. Now I am leaving and going outside and along the side of the parking lot pavement where the grass is growing is a lot of sand and garbage. I am finding coins all the way down through here as well. My sister is here and they have a semi show up. I think they are shipping something. Now my dream has moved to a theme park. Walking up a hill along the roller coaster is a power cord and a fence. I am looking along this for coins as well. I am finding a few periodically but now I have found an area where I see a hoard of them. I am telling Joe that this is the most I have ever found in one spot. Dream fades.

Woke up at 2:30. Remember talking to neighbor about my layoff and borrowing them a tool. Was talking about really enjoying not working, lol. Then dream switched up a bit about some 80's sitcom with a obese woman and a husband. She was nagging at him to do the dishes which were HEAPING high. Then he started to talk about a web site that was stolen from a friend and how they could get this guy back by logging into it and posting peoples real life experiences with being obese and controlled by these situations. Then alarm went off.

Two nights ago I had a dream I was at my grandmas house with Midori. She was asleep in another room that was connected off of the one I was in. I remember getting the noises in my ear then the body vibrations. For a split second I remember getting the fear that if I came out of my body I would be in an unfamiliar old house in a seemingly unfamiliar place. My body popped out anyhow. I floated over into the room where my wife was sleeping. I first floated to the far end of the room then floated right up to my wife whose head was still on the pillow and she was sleeping on her side facing me. I sat there looking and all of a sudden she opened her eyes and looked startled. She stared at the space between my invisible body as if she couldn't see anything but could sense EVERYTHING. She stood up and backpeddled in fear. Next she ran out of the room and that is all I can remember. However I will note that this in my eyes almost more felt like a dream than a real OOBE. (shrugs)

Yakuza and Yumebanchi -
Last night I dreamt that I was in the new Yumebanchi parking ramp. I remember noticing how pitted some of the new concrete in the ramp already was. We were counting the levels and trying to figure out how much income the buidling would produce. It seemed HUGE. I remember being in the hallway and arguing with Midori. Then a woman came by and dropped something at my feet (can't remember what). I remember talking to some guys who came out of the elevator and they were saying something about the Yakuza. They made it sound like anything the Yakuza wanted would be theirs or else. Next we were all down in the lobby of the hotel looking like condo's. One of the men mentioned that the place was so extravagant that even one of the locks on one of the rooms was worth over 1 million dollars. Myself and Midori went outside to get a look. She walked through a fenced in recycling area to get to the back of the building. I remember commenting on how this place wasn't the old Yumebanchi and not where her mom used to live. So this wasn't even the right building after all. I had thought it was way too big anyhow.

School -
I appeared in my old music teachers classroom in the back corner. I was looking at my grades on a bunch of papers and homework assignments and they were really bad. I was worried that I would actually fail the class. Everyone else around me seemed to do so damn good. Then I appeared in the front corner and people had to go up in front of the class and do impromptu's. They were all planned out and did a good job. I had NO idea what I was going to do so I remember feeling fear.

Finally, another obe. Seems like it has been so long since my last. My intentions were definately there that night. I remember sleeping for 4 hours and waking up around 2:30 in the morning. I really wanted to talk to my wifes deceased mom and give my wife comfort that she is okay. Anyways, I began with drinking some very strong tea, as I usually do to combat falling asleep right away. I layed down in the dark, relaxed and made each body part heavy and practiced open eye meditation for what seemed to go on for about 30 minutes. Twice during this dession I was JOLTED with goosebumps by something popping out of my peripheral vision, not sure if it was the low light from a street light turning off or what but it definately startled me. Soon after I could feel a small wave of vibrations starting at my head and working their way to my feet. I felt completely energized. I then closed my eyes and began focused breathing and visualization. At first I visualized a senario, then I remember it turning so vivid as if I were there. This must have been around 4:30 or so and I fell asleep. Within an hour or so I would say my obe began. I was in my room by my dresser. Our tv and my wifes butsudan (wife is Japanese and this is a wood alter that her moms ashes are in and where we pray and burn incense) sit on top of it and I was sitting in a swivel chair there which doesn't exist. I remember the sounds kicking in which turned into my whole body vibrating. Somehow the chair swiveled around one time and I popped out of my body. I was floating down the hall and my intentions were there, to go to Japan and talk to her mom, Mitsuko-san. I floated through the wall and when I could see again it seemed almost like I was in a barren void floating in a direction. The sensations of floating were all of 200% there and then some. Maybe I focused on my body too much and I went back into dream mode. I woke up feeling drained and decided to give up for the night. After falling back to sleep I then went on to having a LD for a brief moment and woke up the next morning. I told my wife how close i got bexause she knows what my intentions are. She followed up by telling me that she couldn't sleep because around 5:30 in the morning something happened in the room. She said (describing in her best Japanese way) that she could feel somethingin the room. She said it felt like a very low earthquake like vibration above her. This was very strange and I wonder if it has something to do with me going into vibrations before floating out of my body. The other strange thing is that when I started to think about the direction I floated out of the house, after looking at a atlas with my wife, it was ALMOST the exact direction that her hometown would be from us in Minnesota. I used longitudina l lines to compair this. And the more I started to think about this, bwfore I awoke from my obe, the void I was in seemed like me floating above the ocean and it was dark because there are no lights. Was I traveling to Shizuoka, Japan? I think so. What are your guys thoughts on this? I know that if I want to talk to her that I can probably just think of her instead of traveling to Japan to see her. Lol. I'm still learning about my limitless possibilities. Anyhow, comments are welcome and are my intentions right? Thanks in advance, Shawn... peace

My second one was last night. I went to bed early and listened to another guided meditation. I woke up in the vibrational state by my room door. I felt like I was already sitting up and could hear different distorted noises. To my left I could sense or see that my wife was sleeping there which was weird because she sleeps on the other side of the room and no one has ever slept in this spot by the door. Anyhow, I tried to get out with no avail when I saw a reflection or shadow or something of a head on the wall. When I turned my focus to it I floated right out. I floated right into my walk in closet and tried to go through the wall to get outside. That didn't work. So I turned around I floated out of my bedroom and into the living room directly towards the wall. I went into a superman position and went through it to the outside. I thought I would see the area between my neighbors house and mine or even might be inside my neighbors house. None of this happened. It almost seemed like I couldn't see. And it might have had something to do with what happened next. I could sense I was floating up into the sky. Kind of fast. The funniest thing about this was I can remember pulling up my underwear which seemed sort of slumped off. I thought that I might get cold or lose them altogether if I didn't. Right after that this I ended up popping into my living room and floated again down the hallway to my bedroom. Another weird thing was that when I approached the hallway, my dog was there looking at me and kept backing up as I floated over to the corner where I REALLY was sleeping. He backed all the way into this corner. Then I woke up.

My first one kind of went like this, I was listening to a guided meditation after waking up at 2 am and staying up for awhile. I fell asleep and woke up towards the end of the video where the woman said, "rise up"... and instantaneously I rocketed to my ceiling, but right before I got there I heard her again say, "rise up" but this time it was distorted. I could sense I was actually laying in a different spot in my room than where I normally lay. But I could almost see things from a 3rd sense or something. I mean, it felt like my eyes were closed but I could see. While I was floating there feeling naked, almost vulnerable, I told myself to just go with it and stay calm. I was there for maybe 10 seconds when I wondered if I could open my eyes and be in another realm. When I opened my eyes I instantly projected back into my body and the recording was still playing exactly where it should have given the 15 or 20 seconds I was out.