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[Last night was the first time in a while that I've slept straight through the night and gotten up as soon as I woke up. I woke up without an alarm, too, which was nice.]

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[I have no idea what times I slept because I was changing time zones, and I didn't sleep very soundly on the flight either.]

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[I'm going abroad soon, so updates may be spottier than usual for a couple of months.]

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[I definitely woke up in the middle of a dream, but after waking up I almost immediately started thinking about other things, like how I only had about twenty minutes this morning to shower and eat breakfast. So naturally I don't remember the dream itself at all.]

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[The extra sleep during the past few nights wasn't improving my mood, so I decided to go the other direction and stay up late doing random Internet stuff instead. Believe it or not, I think this was actually a good decision. That, or I actually have a physical addiction to my YouTube subscriptions. . . . :-S ]

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[Another bad night; still sick. I woke up at 4:51 remembering something about a bike race on a mountainside where everyone crashed.]

[I just came down sick, so the only dream I remember is a feverish, tense one about being in a walking race where in order to succeed, you have to move your leg in slow motion in such a way that it crosses certain three-dimensional boundaries and surfaces in exactly the right way. Somehow you weave your foot's trajectory with the trajectories of other people's feet, and only one path can win. The dream was very closely tied to my own struggle to make it through the night in the face of fever and shivering and cramps. I woke up also at around 4:30.]