non-lucid

comment it pls, if you got a point on the subject

so my dream, that was years ago, when I didn`t knew about this stuff:

start of dream



So I was at this place like in Ireland, with some ruins there. As I was walking around I met this friar, dressed in black, who said "I was waiting for you, come" and he took me to an age old door, opened it up.

We went deep into a mountain, it was some sort of labyrinth, carved into the cave. We ended up in a large cavern, there was large crack in the ceiling and light was shining on a pedestal, with a jewelery box. Like those 500 year old one`s with reinforced steel frames, that knights carried arround to gather the tax from the peasants.

And this cavern was littered with mumies, some were moving. No not ancient mummies, wrapped around in something, they were like the natural mummies, people find in deserts or swamps, like on one side of his face got skin and hair, and the other side you can see his teeth and the inside of his skull.

No, don`t run away, more is comming

So there were some black crystals with reddish and brown tints, depending how the light hit it. Black hexagonal crystals reminding me of onix.

And this friar guy in black tells me "I`ve brought you here to pay your homage to the relic"

I got creeped out, I refused, then I woke up.

end of dream

here comes trouble

years after it, I discovered Lucid Dreaming, never knew it was possible and this dream felt extremly tangible, even with the horrible stench

so I analyzed later on, only to discover what a f*cking moron I was


ruins = my f*cked up life at that time

friar = my spiritual guide, you generally need them to descend into your subconscious, it creates the pathway for you, to that specific area in which you must go

cavern = the core of the problem hidden deep within

light = hope and salvation

mummies = my social masks, I got a bunch of those, and the crystals on them suggested, I used them with the intent of appearing something that`s in that jewelery box

jewelery box = my guess it contained parts of me I have disowned, that resulted in me having low self-esteem and almost no confidence

So all I had to do, was to get conscious that I was dreaming aka lucid, thank my guide for bringing me here, open the box, take out the treasure and fly out into the light

and voila shitty life no more



of course this would have been to simple for me at that time and there are some people who like to complicate stuff, so they have something to talk about, hide behind and force out of others some appretiation, just like a little vampire

and me the imbecile blamed this dream on watching to much Lord of the Rings at that time

kudos for me

I will solve this problem no matter what !!!