. Alright, this is the beginning of my upcoming 30-Day challenge to become able to have lucid dreams every night. In this first entry, I'll write down my goals for the challenge and also the basic things I need to improve. As I write this basically just for myself I'm not even sorry for any grammar errors. Basic requirements for the challenge: -I will go to bed at 8 pm everyday during the week and around 10 pm at weekends (unless I'm going out at night to improve my social skills). -I will keep a detailed Dream Journal to analyze how the things I've done during the day affect my dreams. -I won't use any external help like alarms or isochronic-tones to aid in lucidity. -I will meditate for at least 20 minutes a day (everyday). -I will not give up before the 30 days. -I will not, under any circumstances, make any excuses just to protect my ego. -If I don't have the chance to sleep (for reasons such as going out at night), I will add another day to the challenge until I've successfuly done it for 30 days. Goals I want to: -Be able to erase my fear of not being in control of my mind. -Learn how to wakefully induce a lucid dream (WILD) and adapt to the new situation every night. -Finally do something until the end without quitting beforehand. -Understand how my dreams form and how my non-LDs behave so I can be able to find a way to get lucid in my dreams consistently. -Become a better person through meditation and to be able to control my emotions. -Be able to get lucids even when pressured so I can finally participate in the IOSDP's experiments and projects. -Understand how dream time works and how to influence my perception of time in the dream. Dream Goals -Become my RPG character Matsukio and explore Cardia. -Meet Windy in a shared lucid dream. -Fly as high as I can and then just freefall to the ground until I hit it, hopefully simulating the pain. -Find out what my deepest fear is and then confront it to get an adrenaline rush. -Practice Pickup. -Create an awesome location for Parkour and activate real life gravity to make it more challenging. -Learn how to do close-combat. -Completely indulge myself in frustration and anger and enjoy the rampage. More Dreamgoals will follow when I actually have success. 3 Types of Motivation Negative Motivation: I want to surpass everyone else to brag about it. I want to compensate for everything that has happened to me in the past and live out my revenge. I want to use Shared Dreaming to hurt everyone who has hurt me in the past. Neutral Motivation: I want to be a better person and improve my life quality. I'm doing this only for myself aiding my self-growth. I'm doing Shared Dreaming just for fun. Positive Motivation: I want to refine my knowledge so I can teach others how to prevent the mistakes I did. I want to help other people to improve their lifes. I want to show the world that Shared Dreaming is possible and open their eyes. Alright, that's it so far. Starting tomorrow I'll write goals for every upcoming night, what I want to improve that night and how I plan to do it.
Updated 06-23-2013 at 05:12 PM by 37814