Kraom's Dream Journal

Alright, well so did my SSILD reps and then went back to sleep.

Ok now, I'm in a dream it seems like a festival, it's a large grass field with hills and in the background pretty far away there's a building with lights on. There are a lot of people in this field largely female from what I recall. Alright so at one point I'm sort of just walking along through this field when it just hits me that I'm dreaming, I don't think about anything I just become lucid spontaneously. (spontaneous lucidity, you know just like spontaneous combustion ) Alright so, after I become lucid I want to complete one of my lucid goals which is to have a conversation with a DC. I'm walking, and while I'm walking I'm making sure to stabilize with the technique that I created. And so as I'm looking for a person to talk to I start walking towards a girl and then she starts walking quickly away from me. So I thought uhh okay.. and decided I'd find someone else. Now then here comes another person and I walk towards then and they start essentially running from me! So why, why do my dream characters hate me!?! It's like they are scared of me . Anyways so this one is running away and so I say, "Hey stop!" The dream character does not stop so at this point I'm getting sort of angry so I yell out, "STOP!" And then I look around and no one is moving, people are stopped in the middle of their actions.. So I thought to myself, "Did I just stop time?" So, that was pretty cool and after looking around I just willed it to start again and it did. And then I went on my way and didn't really do anything else.

So after exiting the dream my eyes were still closed and I was trying to open them. While doing this I noticed that I felt sort of weightless. Something was definitely off about this. So once I finally opened my eyes I was already sitting on the edge of my be, I wasn't laying down anymore. So I was pretty much already lucid since I had just gone through all that to open my eyes, the sitting on the edge of my bed really just affirmed it. So I looked around my room and marveled at how much detail was put in. It looked exactly how my room would if I was awake. I got up and walked around my room and just looked around I stopped and went into my closet and sort of just stood there. My closet also had exactly what it would have in it if I were awake. I felt like I couldn't leave my room though because my door was shut, and I just felt like I wouldn't be able to open it. So I ended up forgetting to stabilize and actually woke up.

Let's start where I remember, I'm not sure if anything happened prior to this. So my dream started off as a third person dream. It was as if I was there but not physically participating, so what I mean is it felt like I was walking with them not just spectating, although I wasn't actually there and could not influence it.

So it starts off in what looks like a high-tech hospital. There was a lady and a hospital worker walking down a corridor that had plexiglass on one side and then some cells also made of plexiglass on the other side. I can only presume that this hospital was for those who were mentally unstable. Anyways so, the lady and the worker were walking down the corridor when a female patient broke out of her cell. All I remember about the patient was that she has short hair. So she broke out of her cell and attacked the worker that was going by. She attacked her with what appeared to be a broom that was broken in half, so the broom handle had jagged splintered spikes on the end. She jabbed this into the eye-balls of the worker and killed her. On the other side of the plexiglass I see two doctors, one male and one female, in lab-coats with clipboards observing what was going on. They don't seem dismayed at what was going they seem like they were just observing it as if it happened all the time. They walk away as if to go report what had happened.

Now at this point the dream kind of skips. That or I can't remember what happens in the gap. So the older lady that was with the worker before she was killed and the short-haired girl are in an elevator and they are talking to each other like they know each other from somewhere. And then when they stop talking the older lady starts to think something and the short-haired girl informs her that she can hear her thoughts, telepathically. The older lady says something like, "I thought so" back to her, also telepathically. At this point I notice that the older lady is wearing glasses. (Just an interjection and this is not crucial to the story haha) So now the two start going up in the elevator and they are communicating telepathically.

Now the dream skips again. It picks back up and now instead of the older lady I am there with the short-haired girl. So now we are in the room of another patient, not a cell. The room belongs to an elderly lady who I believe is the short-haired girls grandmother. The room is kind of grandiose with a chandelier hanging from the ceiling and the room is full of old wooden furniture that is hand-carved. The room also has a large library. The elderly lady tells the short-haired girl that she got her a gift. So we walked over towards the elderly lady's bed, which was huge and had ornately engraved wood. On this bed there was two revolvers, in leather holsters, that matched the grandiose theme of the room. They had pearl handles and engraved silver plating. And so now a man comes over and picks the guns up. That's right there's no longer a short-haired girl it is now a short-haired man. I ask him if the guns are real and he opens up one of the cylinders and pours the bullets out into his hand as if to show me that yes, yes they are real.

The dream now skips again. I remember the short-haired man gave me a blue bag that contained a large amount of money in it. We went into an elevator to go down and leave the building, there were two others in the elevator a man and a woman that appear to be a couple. Anyways, two men dressed in suits start walking towards the elevator and I dropped the bag of money into the corner of the elevator behind me. When they go to the elevator they seemed to recognize me and one of them tried to stick his hand into the closing elevator doors. The doors however did not retract back, instead the elevator started going down which forced the man to yank his hand out of the doors. When he did this the elevator shook side to side and I exclaimed, "Jesus!" as if to say that that was ridiculous. The couple looked at me frightened and agreed. At this point I don't think that the man with short hair was even there anymore.

And now the dream skips again and I remember running from the men in the suits who were now chasing me. So I ran into a Walmart and vaulted over a check-out stand that was filled with items. In the middle of the Walmart I met three of my friends. Just to give a visual, one of them is Asian, one of them is black and one of them is white. So I remember giving them something and then we all ran out of the Walmart because I was still being chased by the men in suits, who wanted my blue money bag. So we ran out into a sort of suburban neighborhood and I remember running for a little while through this neighborhood.

The dream skips again and I remember knowing that I was being chased by men in cars now. So I was now running faster then before. I was running up a hillside that was covered in yellow dead grass and when I got to the top I jumped over the guardrail and crossed a street. I went up a dirt slope and at the top of the slope there was a concrete slab with a chain-link fence behind it. I sat on the slab at the top of the hill and began to think. While I was sitting there I saw my mom's boyfriend and his son drive by in a white car, which was random. Now I remember thinking about calling my dad and having him come pick me up since apparently my car was in the parking lot of the Walmart I was at previously, and I had gotten lost while running away. The last thing that I recall was thinking that not all of the money was in the bag and that it was only my cut that was in the bag.

I don't know how I earned a cut of the money in the first place but that is what my dream self thought. I also remember something about the amount that was in the blue bag being $50,000.

Alright so starts off I'm at my old elementary school. There were a whole bunch of people walking along this field, me being one of them. I was walking and talking with my friends and then everyone started going back into the school. So we all walked back in and then I notice that the elementary school was connected to my high school, when in reality they are not. So in my dream I started thinking and whenever I think in a dream I usually become lucid. Sure enough I'm lucid. So I keep walking a little and the dream scene sort of changes, now connected to the high school is a beach. So now I decided that I'd sit on the ground just to think up a game plan for what I was going to accomplish, I decided I'd do something like this a while ago but never had until this point. I thought maybe I would try to break dance seeing as I usually can do anything in my dreams, but I didn't. Anyways, I see this girl sitting on some bleachers near the beach so I get up to go and try my have a conversation with a DC goal and then I look away. I look back and BOOM she's gone and so are the bleachers. So I thought, alright.. guess not. I start walking back to where I was before and I decide that I'll just have a nice little flight. So I jump into the air and start floating. I float a little ways upwards and then I clap my arms to my sides, as if to cause a sonic boom. Then this propels me forward and I flew for a good bit of time and I could feel the wind in my face, it felt great like in the dream that I had flown in before. And then my dream faded until I felt my waking body. I woke up and I was essentially doing a headstand in my bed. Apparently this didn't strike me as odd because I just got out of bed and went over to my laptop. And then I opened my laptop and an internet tab was opened that said "lol pwned" that was all it said. Then when I came to the realization that I was in a false awakening I ended up waking up for real.

Ok, so prior to me being lucid this dream is pretty fuzzy. I remember being somewhere and then a dream fading which I recognized as a dream fading. Next thing I know I was in some theater in an audience. So I thought didn't a dream just fade.. so then I became lucid in my new dream. Alright, so this dream now is pretty uneventful, I just worked on stabilization the whole time. Anyways, let's begin there I was sitting in an audience and there was some guy sitting on the edge of a stage. He said something really dumb I don't exactly recall what and then said "oh I don't have any jokes left.." But then he got up on the stage, which now there was magically props on, ans said alright I'll give this a try. So he was walking behind a wall which looked like it was made of silver and it was engraved, anyways there was like a little window in this wall and as he walked past one he looked exactly like the mad hatter from the new Alice In Wonderland, and he said "look I'm Johhny Depp." Alright so here it get's a little fuzzy again. I remember I was stabilizing the whole time by basically just opening my eyes wider, surprisingly this actually worked. So I remember now he was making fun of fruit. And he was miniature and he was like swimming through the different fruits, still looking like the mad hatter of course. And in the end I remember him making fun of watermelon talking about losing your keys in it. And he was tiny walking through the watermelon trying to pull these keys that were bigger than him out of it. I don't even really remember how the dream ended I don't recall it fading out or me waking up. Maybe I became complacent and lost my lucidity. Well, anyways I stabilized this dream for a long while.

Ok, so this dream starts off with my going to sleep in a bed at my mom's house. Which I'm not at my mom's house I'm at my dad's. Didn't think of that though. Anyway, so I went to sleep and went into a dream in this dream there was a sort of blue sea monster that I was fighting with. That dream (that was in a dream) faded and opened my eyes in my bed at my mom's house again. Then some floating display popped up and told me something about the price being raised to six figures. In this dream I knew exactly what he was talking about. Because in my dream my job was to find things in dreams and then when I did I got paid for it. So I fell asleep into another dream but that dream quickly faded again. So, my eyes weren't open and my dream had faded so still in the dream because I could tell I was still in my bed at my mom's house. I remember thinking I'll show you how it's done and then doing a FILD inside of my dream. Alright so now I was back at the sea monster from before because one of the tasks I had to complete had something to do with water. I was on top of it punching it and then that dream faded out. Ok now stay with me. THIS time the dream faded into me inside of my bathroom, at my dads house now, with a desk and on this desk there was a computer and on the computer I was playing some game where I was fighting a sea-monster. So after this I finally after all that became lucid. Because I thought, "Yea I don't have a computer in my bathroom." I stabilized the dream by rubbing my hands together. (And this dream was so clear and vivid more so then a lot of my others) So after this I moved the desk so that I could actually open the door to the bathroom and then got out. Once out I saw my younger brother I thought to myself that I should have a duel with him. So he was down the stairs so I jumped down the stairs and started flying full speed at him. And then he looked up so I hid in this sort of cut out place in the stairs floating there like maybe he didn't see me. So then I finally just floated the rest of the way down to him and noticed that he was playing some game on a laptop while standing there at the bottom of the stairs. I decided that I would just go outside and fly because I had just flown in my house so now I wanted to fly outside. And as I was unlocking the door to go outside, the dream collapsed.

So my dream begins with me somewhere, I don't exactly remember where. And then after this I was sent to go work on a space station. And I was beamed there like a sort of teleportation. Upon my arrival I was in a small bubble like building, floating in space. There were two men there one British man and one other who I didn't really talk to, or rather didn't talk to me. I asked them how we could breathe because the station we were in seemingly had no walls. They gave me some explanation that I don't recall now. After this they told me about some water coolant system under the space station. When they told me this in the dream I had a sort of vision. I saw into the pipes and I could see the water surging through them. We went to work on something in the space station and all I remember after that was something about vodka and then a pipe burst and the space station flooded with water. After this happened I woke up in a sort of barn building on the ground and got up and the two guys were ahead of me. I ran to catch back up to them. When I had caught up I asked the one British one where we were. His response was, "We're dreaming." I replied with, "Wait what this is a dream?" And he nodded. So then after this it turned into a sex lucid (not with the man) and uhhh I forget the rest . Also I had a false awakening after my lucid.

The dream starts with me being in a world where it was an online game but I was actually there controlling my character, which was like a little lego man. I remember before I became lucid there was a contest about who had the best object and it was between these talking animals. I helped a raptor whose poll was stuck behind a brick. It was sort of like an ornate lamp post. I was giant in comparison to these animals, I think because they were characters in the game and I was there to control mine with my hands. So the raptor ended up winning the contest for who had the best object. After this I remember being in a hall and I had my character, which again was a lego man, and I was making him break dance. Then I saw someone else's character do a knee-slide by my character challenging mine to a dancing contest. So after this I made my lego man do the moonwalk and then I stopped to look at the person who was controlling his character because there was a person controlling my rival dancer. And when I looked at the person I realized that the person I was dance battling against was myself. So after I saw this I thought oh I must be dreaming. (Yea not a talking dinosaur and me being giant, but seeing myself made me become lucid.) After becoming lucid the dream scene immediately changed and turned into an ice-rink where I was ice skating with my younger brother. Since I was lucid I wanted to do something in my dream so I knew one of my goals was to fly so I hopped up and started floating, but I was indoors so I couldn't fly anywhere especially not with the speed I wanted. My brother then started talking to me I don't remember what he was saying, but I do remember that I said something along the lines of, "Ya ya hey I have to go." And I went out of a door that led me out into the open. Outside I was in a parking lot there was only one car. After I had exited the ice-rink I no longer had my ice-skates on. Anyways I jumped off of the curb to fly because I was outside now I could soar! And.. I hit the ground. So, after this I just sort of floated up off the ground steadied myself out and I was pretty high up in the air around twenty feet directly above the car I had mentioned. And then I put my arms out and clenched my fist and made a little whoosh noise like I had made the vroom vroom noise for the motorcycle the morning before. After this the dream suddenly ended. It didn't fade the dream in its entirety just ended. So, I think it's because A- I didn't stabilize at all or B- It was just near the end of the dream because I became lucid pretty late in it.

This lucid is a little fuzzy because I don't remember waking up after it, it just faded and I was in another dream after it ( a non-lucid one). So the first point of the dream I remember is being at a gas station. All I know was that I was trying to escort some girl somewhere in the dream. She was tried stealing someones truck and they pushed her out of it. After this we were in someones car and I suggested that we steal some motorcycles. At this point my older brother was there probably because I associate him with motorcycles because he owns one. Also at this point I suddenly became lucid with nothing triggering it. I just knew that I was in a dream. So I still decided to ride a motorcycle, and they had no keys in them, but what did that matter I'm dreaming! So I hopped on and revved the handle like you would on a motorcycle and I even made a little vroom vroom noise. The motorcycle was now started and my DC brother laughingly said you can't ride a motorcycle and said something about accelerating too much. Then right when I tried to accelerate I popped up into a wheelie and fell backwards, but I landed on my feet. So then I thought to myself no no I'm dreaming I can ride a motorcycle if I want. And then just like that I sped off on my motorcycle at the gas station, which was a real gas station, one where I often fill up my car. There was a little ledge there like there actually is a so I decided my motorcycle would just jump up and over this ledge and so it did. After this I drove through some grass and then I was on a bridge with all kinds of people and their dogs. It seemed like a bridge for walking on and there I was speeding by on a motorcycle. While driving across the bridge I was weaving through people when I hit an old lady and her poodle. I didn't care much because I knew I was dreaming so I kept on going, she did yell some insult at me while I was driving away though. Then I saw a man dressed in all black wearing a trench coat and a hat you might see Sherlock Holmes wear, and he had a Bulldog and a Pug mix. I was going right towards his dog but I willed the motorcycle to stop because I couldn't bear hitting a dog that cute. So the motorcycle stopped and the man never even turned around, nor did the dog. After this the bridge was clear so I went on across the bridge doing a slight wheelie. After the bridge I was at someones house or what I presume was their house. And there was a party being set up for a girl, like a sweet sixteen party. When I arrived there I vaguely remembered being there before but on foot. There was something in the back of a small pick-up truck it was like a big square box that was ornately decorated. I squeezed past it still on my motorcycle and in the process knocked over the girl who's birthday it was. Her mother yelled something at me as I rode away and I just gave a slight handwave like a ya ya I don't care. And I rode down this windy dirt trail. At the bottom I got off the motorcycle and threw into a little dirt ditch. I then wondered what type of motorcycle it was so I looked but there were no markings indicating anything, it was just a red dirt bike looking motorcycle. So then I left it and I saw some people setting up for a concert, a Slipknot concert. I found this odd at the time because it was a party for a girl and Slipknot is a metal band. But I attribute this to the fact that I had just gone and seen Slipknot in concert about a week ago. So I went into a garage that reminded me of the garage at my mom's house. And all the while I had been lucid this whole time I had not once even thought of my dream goals or about stabilizing and then the moment I do take time to stop and think I can feel things getting hazy. So I keep thinking to myself there's no need to stabilize why would the dream collapse real life doesn't just collapse, which was something I read in a post by someone. And when that didn't work I began rubbing my hands together and the dream was still fading. So my guess is it was just time for the dream to end. Overall the dream was pretty long and I am pretty happy with it. On a side note I had like two or three false awakenings last night and this morning it was odd.

While I was camping, I had woken up in the morning and not wanting to get up yet I went back to sleep. After this I remember dreaming about me being in some sort of a horse race, like I was a jockey. And then my mom came into the room I was sleeping in having this dream and was talking to me. The dream that I was in began to fade because my mom was talking to me so then I got up to talk back to her. And then I realized that I wasn't actually at my mom's house and that I was camping. So then I actually woke up back in my tent.

My brother and I were inside of a Von's grocery store. We were at the deli inside ordering two orders of carne asada fries one of which with no cheese. After ordering we start walking away from the deli. But we were walking in the wrong direction. We quickly realized our mistake and turned around to walk to the exit since we were trying to leave. The Von's was a Von's that does exist in real life where I live although upon exiting the parking lot seemed vast. My brother and I began walking towards the car that was parked what seemed like a mile away. The car wasn't mine but my older brother's car a Toyota Corolla. My brother was in front of me so I unlocked the car from far away. Upon my unlocking of the car a crowd of homeless people who were near the car started raiding it for anything they could find. So I yelled to my brother to get my knife which was in the car. And he did but when he got it instead of throwing it to me he threw it into the crowd of homeless people. After this since I wasn't armed I got in the car and locked it. The homeless men gathered around the car with what weapons they had. One of them had a pipe, one had some sort of electrical conduit, and the leader had my knife that my brother had thrown. The leader of the homeless men yelled at me to unlock the car door and to give us everything that was in the car. I yelled back that I wasn't going to and so he had the person with the pipe come up and threaten to break the car window and unlock it himself if I didn't. So not wanting the car window to be broken I obliged and unlocked the door to the car. After I unlocked the door I woke up.

I was on a road trip with my dad and we were next to what looked like an abandoned mini van with all the doors and the trunk open. I decided to explore the mini van seeing what I could find in it, when I went into it all that was in it was scattered polo shirts and golf clubs. My dad told me we had to go but my foot was stuck between a seat and the trunk so I rolled over the seat and went out of the trunk hands first. I landed in a handstand and pushed myself upwards as if I were doing an inverted push-up. After doing this my dad said, "You silly goose" and then we began walking towards a restaurant through an open area. While walking there I saw a blonde-haired girl walking towards me and she turned and went into a bathroom in the open area. And I don't know why but this made me question where I was. So instantly after this I became lucid. I started walking forwards trying to keep calm and stabilize I also did a reality check the finger through the hand method. I was analyzing my hands trying to focus on them, while doing this I was saying, "Focus on your hands, focus on your hands." I walked into the restaurant that I was walking to before becoming lucid still trying to keep my focus up. Inside the restaurant I noticed that it was western themed. Now I stopped near a cash register and thought to myself, "What do you want to do?" And I decided that I wanted to float so I jumped into the air and started floating. While floating I saw my mom and my brother sitting at a round table eating with a lot of people. And after this I started to rotate in circles while floating. Then all of a sudden the dream ended, and it didn't fade out gradually like some of my recent lucid dreams it just ended and I was awake.