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My former doctor was now my dentist and gave me vaneers. The were crooked or didn't feel right. Looked kind of like before I had braces. Gap in front 2 teeth. Kept thinking why didn't I have my real dentist do it - Sparkles is awesome!

I keep walking around the neighborhood and find a theatre doing Little Shop of Horrors. So there I am, singing the whole show in gym shorts and flip flops. Couldn't tell if it was an audition or an actual show. Then thought about the teeth and how odd that was, that this couldn't be real . . . on the verge of lucidity . . . but no.

Woke up for something and was expecting a phone call so got my phone and placed it on my nightstand. Asleep, dreaming that there are sheets of scalloped paneling waving back and forth in my room. I'm in bed and I look at my DH and ask if I am dreaming. He said no. But I did the hand test and I was confirmed. Started to fly out of the room and then the phone rang and woke me up. Went back to sleep and woke up lucid again. There was no real trigger I just did the hand test and was then lucid. Flew through the night sky. Conjured my subconscious. It took many forms this time. While trying to find myself (sub) there were trains and plains and I was in a hurry. I needed to ask something about my cat's eye. On the surface I can't stop worrying, but I want to know how I really feel, subconsciously. Several dream figures were giving me the run around and I started to get frantic because I could feel myself starting to wake. Out of nowhere, a woman in her 70's or 80's came right up to me and and said he is very ZEN and is healing and will be fine. She then mentioned my other 2 cats and mentioned a third, named Aspen. What does that mean - I don't have a cat named Aspen. Then I had a conversation with another dream character about how wild it is to be able to speak with your subconscious. I'm creating the entire conversation, but I am only directing one side of the conversation, as I have no idea what the subconscious will say in return. Wild!

Kendra being hateful about going to NY. Planes and Julian being sweet. Therapy with Dr. Drew.

High School Friends. Lunch with Heidi and Cher - because Kendra walking off. Somehow we were shopping as well. References to KT and Bret (don't know who that is). Joe Shelton shows up and Julie Jones. Joe had some "interesting" things to say and do.

Job interview for an entrepreneur. Pay was $80K - $130K based on experience. First interviewed with his reception area and they were asking about my SAT scores, etc (strange). Met Steven (was he a man I met on a plane?) and he seemed really laid back. It was then I realized his receptionist was my junior high choir teacher (is that why she was asking for test scores?) Suddenly realized we are in his house - right on Venice Beach. I saw Paul C. walking toward me wanting to know what I was doing there. Everyone else knew him as well. Worked with Steven a little bit and he wants to hire me. The receptions comes back and said he wanted to pay me $200 for the interview. She gave the check to me to make it out to myself and I wrote it for $35. Do I find myself not worthy or deserving enough? Is that what this is about? It ended over some email about brownies.

Seemed to have moved into a larger home with some neighbors - Brian and Britta. Giant set up - but a very strange work room in the middle of the house with gigantic saws and tools. In the end we decided not to stay (I think).

napping on the couch listening to sports TV. A series of false awakenings - many. Reality checks by holding my nose. There was an extra closet door in my living room - I opened it and there was a long, white hallway with a vending machine and washer/dryer at the end of the hall. Some gnats flew in my house and gathered on the living room wall. I went to get a fly swat. On my way, I did a reality check and could fly through the roof. Tried my usual tricks - conjuring, talking to subconscious, and had no success or control at all. I find the false awakenings sort of nightmarish.

Met a girl at a bar/restaurant. She wanted my computer disk - she gave me her purse and rings. We would exchange later. I was trying to find her - she had 3 roommates (poly). Didn't know where she was. Turns out she was dead. Roomies wanted me to take her place. Blonde boy wanted a ceremony - he talked to my old roommate - then wanted a ceremony with Diana. He had tattoos - and then he didn't. Reminded me of Andreas. I wanted to go see feral cats.

Caitlin started a bakery by mail. She sent us very large cookies.

RM

Non lucid. Lots of clues but I didn't pick up on them. Trying to text but keypad wouldn't work and kept changing the text. My friend Josh was on Dexter.

Brief lucidity. At a warehouse with friends - Shane from high school. Something seemed off (can't remember what) did reality check with hands and realized I was dreaming. Started pushing my body through walls. Conjure JC - took forever, but eventually worked - sort of. Concert - guest list - more high school friends. Lost lucidity, but the dream continued.

Non Lucid. We bought a condo as well as our house. They layout was strange. It needed new flooring and there was a garage. Thought out of town guests could stay here. Then I am at the Sec of State's office (driver's license?) and realize I'm going to be tested on hair styles. The person administering the test is the nurse at my doc's office. Weird.

So we have visitors and somewhere there is a fire. We must get the cats out. At some point I was extremely violent towards bro's x.

R. Reyes

Ant and Scott. Dressing Erika?

Freshman Football players - DJ Woods. Midcentury Modern Home with turquoise kitchen - giant eating area. Ridiculous bathroom - separate tub and shower. Love. Flying by hanging on to balloons. Coni and Gene Ant.