LucasPotter's DJ

I've only slept for three hours last "night" (went to bed at eight in the morning). So all I have is a tiny fragment.

I was in a house with some people from a forum where I post. There was a lot of water there, like a flood. A girl said that it was normal and it happened all the time, so I didn't worry too much about it.

Another girl showed up and complained about the font she was using. Even though everybody was there physically, we were all communicating online. So I told her I could her with the font. She turned to me super pissed off and was all "I'm not fucking stupid, I know what the problem is!" and I got sad.

That was it.

I don't remember much, so...

I know I was with my parents. We're going to NY in January, and I think I was dreaming about that. We got into a building and we had made reservations. The doorman told us to take the elevator cause the doctor (?) was waiting for us. So we took the elevator, and it was really old. It kinda broke down, the doors opened. There were lots of people outside. They were trying to open a door to the stairs, but they couldn't and they were desperate. Finally, I saw a corridor that would lead us to reception area, where there were also some restaurants.

We left the elevator, got to the reception area and sat down. Lots of people were there, it looked a but like an airport. Then, this man showed up. I knew he was evil. Suddenly, I knew I had to leave, so I started taking my stuff (which, for some reason, included random pieces of clothes I had put on a chair and my laptop). This being (?) opened a hole at the wall for me, so I told my parents to go first and I'd keep the evil man busy. I dunno what I told him, but he finally agreed to let us leave, but I'd have to take a woman with me. She was his partner? ally? Something. Anyway, she left the shower wearing a towel, so I showed her I had taken some stuff already, including a hairbrush. She was mad, not at me, but she was all "that bastard cheated on me and left that stupid hairbrush here and there's pee on it". So I took my dog, that showed up there out of the blue, and ran away.

This was a very weird, disturbing dream...

A girl, around, I dunno, 12, is in this weird, dark room. The walls are high and there's a glass up there. Impossible to see through it, but it's obvious there's someone on the other side watching her. There's a bed in the room. A guy, older than her, he's a man, walks in. A voice says she has to please him. She cries. He takes her hand and tells her he'll be gentle. It's all very sick.

Then, I'm me and I know I'm watching that. I know it's a film, so I stop watching. I wonder why I was watching that, and I remember people told me it was a good film. I remember it's called "The Myth". I decided to try it again, since the guy seemed nice enough to the girl.

Back to the weird room, the guy ties the girl down and tells her he's going to enjoy fucking her. She cries even more and I give up again. I don't want to watch that. I'm at a party and I run into the actress who was playing her. She looks much older now and she's having a drink. I walk to her and I'm like "I know you! What films have you done?" and she replies a weird name. I think it was something about a chicken. I go all "ooohhh, you were on that!? I don't remember you! Who did you play?" She says a name and I stand there, trying to remember her. Finally, I look at her "actually, I don't think I saw that film. Huh. Sorry." and I walk away. She looks amused and goes after me.

She tells me how refreshing it is to have someone NOT kissing her ass just because she's famous. We make out and it's super fun and suddenly she's talking about us moving in together and I'm actually interested in that. We plan where we want to live and she shows me her mother's car - which looks like a hi-tech RV. It was a super cool car, not gonna lie. She tells me she needs to go to the bathroom, so I go with her.

I enter the bathroom, we're still at the party, so there are a few stalls. It stinks and there are only three available. I flush the toilet of one stall and let her use it. She asks me if I don't want to use the bathroom too. I say that I do, but the others are all dirty. Then, she tells me that she needs me to go to the stall next to hers because she has a secret.

I'm back to the film and she's trying to let me know that the girls kept in the weird house are planning a rebellion. They've been raped for too long and now it's time for them to fight back.

I wake up.

Had a lucid. Too tired to write. Key sentences andI'll edit later.

Was at a weird party. Lea was there. Made out with Demi. She was being weird. Went to the bathroom to wash the lipstick off my mouth. Was worried about allergy. Left and got home. Was singing and dancing. Home was also a store. It was the end of the afternoon, so I closed it. A bunch of boys passing by destroyed the house. I punched one of the kids too hard. The leader decided I should help them because of that. I raged and left. An old lady told me she had invisible dragon shit. It's supposed to give you good luck. I took the little bad and tied it to my wrist. Left and ended up at what was my family's store. It was raining hard outside and people were scared. A guy who was my uncle simply appeared inside. It was creepy. Looking for signal. I announced I was moving to London. Went there and was singing. A high kid had a lot of money in the bank. Befriended him and took his money. Said bye and went to the mall with my cousin. He wanted to leave me to hang out with his roomie.

I reminded him it was a dream. He still left. A girl attacked me. I used flying to stop. Then I hit her hard. For some reason, thought that the TOTM was to tell my ex what a bitch she was. Went to the girl lying on the floor and turned her into Darren Criss. Turned her into my ex. Wrong ex. Tried again. She disappeared. Only legs showed up. My cousin came back, started shouting at her. I was confused because that didn't sound like TOTM. Told him we should go. Entered a store. Reminded him again it was a dream. He asked what we should do. There were mirrors there. Told him to look at them. He did. So did I. I could only see me as myself. My cousin stood next to me an said it wasn't working for him. Lea was there.

A VERY interesting thing happened last night!!!

I took a nap around 9pm last night, but I was unable to remember what my dream had been about. However, I fell asleep with a song from Harry Potter on repeat. When I went to bed for the night, I left the song on repeat again... and had a dream where I was showing my cousin my dream from the nap! The nap memory I was showing my cousin was slightly altered from how the real dream had gone, but it's pretty cool how music helped me remember my dream!

Anyway, dreams!

Nap: I was browsing the computer when I received a message. I didn't know who it was, but, for some reason, I thought it was a potential girlfriend. Then, I found out it was my cousin.

First dream: I was showing my nap to my cousin. I didn't show her the part where I thought she could've been a girlfriend of mine, but I showed her that I had received her message in a dream.

Second dream: I had met a friend of mine and we were in a car together, snuggling. Then, we realised we were in danger and that we had to move. I jumped to the driver's seat, but then I remembered that she's Scottish, so the seat would be on the "wrong" side for me. I told her I couldn't drive the car, so I moved from the seat and she drove it.

Third dream: I was also driving in this dream, but I was with my ex. She was being a bitch and I told her that I had NOT gotten back together with her to go through the same shit as before. She was like "tough luck, this is who I am", so I broke up with her, stopped the car and told her to leave. Oh, yeah, that felt sooo good!

Fourth dream: there was a family party going on. I was hanging out with my cousin, but then he had to leave. I decided to go upstairs, and then I was in what looked like a hotel corridor. It was raining and the corridor was flooding. Somehow, that was normal to me. I went to the hotel room that was my house and found out that there was water coming out of the wall and wetting all of our stuff. I called my dad and he was like "yeah, that's going to be problematic... we should start cleaning this up before your mother sees it, she won't like this". Understatement of the century, dad...

Note to self: going to bed at 6am is a BAAAD idea.

Anyway, I don't remember much. Just some fragments:

1: The maid was cleaning my room, but I had eaten snacks and there was even a package from McDonald's there! I had to hide it all from my mother and it was stressful.

2: Lindsay was singing "I Hope I Get It" as part of a choir group. I'm shocked by how realistic it was, I can still remember her voice, it was AMAZING. She looked super skinny, though, and I was worried. Then, everybody joined in and they started dancing around me. After they were done, I was in the middle of a stage, holding a card. I smiled and said "and the Oscar goes tooo..." Apparently, I'm famous in my dreams.

3: The bell rang and my mum went there. I was waiting for a letter, so she shouted it wasn't it, she was angry at me. I woke up thinking that was real, until I realised my mum was in her room. Again, slightly stressful.

Been up for far too long to remember the details... ah, well.

There was a party going on, but I was part of a group that was going to attack this party because the girls throwing it were vampires. So we had to infiltrate the party, but the vampire girls knew we would attack them, except that they didn't know who we were.

They found out I was part of the group, so I had to run away. Angel, from Buffy, helped me get out of there. He was also part of my group and he did all he could to get me on a floor where nobody was. The building was also a mini town, it was weird, but we both lived on that floor. It was a bit like a hotel.

Then I left and I didn't exist anymore, I was just watching things happening. Angel met Kurt, from Glee, and Kurt asked Angel to take his virginity which Angel agreed to and suddenly they were in bed naked but Kurt was afraid of going all the way and Angel was really nice and told him that he shouldn't have sex for the first time just to get it done, he should do it cause he was in love with the person. So they hugged and Kurt thanked Angel for being nice.

Then, I was watching Sam and Rachel, also from Glee, have a sweet moment. They almost kissed and I was dream!flailing, since I love them together and would love to see them as a couple.

Then I woke up.

Three dreams I can remember...

1: I was on a road, but there were no cars in it. It looked a little like a bridge and it was night. There was school desks, as if it were a classroom, so I chose one and sat down. I couldn't make much noise because it was late and I didn't want to wake up my parents. I was waiting to fall asleep, because my goal was to have a lucid dream.

I got tired of waiting, so I stood up and stretched a little. My back did a "crack" sound and I felt better. I chose another desk and sat down again, hoping I'd be able to lucid dream soon. Then, I heard lots of noises. I stood up and looked around. A building not far from me was on fire. I quickly got my phone out of my pocket to make a video. A helicopter showed up to throw water on the building, but it ended up being on fire too.

The helicopter crashed on the building and they blew up. I was expecting a huge BOOOM sound and the to be thrown back a little by air coming from there. Instead, I heard a "pop" and there was no air at all. I said: "seriously, brain? Seriously? A pop?" and the dream rewinded and they blew up again. Another "pop" and no air again. I said "oh, I give up! I'll show you a real explosion when I go lucid!"

2: I was arguing with my mum about her relationship with dad. In real life, dad had an affair a couple years ago and I was totally #TeamDivorce, but my mum decided to stay with him. In my dream, we were arguing about this until she fell asleep. Then, I was driving and trying to go home. It was night and I was lost, although I could see the buildings where we used to live. I had just decided I'd try to get to them and then, from there, I'd be able to go home, when she woke up.

3: I was Barney from HIMYM and I kept making the weirdest excuses about the weirdest things. Robin got really angry at me because she felt like I wasn't taking the fact we'd be married a in a few hours seriously. Then, I knew some people would be arriving in our hotel room to kill me, so I took her hand and we ran. We found ourselves in a military car and we managed to kill the people who wanted to kill us.

Then, the reveal: Ted is not just himself, he's his son too. And because of that, he doesn't really know the story of how he met the mother, since he keeps confusing the present, the past and the future - he's a time traveller. Robin didn't care about that, she was still angry cause she felt like I didn't love her. I talked to her about how our wedding was the most important thing ever. Then we had sex.

In real life, I'm going to Europe in April for two weeks.

So in my dream, I said bye to my parents and got on the airplane. I arrived in a city where I go many times in my dreams - in fact, it's one of my dream!Europe cities - and it was pretty chaotic. I managed to get to my hotel and the guy who worked there was nice, but he was so busy he kept stopping to do other stuff. I told him I used to be a goal keeper and he said he'd talk to the coach.

I left the hotel and met a friend of mine. She lives in Scotland and I am actually going to meet her in April, which is really exciting since I've known her for like four years. Anyway, she took me to her house, but it wasn't really her house. We were in an alley of a really crowded street. Her mother was really nice to me, but her brother glared at me a lot.

She told me she'd show me around and we started walking. Then as I was crossing a street, I saw this plaza and I went there. My dad was there and he said "this never gets old" about a celebration that was happening. There were two huge red bells hanging and a red paper dragon would come between them. It was pretty.

I went back to my hotel and there was something happening there. Pregnant and drug addicted girls were also staying there and one of them had died, so the others wanted to leave because they didn't want to be there when the cops arrived.

I remembered it was time to go home and I realised I had done nothing during the weeks I was there. I was afraid of my parents and how angry they'd be once they found out I had wasted a trip like that.

I left the hotel and already was in Brazil. A guy called me over and he told me he knew I was a goal keeper. He asked me if I wanted to play handball or indoor soccer. I wanted to play handball, but I knew their team was bad, so I chose soccer.

And then I woke up.

Nap got me a lucid dream!

It was short, but:

Something was happening, like a big fight between groups (which is similar to a dream I had last night), so I was above this house's gate, watching the street. I thought things felt weird, so I looked around and realised it felt like a dream. Jumped up, floated a little, heard kids and remembered the TOTM. I landed to where I had been before, but started waking up. I couldn't see much and was expecting to wake up, but I didn't. I started to think about my dream so far and noticed that I always had someone helping me... Professor Oak from Pokemon. I realised he is my dream guide and called him. My vision was still blurry, but he showed up and confirmed that he was indeed my dream guide. I said I'd look for him next time I got lucid and then I woke up.

Going to bed at 5am isn't helping me remember my dreams... not that I'm surprised by that. Still, I remember some stuff from last "night":

1) I was living in someone's house. I know him online, and there were other two people from the same online community there. One of them opened a window too fast and dropped a perfume bottle outside. We all laughed a lot. We were discussing the sleeping arrangements, who would stay in each room.

2) I was in a small town. I have family in a VERY small town, and in my dream, it was supposed to be there. But the dream city was bigger than the real life one. Anyway, they had an RV and they were driving it around. I got a little tired and went to the bed they had offered me. I got there and saw a snake killing a lizard. It scared me so much that I woke up.

3) There was some civil war going on. I was part of a group, and there was another group trying to kill us. They kept setting stuff and people on fire, but we managed to keep our cool and handle the whole situation.

My dreams were very vivid, but I went to bed at 5 and got up at 9, so there's not much to tell... however, there was one dream that was VERY interesting and, when I woke up, I was frustrated because I wanted to know how it'd end! It was like a film, I wasn't anybody in particular, although sometimes I was more than one person. And here we go:

A girl was at what looked like a college campus. She was sitting at a table and having a drink or something, but then her phone buzzed and there was someone watching her. Not in a creepy way, though. The person just posted somewhere that they had seen her and that she was really beautiful. She was flattered, so she decided to find the person. They had also posted a picture of her, and so many people (it was all very public) started sending her pictures of random people that could be the person she was looking for. It was messy, to be honest, but it all made sense in the dream.

Then, her best friend joined her. She said she was definitely going to help, and they even get another friend of theirs to help out a little. He was not with them, but they were all constantly messaging each other. In the meantime, her friend was going through some relationship drama, cause the guy she was seeing turned out to be a douche or something.

Anyway, then they took the subway, then they went back to the campus, then they were at a warehouse... until the girl found out that her two friends decided that they were in love (the girl who was with her and the guy they were messaging). So they got together during this quest, even though they hadn't seen each other in person. Anyway, that was when they also found out they were from the future. And the past. They actually are the girl's parents, but they don't remember anything because they're from the past, which is why they're her age. So the girl got happy that her parents had gotten together and that they were going to help her find the person who had sent her that message, because they were all sure that person was her soulmate.

The dream ended with the sudden realisation that the person could've been a girl.

I also had another vivid dream, but I can't remember what it was now. I know that I was me and that my mother was there and that, at one point, I was in a bathroom, but that's it.

Long, vivid lucid dream!!!

I was at our living room table with my mum and my grandma. My grandma was talking about this diet and my mum kept asking for more. In real life, my mum wants to lose some weight. She was being really annoying and then she decided to make one of the dishes my grandma was talking about.

My mum made a huge mess and for some reason that pissed me off. I told her she was stupid, and then she went upstairs. Last night, I had snacks in my bedroom, so I got scared she'd find them, so I ran upstairs to see where she had gone.

My bedroom door was shut. I tried opening it and someone was on the other side, trying to keep me outside. I pushed it really hard and it opened. I got in and my mum and the maid were inside. I looked around and everything was different. The furniture looked old and cheap and it was all ugly. I looked at my mum and I was like: "Are you kidding me?", but she didn't look too bothered.

I looked around again, still very pissed off. Then, it clicked. "Ohhh, I get it! This is a dream, right?" I looked at my hand. My fingers seemed normal, but I could tell there was something weird going on, and it was obviously a dream. My mum said "I don't know what you're talking about", but I left my room anyway.

I thought about what I should do. I tried summoning the character from my story again. I shouted his name a few times. Instead of working, I kinda fell face first on the floor. I was sure that'd wake me up, but it didn't.

I got up and didn't know what to do. I remembered the TOTM and decided to ask my mum what she was greatful for. I went to my room and... nobody was there. I shouted "mum!" a few times and then I heard her voice downstairs.

I went back to the living room and she was there, with some other people. I went to her and asked her what she was grateful for. She said that she was grateful that I had lost some weight. I told her that hadn't happened yet. So she said she was grateful that I was happy. I accepted that answer and I asked my aunt what she was grateful for, but I don't remember her answer.

Then, I looked around and the walls were all colourful. I started telling all the people there how amazing it was, cause everything felt so real. I touched the table and the walls and I was all "I can REALLY feel everything! And look at those colours! Everything is so vivid!" but nobody paid much attention to me.

Again, I was sure I'd wake up, but nothing happened. I still had no idea what to do, and then I remembered the bonus task. And that's when things got messed up... I was supposed to turn into a turkey, along with everybody else, and carve a human. Instead, I gave everybody pig ears and pig noses. I also had them, and, on the table, we had a pig on something like this:



And it had a human face. Then, I woke up.

Lucid dream AND TOTM!!!

I was at this sort of fancy party. The hosts were incredibly weird. They were like vampires, as in they were OLD, and yet they looked like a normal family. They just seemed out of time, I guess, like they were dressed and they spoke as if they were from a different century. They hadn't done anything wrong, but I KNEW I had to kill them.

So I went upstairs (we were in a sort of a fancy building/hotel) and I killed the mother (not sure how, I just got there, saw her and next thing I know, I'm hiding her body). Then, the scene changed, but I wasn't there, I was just watching. There were two sons of this family and they were just outside of a palace in India. They got a phonecall and I couldn't hear anything that was being said, but they took the cellphone, listened to what the caller was saying and started crying. So I knew that they had found out about their mother.

Back to me, I was running on the streets at night, my family is with me. We were all running as fast as we could. We kept having to avoid the cars, because, for some reason, we couldn't just run on the sidewalks. My parents were ahead and then there was a train line in front of us and the train was coming. We stopped, but my parents kept going and I expected the train to hit them, but they managed to cross it before that happened. The train was tiny and just the main car, so we kept running after that, but my parents were way ahead of us by then.

There were some holes on the street and I was going to say that we should probably go around them, but my parents kept running and they jumped the first one while holding hands. I was sure they were going to fall, but they didn't. They jumped over the second hole, but my dad didn't make it. My mum threw herself there, wanting to be/die with my dad. I started shouting and all I could feel was despair. Whenever I have a nightmare like this and I feel this feeling, I tell myself "FINE TIME TO WAKE UP" and I do wake up. This time, however, I thought "FINE IF MY PARENTS ARE DEAD I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE I'M GOING TO WAKE UP THEN! Oh, no, wait, I always do that and I miss the chance of having a lucid dream... AHA I'M LUCID!"

And since I knew my parents weren't actually dead, I felt much better. I then told myself that I WAS going to get the TOTM done, cause... seriously? I can't even remember the months in a dream? That's stupid, of course I can! And so I started: "November! October! September! August! July! June! May! ...oh, shit, what comes before May? Okay, hold on, Janeiro, Fevereiro, Março, Abril, Maio... OH YEAH APRIL! Okay, so November! October! September! August! July! June! May! April! March! March? Yeah, it's March! February! January! I GOT IT!" and wow, that was hard! I was also counting on my fingers. Fortunately, my hands were normal and I didn't have extra fingers.

After that, I was sure I was going to wake up, so I decided to fly and see if it'd keep me in the dream. I started flying and, at one point, I could feel my real body. I focused on the flying, though, and that got me fully back to my dream. So that made me feel super confident about myself and my lucid dream abilities. I decided that I could totally summon the main character of the story I'm writing. I started shouting "EFRAIM!!!" over and over, until a voice answered. It was a kid's voice, in fact, it was the voice of a character from Dragon Ball Z. He said that I had to let him lead me. I said okay, started flying again and I followed some golden leafs that were in the air.

When I got to where the leafs led me, it was a weird place. It was like it was made of clouds, everything was so white and fluffy. There were lots of shelves, kinda like a library. So I landed on the floor and started looking for Efraim/kid from Dragon Ball Z. This is when I lost lucidity.

I kept walking until I ran into my family. They were going through some stuff... I got closer and I saw my grandmother holding my notebook. I got really mad and told her that she couldn't just take my things like that. I woke up.

Two non-lucid dreams and one lucid dream.

Non-lucid dream number one: I found out I was adopted. In real life, when I was born, something went wrong and they had to remove my mum's uterus, so she can't have children anymore. In my dream, my mum was never able to have children. My biologic mother had that problem, but she died, so my parents adopted me. Now that they had finally told me about this, they wanted to adopt another baby.

I wasn't happy, and I was also living with an old professor? We shared a house and she mentioned to someone who was visiting her about my current situation and that got me even more pissed off. My cousins were also there and I wanted to talk to them about it.

Non-lucid dream number two: I was taking my dog for a walk. He entered this condo. Since I had to go out, I left him there, since he'd be safe there. I went back later to get him and the doorman was angry at me for just leaving my dog like that there. He said I could only do that if I knew someone there. This dream also involved lots of driving, but I'm not sure how.

Lucid dream: I was walking into my room and talking to my dog. For some reason, I thought "how funny would it be if this were a dream?" so I randomly counted my fingers. They were okay. Wait. My thumb was weird. Then I realised I had no thumb. IT'S A DREAM!

I stopped walking and thought of what I wanted to do. Last night, I told myself that if I had a lucid dream, I'd like to summon the main character of the book I'm writing and talk to him about the plot, and maybe even get him to take me to his world. I remembered that and started shouting "EFRAIM!" over and over again. He didn't show up, so I got sad and decided to wake up instead.