lucydity

We were at a party me and a load of friends on a grassy back garden in the sun, the weather started to turn bad so we decided to go inside. I then got talking to this blonde girl and she started to get close to me, i heard people muttering "but shes a lesbian" to each other, but i didnt care.
A few of us then went upstairs and i was getting a little tipsy off my vodka.
One of the girls asked me "have you ever tried N-Dubz?" So i was like "what are they?" She pulled out these 3 white round tablets, they looked exactly like soft mints, so i said "alright" so i then her friend goes "what have you give him?" and the first girl said "Nyodubamine", her friend goes "N-Dubz?, niceeeee" so i asked "is it ok to take these with alcohol?" her friend went "shit no how many have you had?" i said "three" so she goes "that's fatal" so im like oh fuck and run upstairs, i got to the bathroom entrance and i felt myself go really dizzy but not a horrible dizzy, a happy high dizzy, it got hard to breath and my right leg just collapsed.
I felt the left side of my body go numb and then i started thinking "am i about to have a heart attack?"
I got up and managed to make it to the toilet, by this time everything didnt seem like a reality, everything was extremely blurry and i was so into the dream i thought it was complete reality that seemed unreal when people were coming up to me head over the toilet in the bathroom like "shiiiit"

I started to shove my fingers down my throat trying to gag, i felt the siliva on my fingers and dripping off my lips into the toilet, i then began to throw up really violently into the toilet, i saw chunks of the tablet in the water of the toilet so was like "yes its working" when i couldnt throw up anymore i went downstairs and everyone had gone.
I picked up my phone and sent the text "hey x" to a Laura Z (which i think was the girl i was flirting with earlier)
I then looked on my bed and saw Dragon age 2 sitting there and thought "well atleast i can play this"
I passed out, i then woke up and went upstairs to see the toilet covered in vomit, i started to clean it with a toilet brush until it was all gone, i then went outside and one of my guy mates was there and he goes
"how much do you reckon her mum would have paid you to clean that toilet" and i said "i dont know, tenner?" he goes "hhaha alright thanks" and begins to hysterically laugh, i think "hes going to tell her he did it and get money" then i woke up.

This one was messed up so bad - started off just me walking down the road with my friends into a pub - i ordered a beer and she said "just one minute i need it to refill" i saw a sort of glass chamber above the bar filling up with beer. After the one beer we decided to go back to my friends house, we were driving on the way home and i realised i was dreaming so i pushed my finger through my palm.

lucid:

so i flew out of the car and flew up into the sky, i changed the weather so it was from night time and a thunderstorm to a perfectly calm sunset with a nice red sky.
I then felt myself waking up so i started to vigerously rub my hands together - i felt like eyes close and everything go black - this was when i realised it was because i was waking up, i felt the sleep on my eyes as i struggled to open them and i lay awake in my bed - i pushed my finger through my palm just to make sure and i realised i was dreaming, i wanted to go back into the last dream - so dreaming - i closed my eyes and i could see the sky which i had made before i had "woken up" i instantly WILD'ed back into the last dream but then started to awake immediately.
I rubbed my hands but woke up again , so i pushed my finger through my palm with my eyes closed and felt it go through my palm. so i opened my eyes and felt myself waking up. - i lost lucidness here
I woke up in my friends car and it was raining and the roof was leaking and i was getting wet (forgot to RC because of this)
i took off my clothes and tried to get dry and all my friends were looking through the car window at me.

I woke up again in my bed and did another RC - i was really awake this time.

I was in a club with my friends and they were all sat around a round wooden brown table - it was pretty dark in the room with purple lighting - there was music playing but i cant remember what track i just remember it was loud pop music.
i went to the bar and there was a guy who was quite built with short brown hair and i asked him for a vodka and coke.

I go back to the bar after putting my vodka on the table around my mates and another friend was sat with a salt shaker a used lemon and some tiquila shots - he didnt like it so i said i'd have 1 shot, i put all the salt on my hand and licked the salt and then ate the lemon then realised i was supposed to drink the tiquila before eating the lemon.

The bar man gave us some blue and white plastic packets with lemon slices in and then i downed my tiquila properly.

He picked up the last shot glass and said "ill have it without the lemon or salt" and downed it, i said "eww thats horrible without the lemon" he said "thats nothing, im a hockey player"

He then gave me a football sized ball which was very light and edible, i took a bite out of it and it was like the texture of a marshmellow when cooked on a fire. Although the outside of it was like a shell that looked like a meringue but it was a sphere.

He gets another one and throws it into the crowd. It hits a guy and the guy turns round and thinks it's this other guy so they begin to square up, i walk up and say "nah it wasn't him break it up calm down" getting in between them. One of my friends who's a bit of a dick comes over wasted out of his face and starts to pick a fight with these guys, so i push him away and i said "why you always gota try and be in a fucking fight im not jumping in for you", he goes "hahaha i need some water, go buy me a jug of water".

I turn around and a girl is groping my arms, i realise i have a grey thin jumper on and shes calling me exciting and erotic, i walk off back into the room with my first friends on the table and notice some girl half hanging off a sofa passing out, i walk up to my friends and the dream ends.

Bit of an odd one.

I remember flying in the air so high that i couldnt see much of the ground because of the clouds, I was flying with my soulmate and we were looking down into the sea and there were islands - we smashed into one of the islands and fought off little creatures using magic powers and swords.

"it's not on this island" i said and we flew to another island, we went inside and i got into a bed feeling tired - my soulmate got into the bed next to me , and i said "we have more time to search" it was dark and the clock next to me said 3:31 - it was a replica of my alarm clock next to my bed - i looked to the door with a beam of light barely shining through the bottom - i said "maybe i will find it later" and fell asleep in the dream and woke up in real life - RC and it wasnt a false awakening....falling asleep into reality?

Ok the first dream i was in a sort of deep dark forest, i saw all these tribal people dancing around in their tribal gear and their wooden staves, the whole forest was very dark and with a thick green mist and moss was covering pretty much everything.
A lion appeared down some steps and onto a circular stone platform (covered in moss also), a man covered in white chalky painting danced around
crazily and jumped towards this lion provoking it and trying to scare it off. The lion roared and scared off the man, a woman then came down singing a really calming song holding her hand out to the lion, all the tribal music stopped and it was just this womans tune, the lion calmed and walked away.
I laughed and said "thats all it takes".

Then the tribal men began to play their music again and started to taunt a gorilla tied up and covered in moss, the gorilla made a swing for one of the tribal men and they all ran away, i walked up to the gorilla and untied him, he carried me and said in a really deep voice "im not a monster" i said "i know they are the monsters and im not like them" he carried me up a really tall sort of structure made from logs (ok ok i know it is like an aztech king kong.)
I then asked if i ran away from the tribe how would i live, he told me he would keep me warm and cuddle me during the winter nights.

The second dream was me going to a paintballing session close to me, i thought i had no money to buy the gear so i would wear my own clothes, i then stripped down to my underwear which got wet as the marshals were spraying people with water, i told these guys i would join their team in a minute, i then took off my underwear and i was naked (dream sign,) i forgot to reality check at that point, i then found some gear and put on all my other stuff and got ready to go, we walked down a corridor and the marshals told us to line up behind this woman, they were all sat on benches.
The woman gave me and my friend what looked like a sweet, i said "yeah it looks nice what is it?" and she goes "its nice, try it" and i said "why are you taking it aswell" and she said "to die"
I put the "drug" in my pocket and my friend ate his but i told him not to. his face went pale, he turned so white he looked dead, he was dead. I threw away my "drug" and was so angry i started to push my finger through my palm saying "this has to be a dream, it has to" my finger wouldnt go through my palm?
i then woke up.

2 dream fragments:

The first one is me looking through the gap in a half open door talking to this girl, she had the chain on the door stopping my and my friend from opening it and my friend was calling her a demon, at first her voice was normal and she was saying "im not a demon at all" then i listened closely and her voice was normal but you could also hear a deep demonic voice at the same time (a little like how a taurian in mass effect sounds like if u listen close to them.)
I continued to listen to her speak in her "demonic" voice until it became very clarified, she closed the door.

the second fragment was me going through the cupboards at home, it was day time and i was getting the nesquick milkshake powder from the cupboard to find multiple small tubs of it, some had strawberry in which is what i normally have, the second had a white powder in that looked like powdered milk. i got this odd shaped glass out, it was like..a glass bowl with a stand (sort of a wine glass) but it seemed to be magical as when i put water in and stirred in the white powder (i dont know why i was using water) the powder dissolved but dissapeared. the water didnt stop spinning and it had a sort of centrifugic hole in the middle (like when you empty a bath tub and the water starts to swirl at the hole)
I watched it for ages and it wouldnt stop spinning so i stirred the water the opposite way and it spun endlessly the other way with just a small stir. i then hid the glass with water in it back into the cupboard.


The longer dreams now:

The first one i was walking along with my friend, this time my friend was in the body of a girl with tanned skin and black hair wearing white clothing, we walked into a car park and saw 2 gangs start driving in and parking on opposite sides of the carpark as each other, we carried on walking through until my friend said "lets go another way" so i said "yeah well go back" one car i specifically remember was a large red sort of ferrari type car, or some really beasty sports car.
Whilst walking back 3 gang members walked up to us and they were speaking english but with a spanish accent, i dont remember the other 2 but the main one was bald with bushy eyebrows and in a white shirtless top with baggy jeans, they started talking a mix of spanish and accented english and looking at my friend so i said "leave her alone" one of them hit me twice then they walked off, i started to phone all my friends telling them to come out (odd, like a sort of revenge thing), we decide instead to go to a house party and i remember drinking loads of smirnoff vodka and feeling drunk within the dream and then passing out, i then woke up and went into a room with a shower.
The shower looked broken but the sink looked intact it had 2 handles leading into a single spout high up and a bit lower down individual taps then the white dirty bowl, i started to wash myself and people were trying to come in and i was hiding behind the door as i was naked, i told them to go away, i then locked the door with a bolt at the bottom and continued to shower, then i realised i didnt wana lock myself in incase something bad happened so i unlocked the door, then an ex girlfriend of mine walked in and told me to "fuck off" then i told her no i wont go away she should go away as she's the one too ashamed of seeing me since she cheated on me.
Then i logged into facebook and saw a notification of my tagged in a picture, i looked at it and it was me passed out on a sofa.


My second long dream had a bit more action in haha:

It was a friday night but we had no money to go into town but we heard there was an after prom party at our old high school. So me and my friends decided to go to it, we walked up the big brick steps and went through the glass doors, i lose recall at this point then remmber a part of us all walking down the field which was massively lit up in the pitch black night by the DJ at the school with his big lights (it was like at a music festival)

We were walking behind a few people and my friend shouted "gingers have souls" at all these ginger haired people, we all started to laugh at the comment then he started to shout racism at this guy and i was like "woaa man not cool dont be racist" then we saw loads of people running up behind us and start circling round the guy who shouted it and squaring up to him, then they pushed him to the ground, i realised my shoe lace was un done and i tied it really tight thinking of if i needed to sprint away.
We then saw the police, they were typical like english stereo type police with their hard hatted bucket helmets, we sprinted like hell down to the exit at the bottom of the field and we put up our hoods which we were wearing, i was with 2 friends, none were my friendly presence that i feel in some dreams, he was there at one point but he had gone at that point.

I jumped through a sort of "cat flap/hole" in the wall instead of using the door as it was quicker, we then ran over a small hill and jumped over a stile, we had police right on our backs so i remmeber launching myself down a really steep muddy hill and hiding under cove made by a tree and the land eroding away, i began to tie one of my loose trainers, i turned around and saw the really bright moon and the sillouhette of a police man, i then sprinted again into the pitch black darkness and hid "inside" a mud pile, i was thinking to myself if he would ever find me, it was wierd as despite the pitch blackness at point of the dream i could see perfectly but in black and white, like a sort of night vision, i then left the viewpoint of myself and was looking from the viewpoint of the police officer who was doing a thourough check of all the good hiding spots, i was then back into the viewpoint of myself, i heard them shouting "we have your friends to surrender"
I got up and i sprinted towards some barbed wire which i could also see and i jumped over it and i was running towards a forest, this forest had oddly been in a previous dream i once had where i was trying to escape from something, sort of like an escape point within my own mind.
I then sprinted into this forest and got stuck by some bars, the police officer was just on the other side, he was pulling me over to his side and i told him he was wasting his life, he seemed friendly which was odd, like...a really nice guy rather than the intimidating sillouhette figures previously chasing me, it was then daytime.

Not a dream that i can remember, just an image in my head

it was William Fitchner in a white shirt with his face bloody and with dirt on.

Yup, thats my amazing recall for that dream. epic huh?

Ok well I don't remember the actual point that I was lucid so I either don't remember that far back or I entered the dream lucid, which is odd, All i remember was going to a friend of mine's house, the sky was pitch black with a few lonnnggg thin clouds stretching accross it, i was in an actual place in todays world, my friends house, i went inside and started to try to convince him that he was dreaming, His back room was lit up and he was sat on the chair telling me "theres no way I'm dreaming" so i went ok I can fly watch, we went outside and I started trying to fly.

I couldn't so i sat telling myself "this is my dream, i have full power, i am a god of my own world and i can do anything" Eventually I gave up on the frustration and grew wings and created a strong wind drift, It was hard to take off at first but then i managed to get into the updrift of the wind, I flapped my wings a bit and saw my shadow and my "angelic" wings behind me then i put them into a sort of diving position (like when an eagle nose dives) I then floated about 10m up and looked at my friend and said "see?"

I then sat on the ground and started to try to call my DG, I didn't want to shout because I thought my real body in real life might start shouting "I WANT TO SEE MY DREAM GUIDE!!" so instead i thoguth it over and over in my head, i turned to the left and i could see his legs in the corner of my eye, so i spun around to the right and he had dissapeared, I remember seeing him in blue jeans and brown boots.

So then i decided to go to a friend who got me into LD'ing, so i said, ok I'll teleport to him, so i waves my finger in a square thinking of a portal directly to this guy, i stepped into the portal and then I was right in front of him, he too didn't beleive me I said, look pinch your nose then try to breath through it, he didnt beleive me, I held my hand up infront of us both and started to push my finger through it, seeing the bones inside my hand being pushed apart by my finger. I got a bit frustrated that I could dream share with a guy that also likes to LD, I then woke up.

Ok I was again with this presence I always talk about inside this cave, The cave was dark and we were high up and walking along a sort of platform that stretched out towards the middle of the cave and split off in different directions. We charged at some of these zombies shooting them, I had a double barrel shotgun which seemed to never need reloading. I then slided alone down deeper into the cave decending about 100 ft, there were some gold sparkles in the cave like crystals which seemed to be lighting up the cave. Either this or was an unexplainable light source that I missed as a dream sign.

I then walked into the cave shooting the odd zombie here and there and I got to a chamber, the chamber was shut and was a giant rusty metal door. The door opened for me and there were people inside holding the secrets to the world, everything I needed to know would have been in here, I guess this is what I was looking for as I then decided to leave and the people decided to stay inside this chamber (chamber of secrets? lol) I was at the ramp which I had slid down before and then I saw masses of zombies and spiders and my helping presence was nowhere to be seen, I thought "shit, I'm alone" I opened fire on the zombies and then started to sprint up the ramp with spiders leaping at me.

The spiders never seemed to run they always leaped, they were like the size of the ones that were in Harry Potter but of a different breed with a much larger abdomen and spikier legs, what was unknown to me was how they were jumping but were upsidown, they did anyway...and I too was jumping at rediculous hieghts up this ramp, which now seemed to be endless, i was shooting everything that got close to me with my shotgun and trying to reacdh the exit of the cave. I woke up.

Yeah this is a WIERD one, at which i was in love with the girl in the dream but I've never met her in my entire life it's almost as if it's a memory from another life, the intensity of emotion i felt within this dream was extreme.

It started off I was on some farmland which I apparently owned in Britain (the date within the dream was much like the iron age)
The Americans came over sea's in ships to attack us (no idea, really i have no hate for America, just the dream )
Eventually we managed to start to chase them from our land in a battle, I was running down a lonnngg grey road which on either side had crops, i was following a squad of soldiers (at the time holding swords) with big black hats laced with silver around the edges, they were in blue military uniforms with a brown strap holding their sheath on and big brown boots.

The dream then cuts to me saving this female from drowning, this girl is someone who in the dream i am crazily in love with, long brown hair and brown eyes, wearing a white dress. I then cut to seeing her in a small wooden boat which was sinking. the ship i was on i got to sail towards this small wooden boat, i jumped into the water and swam towards the boat got in and held her in my arms and we both burst into tears, it was raining heavily but there was no sky.
I then cried and kept kissing her and the boat was tipping side to side and i could feel the water swilling around me and the boat getting closer with the captain saying our names (her name began with A i think it was Amilia, i dont remember my name in the dream and our last name began with P i think it was pennington or something.)

I then woke up.

Ok firstly this is the dream i had

non lucid:
12/3/2011:

Ok it started off it was a zombie apocalypse sort of thing and we were inside a building, we all had pistols (yes it was exactly like zombies on black ops except it was actual people rather than disfigured zombies.)
So i ran into a car park and sprinted towards the cars, i headbutted an old lady zombie in the chest and then climbed into a mini van and picked up a few people that were survivors. I was driving about and i decided i needed to get somewhere so i opened up a digital map much like a mix between ones on GTA and google earth. so upon driving there it turned dark like night time which was odd and i crashed the mini van. we got out and suddenly everyone dissapeared, this is where it gets wierd.

Another presence was with me, during the dream i knew them they were like someone i knew personally and was very close friends with although when i look back at the dream i cant see their face or what they were wearing or anything i just knew they were there.
Anyway we were sprinting towards this bus and we were running as fast as the bus, we tried to cut it off at a corner so leaped over this building and during being in mid air my "friend" smashed the bus into a wall, i hit the ground (the details of the ground and the buildings were like industrial and a bit like stereotypical london with cobbled floor)
we held the driver hostage and as he distracted the driver i picked up a device, it looked like it was for giving out tickets to people like the one you get on trains but it did different things like spit out money and it had a digital screen. Then i woke up.

Wierd thing is i still cant remember who this person was but within the dream he was a friend and we were like working together as such and i cant really remember much on this device either, sooooo was this like a shared dream with someone i dont know or just like me fighting alongside my own sub consciounse, before doing DJs ive had dreams in the past where ive fought against something with a presence which like in the dream, i know them but when i wake up i dont.
These dreams are also more vivid and easier to remember than even my LD's any advice? maybe its a dream sign?

non lucid:
11/3/2011:

In a caravan in wales with some friend and 2 known friends start shagging in front of us all so we all run out into a car park and its sunny outside. we run and get into a car

I will start today on all the dreams recalled and stored in my dream diary here lucid or non-lucid.

dream on 10/3/2011: non lucid:
Meeting arnold schwarzenegger and making a bolognaise for him in the middle of my town, i had a grinder which was half filled with cannabis and half filled with chilli so i turned it upsidedown to try to get the cannabis granules to switch places with the chilli to make a space bolognaise? As i was flicking at the grinder i saw my mum so was scared she'd see me with weed so quickly put the grinder away, then i realised i was going to be late for college so had to try to hurry up with the bolognaise. I woke up. (How i didnt do a reality check with this - no idea.)