LudoSiren

IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[/] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Stabilize Lucidity

KEYWORDS:

9/28/11

#1:
Colton
Shots

#2:
Adventure
Police Station
Fire Woman
Ice Woman

#3:
Working at Disney

#4:
Chicago
Can
Tay
Bra
Storage

09/29/11:

Kingdom Hearts
"As long as Sora exsists, this won't stop."
"King Mickey will know what to do!"

10/2/11:

Destinee
River red
Swim
Kidnapped
Jump in to escape
Destinee tries to rescue
Fails

10/5/11:

False awake
Faces
Crop Circles

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09/28/11

#1:

I simply remember looking at the horrified face of my friend Colton (whom which I have made peace with now- HOORAY!) as I was being injected with strange liquids while strapped down to a Frankenstein-esque chair/table.

#2:

I have NO clue. I think I was on some sort of adventure, stopped in a police station, and watched two women, one of ice and one of fire, fight.

#3:

The keywords speak for themselves. I dreamt I worked at the place of my dreams: Disney! Though I worked in the park, and not as a concept artist as I wish to be.

#4:

I have no idea. I can't even recall what the hell I was talking about at this point...

09/29/11

I remeber being at Hollow Bastion from the Kingdom Hearts games....Heartless were pouring from every place imaginable. I was fighting alongside Sora, Donald, Goofy, and I THINK Auron from Final Fantasy (though he makes a cameo in KH as well). Auron said that as long as Sora exsisted, the Heartless raids would never cease. I proposed we go and find King Mickey, because surely he would know what to do!

10/2/11

This dream was strange. I was leading children through a red river to avoid capture...One of the children was my boyfriend's younger sister, Destinnee. I was suddenly snatched in a net by someone...I can't remember who. However, I cut my way out and jumped into the river to escape. I swam underneath a bridge and Destinee tried to pull me out of the water onto land with the rest of them. However, I was dragged away as I tried to pull myself onto shore. This triggered me to awaken.

10/5/11

All I recall was thinking I was awake and going through the motions when, all of a sudden, I was in a field and saw crop circles made to be the faces of my friends. I can't remember anything else besides this.

END ENTRY.

IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[/] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Stabilize Lucidity

KEYWORDS:

#1:
J-Biebs Hate
Broken Nose

#2:
Hospital
Stop light
Graves

#3:
Pink (ilegible)
Midnight
Painting

#4:
Souls
ninja-cat book
(illegible)=pass
gym
yell (illegible)
asleep- not
desk tricks

Dream 1:

I honestly can't remember this dream now...I am going to assume that I got into a fight with a Justin Bieber fan or Justin Bieber himself and either got or was given a broken nose....I hope I broke his. I truly despise that bratty, narcisstic, twelve-year-old girl... It makes me ashamed to be part of my generation! (Okay...alot makes me ashamed...but I'm not here to list what those things are.)

Dream 2:

I remember this being a simple dream. I was driving down a winding highway that was similar to the Aerosmith Rockin' Rollercoaster at Disney World with snakes crawling all over my vehicle...For some reason, I was trying to get to a hospital.

Dream 3:

All I recall of this dream was staring at a pink midnight sky, and that I was inside a painting...

Dream 4:

This was an odd one.
I was running around a larger, twisted version of my schools freshman-sophmore campus that is located near by home. I remember that in the dream with me were my friends Ontario, Cynthia, and Kye. I was looking for something...I remember Cynthia's forehead being really huge because she was bitten by a bug, and Kye had fallen down the stairs....I then remember running urgently to the gym, through the library which for someone reason had a book called 'Ninja Cat'. I believe I was trying to find something...Then suddenly, it cut to me getting to English. I made it to English where an African-American man I have never seen before was teaching the class....This puzzles me because most often my dream characters are people I know or who I have seen before... I started doing tricks with my desk, standing it up on one of its legs and making it bend backwards as I sat in it. My teacher yelled at me about my test, which I had on my desk and handed in. The bell rang, and my teacher held me back. He asked why I had fallen asleep in his class. I answered that I had no idea I was even asleep! I thought I was awake, I responded, as I had never realized even falling asleep! He told me I was, and that my pencil had moved as I slept. Soon after, I walked out of his class and woke up.

IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[/] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Stabilize Lucidity

KEYWORDS:

09/22/11

#1:
Walk
Canal
Woods
"Is everything alright?"

#2:
Bionic
Aerial View
Comp. Chamber
Chobits??

09/23/11

3rd Rock from the Sun
Can't message
Love
ATM

09/24/11

Cat Beast

09/25/11

Hillbillies
Road Trip
Drive Away
Radio: "Time You Almost Got Hit?"
Spongebob
Shoot Animal- Peacock.

09/22/11:

#1
This dream was very, very simple. I was merely walking along a twisted version of the canal trails near my house at twilight with my friend Taylor. We were talking, though I can't remember exactly what... I remember her asking me what was wrong...But then I woke up.

#2
I dreamed in this one I was being built into a bionic woman. I saw myself from an aerial view as I jumped over the trees and avoided helicopters. I believe what I was built into was a Chobits from the anime series of the same name. Again, this has become fuzzier with time. I believe most of these entries will be quick quiblets.

09/23/11
I honestly can barely remember this.... I was partaking in a world that was the TV series Third Rock from the Sun. I couldn't get a text message through to someone as I stayed in the Soloman family apartment... I remember someone talking about love and I remember stopping at an ATM so I could buy it. I seemed to have been as ignorant as the alien family when it came to earth culture....Thus my trying to 'buy love'.

09/24/11
I only remembering being turned into a cat beast and running through the forest...

09/25/11
This dream was very strange...I dreamed I was on a roadtrip with my friend Taylor. We drove through this park-like area as the radio asked about times the listeners had almost been hit. Almost all of them recalled this incidents occuring when they were children, and they would happen right in front of my car! As if I as reenacting this happenings. Taylor and I stopped at this Hillbilly house to participate in some odd thing....Suddenly, it was like I was watching a twisted episode of Sponegbob. Sponebob and Patrick were supposed to shoot this peacock as the sun hit the horizon of a hill, wild dogs lined in the lanes with the peacock in the center. They refused, the hillbillies took offense, and they ran away to avoid being killed. Jumpin g in the car, it was me and Taylor again. We drove away with the radio starting with "Time you almost got hit?" bit, the reenactments happened again.... Then I awoke.

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IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[/] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Stabilize Lucidity

KEYWORDS:

#1:
Plant contest
Sewer/retension pipe falls
Senior
Fall=die
Live.

#2:
Duchess's Falls
Surf Competition
Ran away
Jewel Osco- underground animal community
Lady Moose?
City Falls travel agency- get to Duchess's Falls

For dream number one, I essentially dreamt I was in a contest for growing plants. Being a senior, for some reason I got special privelages and got to sit on this ravine with retension pipes running down it. The catch was, if I fell: I would die. And it was very, very steep. I can't remember much else about it...it is too fuzzy at this point.

For what I will call Dream One and a Half- I merely remember running away from home into a strange fun-house like area...It was trippy, there was something about the lotto, and IDK what else.

For dream two, I was at Jewel Osco- I think I worked there as one of their kind of slaves. One of my co-workers opened an underground panel where we kept an animal community. In my case, I think I was a human-mouse kind of thing... Under my counter lived a female moose on a rocky beach. I started talking about wanting to escape my prison and rescue the moose. Soon, a massive wave came up and we all rushed to get our surf boards. Winner would go to City Falls. I surfed as my mousey self and didn't win I don't think, but made my escape. I was armed with only my board and a City Falls business card with an ivy bordering. I remember making it and standing in front of the agency with the card in my hand, and awoke to the sound of my alarm for school.

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IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[/] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me (Attempting to try MILDing)
[/] Attain Lucidity

KEYWORDS:
#1:
Aware- no control
Silent Hill
False Awakeness (feeling of sleep paralysis)
Still hear

#2:
Pizza

#3:
Plane

For dream number one, I made the mistake of watching Silent Hill not too long before bed time... I was so focused on NOT dreaming about it, I dreamt about it. I ran all around the town facing Monsters. I looked at my bloody hands and became aware I was dreaming! I could feel myself in sleep paralysis....I know this, because I kept trying to either change the dream or awaken- but I had no control. The monsters had me so piss scared, I couldn't stabilize!Essentially, my adventures went along the movie plot- I was looking for Sharon, chased by Alessa,and attacked by the various monsters when darkness set in...Fun times.

I suppose my next dream was a reward for survival....I merely dreamed I was in a pizza parlor with friends. It was like a dreamt up memory of last year after SPC Literary Festival. I remember having won Editor's Choice for my work of fiction, and after the ceremonies we all went out for pizza. It was like a recreation of this....

Lastly- I honestly can't make heads or tails of it. All I wrote was 'plane'. I am assuming this only meant I dreamt of being in or riding a plane.... Ah well, I still count tonight as a great success!

END ENTRY.

IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[/] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me (Attempting to try MILDing)
[ ] Attain Lucidity


I finally mustered the strength to peel myself from bed for a WBTB! Enough to right keywords in my physical DJ!
They were:
Taylor
Haunted House
Scooby Doo
Music
Hiding
Magick Vials
Monster People

And with these words, I figured out the mystery of last nights dreams! XD (I'm such a reference dork, I do apologize.)

Within this dream, Taylor and I were back to exploring the Haunted House I had seen in my "Worst Babysitting Job EVER!" dream. Only this time, it was much more vivid, and I had more of a control on myself. Though I wasn't lucid, I still was more connected, I believe. Anyhow, Taylor and I went inside to investigate. The scene cuts to us sitting in a bedroom that is similar to her ACTUAL bedroom, but is much, much creepier and the furniture has been changed. She sits on a bed that is perpendicular to one wall with an old school 90's radio next to her. She is doing her make-up and hair as I sit on a bed that runs parallel to the back wall. I merely kick my feet about and absorb my surroundings and watch Taylor get up and around the room. She says that we need music, and turns on her radio. I am not sure what song came on, but it sounded like music that was her own...so I didn't question it. We talk about the monsters we must fight or escape from, and I ask her why she feels she must get ready for that. She merely answers that it's just like old times or some such. Suddenly, there is a loud banging against the door. Taylor scrambles to hide behind the bed I am sitting on while I duck about grabbing several vials that are similar to the charms I make. However, these were all labeled with a speicifc purpose with old parchment that hung from the bottles with string....I'm sure one of them read 'Virtue' and another I think was 'Sun' or 'Fire', all in a sort of olden script. I hid in the same place as Taylor and shielded her, covering us with pillows. The Monster man had swirling eyes and blue-manged fur...He was sort of like an Ork of kinds. He pulled the pillow off of me and I threw one of the vials in his face, making him cry out. I took Taylor and we made our escape I believe from the window. From here...I remember nothing but running through gardens and making sure she was okay.
In the end, though this may have been a different dream entirely, the team from Scooby Doo walked out the doors of my high school and were arrested. They however said they hadn't done it! I came out to prove them innocent, I believe, bringing them out the Monster. The Mystery Gang were released, the Monster taken away, screaming at me, and I said my work was done....I awoke.

IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[/] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me (Attempting to try MILDing)
[ ] Attain Lucidity


Last night, I didn't recall much. I only remembered the fragment I have because I saw the person I saw in my dream in real life. I merely remember roaming the halls of my schools South Campus (the Fresh-Soph campus) that I went to formerly (being a Senior now). It always made me think of a hospital or mental institution.... Anyhow, I was walking about with a nerf gun or weapon of sorts....I believe I may have been fighting zombies. Suddenly, there was a boy I know who is in the R.E.A.C.H. program (he is 'special', if you will) named Max- cute to boot skinny blonde boy! A complete and utter joy, and the sweetest little thing you could ever meet! (I always make a point to talk to him when I see him the hallways...but I digress.) Max ran up and gave me a big hug, shouting my name and rubbing his head on my shoulder like a litle blonde kitten! I greeted him and asked him what he was doing there. However...from there I draw a blank.

END ENTRY.

IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[/] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me (Attempting to try MILDing)
[ ] Attain Lucidity


11th Entry:
Date: 09/12/11 (for 9/10/11 and 9/12/11)
Sleep Times: 11:46-6:00, 6:00-7:00, 7:00-7:30, 7:30-8:00. 8:00-8:12

Per usual lately, my dreams have been getting a little dusty. I think I'm hiting some sort od dry spell... I'm going to however remain optimistic!

Last night, In recall the vision of painted faces. I remember my face being painted I believe like one of the skeleton people symbolic of El Dia de los Muertos (The Day of the Dead). I remember further my dream being sort of inspired by the music of one of my favorite bands, Ludo, from their album Prepare the Preparations (namely the song "Skeletons on Parade"). And quite possibly, their song "The Horror of Our Love" from their album, You're Awful, I Love You. I was supposed to be prepared to fight against something which I don't recall...I remember seeing the faces of my friends, and they were evidently captured by it or were supposed to help me.... I don't exactly remember how, but they WERE there and had mud on them at one point... As I said, my recall has been a little funked up this days....I think maybe because when I stayed the night at my friends, I threw my schedule/routine out of whack. However, I am definately getting it back on track now!

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IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[/] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me (Attempting to try MILDing)
[ ] Attain Lucidity


10th Entry:
Date: 09/12/11 (for 9/10/11 and 9/12/11)
Sleep Times: UNKNOWN

9/10/11...

On this night, my dream wasn't very extensive. I only remember a single fragment- I remember 'waking up' and looking at the palm of my hand, waking up on an intensely sunny white-sand beach. This should've triggered an RC, but my hand honestly looked normal! I remember getting up, and I think seeing some sort of ship wreck. I remember as well walking around the beach looking for something....But these are all the details I have.

9/12/11....

Last night, I had one of those more mundane dreams that are actually fairly close to normal. I was in my friend Kevin's house (or I identified it as such, anyway) which happened to be a large manor made completely of glass! I remember some fo the staircases and modern-style furniture around the house....And I remember the entertainment center. I think this came about from a subconcious memory- but we were using excercise machines and watching television at the same time! (Similarly, my psych teacher spoke of how he plays his Wii while running on the treadmill for good excercise.) At one point, I think we played video games as well! I remember waking up, going to the bathroom, and then going back to sleep and returning to the dream. (Too tired to do anything to trigger lucidity at the time....When the bladder calls, she calls!) I remember 'coming back over' and bringing with me my friend Tori, his ex-girlfriend to play video games with me there. However, soon enough, while we were engaged in one of the games, Kevin came home and in the room. ori covered her face, began to profusely apologize, and dropped the game-case on his couch before promptly leaving. Kevin seemed to make no response, merely looking at me before I woke up to the sound of a ringing phone. It just so happened, I awoke to a text message from the real Kevin!

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IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity


9th Entry:
Date: 09/09/11
Sleep Times: UNKNOWN

I've been so busy today I wasn't able to right in my dream journal until about now. My drea last night was quite odd...and again, I haven't the time to go into detail about it. In jist, I dreamt I was at a party with some friends. We were havig fun and games until someone invited a clown. Now I myself am not afraid of clowns, but my friend Taylor is. She spent most of the party freaking out about the clown. Now this was one of those dreams that was obviously influenced by the events of the day...as we had begun watching a B-Horror movie called Klown Kamp Massacre after the kids were in bed. However, they took their own twist. The clown opened some sot of door he conjured, and right when I told Taylor there was nothing to be afraid of- suddenly, a legion of clown zombies came through the door! I went into a sort of Scott Pilgrim mode ( a la his fight with Gideon) and began to fight the clowns. However, was bitten and began to turn into one! I stared at my hands in horror as they mutated... However, by slaying their leader I had effectively stopped the curse half-way and by drinking what I think was some sort of magical pop from my friend Taylor, I turned back to normal and awoke.

END ENTRY

IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity


8th Entry:
Date: 09/08/11
Sleep Times: 11:00-UNKNOWN...6:00-6:30.

So, as I have to be in bed soon again XD I can't take too long with this post. Essnetially, I dreamed that I was going to babysit with my friend Taylor, as we do every Thursday night. But this time...it was in a large haunted manor. We went searching in this spooky place and searched for the children, creeping around with flashlights and searching regardless of fear. Needless to say, we found ghost children and had to set them free, but I don't remember how. In the end, we saved them from their evil last babysitter and all was well. I may detail this more in the comments tomorrow.

END ENTRY.

IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity


7th Entry:
Date: 09/07/11
Sleep Times: 11:00-UNKNOWN...6:00-6:30.
Lucid Technique: WBTB
Recall Technique: Subliminal Messaging / WBTB
Attain Ludcidity?: Possibly???

I'm not sure if the only drean U cab recall is really a dream at all....I was doing a small excercise I call 'Setting the Scene' where I pick a random 'cast' and let the scenario into play. Usually lately, my dreams have taken the form of my worries and inner-struggles both spiritually and in the waking, physical world. Tonight, this was no exception.
Though the night prior I dreamed of the perfect(ly odd) ending to the story that is a fight between friends, in the waking world we are still on the long road to love....But I'm nor here for therapy. I am here to journal down my dreams. This time, the cast taht decided to show to the party besides myself was my friend Colton who, previous to this stupid quarrel, used to protect me in every single one of my dreams! However, behind me and waiitng was Twisted!Colton, who seems to do the opposite of his original copy and want nothing more than to tear my mental sanity apart. Some close friends and I theorize it could be a manifestation in my subconcious of hurt feelings between the two of us from the last life and possibly this one. I implored with Colton to forgive me, that I truly was sorry and just didn't care about whether or not he and my beau ever got along- that I cared about getting back the only family I had ever truly known. However, he proceeded to tell me that our 'family' and 'friendship' wasn't worth any sort of dramatics or the effort. I tried telling him I never had started this drama, that he was lied to- I never said a bad word about my one and only brother...And that I spent my entire summer on this effort, so it was worth it to me if he would atleast see me to the other side of it. However, unlike yesterday's happy ending, this one ended badly....He merely said goodbye and walked away from me. I began to scream and try to give chase to my best friend, however this didn't result well. Instead, Twisted!Colton pulled me back against him and whispered in my ear, "You're mine, now....We can be together forever, Autumn...." (Autumn being my name from my previous life.) At this point, he held fast, practically dug his fingers into my skin, and pulled me into a coffin behind him with him while I scream after the real Colton to save me again like before.
But this time, he didn't come...
I fell into black sleep after this point.

IMPORTANT DATES:
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity


6th Entry:
Date: 09/06/11
Sleep Times: 11:00-3:00, 3:00-6:00, 6:00-9:00
Lucid Technique: MILD WBTB
Recall Technique: MILD WBTB
Attain Ludcidity?: No

Another night of a stuffy head...Apparently at one point, a window was open while I was sleeping the other day and it is wreaking havoc on my nasal passages....Just when I got over the last stuffy nose, my father had to dish me out a new one.... HOWEVER, this time it DID NOT effect my recall.
I had a dream I went over to a cottage like home. I knocked on the window and my friends mom came out. She asked what I wanted and I told her I was there to face my demon- I was there to talk to Colton. So she went to get him, and his brother Tyler (also a friend of mine) came outside. We greeted each other and he figured out why I was there. He said to me, "You know, Colton is going to do everything in his power to stay away from you. He's still hurt."
I told him I knew now that I had hurt his brother and how badly, and that I was so sorry for it...I wanted to make up and make it up to him.
Colton came outside, and he saw it was me. I went to approach him and say I was sorry, but he merely stared. I tried speaking with him, but he would cover his ears. At one point, he spontaneously turned into a pair of coins that fell to the ground. I began crying. For some reason, Tyler hid away. I looked around to see a pony with a dark red coat and a white star on its forehead emerge from around the corner for no evident reason. It ran towards me and twisted around me. I merely petted it. Tyler freaked out about it, and I was slightly scared as it seemed so sparatic and wild, but I merely yelled to it to go home. It complied and ran back into the yard next door, and I joined Tyler in hiding in a small area next to him. He began to ask me how I did that, and I told him I had watched the horses for my friend Ashley before (true fact) and so I had a small experiance with them. I went on about how it didn't matter though... I still failed at the one thing I came to accomplish. I began to tear up again and talk about how much I missed Colton, and how terrible I felt and the whole sha-bang. It grew quieter as I began to sob and Tyler suddenly says to me, "He heard you. Look outside."
Outside of my hidey-hole was an orange octopus, apparently Colton in a random form. He asked me if I meant what I'd said and asked if I promised this would never happen again. I told him I never wantd this sort of thing to happen and I never wanted him hurt. That I was glad we got past the lies (turns out the reason we have been fighting this entire time because some of our 'friends' had been lieing to us all summer....) and could finally be together again. I hugged the small Coltopus, teary-eyed and smiling. He asked if I wanted a simple kiss or something I can't recall, and I gave him a big kiss on his Octopus cheek. He turned into a person again, helped me up, and we hugged.

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IMPORTANT DATES:
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity


2nd Entry:
Date: 09/01/11
Sleep Times: 12:36-7:33....?. 7:36-8:06. 8:08-8:33.
Lucid Technique: EILD
Recall Technique: MILD during the 8:08-8:33 cycle.
Attain Ludcidity?: No

IMPORTANT DATES:
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity

4th Entry:
Date: 09/05/11
Sleep Times: 12:33-3:51, 3:51-9?, 9?-12:37

I tried a WBTB coupled with MILD as a Lucid/Recall technique, and it may not have helped with my recall, but it DID help with lucidity, possibly. I THINK I was semi-lucid, but I only remember one moment from this dream....Yup, I'm back to fragments!
I remember sitting in my boyfriend, Steven's, living room with him and our friend Alex. I can't remember what he was going on about...But I do remember this one moment. Whatever the subject matter was, it made my mad, because I stood up and yelled at him, "ALEX! SHUT THE HELL UP BEFORE I TURN YOU INTO A WEASEL!" I think the argument was about me being a witch ( I am a Christian Witch...trust me, not as complicated or as much of a contridiction as you would think.) and he wasn't liking it or something. Whatever it was, he shut up, and I woke up right afterwards....Guess my dream characters don't take well to being turned into weasels.

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