false awakening

IMPORTANT DATES:
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity


6th Entry:
Date: 09/06/11
Sleep Times: 11:00-3:00, 3:00-6:00, 6:00-9:00
Lucid Technique: MILD WBTB
Recall Technique: MILD WBTB
Attain Ludcidity?: No

Another night of a stuffy head...Apparently at one point, a window was open while I was sleeping the other day and it is wreaking havoc on my nasal passages....Just when I got over the last stuffy nose, my father had to dish me out a new one.... HOWEVER, this time it DID NOT effect my recall.
I had a dream I went over to a cottage like home. I knocked on the window and my friends mom came out. She asked what I wanted and I told her I was there to face my demon- I was there to talk to Colton. So she went to get him, and his brother Tyler (also a friend of mine) came outside. We greeted each other and he figured out why I was there. He said to me, "You know, Colton is going to do everything in his power to stay away from you. He's still hurt."
I told him I knew now that I had hurt his brother and how badly, and that I was so sorry for it...I wanted to make up and make it up to him.
Colton came outside, and he saw it was me. I went to approach him and say I was sorry, but he merely stared. I tried speaking with him, but he would cover his ears. At one point, he spontaneously turned into a pair of coins that fell to the ground. I began crying. For some reason, Tyler hid away. I looked around to see a pony with a dark red coat and a white star on its forehead emerge from around the corner for no evident reason. It ran towards me and twisted around me. I merely petted it. Tyler freaked out about it, and I was slightly scared as it seemed so sparatic and wild, but I merely yelled to it to go home. It complied and ran back into the yard next door, and I joined Tyler in hiding in a small area next to him. He began to ask me how I did that, and I told him I had watched the horses for my friend Ashley before (true fact) and so I had a small experiance with them. I went on about how it didn't matter though... I still failed at the one thing I came to accomplish. I began to tear up again and talk about how much I missed Colton, and how terrible I felt and the whole sha-bang. It grew quieter as I began to sob and Tyler suddenly says to me, "He heard you. Look outside."
Outside of my hidey-hole was an orange octopus, apparently Colton in a random form. He asked me if I meant what I'd said and asked if I promised this would never happen again. I told him I never wantd this sort of thing to happen and I never wanted him hurt. That I was glad we got past the lies (turns out the reason we have been fighting this entire time because some of our 'friends' had been lieing to us all summer....) and could finally be together again. I hugged the small Coltopus, teary-eyed and smiling. He asked if I wanted a simple kiss or something I can't recall, and I gave him a big kiss on his Octopus cheek. He turned into a person again, helped me up, and we hugged.

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