lucid

IMPORTANT DATES
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity


7th Entry:
Date: 09/07/11
Sleep Times: 11:00-UNKNOWN...6:00-6:30.
Lucid Technique: WBTB
Recall Technique: Subliminal Messaging / WBTB
Attain Ludcidity?: Possibly???

I'm not sure if the only drean U cab recall is really a dream at all....I was doing a small excercise I call 'Setting the Scene' where I pick a random 'cast' and let the scenario into play. Usually lately, my dreams have taken the form of my worries and inner-struggles both spiritually and in the waking, physical world. Tonight, this was no exception.
Though the night prior I dreamed of the perfect(ly odd) ending to the story that is a fight between friends, in the waking world we are still on the long road to love....But I'm nor here for therapy. I am here to journal down my dreams. This time, the cast taht decided to show to the party besides myself was my friend Colton who, previous to this stupid quarrel, used to protect me in every single one of my dreams! However, behind me and waiitng was Twisted!Colton, who seems to do the opposite of his original copy and want nothing more than to tear my mental sanity apart. Some close friends and I theorize it could be a manifestation in my subconcious of hurt feelings between the two of us from the last life and possibly this one. I implored with Colton to forgive me, that I truly was sorry and just didn't care about whether or not he and my beau ever got along- that I cared about getting back the only family I had ever truly known. However, he proceeded to tell me that our 'family' and 'friendship' wasn't worth any sort of dramatics or the effort. I tried telling him I never had started this drama, that he was lied to- I never said a bad word about my one and only brother...And that I spent my entire summer on this effort, so it was worth it to me if he would atleast see me to the other side of it. However, unlike yesterday's happy ending, this one ended badly....He merely said goodbye and walked away from me. I began to scream and try to give chase to my best friend, however this didn't result well. Instead, Twisted!Colton pulled me back against him and whispered in my ear, "You're mine, now....We can be together forever, Autumn...." (Autumn being my name from my previous life.) At this point, he held fast, practically dug his fingers into my skin, and pulled me into a coffin behind him with him while I scream after the real Colton to save me again like before.
But this time, he didn't come...
I fell into black sleep after this point.

IMPORTANT DATES:
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity

4th Entry:
Date: 09/05/11
Sleep Times: 12:33-3:51, 3:51-9?, 9?-12:37

I tried a WBTB coupled with MILD as a Lucid/Recall technique, and it may not have helped with my recall, but it DID help with lucidity, possibly. I THINK I was semi-lucid, but I only remember one moment from this dream....Yup, I'm back to fragments!
I remember sitting in my boyfriend, Steven's, living room with him and our friend Alex. I can't remember what he was going on about...But I do remember this one moment. Whatever the subject matter was, it made my mad, because I stood up and yelled at him, "ALEX! SHUT THE HELL UP BEFORE I TURN YOU INTO A WEASEL!" I think the argument was about me being a witch ( I am a Christian Witch...trust me, not as complicated or as much of a contridiction as you would think.) and he wasn't liking it or something. Whatever it was, he shut up, and I woke up right afterwards....Guess my dream characters don't take well to being turned into weasels.

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