nightmare

Um, yeah it was about Mr. stinky and I don't want to mention details...
Lucid, yes.

Well, "yay." My reaccuring nightmares happened again last night.
NON LUCID-BUS FISH AND MORE
I was dreaming about my bus stop & a fish talked about how he is proud of his son, and how he is not 3D (computer animated, the fish were cartoons resembeling Fish Hooks o.O) Then, I looked in the bus window and found out it was a dreamm or my sub-c did, and I was in darkness and could not even make noise, usually in my SP I can scream without moving my lips. I woke up and went back to bed. Vividness: 3.5/5
NON LUCID-LUNCH ROOM HORSE
(These dreams are very short. I had nightmares everytime I went to bed.) This time I was at my school with Stephanie, and we were getting lunch. I told her about what I had dreamt about "last night" ^ and the lunch lady said, "You idiot, to find out if you are lucid dreaming, just say 'horse.'" After she said that, I ended up in the darkness again, and I had to wake myself up by saying, "In the name of JESUS I will wake up." Twice or more. Usually, it works for the first time, but I guess he's mad. Next, SP kicks in without me even dreaming! These stupid Hell-ish dreams! Every other night I have them, and I am sick of it! Everytime I get lucid, it turns into it. I could have had major fun last night, flying and going crazy, but my fear prevents me from it.
NON LUCID- A GUY?
I fell asleep again, and some dudes made fun of me, for being the same? (I was a guy in the dream with blonde hair.) Eric stood up for me. Then, as the fight started, I entered SP and woke up. Vividness: 4/5
NON LUCID-WELL, LUCID BUT NOT COUNTING B/C IT'S HORRIBLE!
I dreamt of flying. Since I knew I was dreaming, (because of the DARKNESS and inability to see the sky!) I entered SP because I found that this was like a spin-off show of my reaccuring nightmares. I went back to sleep. Vividness: 1/5 because it's dark.
NON LUCID-LUCID OR NOT, WHO CARES? IT DOESN'T COUNT B/C IT SUCKS!
I was at the Smith Center at my school. I was sitting next to Elizabeth. "I'm a Christian." I said. I told her. So, I said, "I denied Jesus in front of my best friend. Now I must admit him to everyone." Elizabeth smiled encouragingly. "Say it loud, say it proud!" She said. I yelled, "I'm a Christian!" The people next to us said, "Okay, girl, get ova it." I said no, and went up to them, like 'what you gonna do about it?' kind of thing. I was like "I'm a Christian! I'm a Christian!" They were wearing light green necklaces. Then, before the "fight" ended, everything got dark. Guess what? SP. I woke up, then all I did was think about my previous dream, the guy. (It wasn't FA, I'd know, because I remember falling back asleep.)
When I thought about the guy dream, I fell asleep straight into SP. Straight into it, I just closed my eyes and ended up dreaming! WTF!!! I accidentaly said "In the name of Jesus, I will NEVER wake up from this dream!" Oh, no! I said that! I was doomed to eternal Hell? I really thought I was in Hell. But, right when I said that, I woke up. It must be opposite day in Heaven. To wake up, I screamed in the dream, but then screamed in real life upon awakening. I must have been dead for real, lol. I was freaked out by it. Vividness: 4/5, darkness can't really be vivid.

* I am not counting this as a lucid dream, or dreams. They were lucid, but nightmares. It sucked! I listened to binaural beats before I went to sleep, or a little bit before in the day. Gee, I don't see how it changed my normal dreams, do you?

Where do I start?
Lucid? Hmmm, it wasn't good. There was something you took to help you adventure and fly around the world. I took it. Mom tried to talk me into it so she could do drugs behind my back. I saw what others had to say about it. Scary witchy stuff. I took it, flew. I saw how late it was on the digital clock. I then watched a movie (apparently it turned real in the dream), about sharks and fish stuff. In the movie, evil was taking over the world. Side note: This movie I watched, because it was apparently a very, very popular one like Forest Gump, etc. Then, a guy with a skull-like mask came out. I knew I had the witchy powers to make me do anything, and this skull guy was evil with blood on him. So, I used my witchy power stuff so I used my powers to make everything good again. I flew over the sea. i went and Mom told me I was screaming and woke me up. FAKE! I woke up in the dream, not real life. I had way more than one sleep paralysis event though. I tried to wake up, once I knew I was dreaming, and I woke up and could not move. My heart made like a weird vibrating thing. I couldn't stop it, I put a bible under my pillow. BIG help! Also, in the dream there was a candle that I put a sticker on it. It ripped as I tore it off. It was Belle from Beauty and the Beast. Then, with my witchy powers I flew into the room (my grandma's) and looked for spells. o.O I then woke up. I told myself I'd know I was dreaming if I see the same stuff again. I fell asleep, again. I knew I was dreaming, but I also knew I was in a nightmare. So, I screamed really loudly as I saw this guy with black hair trying to help me with my powers. (How is that even scary??) I entered sleep paralysis again. Of course! I screamed really loud as I knew I was awake and saw myself fly over the sea once more. Mom woke me up, she heard me scream. I told her this. ^
Nightmare II
This was, pretty cool actually. Stephanie, Lulu, and I were in a machine thing at my step-dad's house. Next door is a preacher lady (crazy) named Kathy. She is nuts!! When we were in the robot machine, we saw people fly out of the house, and me and Stephanie laughed. Another one went flying off the top of the house and landed straight to the ground. They were dying, but we didn't care as we continued laughing. I got the window seat, and it was entertaining. "What are they doing, why?" I thought. "Wanna switch?" I questioned Stephanie as she said yes. She switches seats, looked and we switched back. Then, there was like an explosion, killing almost all of mankind. The world was nearly empty. I moved from the spot I already was b/c the explosion moved me, I was unharmed, though. I got up, remembering people I saw lived. I went by Tony's street. 50 Cent was there mowing the lawn. He said I was brave for going to that house. I went through a forest-like thing and saw a few people. Then, I went to explore Mrs. Kathy's house. I wanted to see what killed them. I found a phone and called 911, but it was so screwed up, when I dialed it, it said E 4. It was busted -___- I crawled up the cave in their house, that leaded to the parachute thing that shot people there. I saw skulls. They looked like toys. I picked one up and observed it. I looked for a made in China sign on it, but no luck. (I am TERRIFIED of skulls, and since they represented real ones I'm surprised I did not scream.) When I picked them up, much like this dream they were very, very vivid. Once I made it to the top, I saw where people were falling from. I was about to go through it, but I didn't feel like dying. Note: When I climbed near the cave on the ground, a news reporter in the backround from an unknown source said: "People have been tricking locals into coming in their house for a parachute ride. Many people killed, almost no human life left. If you know ANYONE still out there, you must find them NOW!" I was brave in this.
Side Note: I was wearing a purple Monster High shirt, and I found huge, plastic purple earrings on the floor in the witchy dream. They are purple skulls with bows on them. I put them on and Stephanie said they were cute. Also, I had a dream where I was in a yellow shirt, and a certian thing got bigger. Strange.

Last night, I knew I was going to have a lucid dream, because I kept telling myself I would. I have heard of nightmares turning into lucid dreams, but not the opposite. All I remember is the part when I became lucid to the part where I woke up. I have no idea what the dream before that was. "Wait, I'm dreaming!" I said even though I forgot how I figured this out. I suppose my dream mind is becoming more aware, because this happened on purpose, unlike my other lucid dreams. As soon as I knew I was dreaming, I flew. EVERYTIME I find out I am, I just fly, I don't know why! So, I said to myself that I can do anything I wanted. But, I better hurry before time runs out. (Side note, everytime I fly I turn into this other hot chick with blonde hair?) It's weird. So, I flew and things started to fade and fade. It was only vivid for about one nano second. Then, I fell. I kept falling and falling and falling into the darkeness of my old once reaccuring dream nightmare thing. The next thing I know, I can see my eyelids. I can't move or speak, or do anything. I just scream/cry because everytime I do, my mom wakes me up, as she did. The only good thing about this is that it is my first lucid dream I had not because of chance, but because of me Also, I had two other dreams but I don't feel like rewriting them here they take too long

My mother and I went over to Hunter's house. (Hunter is my brother). to open the remainder of our Christmas presents. Mom said "Now, Hunter has more presents than you, so don't be upset." So, we were over their house and I saw Barbara and Walter (my grandparents) did online shopping for Hunter, because of his odd wishlist. So, there were about 50 things on the computer, so I scrolled down, it said Page 1 out of 5. I was angry because I didn't get many presents. So, I clicked checkout on the computer, to spite them. Total was $1250 or something like that. The price was the only thing I could read correctly. So, I bought it twice and they didn't know. Later on, I went in my grandparent's room and opened their closet because I heard talking, a strange talking. When I opened it, I realized there was something odd in there. I opened it, once the talking got louder and I saw what looked like a talking skull thing. (I am terrified of them). I told Barbara and she told me it was just a compact mirror (blue) and to go back to opening gifts. So, after that, I went back in there to see some more stuff. Although it was darkened, I saw it. She came in again, and I explained to her again. She denied it, so I opened the closet even more myself. I went in there! I saw it crystal Clear. I screamed, ran out to the family room and told everyone. Mom didn't believe me. Tony (My step-dad) did. So, I showed them and Barbara was angry. "All RIGHT! IT'S TRUE! AND YOU BETTER LEAVE RIGHT NOW IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE ONE!" In my dream mind (irrational mind) I assumed she killed people and put them in there. To save my life, I ran out there as quickly as possible, Tony was outside, for some reason as I ran to him and told him to call the police. He picked up his phone and didn't call them once he saw Barb stand outside the front door. "GET OUT! I'LL SET THIS HOUSE ON FIRE IF YOU DON'T GET OUTTTTT!!!!!!" She looked different than the real Barb, but I didn't notice. She went inside, because Tony left an orange dish on her dresser, inside. So, she stepped back outside and gave it calmly back to Tony. Then, she warned us to leave and went back inside. We saw her walk from the windows, and she shut the blinds of each one. Soon, the house burned up in flames. *I recalled the reason I was so affraid is because I had asked Barb if you could hear them talking when you sleep, she said yes, and I pictured me trying to sleep in my brother's room with them taunting me.* So, me and Tony rushed to the car leaving. I was afraid at the loss of my dream journal that I had left on Barbara's dresser, to sit it down. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME MY REAL DREAM JOURNAL HAS BEEN IN ONE OF MY DREAMS. I was very, very upset. I said "Well, another version of it is online, right?" Sadly, no. Even in my dream I knew the truth. I had just lost my dream journal! So, Tony and I had ran off the the police station. They said there was nothing wrong with killing people and putting their skulls in your closet. They even told me that: "This is a dream, you can't get them arrested!" I didn't even listen or believe that it was a dream. Not that I remember after that, but there is no happy ending to the story.