Mydera

I just found this site yesterday, and spent several hours on it because I've found answers I've been searching nearly a year for. I didn't figure I'd dream last night as I went to bed very, very late, but instead I managed to have more dreams than usual! So many, that I'm having a hard time remembering the earlier ones! I had to make a list of keywords to follow to remind me of the dreams. None of them are lucid b/c I struggle w/ achieving lucidity. They're also oddly mundane for me, my usual dreams contain lots of crazy happenings.

First dream: The first dream was pretty much my brain rehashing the time I spent on this time. I found myself on the forum "Beyond Dreaming" and I'm seeing a post that says "looking for a real dreamer I met last night. 12345" and for some reason in the dream I think that's me they're looking for, even though I've never had a confirmed shared dream, I only think I've shared a dream with someone before.

Second dream: I'm in what looks like a two story book store or library. The second floor is more like a balcony on the left side of the room, with a gradually curving staircase that follows around the right side of the room. There's a lady behind a counter stackes high with books. I'm talking to her about books, and realize that she's my high School Drama teacher. I can't remember what we were talking about because it was so early in the night, but she points to the stairs and I go up them. At the top of the stairs there are several windows with flowing curtains, and a big wooden bed made of logs with crisp white sheets. In the bed sits an Aunt of mine who lives across the country that I've never met offline before. In real life she has cancer, so I think that is why I see her in the bed. She's talking to me about me coming in through the window, and I think she's angry about it. I feel guilty and tell her I'm sorry I won't do it again, then I scamper off down the stairs and out the front door of the store. There's an SUV outside, and my husband and two kids are in it. I climb in the passengers seat, and we start driving away. The sun is setting, but it's not really dark yet, just twilight. I'm watching the scenery fly past me, and I notice this beautiful fountain/sculpture in a front yard that is simply breath taking. It seems to be made of Glass. The glass is sort of clear, except it's covered in thousands of hand sized frosted spots. It's about six feet high, and looks like several circles, half circles, and crescents artfully arranged with no apparent rhyme or reason. Theres water flowing from a medium sized circle on top, down into a half circle that seems to make a bowl about four feet lower. I think it's beautiful, and turn to watch it even as the car passes it, until the other scenery I'm driving past blocks my view. Then I notice several other structures resembling that one in various other yards. I point them out, and my husband agrees they're "nice". Then he turns the SUV around. I don't ask why, but the sun has disappeared over the trees now and it is very dark. After a hundred feet or so of driving, the closest glass sculpture lights up, not just one color, but each different circle or part circle has it's own color. It's truly spectacular to me. When we drive past the first sculpture I had noticed I see that the ball is Blue, and the part circle forming a bowl is pink, and the water that flows between the two takes on the pink and blue colors as a gradiant, making purple in the middle where they meet. My husband pulls the SUV into a parking lot a bit farther down the road, and I get out with my little boy. I realize we're at gamestop when we go inside the building. My little boy wants to play xbox, so we start playing the demo unit. a lot of time passes, though I can't remember what game we were playing. A clerk comes up to me, and I notice he'd a coworker from a job I had when I was pregnant with my boy several years ago. He tells me that we've played long enough and we need to leave now. I go back out to the SUV and wake up.

Third dream: I'm in a circle turn around like you see at the end of a dead end street. It's not the same circle turn around that we live on now, but it does remind me of a neighborhood I grew up in. My husband is cleaning out his work van, and I'm watching and talking to him to keep him company. We're talking about buying a new house, and my husband and I seem to think we finally have the money to buy a nice, newer home that wasn't built 75 years ago. Then a grey or tan truck pulls up. My husband is inside the van, so I turn around to ask the man in the truck if I can help him. He tells me he needs to talk to the cable guy who drives the van because he hit a deer and that deer bounced back and hit the mans truck. My Husband comes out of the van ans acts like he knows the guy and they're friendly to one another. But I'm angry because I think that if he hit a deer in his van and it did damage to someone elses vehicle her could lose his job. Without his job I think our opportunity to buy a new house has just flown away. I look to my left and the SUV from the previous dream is there. I open the door and my kids are in the back seat in their car seats, so I climb in with them. I realize the car is on b/c the ac and radio are on. I go to reach forwards to turn it off, but instead the SUV starts moving forwards. I struggle to climb into the front seat b/c we're getting close to the main road really fast and i need to stop the car before it runs out into traffic. I wake up before the car reaches the main road.

Fourth dream: I'm in our Silver Camaro, but it looks NICE. The paints not peeling or anything, it's just the way it was when I drove it in high school. I pull into a store that was also built during my high school days. It is a hardware store, gas station, and grocery store all combined. I'm a country girl, and this was the closest store for about a 20 minute drive for Groceries gas and hardware, so I know it pretty well. When I get inside the store in the dream though, it's HUGE, much bigger than in reality. I can see that I've walked in the hardware side because I see lawn mowers, rakes and leaf blowers to my left. I didn't look right. Instead I walk down the center of the store until I see a display with a television screen with lots of flashing. I go to see what that's all about, because it's out of place to see a tv display in a little locally owned store. The display is for an adult novelty item, and I quickly become both embarrassed and curious, but a guy I went to school with walks up at that time and starts pulling me back to the entrance. I follow him without complaint, even though he was someone I only recognize, and never actually talked to much in school. He takes me out the door, but then says "never mind" and drags me back inside the store. This time, there are a few benches on display to the left as well, and a couple of people are sitting on one. I notice straight ahead my mother and her best friend are walking towards the hardware section we are in, and the guy dragging me around rushes me over to a bench behind the one with people already on it. When we are seated and sufficiently hidden from my mother, I can hear her talking very loudly, saying that since I am not around anywhere she wants to tell her best friend something about me. But then I get angry that she's trying to talk behind my back and I jump up from my seat and yell at her. "Don't talk about me! If you want to talk about me, give me back the car and stained glass I lent you!" (In reality, she is borrowing one of our cars, and I'm not happy about it. She is borrowing the Camaro I'm driving in the dream. I don't have any stained glass though) She gets angry and yells something back at me about how she gave me that car when I was a teenager, and it's her right to borrow it. I counter that my grandmother paid for the car and gave it to her before she gave it to me, so she couldn't hold that over me as it was given to her and she didn't earn it. I say that we (my husband and I) are the ones who fixed it up after she ruined it, and I don't want her ruining it again. Then I wake up. The end of this dream VERY much reflects how I feel in real life about her guilt tripping me into letting her borrow my car.