Mydera

I woke up in the back of an SUV. I noticed there was another girl beside me, and I had no clue how either of us got there. I looked outside and noticed that it was early pre-dawn, the sun wasn't quite up yet but it was light enough to see and it was quite foggy. I could see the buildings of a big city very close, and wondered how in the world I got so far from home and in the position I was now in. I asked myself if I could see those building so clearly from my home town, and logically realized that no, I could not. Then I see that one of the buildings is actually upside down, it's hanging from the sky instead of rising up from the ground. I'm dreaming!

I open the SUV and disregard the other woman, she's just a dream character, and not in any danger. Looking around I am in the middle of a very busy city street, but not a big city with big buildings, a small city with only one and two story buildings. I decide that because I am finally lucid for the first time in months, I need to go find K. I start walking down the street to my right. I notice the people I am walking past all look like monsters, there's a girl with medusa hair, a ghost, and some zombies. I am not afraid though. I stand as straight as I can and picture myself in a fantasy game style tattered leather dress with a dagger by my side and light leather armor. I figure if everyone else looks like monsters I might as well look like a hero for my dream. A guy who looks like a young slender man waves at me and I politely say hello but keep walking towards what looks like a cinema.

Everyone else walking the direction I am is going in there, but I can hear screams coming from inside as I get closer. I know there is something scary in there, something so scary it is scaring even the monsters around me. I stop and consider if I should go in or not. If I encounter something scary, K might come save like he used to do for my nightmare. Then again, it's been a very long time since he's had to save me from a nightmare. He may not show up and I may scare myself awake. I decide not to risk cutting the lucid dream short and turn back towards the SUV.

I see a glass jar candle on a ledge and take the lid off from it. I start walking again, this time throwing the lid in the air and catching it so I can focus on something and not get caught up in the dream events surrounding me. After several tosses though, I realize I threw it too far forwards and I'm not going to catch it. My first instinct is to lunge forwards so I can catch it, but I stop myself because I feel like I can feel my body sleeping, and if make such a big exaggerated movement I think I might lunge out of my bed and wake myself up.

The lid hits the ground and rolls to the left,striking the bottom of a bar counter. My lucidity is slipping here because I don't realize it's odd for a bar to be outside instead of in a building. I start walking towards the bar with the intent to ask the bartender if she has seen K. She is really busy though, and I am recognize that there are at least 3 people shouting their orders at her or trying to get her attention and it's very unlikely she'll have time to talk to me.

I turn back to the street and keep walking. I pass the SUV, now walking towards the big city buildings, and see another less busy bar. This one has stairs behind it and a bridge that connects the bar to another building. The stairs are butted up against the bar and there are railings not walls, so I go half way up the stairs and wait for the bartender to walk towards the back of the bar. When he grabs some bottles from under the stairs I call out to him and ask, "Hey man, I'm looking for someone. Can you help me?" his response is very half assed and he's not really paying any attention to me, "Aren't we all? I'm busy." Undeterred I continue, "His name is K. Do you know him?" at the name, the bar tender's head shoots up and he looks at me startled. "What business do you have with K? Are you a younger woman? You're not very pretty." I'm annoyed, I'm not going to argue because I wouldn't consider myself attractive either. "No, I'm not pretty and I'm probably middle aged, but I need to find K. Do you know where he is?" The bar tender shakes his head, "It's none of my business." and starts to turn around. "Wait, I'll pay you!" I tell myself there's a pocket in the dress I am wearing with cash in it and so there is. I hold out first a $5 and a $10 and the bartender scoffs. I imagine the ten becoming a $20, and then the five becoming a $50. The bartender takes the money and tells me to look in the building across the bridge,in the dark hallway, the first door on my right. I thank him and go up the stairs and across the bridge.

I see a dark hallways to the left, not even inside the building yet, and think this must be it. A guy is walking out of the door on the right as I approach the hall. He has blood around his mouth and covering his arms up to the elbows and is wiping his mouth on his shirt. He jumps when he see's me, and takes a step backwards, "Who are you?" "I'm looking for K. is he in there?" "What do you want with him?" "My name is B, I've been looking for him." He opens the door, but doesn't let his guard down, watching me the entire time instead of actually turning his head in the direction of inside the room. "Yo K, there's some girl out here looking for you."

And I wake up for real this time -_-

Dream One- I am in a large city standing on some sort of bridge walkway over a large and busy street surrounded by very tall sky scrapers. There is a man and a woman, dressed in very nice clothes standing in front of me talking excitedly to each other. What I can remember of the conversation they were making plans and preparing for something. I think they were my parents in the dream? I was really too busy just looking around at how huge and busy this place was to listen to the conversation. I remember everything in the city having kind of a bronze and gold tone to it with rounded edges everywhere, kind of futuristic I suppose. A guy stands behind me slightly to my right. I couldn't remember when I woke up if he was my boyfriend or Kurasawa, but I remember that he made me feel super comfortable and happy as if we'd been together forever. He steps forwards and reaches out for my hand and asks me if I would "Like to leave these two here to make there plans and go see what our rooms here are going to look like?" I take his hand and we walk into the big building to the right. The entrance to the building is absolutely stunning. There's a HUGE golden arch over the door with bronze accent lines above and below it. Inside the line that makes the top of the arch are many decorative white and grey moons that start as new in the beginning of the arch, full in the middle, and new again at the end of the arch. Inside the building are many double doors. We walk up to a set and he presses a button. The doors open to a HUGE elevator. We each walk into separate doors, but both doors are connected to the same double sized elevator. Along the back of the elevator is glass so I can watch the buildings around this one as we go up. I find myself freaking out a bit internally about the height, so I decide to stop looking out the window and distract myself. I turn to face the guy still with me, and walk in his direction. I am aware at this point that walking feels like I am wearing high heels. When I reach him, I reach up and wrap my arms around his neck and hold him close. He returns the hug and absentmindedly pets my hair while telling me it will be alright, I will get used to the heights when I ride the elevator every day. When the elevator stops, it opens up right to a room. It looks like a hotel room, with two beds, two desks, and a door that leads to what I assume is a bathroom. There really isn't much to look at in the main room, so I walk on through to the bathroom. What I find instead is a closet with three toilets inside of it, and another door. I mention out loud how incredibly awkward it is to have three toilets in one room because who's going to want to use the bathroom in front of and with three other people?! The guy laughs and shrugs and says something about how he could see it being useful in a party scenario where everyone was too trashed to care. I walk through the door on the other side of the closet to find a bathroom, this one also has three toilets, but a sink and what looks to be a HUGE tub on the other end. While I stop and stand at the toilets trying to figure out why on earth a room with two beds would ever need six toilets, the guy goes straight towards the tub to check it out. I hear a lady scream, and the guy start apologizing profusely and backing away with his arm over his eyes so he can't see. Turns out there was some chick naked and soaking in the tub that we couldn't see over the rim because the tub was sooooo big and she was laying back in the water. I step in to apologize for him and ask why she's there. Turns out that the room next to the one we were in shares this bathroom, and she lives in the other room.

Dream Two- My mom calls me and wakes me up. She claims that my work was canceled because of the are's gas shortage. I think this must be total BS because my work doesn't close for much, and they'd probably expect us to walk or borrow our kids bikes My boyfriend wants to know why she's calling and I tell him, he suggests calling the employee hotline to make sure. I dial up the number and as it's going through it's typical thank you for calling spiel, I wake up.

Dream Three- It's raining and windy outside. We are living in the house I grew up in, but it's my boyfriend, my kids, and I. My mom's there too for whatever reason. Mom and I step outside to see what's going on b/c the weather seems super crazy. a HUGE gust of wind comes, literally blowing us sideways like in a cartoon. The rain gets so heavy as well that the ground is flooding enough for the wind to make waves that wash over us. some trees start falling at the neighbor's house and I am relieved that our house isn't close enough to any trees to get hit. My mom falls over in the water and the wind. I help her prop herself up against one of our cars, and then rush to the garage to find a rope to help her into the house with. I tie the rope to the garage door, and carry the other end out to mom. I tie that end around her waist, and then go back to the garage and pull her in as she tries to walk and swim back to the garage. As soon as she is inside I close the doors and think everything is ok, but then we hear some loud crashing sounds. We look outside and the power lines are being blown over. We watch as they start falling and realize that the power poles are close enough to hit the house. I start running through the house trying to tell everyone to get on the other side of the house. I can see the poles hit the house, but they don't immediately crush the places they land, instead the ceiling starts dipping and bowing. My son is arguing because he doesn't want to leave the room he is in and the game he is playing, but I manage to sound urgent enough for him to leave the room JUST as a power line presses it's way through the ceiling and opens a big hole in the house. I am so relieved that everyone survived that, that I wake up.

8-2-2016

I dreamed that I was playing a video game called Splatoozle. It was a colorful 16bit looking game with a black background. The title screen had a pink picture of Discord from My Little Pony. The point of the game was to move a curser up and down on the screen to avoid obstacles as the screen panned from left to right.

8-3-2016

Dream One- I was in the old part of Downtown Hic town with my boyfriend. We walked to the corner of the street where there was a lawyer's office. The office was "Thompson & (Something I can't remember)" The two sides that face the roads were full glass window walls in a golden or amber colored glass. My boyfriend and I are talking about the upcoming elections, and I say we should talk to this lawyer about how he feels the elections will go with the candidates supposedly having so many legal issues. We leave the corner, and cross the street. There's a large grand staircase that we walk down to a tunnel under the road, and I wake up.

Dream Two- My boyfriend and I are driving home and it's snowing. Snow plows have plowed the roads in our neighborhood, but they pushed all that snow to the entrance of the neighborhood making snow walls blocking the way in. My boyfriend, A, floors the pedal and hits the snow wall at a high speed causing the jeep to jump right over the snow wall. We get home and I start to call into work letting them know I can't get out of the neighborhood to come in to work. As the phone rings, it starts to rain outside and I can see the rain melting the snow. I think I might be able to make it into work in an hour or two if the snow keeps melting at that rate. I wake up

Dream Three (Fragment)- I am at my aunt's house with my boyfriend. somehow I end up giving birth to a baby boy. I'm laying in a bed holding this baby boy and expecting a second baby to be born any moment and I am not sure how to tell everyone that I am having a second baby as well, nor do I know how I know there's a second one on the way. I briefly wonder how I am going to explain conceiving two babies at the same time. One key "dream sign" in this is that my boyfriend was happy about the baby. In real life he doesn't want any children of his own, or even to adopt any more kids, especially not babies.

Fragment from over night- I am in the car talking about creating things in the world via manifestation. The car is parked at a restaurant near the house I grew up in, but the restaurant has been closed in waking life for a long time and was actually torn down a month or so ago for road expansion.

Nap Fragments:

Fragment One- I am walking with a small child, maybe 3 or 4 years old, through some grass and woods. I tell the child to watch his step because he doesn't want to step on a copperhead or anything. As soon as I say that, the child runs forwards giggling, not watching his step, and gets bit by a copperhead. I pick him up and rush to my car, letting one of the girls I work with (we'll call her K) know that I am taking him to the hospital and why. I think he may be her son?

Fragment Two- My boyfriend and I are at some sort of car show. A guy I work with, S, is there with his car too. It's not for any particular type of vehicle though, and there are some really crazy looking themed cars with weird names like "the golden god" and "beast mobile". All the cars are parked side by side like ||||| but some announcer calls out the name of each car going down the line and when your car's name is called you back out of the line for everyone to see, then park at a diagonal like \\\\\ When it is our turn, we park super close to the straight car on our left and worry that they may hit us on their back out. they don't but they have to pull in super close to the car on their other side, and it starts a domino effect making us worry more with each car that someone is going to hit someone else's car down the line.

I am playing baseball with a bunch of people I know and some I don't know. Among those I know is my boyfriend's older friend P, and a guy I work with E, along with friends from high school and college like EG. It's my turn to bat, and I walk over to the plate. Everyone starts joking around. E says he's gotta step back because I might hit him with the ball, and P says he's going to step closer to throw the ball so I can hit it easier. EG steps closer saying that if I do manage to hit the ball it's not going to go far. I joke back telling them I'm the best they'll ever see and there's no need to step back, I'll blast it too far for anyone to catch anyways. P surprised me by throwing the ball in mid joke, so of course I don't even swing at it and E isn't expecting it either so he doesn't catch it. The ball flies past E, bounces on the ground, and then rolls down a hill into some woods. we go to get the ball, and stop at the top of the hill. It's super steep, and at the bottom are three figures laying in the grass. We can't tell if they are mannequins or dead women and everyone gets quiet for a bit. Some girl who I don't know in real life gets brave and scampers down the hill to touch one of the thing's hands. she runs back up the hill and reports that it felt like some sort of gel so it must be a mannequin. Everyone else buys this, shrugs, and goes inside. I notice one of the women moan and move slightly and know they must be dead bodies, but one is still alive! I run inside the house to tell everyone, and someone suggests I call 911. I try to call from inside the house, but all those people make it too loud. I step outside onto the front porch to make the call where it is quieter. A guy with shoulder length dark hair and kind of an emo cut is on his way up the porch steps as I walk out though. I recognize him as my older brother's best friend (I don't have an older brother lol) and say hey to him. He says hey back, and then I notice his hoodie. The hoodie reminds me that I had given my older brother the money for a hoodie, but he had told me it was going to cost me $50 less than I thought it would. I realize int he dream that his best friend had given him money to help me pay for the hoodie because we played the game the hoodie had the logo for online together.I think the hoodie said battlefield in red hollowed block letters with splatters of red all around it on the back. I tell him I know he helped me pay for my hoodie, and that I really appreciate it. I give him a platonic hug, and then ask him if we can play the game after I call 911. He seems pretty happy about that and goes inside. My big brother is outside walking my dogs so I wave to him as well and them start trying to call 911. I can't get my phone to work right though. At first it tries to open the internet browser, then it tries to call 611 instead of 911. After several attempts the call finally goes through. When the dispatcher guy answers the phone, I have a hard time understanding him. I ask him to repeat that please, and then I notice a ten year old girl walk out of the house. She's black so I think she might be E's daughter. Then I notice a dude with an Afro and solid white eyes walking up the hill that the bodies are at the bottom of carrying a chair. I run over to the girl and tell her to go back inside. She worries that I might be hurt outside, and I tell her not to worry that my brother and his buddy will have my back if there's trouble. Then I tell the dispatcher that we have another situation starting. The guy with whited out eyes sets the chair down and runs off back down the hill, but another guy comes up the hill to pick the chair back up and walk up the street with it. A blonde chic runs out of the house screaming that the guy with the chair is stealing her clothes. When I turn and look back the chair has turned into a flowery green crochet tank top. I run after him and tackle him to the ground. My older brother and his dark haired friend come rushing out of the house to help hold the guy down. The blonde chic pulls a giant rolled up carpet out of no where and rolls it out and around the fence corner. It's a timeline of her relationship with her current boyfriend complete with pictures and dates of what she deems important events. I wake up.

*Side note, pretty sure the dark haired friend was a musician (or maybe a fan running that musician's facebook fan page, I honestly don't know who's picture was on the page lol) that I had looked up yesterday hoping to find more than the handful of songs I knew by him? Her? I thought about that when one of those songs cam eon my MP3 player and I remembered I felt the same comfortable and familiar vibes from that dc that I do when I listen to those songs.

Dream One- My boyfriend and I are living in a REALLY BIG house. He wants to go out shopping or something, so we get in my car and start down the long dirt driveway of this mansion. I notice the sky is cloudy and worry that it will rain and my car will get stuck in the mud. I tell my boyfriend maybe we should go back, but he isn't concerned. we almost reach the end of the driveway (it's a long drive way, like twists and turns through woods and between two fields kind of long) and it starts to rain super heavy. Just as we are going around a turn that just happens to be edge by a creek, the car starts slipping in the mud and almost goes over the bank and into the creek. My boyfriend gets out of the car and pushes it back on the bank before it can land in the creek, then gets back in and tells me to drive home after all. When we get home we go inside to watch a movie. We are just settling down on the sofa when we hear a ruckus outside. I open the front door and see a bunch of kids from ages 11-15 trying to stomp on what looks like a grey kitten in the driveway. I yell at the kids to leave the cat alone and get off my property or I am calling the law! The kids run away down the driveway, and I walk outside to pick up the terrified kitten. I notice it isn't grey, but more of an off white color with grey marking around it's eyes like a Siamese. Then I hear another mewling noise, and find another kitten, this one and orangish brown color, under my boyfriend's jeep. I pick that one up too and carry them inside. My boyfriend is not a cat person, and asks irritably why I brought them in the house. I tell him I couldn't leave them out there to get killed by those kids or rained on by the approaching storm and he concedes, though he does tell me sternly I can't keep them. We both sit back down on the sofa, and he takes the white and grey kitten from me (it seems bigger, and older than the other kitten) and I keep holding the brownish orange one. I take a few picture of the one I am holding with my phone, and I notice it goes from being fuzzy to being hairless and then goes back to being fuzzy again. I think this odd, but then forget about it as it is time for my boyfriend to go to work. We get in the jeep and drive to work. i remember that I left my car stuck in the mud (even though I didn't) and start walking back home to get my car.

Dream Two- We are in a nearby small town that I lived in as a toddler. There's a parade of kids in costumes walking down the road towards my boyfriend and I. I suggest we go into a nearby house that I know the occupants of with our dogs because our dogs get very excited very easily and would jump all over the kids wanting to be petted. I also notice that one of the kids is dressed like a Gundam, and we talk about the Gundam costume on the way into the little house. My boyfriend disappears when we go through the door and it's just me trying to hold back the two dogs who are very excited to see my Mom, Grandma, and the family friends who live there. My grandma tells me that the family friends (who really aren't anyone I know in real life) are working and I need to help them out if I am going to hang out in their house. I tell her I can't because the dogs are about to pull me down and can't just let them run wild. My mom says she might help them, but then calls her second ex husband to ask him if he wants any fruit. I find this question really odd so I walk into the kitchen and see a sign on their wall that says, "Full House Fruits" the dogs disappear, and I remember that I still need to go back and get my car from the mud!

Dream Three- (? may be a continuation of dream two that I forgot the transitional phase to?) I am pulling up to the Full House Fruits shop in my car. I walk in and notice no one is inside. I keep walking and make my way out the back door where I find that they are having a backyard art gallery/yard sale. I look at the books and DVDs they are selling. I notice one book that is called "Seventeen" and stars Mary Kate and Ashley. I find this really odd because I didn't realize they starred in books. I consider getting it just because it's strange, but keep looking instead. Next I find a book with an anime style cover and a German title. At first I think it's Sword Art Online, but then I realize the characters are carrying bows and quivers instead of swords. I open it up to flip through it, and it looks like a child's early reader book where certain words and characters are replaced by pictures. I pull that one out to buy, then wake up.

Dream Four- My son, boyfriend, and I are all three staring at a picture of an old timey car that's been stretched out to have extra rows of seats. There are two people in each row of seats and their faces look like they were drawn in the era of pin up girls. Behind the car in the picture is a big office style building, and that building is balancing by a single corner on top of a paper air plane. My boyfriend makes the statement that the whole picture reminds him of work, and my son asks him how. He explains how the people in the backseat are all super happy and just enjoying the ride remind him of the big wigs who don't really have to do much but enjoy the profits. The people in the middle two rows seem less happy the closer you get to the front and seem to have cell phones and laptops and tablets in front of them to do the easy paper work. Then, the two people in the front seat are driving and figuring out the route with a map and clearly distressed because they have to do all the work as well as figure out how to make things exactly how the higher ups want them even when they don't make sense. Then he points to the building on the paper airplane and explains that it represents how the whole company is really just floating on the backs of the customers and could go under at any time if the customers decided they didn't want to buy the furniture anymore. My son asks if we wanted to be the hard workers when we started working there, or if we got stuck doing it because no one else wanted to. My boyfriend tells him everyone starts work with the dreams of climbing the ladder all the way to the top to own the company and be making millions, but unfortunately very few ever make it that high up. Most people, like us, we stuck being the ones who do the work while the higher ups enjoy all the fruits of the labor. In the dream I think this is such a deep metaphor and just can't believe he got all that from such a weird picture!

6-20-2016

Dream one- My son complains that his back hurts. I lift his shirt to check for any marks or bruising but he looks fine. I offer to massage it for him, and he agrees. I grab some nearby lotion and start to rub circles accross his back. I notice that after rubbing for a second that there is a white grub on his back. I pick the bug off and wipe it on a nearby paper towel, then continue to rub. Another grub appears. I repeat the removal, and then frustratingly find a third grub. A lady walks up to us. She looks very newage with the typical multi color clothes, big earrings, and tons of clanky bracelets. The womam claims to be a message therapist and offers to massage my son free of charge. I check to be sure there are no more grubs on him and let her try to ease his back ache. The lady begins to rub his back and instead of grubs, huge white worms start working their way out of the skin on my son's back. The lady tells me these are bloodworms, caused by evil spirits, and we have to massage them out or they will continue to make his back ache. I grab the paper towel with the discarded grubs on it and notice that they have turned purplish red like blood.

6-21-2016

Dream one- We are riding in the jeep. My boyfriend is driving and my kids are in the back seat. We are going to a park. The bridge is out in the path over a creek, so my boyfriend just drives off the edge of the bank and into the creek. We go upstream a bit until we find an easy spot on the oposite bank to drive up. Theres a big dirt parking type area, and we get out of the car. My kids turn into two other people that I don't know and the jeep becomes a truck. A cop asks us if we need any help. The cop then starts telling us that his partner isnt there but if he was he would have given us a ticket for having two people in the back of the truck bed bc he "is a real stickler for the rules." The cop then helps us pile bunches of packages of toilet paper over the two people in the back to hide them from other cops and cushion their ride.

Dream One- I am a horse running through the desert. I have a bad back ankle on my right side. There is an old man chasing me, and I am terrified of him. I see a gift shop and run inside. I change myself back into a human before the old man makes it into the store. My human form has one of those foot and ankle braces on the right foot. The gift shop keeper stares at me wide eyed and in disbelief. I hope he doesn't tell the old man what happened, but don't take the time to tell him anything because I want to try to get out and away from the shop before the old man can see which direction I go in. I walk out the front door of the shop just as the old man is walking in. He doesn't pay me any mind because he is looking for a horse not a girl. As soon as he is inside and out of sight I dart around a corner and wake up.

Dream Two- I am in a pool with my boyfriend. The pool looks more like a race track with lanes that go around it though, not like a big open pool. There's also a few water slides you have to climb up and slide down. oddly enough the water flows UP the one side of the slides and down the other, but I don't think anything of it in the dream. I am nervous about going around the track as in the dream I am very visibly pregnant. My boyfriend tells me not to worry about it, I don't have to go around and on the water slides if I am worried about it causing trouble for me and the baby. He helps me get out of the pool, and I call out that we need some paper towels. A woman and a little boy come running with a package of 18 rolls of paper towels and I find myself thinking that is way more than we needed. The woman asks me how far along I am, and I admit to her that I am 25 (?) weeks. I wake up and have to check my stomach really quick b/c I do NOT want to be pregnant and the dream freaked me out a bit lol

Dream Three- My boyfriend and I call the real estate agent that sold us our house last year to ask her some sort of question, though I can't remember now what that question was. She says on the phone she will be right over, and then there's a knock at the door. It's her, that fast. She is about 100 lbs heavier than she was when she sold us the house. She walks straight to the table and drops down a clip board and a bunch of papers. She informs us that she was going back over our paper work and we had sold our shed and the fracking rights to the back 10 yards of our property to the real estate agency when we bought the house, so they were going to remove the shed and set up a miniature fracking operation in our back yard. I flip out, and run out the back door where I see lots of people. There are some people I work at the furniture plant there, and then other people that look like construction workers and contractors. They are pulling a shed off our property on a big truck and trailer, and they are cutting down the tiny woods behind the house. I don't mind the trees coming down as we had talked about taking them down anyways, but I am super pissed about the shed. I tell her they can't take the shed because my boyfriend wanted to make a forge and smithy of it. She tells me they can because I sold it to them. I demand to see the paperwork and she takes me back into the house. She pulls out first a signature card from work, and I triumphantly point out that my signature is NOT on it. Then she gets flustered and pulls out more papers, these unfortunately with my signature on them. I tell her those are the papers she said sold the ground and airspace rights over our house to us, and she tells me we should have read the paper work ourselves rather than trust her. I start to get really, realy mad, and that is when I realize I am dreaming. Like a switch being flipped, I calm down instantly and just walk back out the back door. This isn't real and I don't need to worry about it anymore. I want to fly away, so I try flapping my arms like wings. I can't get off the ground that way, but notice that my shadow is cast on the ground in front of me. I envision big black feathered wings sprouting out of my back and flapping. I lift off the ground about 6-10 feet, but can't get any higher than that. I go over to one of the few remaining trees in the yard. I flap up to a branch, grab it and climb on top. then I flap up a few feet from there and repeat the process. They are about to cut that tree down though, so I fly over to the neighbor's tree to continue trying to get up higher in the air. At the top of the Neighbor's tree I remember that I am supposed to be searching for Kurasawa whenever I before lucid. I look out over the neighborhood in the direction of the dark creepy house he had been in the last two lucid dreams. The house is not there, instead there's a whole city beyond our neighborhood complete with a HUGE hospital building. Since it's the thing that draws my attention most in the landscape I decide to fly to it and look for him there. I land in front of the hospital, and they have a reception window outside like a movie theater might have. There are three ladies inside the window. I tell them I am looking for Kurasawa and ask them if he is there. the receptionist in the middle asks me if I am talking about Kurasawa Kusuki? I tell her I do not know his last name, I'm just looking for Kurasawa. She picks up the phone and calls Kurasawa and tells him that he has a visitor, then asks him if he can meet me in Tiffany's office. She tells me that he will see me, and that Tiffany's office is the second door on the left. I go through the big doors, and find a second door on the left, but it's the wrong office. An Asian girl asks me if she can help me, and I tell her who I am looking for and what the receptionist told me. The girl offers to take me to the right office, and I thank her profusely. She leads me onto an elevator with glass on two sides that allows me to look out over the city as the elevator goes up. It's so beautiful because it's now night time and the city lights are sparkling. Suddenly the girl starts waving her hands at me, then says something. I snap out of my trance looking at the city and tell her I am sorry for zoning out. She laughs and starts singing Gangnam Style while bobbing up and down like an umpaloompa. I can't help laughing at the silliness, and she smiles and tells me that I shouldn't be so serious and I should have a little fun. The elevator dings, and we walk off. I feel like I am starting to wake up, but I try so hard to make it to the right office. I find the second door on the left, and walk in. I wake up, but I keep my eyes closed trying to DEILD. I see a flash of Kurasawa in seafoam green scrubs walking down a hall, but then go into another dream instead.

Dream Four- I am sitting on a swing in the middle of a pond. The swing set is made of thick wood beams placed in the water in the corners of a square. The top of the swing set is three more large beams filling in three sides of the square. The swings themselves are just ropes suspended from the beams, threaded through wooden planks for the seats, and knotted off so they won't pull out of the hole. To my right sits Kylo Ren from Star Wars, and then to his right, on a swing on a side beam sits my brother. We are talking, but the conversation doesn't really interest me. Instead I am focused on my show on the water. I practice making wings appear, though I am not lucid enough to understand why or how I can do this. This time the wings are smaller and look like "bumble bee fairy" wings from the sims 3. My brother and Kylo Ren are both super excited to see this, and are plotting different ways I can use my wings to help them with things. I wake up.

Dream Fragment Five- I am looking at a fridge that has a little mini-fridge inside it where the crisper drawers should be and thinking that seems redundant.

Tuesday 6-16-2016

Dream One- I dreamed of watching a press conference at E3. There weren't really any details I could remember when I woke up, just that I dreamed of the press conference at E3 and that I was really happy to see them but not particularly excited over anything I saw.

Dream Two- I am Arguing with someone from work about mommas. I'm not sure if we were arguing over both our mommas or just one of our mommas or someone elses momma lol

Dream Three- My son is having a sleep over with one of his friends who moved into a different school district. The friend's mom decides she's going to stay over as well. I think it's odd, but I am totally ok with it. We need to go get food for the boys to eat, but the boys want to ride in her car not mine. I stop to get gas along the way, and by the time I make it to the grocery store, the other mom and the boys have already gone inside and bought all the snacks and dinner they want for the night. I feel really bad about her buying it all, but realize that I still need a cake for my son's birthday. I go back into the store to get them, but the bakery is closed. There's still a lady there, but she won't let me get any of the cupcakes out of the cases.

Wednesday 6-15-2016

Dream fragment- I am outside looking at two trees. There's a sofa between the two trees. I am pretty sure it belongs to my friend M, but I am not sure why her sofa would be outside between two trees instead of inside in her house.

Thursday 6-15-2016

Dream Fragment One- I'm in a large Victorian style house. There's a woman talking very loudly, as I race through the house

Dream Two- I am driving down the road and I stop because there's a commotion going on in the road in front of me. I get out and see my friend K and her son standing nearby. I walk over to join them. They are looking at the back of an ambulance. I can't see inside the ambulance though, or figure out what is going on.

Friday 6-17-2016

I am on a long car ride with my daughter, and a lady from work (though I am not sure which lady from work) One of the supervisors who quit a couple of weeks ago is driving. We pass a tractor going down a dirt path and there are like 10 blankets tied corner to corner being dragged behind the tractor. it reminds me of what cartoon characters do when they tie sheets together to climb out of a high window. When we finally reach our destination my daughter is asleep and I am super sleepy. I ask if I can stay in the car and sleep through the event, I am really not sure why I am even there.

Saturday 6-18-2016

No dream recall at all. I only got about 5 hours of sleep this night, so I am sure the lack of recall is due to lack of sleep in the first place

Dream One- I am outside at a park of some sort with lots of trees and a small creek/river. They were doing some construction work building pathways with square covered resting areas with pagoda roofs. The pathways and resting areas are made of a very light colored wood. I am there with a group, perhaps a class or a tour group? We walk down one of the completed pathways to a pagoda rest area. I rush to sit in the corner of the benches that go around the perimeter of the area. A woman stands in the center of the pagoda talking about something, but I am not listening. Instead I am looking out to my left over the water and just letting my mind wonder. I turn to look at the speaker for a moment to at least feign interest in what she is saying. Suddenly a hand grabs the top of my head and another clamps down over my mouth and someone pulls me back and almost over the rail of the pagoda. My first instinct is to panic, and I let out a muffled cry under the hand on my face for a split second. Then my back touches my grabber's chest and recognition kicks in. It's Kurasawa, I can feel that otherworldly pull in my chest towards him. I relax instantly, and he whispers in my ear something like, "so you missed me?" He releases me and I turn around in my seat to banter back with,"Yeah Jerk, of course I did!" He smiles, and I am insanely happy and relieved to see him free since I still can not remember if I rescued him when I lost lucidity the night before or not. I wake up from all the happy excited feels.

6-12-2013

Dream Two- I'm on my way to my cousin's house at night. I haven't talked to her in years, but I find out she lives in the neighborhood in front of my neighborhood so I want to go visit her. "her" neighborhood is really a trailer park, but in the dream she lives in a real house, much bigger than mine, and the trailers and modular homes are all gone and just forest surrounding her. I ring the doorbell and she opens the door, happy to see me. We stand in the doorway because she is about to leave, she even has a baby in her arms and on her hip dressed in a puffy baby coat. She asks me to go with her because she is wanting to check out the local churches. I tell her I'd be happy to show her to the closest churches, and that there's a really creepy old house in the neighborhood behind her house (there isn't really, but this detail from my last lucid popped up, the house of the woman who has Kurasawa held prisoner) She tells me that she has heard about the house but it sounds way too creepy and she'd rather not go there. We get into a black SUV and I make small talk on the way to the closest church, letting her know I live nearby and how to get to my house from hers. As we are pulling into the church parking lot I notice a guy I work with, we'll call him E, walking through the parking lot. I roll down the window closest to me and call out to him. He comes over and asks what we are doing there, and I tell him about my cousin wanting to see the church. He tells me it's closed and locked, he had just tried the door and was leaving. My cousin says, "That's ok, we can just drive around it and maybe look in the windows?" and I agree. We end up parking the SUV and getting out to look in the windows to see what the Sunday school class rooms look like. We notice a playground behind where we park the SUV as well, and decide to go check it out to see if it's the kind of place she could see her baby playing at when he got a little older. At the playground, I turn to look at my cousin but she's no longer my cousin, but my best friend from high school with whom I lost touch a few years ago. It occurs to me that I am dreaming, no reality checks necessary. I tell my cousin turned friend that I am dreaming, but she is confused. She asks me what I am talking about. I grab her hand and lead her towards the church again, explaining that I am dreaming and I can control this world, so I can get her into the church, "Watch, E said the doors were locked and closed, but when we get to them they will be unlocked, or even wide open for us!" and sure enough, getting there they are wide open, and lead to a Victorian style hallway painted in blue and white filigree. I tell her to stay there where she's safe and can't get in the way, that I have to find Kurasawa because in my last lucid I had learned he was being held by someone. My friend doesn't want to stay by herself though, and the baby has vanished as if it never existed, so I break down and tell her she can come with me but follow me and just don't distract me. First I run out of the church and towards a small wooded area. Though only a few feet wide the wooded area is thick with brush and trees and looks impossible to get through, but I maintain my faith in the dream that when I get there the way will be open to me. Sure enough, when I get there I see a small path that I couldn't see before. On the other side of the wooded area is a large field surrounded by wooded borders like the one behind my house. I look out around the field looking for the house where Kurasawa is kept, but I don't see it. I curse and then run up the edge of the field, screaming at the top of my lungs, "Where are you? Evil witch who has Kurasawa, I know you are around here somewhere! Please, let me find the Witch!" I briefly wonder to myself why I am calling her a witch. I am a witch, and I know witches are not inherently evil. All the same I feel like the title fits her. Another path opens up in the wooded area, and I cut through it to find myself on top of a grassy hill over looking a mountain valley in the bright sunlight. No sign of the house I am looking for though. I turn left and see a pile of very large and smooth stones. I pull my friend in that direction and say out loud, "When I get to the other side of the rocks we will find a tunnel through them" Sure enough, on the other side of the rocks is a tunnel into the ground like what you'd expect to see in a fairy hill. We go through the dark hole, and it curves to the left with stairs taking us down. After a short sharply curved tunnel maybe six feet long, we find our selves out on a beach at sunset. I throw my hands up and then down in exasperation. "I'm never going to find him before I wake up at this rate!" My friend calls out to me, "Hey look! There's another tunnel here! should we try going through it?" I turn around to look, and yes, there is a tunnel, this one looks man made in the stone and I have a really good feeling about it. I run into the tunnel, grabbing her hand as I go by to pull her with me. At this point she turns into a little dark haired girl, she reminds me of Sailor Saturn from Sailor Moon, but I don't worry about it because I am still fully aware that it is a dream and that kind of thing just happens in dreams. The tunnel is another short one, maybe 6 feet long. It empties into a large square stone room with arched wooden doors all around the room and a man in knights armor standing guard in the middle. I tell the girl with me to stay here and not to grab the guards attention while I try to figure out where to go next. I panic a bit at first because I have no clue what door to go through, nor how to tell which one is right. I know I can try blindly trusting the door to lead to him, but that hasn't been working so well this dream. I really only worry this all for a split second though before I feel it, the pull I get when Kurasawa is nearby. I turn to my left where I feel the pull coming from, and say out loud, "There!" There is no door at that part of the wall though, and I don't know what the doors will lead to the right place, so I decide the best way to get right there without chancing a dream reroute is to just go through the wall. So I steel myself, and punch the stone wall as hard as I can. The stone crumbles around my fist leaving a roundish hole about 6 feet in diameter in the wall. The room I opened was small and stone. There's a door to the right and a twin sized bed on the left. I can see the covers pulled over a rather tall form sitting up on the bed and hear x-rated noises from the bed. I walk over and pull the sheet off the bed, and there's a very short and thin blonde on top of a dude with short dark hair getting it on. The girl screams and grabs the sheet as it falls, pulling it around her and flattening herself on the bed in an attempt to get away from me. I am really confused because I feel like I am right on top of Kurasawa, but the guy on the bed is not him, nor is the girl. The guys hair on one side (even his eyebrow) keeps flashing between black and blonde like strobe light and it is extremely distracting. I shake my head and turn to the small woman because she doesn't confused me as much and I know it's a woman holding Kurasawa from the last lucid I had. I yank the sheet off of her again, this time I am way more powerful than her and she's terrified. "I am looking for a man with long blonde hair and crystal blue eyes, Where is he?" She smirks at me, "Why would I tell you anything? You interrupted us, and I'm not about reward you for it." I reach down and begin touching and caressing her like a lover might, and she her nicer this time, "Please, tell me where Kurasawa is. I know he's here, I can feel him." She makes an almost pur like sound and moans that he's in the basement underneath us if I had just taken the time to feel for him instead of throwing my weight around I would have known that. I put one arm behind her and the other hand is looped between her legs to lift her off the bed. She cries out upset that I stopped her from being pleasured again, but I ignore her this time and will the floor beneath me to allow us to slowly sink through. In the room below us there are hundreds of people just kind of moping about looking completely hopeless and like they have given up on life entirely. Kurasawa calls out my name from behind me, and I drop the blonde woman on the floor like a sack of potatoes. I turn and see him, and can't help but run up and hug him. "I found you!" There's a noise behind me, and I turn back to the blonde chic that I dropped on the floor. She's the only naked person in the whole room, and while most of the people don't notice her, there is a guard in armor who saw us drop from the ceiling. He says something about how no one is allowed to be naked or make love down here, that all prisoners must save themselves for the witch. The girl gets all mad and haughty and says she IS one of the witches, but the guard doesn't recognize her. I know there is more to this dream, but when I woke up I couldn't remember any of it. I only had the feeling like a lot happened but it's just not there for me to recall

Dream One- I am hearing a story from someone about a girl I work with, we'll call her K, being in a changing room. She tried on a pair of tight pants and steps out to see what someone thinks. When she does, another girl from work, we'll call B, falls to the floor and crawls to her feet clawing up at her leg in some sort of terrifying urge to worship and destroy her at the same time. It was a very odd fragment, that made no sense.

6-11-16

All I remember is seeing a row of five small cherry trees with bright pink blossoms all over them planted along the back of my house.

6-10-16

Just a fragment, something about a convention and a speaker where I am earning something I didn't know before. Maybe it was UFO related? I couldn't remember anything but the room and the speaker dressed in light brown when I woke from the dream.

Dream One- I dream that I am at the movie theater with my boyfriend. the lights have dimmed, but not gone down enough to start the movie yet. For some reason I take my pants off, but am still wearing a very long white night gown. Its the kind of long white cotton nightgown you'd expect your grandma to wear, nothing really cute or anything. I feel a bit awkward at first sitting in the movie seat with just the really thin night gown over my butt. I wonder for a moment if it's sanitary lol. A group of people come in and try to sit beside me. Being the antisocial person I am, I move back one seat because I don't want to actually have to interact with strangers. My boyfriend complains that he can't see, so we move across the aisle to a seat closer to the middle but still away from people. I wake up.

Dream Two- My kids have forgotten a bag of stuff at my house so I am taking it to them while they stay at their dad's house. I knock. No one comes to the door, but it swings open and I can hear the kids playing down a hall. I call out, "Hello? I'm here to bring the kids their stuff they forgot." but no one responds. I realize that I hear the kids going WILD, but no adults telling them to stop running and jumping and screaming so I walk down the hall to investigate. There's a huge mess in the hall, lots of toys and clothes and even a charging cable for something that I nearly step on. At the end of the hall the kids are having a pillow fight in a living room (I have never actually seen the inside of my exhusband's house to know what the set up really is) I say very loudly to the kids, "Don't you guys think you're being a bit too wild and crazy?" and they stop and just stare at me in shock. My exhusbands wife and two other females come walking down another hall to see what's going on. His wife starts raising hell that I am in her house fussing at her kids as well as my own. I try to stay calm and tell her about the door opening it's self and hearing the kids, but she just fusses more, so I get aggravated (I really can't stand her in real life because she was my best friend for years) and start yelling back at her that she's a shitty parent not watching the kids and someone had to come in and stop them before their hurt themselves or broke something or both. Her daughter, the oldest of all the kids, steps in and interrupts us mid argument because she can't find the charge cable for her DS. The wife yells at her for interrupting, but I calm my voice and act as if there was no fight going on at all, and even find the ability to talk to her happily and excitedly like the kid she is despite my anger towards her mom. "Is it a black cable? I saw a black cable in the hall when I walked in, do you think that might be it?" The girl asks me where in the hall, and I lead her to the pile of stuff I nearly stepped on earlier. She gets really excited and jumps up and down holding it above her head like a trophy to show her mom. The wife gets a super pissed look on her face and hisses at the kids to go to their rooms so she can deal with them when she finishes with me. Then I wake up.

Dream One- I am watching like a movie, a black and purple glass castle that looks more like an insect nest than a traditional castle with a violet and black cloudy sky above it. I know there are people inside, and an alien spaceship flies over it, shoots down a beam of purple light, and then the castle and the ship explode into purple glass dust. The ten or so people huddled together inside the castle are alive and unharmed as the castle disintegrates around them. The scene shoots forwards to a field of tomato plants. I find it odd that all the plants are super thin vines, looking more like morning glory vines than tomato stalks, and they grow up and out across a thin string hung in rows from T-posts. At each T post a single tomato is growing where it's weight can actually be supported. I find this very odd, but not odd enough to reality check. There is also a grape vine nearby growing over a very low trellis about 2 feet wide and probably fifty feet long. There is a loud noise, and the five people working in this garden duck under the grape trellis. Now more than just an observer, I climb under the trellis with them. We are all on our hands and knees with our heads under our arms like you would for a tornado drill in school (at least, back when I was in school lol) After a while, the noise gets really close and really loud, and everyone starts praying and panicking because the aliens are back. A small almost SUV sized spaceship lands beside the trellis, and a man in a purple space suit gets out. He has a military buzz cut, but looks like any other human being. The others under the trellis recognize him, and one man climbs out from the trellis and greets him. the rest of us listen for a few minutes as the two talk. Spacesuit guy is telling brave farmer that his people will not be returning. They believe that all of the farmers perished in the attack on the castle a year ago, and as long as they keep a low and peaceful profile the Aliens will not be back to search for them. The farmer is grateful, but as he is thanking him, we hear a loud screech. Somehow the spacesuit guy knows it is the farmer's pregnant wife several miles away. Spacesuit guy grabs brave farmer by the hand and drags him to the spaceship. once again I am an observer, and I watch as the tiny ship lands a few miles away by a pregnant woman on the ground. Her water has broken and she is in preterm labor. The alien guy helps the farmer get her in the spaceship and to a healer. The scene changes to a few days later. The farmer's child was still born, and in a gesture of sympathy and friendship for brave farmer, Spacesuit guy has returned with a spaceship for the village. It can be their emergency transportation should something like this happen again. The farmer can bring his wife, or any other woman with child or child in need of medical care to their facility for free healthcare. No questions will be asked and they will not be followed home. They will be allowed to exist only in peace and exile.

Dream Two: I arrive at a white house with peeling paint that is for sale. My mom is looking to buy it. She has two dogs (not her waking life dogs though) with her to check it out. The dogs run into the backyard to play and really seem to enjoy it. there is a trail leading into the woods behind the house, and the dogs start to run off. We call them and they come back to the house. We go inside the house, and I notice it mostly looks empty. I see a small arch to the right, and upon investigating, I realize it has a ladder tucked in that leads down. I go down the ladder and find the kitchen and a small den with an old couple watching TV by a fireplace. My mom comes up behind me and asks me what I think of the place. I tell her I hate the ladder to the kitchen and I think with her age it would cause her a lot of trouble and she could get hurt. She pulls up the listing for the house on her phone and starts going on about how cheap it was. I still think it's a bad idea. I notice in the pictures on the listing that all the rooms have crochet curtains. I think this curtains are really pretty. Then there's a picture of a preteen girl wearing some sort of crochet vest and talks about how the seller of the house has her own home business were she crochets things and sells them on the internet.

Dream One- I am walking through an old town with HUGE houses that look a combination of Greek temples and old southern plantations. It's very overcast, like it could storm at any moment. I walk down a street that divides the ruins of one particularly huge house that is nothing more than broken columns and a half crumbled wall. As I walk through that ruin, I feel very scared and creeped out. the whole place just feels wrong and I do not want to be there. I notice a huge cartoonish concrete lyre on the right side of the ruins. It's probably a good twenty feet or more high, but looks very rounded and unrealistic. I even have the thought that it reminds me of Lyra's cutie mark from My Little Pony. I hurry the rest of the way through the ruins to another dark street that goes between a couple more of the huge houses, these are in fairly good shape and look very lived in. A young man runs up from behind me on his hands and knees kind of like you see Tarzan moving around in the Disney movie. The guy has grey and green striped hair in a bowl cut and is wearing black and white stripes like Beetle Juice. He reminds me a lot of Amaimon from Blue Exorcist crossed with Beetle Juice. I instantly feel a connection to him, he reminds me of someone in the family I care about, but I can't put my finger on who. I know he's not one of my kids, but I feel like it's super important to my happiness that I make him happy. He's upset and sad because I didn't take him to prom like I said I would. I look up into the stormy clouds and they start to swirl. I close my eyes and step forwards, willing myself back in time. I am at the house I lived in in highschool, and I see the guy in the driveway on two feet like a normal person, holding flowers. He's very happy to see me, and runs towards me. I hold up a hand in a, "hold on" motion, and he stops long enough for me to dig out the key and open the door to the house. I apologize for not being ready for prom yet, but promise him it'll only take me a few minutes to get ready. He's so excited he drops back on all fours and launches at me with his tongue hanging out. In mid leap, he transforms from this person into our 5 month old puppy Artemis. I fall over giggling as Arty goes crazy licking my face and wagging his whole body. The world spins around me, and I am sitting in a movie rental place looking at pictures of Artemis on my phone giggling as how sweet and cute a puppy he is.

Dream Two - I am in a futuristic city now. I am male, and dressed in Assassin's Creed style garb. my view switches pretty constantly from first person to seeing myself as if watching the action on a tv. First I am trying to snipe a group of nazis on a round platform. They have an arc of the covenant and I am trying to steal it from them. My first attempt only kills one of them, and the rest parade off the round platform and down a ramp too fast for me to catch them. I restart the challenge, this time sniping three of them, but again the rest parade down the ramp in a tight group to rush away the arc before I can intercept. I go through my inventory and find that I have only an old handgun that looks straight out of the civil war, some throwing knives, and a dagger. I think that it's stupid I have a hidden blade bracer but can't use my hidden blade yet as that is my favorite assassins creed weapon. I try chasing the parade with my dagger equipped, and manage to kill another two nazis, but there are still at least 5 more carrying it away. I consider how the ramp spirals down and down and down in what seems like an unending corkscrew. I think maybe I can jump off the side and land farther down the corkscrew to head them off. I give this a shot, but I end up just falling, and falling, and falling unable to angle myself to latch back onto the corkscrew. Finally I am able to get a hand out enough to swing myself around to the ramp below the hand hold. When I land it depletes my health to only one bar and turns my vision red. I think to myself I am going to have to restart because I am dieing, but I wake up instead.

And just because I like to show off my fur babies, a picture of Artemis is attached

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Dream One- I am at work, and we hear a loud sound. Everyone in the plant rushes to look out the front door. One of the skirt ladies's car has been struck by lightening and is on fore. Our Jeep is parked nearby so I run out and move it so that the fire can't spread. My boyfriend climbs in and we just leave work all together, we go to a doctor's office where our pregnant friend is having an ultrasound. Our pregnant friend grows a penis and we make futanari jokes.

Dream Two- My boyfriend and I are at the mall trying to find a new spot that we are supposed to meet my mom at. He is lost, as usual, but I am pretty sure I know exactly where to go. There is some construction in the middle of the mall, a new store I guess, so we have to go around that. We also see Christmas stuff set up for a pictures with Santa kind of thing the mall is going to be holding. We find my mom in a Cafeteria type area with a stage on one end. There is a lady giving a "motivational" speech on the stage. She's going on about how we create our own destiny by choosing the right path. Something is said about attracting a man with positive energies, and my mom acts all over the top about how she needs that. The whole speech though makes me think I had dreamed about something similar. I take out my phone and start searching my dream journal and dream notes looking for it, but I can't find it. The speech is over, and my boyfriend is ready to go home, so he kind of rushes me saying it doesn't matter, we can find it another time but we need to go.

Dream Three- I dream that I am staying at a strange apartment with one of my coworkers. Her husband and my boyfriend are on a company trip together, so we are waiting for them to come home together. I don't remember much about this dream, just a scene where she is laying on the couch talking about how her husband texted her that they were having a lot of fun. I also remember being in a kitchen and getting a call from my boyfriend that they were on their way home, and to wait for them at the apartment b/c they were going to go straight to that apartment and not stop by work on the way home.