Mydera

I've got nothing for yesterday. I didn't take any notes because I'm trying to DEILD meaning I can't rollover and put notes in my phone or I'll screw it up. So far no luck in the DEILD process and the dreams yesterday were lame anyways. Dreaming of Drowning, my mom, just in general uncomfortable and stressful stuff. Not worth remembering to me. Oh, and my "C" key just keeps randomly not working, then it fixes it's self after about three or four sentences, so you'll have to over look what I can't fix with spell correct when it does that :/ I'm hoping this isn't the start of it dying completely.

Spoiler for Music:

I don't normally do this, but as stressed as I am right now over some life issues (hence the reason why I'm dreaming of stressful things) this is my comfort music and it actually works pretty good to set the mood for last night's last dream OK, I clicked the insert video button and input the URL like it said to but it's just making it a hyperlink Can anyone tell me how to fix it? Thanks! N/M... it doesn't show up in the previews, but it shows up when I post.

Dream One: A friend of my mom's is buying Pokemon cards from me. Only the cards have pictures of different rooms of our house, and when she buys them all and puts them together it's going to make our house magically appear and be hers.

Dream Two: I'm in a library. I find a book on the shelf that looks like the cover is moving. I pick it up to look at it, but it turns out to be a portal into a different point in the library where vampires and other mythical people/creatures live. They're not mean and vicious Vampires though, more like Johnny Depp in that movie Dark Shadows, more amusing than scary. (I haven't seen the movie, just the previews, and I wasn't even born when the original show aired so if I'm way wrong on this characters traits please forgive me) I go back to the main part of the library and try to find my best friend because I want to show her. When I find her, the book is gone! But I see a really hot librarian, like bleach blond hair and cheerleader body. I flag her down and ask her if she can show me how to get back to the secret part of the library. She's wary about it at first, but then decides that she can take us since I've already seen it. When we get to the secret part of the library I realize there are all kinds of neat spells and technology in play making things look totally different to people who might look through a window to the inside or accidentally wander in. The coolest part is that from the main part of the library it looks like there's a really high ceiling with windows inset into the ceiling so you can see the sky, but from the secret part of the library you can see that it's actually a big open area with a floor that rises up and down to take you from the lower levels to the upper levels via magic. We all three walk onto the moving floor so we can go up two levels tot he top of the library, but just as we get to the top floor, before it stops moving and clicks into place, something gos wrong. The floor starts shaking, and my best friend and the librarian are able to get off, but because I'm behind them, just as I'm reaching for the rail to hop off myself the floor plummets. When it crashes to the bottom, I can feel the bones in my feet and legs jolt and shift, and then a searing pain in my hips. My legs have broken through my hip bones, and are jutting out of the skin. Everything fades to black, and I wake up. I roll over without thinking, but then try to DEILD anyways.

Dream Three: I'm on a cruise ship with a rising floor very similar to the one in the previous dream, only this one is five times the size of a swimming pool, and 8 shaped like a pool as well. It's also operated by a spinning pole in the center not by magic... sort of like a sky needle in an amusement park, only the pole spins not the floor. I'm avoiding it at first. I'm with my mom, and we've just boarded the ship and some greying guy in uniform is telling us that they have just gotten the floor fixed and permission to reopen the ship. There are tables and tables of food, even something that looks like a giant chocolate pig. I LOVE chocolate, so I break some off and throw it in a napkin in my purse for later, then go to take a bite, but when I put it in my mouth it tastes so gross and greasy, like chocolate covered bacon. Then I realize it's not a chocolate pig, it's a chocolate covered pig! Like someone cooked the pig, then dipped it in chocolate. YUCK! I throw the napkin full of chocolate in my bag in the trash, no way do I want any of that later! Mom and I sit down and start talking on a couch along on of the walls in the dining room. I can't remember what we're talking about, but I think she was telling me that she was proud of me for coming on this cruise when I had just recovered from my injury at the library. A little boy probably around 6 or 7 walks up to us, he has no one with him. We ask where his parents are, and he tells us he's on this cruise by himself. He tells us he's really scared, but we look nice and seeing me with my mommy makes him miss his mommy. My mom offers to let him hang out with us so he's not lonely. He thanks us, then says he's scared of the dark and asks if we can stay in his room and sleep in his bed so he's not scared. My mom says sure, and then we decide to go walk around and explore the ship. As we're walking around we find that the whole thing is HUGE, and it looks like a giant mall inside. There is play equipment for kids to play on, there are store selling things, there are spas, and luxury rooms for people to sleep, there are also restaurants and a pool and hot tubs. It's amazing. I've never been on a cruise ship before, but this would have been damn near impossible to make, especially with that floor that takes you from level to level. Twice we stumble across this couple where the guy is trying to propose to the girl and there are cameras every where filming them. Of course when we accidentally walk in on them, they cut the tape and decide to try again and film it somewhere different (which is probably why we keep running into them). Then at one point we got on the moving floor and it started to shake and I was so scared it was going to fall again like in the last dream. Finally we settle down on another couch having walked around exploring for at least ten minutes. This time the couch over looks the moving floor so when its above our level we can see all the levels below and when it's below we can see all the levels above us. I over hear someone talking, and only half listen to it not trying to easedrop, but they're so loud you can't help but hear. Its the man complaining about how he keeps having to stop his proposal because we keep walking in on it and then he declares that he's a prince and he should have us commoners thrown in jail for ruining his royal proposal. This angers me, so I stand up, and suddenly I'm wearing tight black clothes and have a black cloak, very bad ass looking. I walk over to him, grab a drink on a nearby table, and throw it on him and his bride then start walking away. I don't stop at the couch to sit with my mom and the kid though, I keep walking. I feel very light and confident, and I hear the kid saying, "Why did she do that?" Then my mom says, "That's not Beth, I don't know who that is, but Beth never has confidence like that." While this would normally irritate and offend me, at the time I felt very calm and in control. I felt like I was above anger, and that while my actions against the prince weren't nice they were justified by his arrogance but arguing with my mom would just be petty. The prince yells for his guards to get me, and I sprint quickly away. Having already explored this place, I knew where I could hide and where everything was. First I go to the pool and hide in the showers, when the guards get past me there, I sprint off towards what looks like a dead end, but I do some fancy cool parkour moves and jump from wall to wall making my way up... like Mario in the N64 game, lol. At the top of the wall I realize I'm on a tower of some sort, but when I try to touch the railings, they're really flimsy and keep breaking. I get kind of scared, feeling like if I lose my balance and fall I'm going to get hurt really badly at best. I briefly toy with the idea that this can't be real, but never get lucid. I turn and run down a ramp connected to the tower, and find myself nearly face to face with a man in a black cape and beard. Not the prince, but a really bad ass looking commander of his guards. I remember thinking he'd make a good ally if only he weren't on the other team, he seemed to have most of his shit together. He sees me and tells his guards that they are idiots and I am right there! They need to capture me because I am a danger. I snort, and say, "If you want to get me under control, all you have to do is bring him to me." and I'm referring to Kurasawa at this point. I'm not lucid enough to realize that I'm dreaming, but I am aware enough that I know this is not my waking life and it's very possible for this man to bring him to me. Instead though, the guards rush at me, like five of them in two lines, and I sprint off again, only to wake up a few feet later.