Mydera

Dream One (Fragment): I'm in a room with a lot of tables and a bunch of guys that I can only call modern geek. Video Game tee's and hats and pins galore, my kind of people, lol. We're getting ready to play some sort of game. It reminds me of Warcraft in the way that there are little figurines that represent monsters. But, it we're pretending like the monsters are attacking us. At one point in the game I am on top of a table and the others are piling all these little zombie figures at my feet as though the figurines are attacking me and the guys are repeating over and over again, "Many! Many! Many!" as in there are many zombies all over the place.

Dream Two (Fragment): I'm spending the night with my kids at the church I attended when I was a kid. (I'm not actually Christian... I follow my own path that veers more to the pagan side though I at times attend church with my husband and kids) I recognize some of the people who are probably dead by now as I haven't been to that church in nearly twenty years and they were getting pretty old when I was a kid. At one point I went upstairs into the sanctuary and saw candles, then went back downstairs to the fellowship hall where there were other kids besides just mine.

Dream Three: I'm with a guy with long flowing white hair, he reminds me of how Kitsune are depicted in Manga and Anime.

We're in a big building that looks like a hotel or ritzy apartment complex. He's giving me a tour of the place, showing me the pool and amenities. He goes on to tell me all about how much money he spent on building this place. There are also two guys in black suits and sunglasses nearby, standing behind us like body guards or something. He pulls me close to him and tells me that it's all for me. Then, there's an explosion behind us, and another beside us and another in front. The building is blowing up around us, but because we're at the pool on the outside we're not in the path of the bombs or debris. Though everything is falling and burning around us. The guy smiles wickedly, and pulls me through the burning frame work of the building and out to a fancy car. He tells me to hop in and we'll go home, but I don't want to go. I'm worried about the people who might be living in the building. He tells me that if I can find him he'll tell me if the building was occupied or not, then drives off in his fancy red car. I start walking in the direction that the car drove off in, just to find that all the blocks around the big building are in poor repair and have no lights on or anything. I realize they have no power and the money spent on the opulent complex I had just been next to would have been better spent fixing these building and helping the people who livid in them. I see another big opulent building, and go inside. The Kitsune like man is in there, and he's lounging on a couch. There's a woman in a business suit nearby (the kind with a skirt not pants). She's got short hair and reminds me of the woman in the Dinosaur dream a couple days back. She's laughing with a cruel smile when she sees me walk in. She says something about how I won't enjoy the complex now that he's torn it down, and she feels sorry for me having something so pretty just to have the gift torn apart by the giver. The Man gets up and walks off before I can even say anything to him, as if he doesn't even care that I've found him and he promised to give me answers. The woman calls out to me and I stop following him to see what she wants. She tells me that He's going to fix the place back up for me and it will be just like it was before he blew it up. He's had his fun, and now he really does want me to have it. I start to run off towards the guy now, I want to tell him not to fix it, to fix the other buildings around it instead, but I see him in his fancy red car speeding off. I also hear the woman behind me talking on the phone, she's telling who I can only assume to be him that he needs to fix the complex if he really loves me, because that's what a good boyfriend would do. I don't bother to correct her and tell her I'd never have feelings for someone who would do all these crazy things, I just run towards the building hoping to catch him before he fixes it. I reach the building only to find that I'm too late, the place is fixed now. I find that my dad is moving into the building, and the kitsune man says something that leaves me thinking he's moving all my family in and if I don't do what he wants he'll blow them all up with the building.

Dream Four: I'm at an anime convention with my BFF. I'm not wearing any costumes or anything, just carrying my usual over sized purse with anime pins on it. Someone asks me if I can stop and let them take a picture of my bag because it's so awesome. I say sure, and they take a picture. My BFF and i go back to our hotel, and turn the TV on. The news is playing and their showing the picture of me holding my bag on the news and talking about the convention and it's lack of properly dressed people. I realize that somehow in the picture my shirt's gotten pulled up and my belly is showing. I'm relieved to see none of my stretch marks are showing, and I really don't look too bad in the picture at all. I look skinnier than I normally do! But then the news anchors go on to talk about how fat people are showing their bellies at the convention like in this photo... and I'm looking at my photo thinking I don't even look fat in that picture! I go back to the convention to complain, but everyone at the convention is throwing things at me and yelling that I ruined the cons image by being so fat and showing my fat belly on camera for the news crews. I wake up, feeling really negative about myself, and I'm really not fat. I'm in the healthy BMI range for my height and weight. :/

Dream Five (fragment): First I'm looking at a park thinking about how I could change it in buy mode in the Sims and give it a different theme. The current these is space and aliens but I want to make it an under the sea theme instead. Then I'm at a picnic by a pool in the park, but we're having to pack up and leave in a hurry for some reason.

Dream Six: I'm in the car driving somewhere, when I see something in the road and swerve to miss it. It looks like a red mixing bowl, and I think it's one of ours and wonder how it got in the road. I tell myself it someone else's that just looks like ours, then I pass a red pot and I KNOW it's ours. I Pull over and find all these dishes that are our with food in the on the side of the road. I wonder why it's all there, and my mom who was apparently in the car with me tells me that they're the food from the picnic. She had handed the food to my husband and he was supposed to put it in the car. My husband pulls up in his car behind us and asks whats wrong. I confront him about the food and he says he must have set it on top of the car and forgotten about it. I start trying to gather all the dishes, and I find a watermelon and there are big bugs crawling in it so I throw it back down and scream EWWWWW! Then I find a chocolate cake, and my husband swears it's still good because it's in a plastic container. I don't trust it, but he opens it to prove there are no bugs inside. Then He grabs the watermelon. I tell him it's got bugs in it, but he doesn't believe me. We argue over it, then a bug crawls on his finger and he drops it. It smashes when it hits the pavement and bugs that are like 6 inches long come crawling out of it, yuck yuck yuck! Then we all get back in the cars, and my mom is telling me that at the picnic everyone figured out a way to cheat the system and win the lottery and they're going to split the pot evenly. She wants me to join in, but I refuse because I tell her it's dishonest and I don't want any part in cheating anyone out of anything.


Most of my dreams last night were on the unhappy and stressful side. Probably because I finally took some NyQuil for my cold because I was pretty sure I wouldn't be able sleep at all without it.

Posting these today for yesterday since the Dream Journal system wasn't working

Dream One (Fragment): I was dressed up in a pony costume :/ No clue where or why though

Dream Two: I'm on the beach at night looking up at a sheer cliff. There are about ten women hanging on the cliff so that their backs are against the cliff. They seem to be suspended somehow by their upper arms or chest and all are wearing dark but flowing dresses. One woman with long curly black hair is talking, "We are the mermaids of this isle. We will rescue our friends from the depths of this ocean, and protect them from drowning. However if you should cross us we will not hesitate to drag you to those very depths and drown you. Murder is not beneath us if you threaten our harmony." Then the women kick their legs out and the dresses become tails as lightning crackles, then turn back into dresses when the darkness returns. They leap one by one off the cliff and land safely on the ground. The one who spoke motions to me and says this time, "Come." She leads me up a gentle slope cut into the cliff, and then we're entering some sort of house on the cliff. I see a bed, and a man who has fallen half out of the bed. There's a girl there who reminds me of Fluttershy for some reason and she's holding a green bottle of what I can only assume is medicine. I rush over to the man to help him back up into bed. The fluttershy girl seems very stressed and unsure of what to do, and she's wringing her hands as she paces from side to side saying something like, "Oh I just don't know what to do for him! He's been so very sick, and he just fell out of bed and bumped his head on the night stand. Do you think he's going to be alright? I can't even get him to take this medicine." I tell her to calm down, for some reason I fell like I know this guy and he's been waiting on me. Now that I am here he will be ok. I sit on the floor, and pull his body up into my lap. He groans weakly in his sleep, and I run my hand across his head shushing him and hoping to offer some comfort. I hear a door open nearby, and look in that direction, a younger girl walks out, she seems to be in her mid to late teens. She looks at me and scowls then says something. I can't remember what it was, but the dream continues that now I know that I'm in trouble of angering the mermaids because they've fallen in love with this man and they want me here to nurse him back to health, but they're afraid he'll fall in love with me and not one of them. The rest of the dream is kind of a blur. I get him back in the bed, I am washing my hand when someone interrupts me and my hands are covered in slimy pink soap but I can't rinse it off because they've pulled me away from the sink. The head mermaid is furious because all of the mermaids are fighting over this man, but she can't kill him because she's in love with him too and she isn't sure who to punish or how for disturbing their peace.

Dream Three (Fragment): I'm hanging out with Tom Cruise in an apartment that he claims is his. We're talking about our kids, and then he starts showing off all the hard work he did in remodeling the apartment. I am flabbergasted to hear that he did all the work himself and tell him that celebrities should have enough money to hire someone else to do the remodeling for them. He tells me that He likes to do it himself because he feels accomplished in it and he knows it's done right. Real celebrities probably don't humble themselves this way, but the dream left me feeling like maybe they're not the stuck up and bad people the seem like on tv and in magazines. Maybe some of theme are like the rest of us, hard workers who take pride in what the can accomplish themselves.

Dream Four (Fragment): I find my pokemon cards from when I was a kid. I'm so sad because the binder they're in is tattered and dirty. I can't even find my favorite cards! This dream woke me up for the day because as silly as it sounds, it's something that stressed me out so bad. I am so sure I never got rid of my pokemon cards from my childhood because they were such a big part of my life for a couple years. I may have gotten rid of all the common cards, but I for sure kept the foil cards! Only, now I can't find them anywhere and I worry that they were thrown away and I just don't remember. The dream made me anxious to look for them again to make sure they're ok and I couldn't fall back asleep I would so love to find those cards now that my kids are into Pokemon cards. They would love to see them.