Mydera

Finally recalled another dream. I need to get back on my vitamins and note taking regime, badly.

I dreamed that I was standing in a city square of some sort in a small town. It's really crowded, and we're looking up towards a mountain behind the city to watch fire works, but it's day light. Somehow though, we're able to see the fireworks in the daylight. Someone to my left points towards my right and away from the fireworks, and I look up. I see a flying saucer in the sky flying around the square like it's watching us and trying to get a better view of something in the square. I start making my way towards the front and the fireworks in an effort to get away from the saucer because it's freaking me out. Ambies is there, and she's more interested than scared. Suddenly everyone seems to have noticed it, and there are screams and pushes to get away, but then there are also people who are interested in it. I duck under an awning and start filming it with my cell phone. A man with long hair and a beard jumps up as the saucer dips down and somehow manages to grab a hold of it. he pulls it down, and then people start piling on top of it. It bucks and throws some people off, and even knocks some bystanders over, but ultimately it's pulled to the ground. People start ripping it apart trying to see if there are aliens inside, and I'm scared that if there are they're going to get mad and kill us all or something, but Ambies drags me forwards and tells me to come on and get a closer look because this is history in the making and I'm the only one filming. When we get closer, I can see the saucer is really only six to eight feet in diameter and maybe a foot at it's "tallest""widest" or whatever. It looks like two really BIG really shallow bowls or plates with the eating surface pressed together. The people manage to get a few layers of metal off somehow, and there are tiny little chairs and such inside that are like barbie doll sized, but no aliens. I wake up.

I don't remember much about the first part of the dream. I can remember recalling earlier dream events later in the dream, so I know at some point in the begining of the dream K was telling me some history of a bridge. The first part of the dream I can really recall thought is being in the middle of a very small town, but the town had several really old looking Japanese buildings as well as a couple of newer looking buildings. There weren't really paved roads, it was mostly gravel and dirt drives. I was running around in a dirt square playing with some young kids like I was baby sitting or something. The kids were all ten or younger and wearing Kimonos and such. We're running around picking up rocks and playing tag. K is standing by a set of double doors at a new looking building watching us but I don't pay him much mind. When it's starting to get dark, I decide to go inside the building. K follows me. The first room inside was fairly small and looked like a den or a waiting room. There was a corner couch on the left with end tables and lamps. There's a young man with longish blondish brown hair on the couch talking to a little old woman. The woman tells K and I to sit, so I do sit on the other side of the couch but K positions himself against the wall watching the double doors we came through. Beside him is another set of double doors and I see that the guy on the couch has a clear view of it, and briefly think they're in spots to keep an eye out for danger or something. The woman is talking about our clothing not fitting in, and that the village would be happy to dress us like them so we'd blend in a bit better. I'm not really paying attention, instead I'm looking around the room. I notice a gift bag and some Bath and Body works things on the end table next to me and I "remember" that we brought them as a gift to the women of the village. Then someone comes in with kimonos and such for us to put on as well, and the woman leaves so we can change. I'm not at all bothered by changing in front of K or the other guy, and the old woman didn't seem to care that she was leaving me in the room with them to get changed either. I am facing the double doors we came through when I change but that's all I remember about changing. I know I had a jacket and pulled it on over the kimono because I felt odd and awkward in such clothes, and I had a pair of black gloves on as well, with red tips or stripes or something on them. When we're changed, we go through the double doors K was standing next to, not the ones we had entered through. There was a hallyway, and on the left was a gymnasium with folding chairs set up and people sitting in the chairs listening to a woman speaking. On the right were some drink machines and a door to a game room. The game room had a pool table by the door, and we went inside there. K and the couch guy took off their jackets and laid them on a chair then started playing pool. I stand next to the door and can sorta hear the lady in the auditorium talking, but can't make out what she's saying. I want to go listen, and so as much. K tells me to be careful and leave the door open so he can see me. I walk out and leave the door open, and peek into the gym. Its a highschool girl talking now, but what she's saying doesn't really register with me. Instead I get a gut feeling to look left. I glance to the left without even thinking, and see a white man with normal clothes on and a big expensive looking watch walking towards the pool room. There are two men dressed in black behind him. The man looks right at me, and then says something about the kimono being a good try to blend in, but that my coat and gloves give me away. He motions to the pool room and tells the two guys in black "The others would be in there" then starts to slowly walk towards me. K comes walking very quickly from the pool room to put a hand on my back and lightly push me so I'll start walking along with him. The man frowns and starts to follow us, so K puts hi arm around my shoulder and pulls me closer as he starts walking faster. I make the comment that if we're supposed to pretend to be brother and sister for this cover it's never going to work if he's holding me like that. He tells me not to worry about it, that it doesn't matter right now bc it's already blown and all that matters is keeping me safe. Somehow the couch guy is keeping the guys in black and the man with the watch busy so they can't follow us, but I don't look back to see how. K rushes me to the door we entered the building through, and stands me by it and tells me not to follow him, but to run away if the guys in black or the man with the watch show up, he has to go back and help the other guy. I stand by the door, and hear some people talking outside about being late for the town meeting bc they were out hunting for food. I took it as hunting game, not like looking for a place to eat lol. I look out to see whos talking, but it's so dark I can't make it out. The K comes walking very quickly again from the hall, takes my hand, and starts pulling me outside. I follow him, and a girl comes up and follow us as well but I don't catch her name or anything. We get in a car that I "remember" putting my rocks I collected in earlier, and we drive a couple of blocks, then park the car and start to walk away. K jokes that if he'd had a sword we wouldn't have needed to leave the village, but then I tell him I think owning weapons is illegal there and a sword is a weapon. He tells me that to be honest he doesn't know much about this place, that he only knows about the bridge because he wrote a paper or something about it for class once. Then I remember I wanted my rocks, and go back to get them. Neither K nor the girl are happy that I want to go back, but they don't argue with me really. When I open the trunk of the car I find that my rocks have been cut into shapes. There's a wizard made of quarts and a rabbit made of some sort of quarts crystal or something with brown spots. I marvel at them a minute, run my fingers along the rabbits rough surface, then realize I can't carry them all b/c they're too heavy. Around this point my mom called and woke me up >.<

In last nights dream there was something about a town and dead people. Like everyone who died had to be buried really quick and no one was embalmed or anything b/c if someone wasn't buried fast enough then there would be a curse on the town that would kill everyone. An old lady with long gray hair and bent over and a very very wrinkly face was telling me all this. There were lots of thumping sounds coming from an empty room and I asked if the dead could come back to life to kill us and she assured me they couldn't. Then I left afraid, and saw the ocean and got in a car and wondered if I'd lived there long enough that if I died after I left if I would curse everyone. I woke up.

Last night I was lucid for a few short moments. First lucid in a month or so I think. Today I started reality checking again so hopefully I will be lucid again soon I've really been slacking since the beginning of summer and none of my goals are being accomplished and I feel like I'm getting no where lol.

The first part of the dream I can remember, I am on a road next to a little forested area with a pond. For some reason I'm chilling out with Eliza Thornberry from the Wild Thornberries. She tells me that the animals in the area are sad because their pond where they get water is polluted. I walk into the forrest area to the small pond to see if I can clean it up, and I see HUGE oak leaves in the water. A little dog with long hair that I actually saw at Petsmart a couple days ago is trying to drink from the water, but keeps licking leaves in the attempt. I try to move the leaves, but find that when I scoop all the leaves out of the pond there are dark blue Milk crates sunk in the water. Upon closer inspection, I find that the milk crates are full of green and rotting raw steaks that are breaking into little pieces and polluting the water with nasty germs and bacteria. I tell Eliza that there's nothing I can do, and she tries to argue, "But what about the animals?!" and I tell her that it's beyond my ability to clean and I start walking up the street. As I walk up the street I stop and think for a moment that I'm crazy for walking up a street in the dark. Then I realize I might be dreaming. I reach up and pinch my nose, I can breathe! At this point I get excited, "This is a dream!" then before I can do anything about it, a girl comes running at me yelling about something. I'm ignoring her thought bc I know this is a dream and I don't want to deal with her I want to do something, but she won't be ignored! She is reaching out at me and grabs at me, I pull back and then panic for a moment. I close my eyes and tell myself it's ok, K will rescue me so there's nothing to worry about. I feel hands clawing at my face and shoulders. I try to tell myself the girl is going to turn into K, but the clawing continues and when I open my eyes the girl is in fact a boy, but he's not K. I decide to try and run away. I quickly think I can run into a wall to skip out of this dream and into another one where I might find K. The street I'm running on actually looks like the high school I went to now, but I don't remember when the scene shift happened. I try to run through a wall, and instead I find myself faltering and getting dizzy, tripping, and falling against the wall. When I hit the wall the room spins and it feel like the wall becomes the floor and while I can see my fist against the wall in front of my face, I know I'm waking up and I curse and bang my fist against the wall. Then everything goes black and I wake up.

I'm back writing for the night before last because I happened to have a K dream and I like to keep a record of all those It's been a couple days so I don't remember as much as I did when I woke up, and there's some stuff to explain about my waking life as I go so parts of the dream will make sense.

The dream starts out with me in the house I spent my preteen and teen years in. I'm in the little entrance way (Foyer?) about to go out the front door. I notice that what should be a solid door with a stained glass window is instead the glass storm door we have at the house I currently live in. I stop myself and say, "This door shouldn't be see through.." But before I can continue that train of thought I notice there are people outside. My mom is on the porch sitting in an adirondack chair with my grandmother, and my kids are in the yard playing. However after I note them I feel that familiar tugging feeling that I need to look to the side followed by the warm and familiar feeling that I know all too well from my dreams. The first thought I have is, "This feeling that I am going to meet him soon was right. He's here!" (Now, to explain, randomly during my days I've started having that same warm and familiar feeling like K is close by, but without the tugging telling me where to look. I like to look at it as a reminder that I'm getting closer to unraveling these dreams and finding him again) So in the dream I go out the door, and as I do he turns and looks at me. I say hey, and he tells me I look familiar, and I tell him yeah he does too, and I am pretty sure we know each other even though we've never met. He asks me if I'd like to take a walk and talk, and I say yes. So we walk along the sidewalk in front of the house to my uncles property next door. There's a fancy playhouse/swing set/slide combination thing on the property, and none of the kids are playing on it, so K starts to climb up the ladder into the little club house part of it. I ask him while he climbs up what his name is, and he replies with Kale. Before I can question him any farther, I notice there's someone climbing a tree across the creek that splits the property. K asks me whats wrong because I have a funny look as I watch this person in the tree. I tell him there's someone building a tree house on my uncles property and I don't think they're supposed to be there. He offers to go an tell the guy to stop, but I say I need to ask first. I start to go ask my grandmother if that person has permission to build on my uncles lot, but then a kid kicks a ball into the creek and I run to get it, but the kid gets it first. Then I am distracted talked to the kid about the ball, then I wake up.

I was dead tired yesterday to the point of falling asleep on the couch while trying to read, so I went to bad several hours earlier than usual. I ended up having a LOT of dreams, but while I remembered them really well each time I woke from them, I was too tired to take notes and can only really remember one VERY awesome one, but I'm journaling it anyways because it made me feel good when I had it ^_^

The dream starts out with me being in a trailer, it looks a good deal like my dads trailer when I was growing up, but the floor plan was reversed. I think in the dream I was a younger girl, probably around 10-15. There's another girl there with me who is also around that age, as well as my mother, a lady I work with, and someone in long black hooded robes that covered them completely. The person in the robes is saying that I have been chosen to pilot a mecha suit as I was born with great magical powers. So I get really excited, and as soon as the person in robes leaves and my mom and the lady I work with (we'll call her W) say they're tired and going to bed, I sneak out.The other girl follows me and asks me what I'm going. I insist that if I'm going to pilot a mobile suit and fight demons in the war then I'm going to need practice! She follows me but is trying to talk me out of it when I climb into W's mobile suit and start piloting it. I find that it's totally easy, I'm not having to pull any levers or anything, I am able to control the entire thing with my mind. I laugh and refer to the matrix and feeling like Neo for some reason. Then I creep through the woods in my giant suit and see a park, I decide I can't step in the park or I'll ruin the grass, so I take the suit back to the field next to the trailer and kneel it down so I can hop out. When I get out I start walking towards the park again, and notice there's a small ten foot cliff that I'll have to jump from to get into the park. I take a deep breath and remind myself that like Neo, I will be fine as long as I remember that the distance is just in my mind. I jump, and I'm ok! The other girl is yelling at me from the cliff though that I'm going to get hurt and to get back up there. Apparently it's night and the demons run wild at night and it's really not safe out. I try to explain to her that I'll be ok because I believe I can fight them, but she reminds me that I need a mobile suit to fight them and to get back up there with the mobile suit. I sigh and comply, a new idea forming in my head. I manage to jump super high back up onto the cliff, and start telling her that I want to run away with he mobile and start fighting the demons on my own, skipping all the official training and everything. She tells me I'm crazy and I won't have anything to eat and I don't know anything about survival in the wild. I'm pretty over confident at the time though, and there's no talking me out of it, so the girl offers me some seeds that look like Pumpkin seeds, only some are black and some are white. I ask her what they are, and she says they're pokemon seeds created as a promotion for the video games. Apparently they grow plants that will make black and white beans depending on the color of the seed that was planted. She says I should plant them and I'll have something to eat when they grow. Then the porch light comes on in the trailer, and W comes out. me and the other girl panic because we know we're going to get in trouble if we're caught out here. I tell her to hide in the brush, and I hop back into the mobile suit and then hide inside it into the brush. W and my mom get into the truck with the mobile suits trailer on the back and start to drive through the field, but they stop right in front of us, and my mom jumps out saying something's wrong because the trailer feels too lite. I hold my breath hoping they don't check, but of course they do and of course there's no mobile suit on the trailer, so they start freaking out. I decide to come clean and climb out of the thicket I was hiding in in the mobile suit. I hop out, and they start giving me the third degree for stealing the mobile suit and ask me what the hell I was thinking, and I tell them my plan on running off to fight demons on my own They laugh and ask me how I plan to survive on my own with no food, and I argue that I would eat the beans from the seeds the other girl gave me. They tell me the seeds would take weeks to grow and I'd never last that long without food. I insist that it won't take so long if I use my magic on the seeds, and they laugh and tell me again that It'll take forever. I get mad and want to prove my point so I drop down on the ground and push a seed into the earth, then cup my hands over it and will it to grow. It does, growing about six inches straight up out of the earth with the seed cap on top of the stalk and then little thin curly roots grow up as well with teeny tiny leaves... it's beautiful. The girl my age is marveled and amazed and wants to know how I did it, so I try to show her, but it won't grow anymore for her. So I try myself, and it grows again! Then my daughter wakes me up, lol.