Mydera

It started with me being in a store and my BFF called me telling me she was on her way down to NC. She was so upset that she just couldn't stay in Ohio anymore. It was like the middle of the night, but she drove down here to hang out and just get away from Ohio. I stepped out of the store and she was in the parking lot, so we went back inside together. Inside, she was alternating between laughing loudly and suddenly bursting into tears. I wish that T had been there to help her, and suddenly he was. He asked her what was wrong, and she told him that she just had to get away from Ohio and burst into tears. So he grabs her elbow and tells her to come on, he's got someone she needed to see. So we start walking to the registers, and I have some things in my arms to buy (can't remember what they were though) So at the registers stand the Blond J she hung out with in highschool. You see him and say his name, then he opens his arms and she runs into them and just breaks down in the biggest sobs ever. He wraps his arms around her, then walks her out of the store to console her. Tracy stays with me while I check out, then I go outside and he offers to give me a ride home. When I accept, we get into my grandma's truck and suddenly I just know this is a dream. Realizing I'm dreaming I am scared that I'll wake up and everything goes black. I reach to my side to grab my cell phone, and find that the phone I grab is a flip phone, I'm still dreaming! So I look through my contacts, and I find L's number (which I don't really have, lol) and call him. I tell him to meet me at the bus stop in front of Walmart. Then I tell Tracy to stop the truck at the buss stop so I can get out and wait. He's not wanting to stop because it's dark and late and he says it's dangerous for me to be alone in town at night and the bus wouldn't run until daytime so I wouldn't have anyone to pick me up. I told him I was sure then jumped out o the truck. The buss stop was more like those smokers chambers at the local college, not a buss stop. All glass and benches, covered so you won't get rained on. As I walk towards the bus stop it's becoming day, and I curse dream time and say out loud, "NO!!! It's still supposed to be night!!!" and the dream goes back to night time So then I go to sit on the bench and it disappears! I remind myself it's a dream and it's still there even if I can't see it, mentally not out loud this time. The bench reappears and I sit on it. I look to the left towards walmart and across an empty parking lot. Then I see someone walking alone the empty parking lot towards the bus stop. It's a short little guy with a bald head and he looks kind of Asian. I realize this is supposed to be L coming to visit me, so I jump up and run up to him. On closer inspection he looks old too, and I'm thinking really?! THIS is supposed to be L? My brain couldn't have been more wrong! So I try calling out to the DC and yell his name at him, "L!" and suddenly he stretches taller and his face shifts and he looks all the world like high school L but with short hair. I am ecstatic that it worked, and he smiles really big at me so I run up and hug him. It gets a little odd when after I hug him he lets his hands linger on my waist. I remember our conversation last night, so I tell him to come here and pull him towards the buss stop. I stop right out side the bus stop and lean back against the glass while he catches his balance after me pulling him so hard in that direction. Then he asks me why I brought him here and if I wanted to talk, I tell him that I could wake up at any minute so there's no time for that now. Then I reach up and gently pull his head down to mine and kiss him. And of course everytime I kiss a DC I wake up, so that's where it ended, lol.

My bff and I had talked the night I had this dream about how she kissed L once, and I asked her if he was a good kisser. She couldn't remember. For some reason I forgot I actually wanted to ask L why I keep seeing him in my dreams because all I could remember was the conversation my bff and I had that night and not having the answer to my question, lmao. It's sooo hard to remember my waking world plans when I'm dreaming, things I decide on weeks in advanced are totally forgotten for things I passingly wonder about the night before >.< I'm totally kicking myself for that