Roguetta

August 2nd 1:00am-9:30am
So, in my old room at night and I'm all like damn loopy and talking about sex. Mom decides it's time I finally had physical contact, she mentions a guy and having a kid so I start sulking again. But in the next morning we are outside, she has me cuddle a little yellow chick and walk across and unbalanced surface. Once I seem unenthusiastic about this training and manage to break the unbalanced stone training area, she decides it's time I went out to use my skills and get a guy.

The next scene is me in a house with a super cute and gorgeous girl named Daine. Her hair is auburn and her skin is peachy but a bit tanned, her hair is also wavy and medium length or just past shoulders. I think her eyes are brown or a dark green, definitely not blue. She is busty and a hold a bit of weight on her, but she also has muscle to counteract that. So she tells me a story of a past love while I'm going down on her and in the background near the house I can hear my mother questioning my choice of a female. After Daine finishes her story which took awhile through pauses and making other noises, though I had a feeling I wasn't that good but was willing to get better for her. Then it was my turn! and so we had a pillow fight.

Somehow the area had changed inbetween that time to someplace at night and looking up at tall modern buildings. We sat down infront of one and talked about Gary Oldman and how if we could go back in time, we'd work our butts off to get to the top and have a chance at marrying him. I spoke of a memory I had of her giving me a nickname, shroom-grass. We had been in a forest and I was tired, plopping down and willing to give up walking. But she noticed I looked like a mushroom in the grass, my hair seemed bigger then and I wore a brown dress.

Back to the present building when entered in first. Laughing and smiling I chased her out of the house and outside we saw my mother, I was actually shocked to see her there and with good reason to. Explaining amd apologizing for being inside for two months and so with my new girl, not as a joke but a very serious realisation. My mother said it was fine because time stopped or went by very slowly outside, she also said we had to give time back and that this wasn't real. I started laughing when "time" showed up and I saw it was Babe Ruth, but I saw she was serious so we left the area.

Our next setting was us walking down my old neighborhood's streets at night with my hand over Daine's shoulder and keeping her close, I suppose we were almost at the same height but she was a bit taller. She was getting scared because her fears of the joker were behind her, I just swiftly walked and pulled her along with me as I told her what my mother said and that it wasn't real so we had to keep moving and ignore it. She sniffled and was still crying but went along with me, I think it helped that I was at her side. To make her think if other things, a kid ran past and gave us a letter that I quickly opened. It held a note inside informing me that I had been gifted an estate and that there was much to learn, the anonymous sender spoke of wanting to hear about the ghost baby (that I guess I mentioned somewhere in my dream but forgot the entire story when I awoke.) and about Babe Ruth as time. Anonymous also said that more adventures awaited me and he/she(had a feeling it was a guy) also awaited my presence. End.



END NOTES AND THOUGHTS:
For the ending, I did read a Dracula fanfiction last night that had him giving away a house to his love, so I think that's probably it. But it seemed like a dead giveaway to me knowing I was dreaming. However I'd still like to know who sent it and where my home is, that I shall have new adventures in.

So the don't worry it isn't real thing caught me off guard when I woke up, I was really expecting to do a reality check at this but it just passed me by. However I think my dream has a point about the physical contact, though fixing it by going out and fucking someone is also probably not the best idea. The thing of genders, I believe the marriage thought was to make me understand that I like both genders. Strangely though I was giving and my end of receiving was just doing cute things and cuddling with my girl. Also I'm fairly certain she was older than I am, because I was going by my real age in the dream and she looked more mature. So I guess age isn't a problem for me either or I know it takes more effort but can work out as well? Just my thoughts, usually I don't think too much on dreams but this was new and thought it was trying to tell me something.

August 1 2am-6am
A tent, curling up around someone and two candles to keep warm. The room is still very cold. Another person near, he almost set up a double tent but decided not to. We went to the beach, we are partners? We love this little island that we're on and wish to come back. Suggested that we come back routinely to spend evenings and enjoy the company of one another.

2:00Am-2:36pm July 31st
Entered room with mom and then the power went out. Then it was like a time warp or something because the area changed, my brother and I were now at a restaurant and were joking about the amount of obese people eating all the junk food. So we went ahead and ordered pizza, met up with a friend who we complimented on staying a healthy weight. We all sat down at a table and then I went to go pick up the pizza, I grabbed both the pizza plate and the sauce dish. But they slipped because of the grease on my hand, the sauce tumbled out and a bit and the lady that handed them to me leaned down to help so I was like thanks but then she just bit into my neck and I felt paralyzed so I didn't do anything. When she was done I felt a little angry so I grabbed someone else's two pizza slices and sat down to eat with everyone else in a pissed off mood. The guy whose pizza I stole came back and looked like he was going to punch me so I got up and told him my little story and how instead he could ask for me to apologize or ask for me to buy him another pizza or other ways to peacefully fix the problem. Then his friends came over and consuled him, it was like his dog had just died or something the way he had broken down over it. So I rushed away from everyone and managed to rush myself back to another timeline, where before it was dark and I was waiting outside a house that a party was going on in. In this timeline I exited from the house front door and just sat on the steps where another fellow was. He had been talking to someone else infront of him about someone, apparently that someone was me. Maybe they heard of how I did the worst crime in the world, stole a slice of pizza. Whether or not that was true, he started touching me and just giving off a creepy vibe as he made it known that he needed to keep me for something. A ransom? Anyway he pulled me back into the house where I went to take a shower. End.

2:00am-9:26am July 28
　Rising up against a school that spanks children as a punishment. Grandma's home, garage has free amazon gift cards.
　Admiring girl's throat, not a vampire but in relation to it.
　bird drops little fox, I take care of it and slowly it learns to be gentle and grows big as my pet. Current home

10:13am-1:18pm
D: I was riding on a horse with and with my two other men already ahead, we tried to overtake a stagecoach that had one man inside and one man steering the horses. My two men jumped on the stagecoach and focused on steering it as I jumped through the door window and into the passenger seats inside. The man in there attempted to draw his sword but failed as I latched onto him and bit into his neck. Note, that this was being done in the daylight on a little forested but well paved road. -skip- In a mirror I look at my appearance, I wear a regal dress and seem to have just a bit of makeup on or atleast blush. I open my mouth and admire my teeth, then feel a tingling pain as my vampire fangs stretch out. Giving myself a grin, I walk through the door to the left of the mirror and enter a room of dancing. People in all sorts of noble attire are dancing in pairs, a waltz of some sort it seems and they are split to leave a path straight to my throne in the middle. I walk down the middle and pay them no mind as I relax in my throne. But before I can make up my mind what to do, the man I fed on earlier in the stagecoach rushes in with his sword at the ready and seems intent on a fight. This amuses my slightly but I have no intention of vacating my luxurious seating. End.

FA: Woke up in my current bed, went downstairs and just decided to do a reality check...because why not? Realised I was lucid dreaming and went around touching and looking at stuff to increase my vividness and it did work. Then I remembered before bed I told myself I'd try to make Rosewood Darkgarden again, I wasn't sure if I wanted to just open the door myself and try or what. So I asked my brother to help me get to the place and it worked. Except the design was off, the atmosphere was there but it looked like a pool instead of a secret garden floating in the water. End.

1:00am-5:45am
In an empty house, the walls are faded and the floor looks worn. There is a man on the second story of the little home, he has a noose around his neck and is about to hang himself when he hears a knocking at the door. He unties it in one pull of string and lets it fall away from his neck, I'm unsure as to what the rope is attached to because we never look up enough to see or justify it floating in the air. The people who knocked before enter the house, it's the lady that rents the home and two policemen. She mentions how the man we first saw has been in here forever without paying rent and that people complain his home smells bad. The man they speak of, walks downstairs and right past them outside. He doesn't seem to acknowledge that the police told him to stay there, he doesn't seem to care at all really. He just keeps walking, outside the early morning light is much brighter than the light inside his home and perhaps he welcomes it. His movements are slow and relaxed, a leisurely walk leading toward a wide lake up ahead. He stops just infront of the lake and to his left are two policemen, on drinks from a mug and the other stands looking out at the water as we do. To the right is another policeman, though further away and also seemingly to enjoy the lake view. One might ask why are there so many policemen here when it was only one man in a home who didn't pay his rent? But if that is asked, then we must also ask why he meant to kill himself and why does he seem so insensitive to those around him or perhaps unaware is a better word. It's as though he's thinking back on things, perhaps he's had a change of heart? One of the policemen is cheerful and offers him a cup of tea, then tells him that they there is the ghost of one of them. We look toward the lake again and see a black figure further out, it has a red outline where it's heart should be and he seems to be dancing on the water. I suppose they were all waiting for this, it seems a bit silly but curiously we head to the left where another policeman is right near the water. It's a bit of a walk, but when we reach the policeman we see that he's watching something. We ask what he's up to and he tells us that he is waiting for the boy's ghost that died here to come out, apparently it's very rare and he has yet to collect information from him. So we ask if they know that the ghosts come out at a certain time, why do they not go to each murder site and post a guard to watch for the ghosts and ask them about the information regarding their deaths? Our question was never answered because we saw a footprint in the sand, we knew the boy was near and so the policeman watched the ground as I ventured into the water. He said he hear splashes and that I shouldn't be in the water, it was here that I began to be fearful and tried to walk out. But I couldn't seem to move out of the water, I kept walking along the edge as near to the policeman as possible but I couldn't get out. I asked for his hand and I found it hard to grasp, it was as though it slipped out each time and I had not the muscles to retain a grip. -Q's: Was I going to die? By a ghost child's hand? Why were there a lot of ghosts here? Why was I afraid of death now when I tried to summon it into my body before? Why didn't I know about the deaths that had happened here? Or did I know? Why did my house stink when there was no furniture or anything inside, except myself? Where did I connect the noose from? Is there a link to it all? Am I here?

Started out at nighttime in a room that had a door leading to a balcony. I wasn't a specific character, but rather a watcher looking at it all like a movie. Inside the room was a group of friends, males and females I believe? Though mostly males. So we are focused on one guy wearing white clothes, he's curled up on a couch and trying to sleep when we see another guy sneak up and raise his leg as though to stomp him. My sense of fear increases because I think he's about to be murdered. But then he stirs and the image like flashes as though we've blinked, then the guys switch positions and we see our main fellow about to stomp the man who snuck up on him who is now sleeping peacefully in the same position our confused main character was in. This seems to confuse and frighten him so much that he starts screaming and keeps his foot suspended in mid air. So then he runs off and we see a bag on a table and then someone unzips it revealing a guy in a joker costume and someone else is trying to shove a person dressed as batman into the bag as well. The joker guy said there's plenty of room for two! and then we panned over to the right, where a man was a bit drunk or something so he ran into a mirror. Except it wasn't a mirror, it was a reflective window that shattered and he went out of it. Plummeting to his death I'm sure, but perhaps not because I don't really know how high up the building is. So then we pan over to the right, outside on the balcony where our main character is sort of leaning sideways on the railing but laying on the floor as well? He has a leg on the railing and two arms over it, his head is swaying slightly as I suppose he sleeps. Behind him, someone comes up and does the same raised leg maneuver and once again the bodies switch and our main character gawks in horror as he realises what he is about to do...again. So the other guy is just like, what? and our main character just stumbles a bit and runs back wards into the main room. Dream End.

25Th, went to bed at 1:00am-7:20am:
D: Saw my phone time fucking up and C said I'm probably dreaming, I did a reality check and realised I was. The proceeded to ask politely ask my mother to make it morning, she did so but it was still too dark just a bit so I said afternoon and she did. Thanked her and left, but didn't get far I believe because the light flickered and I got fearful and woke up.
FA: Something felt off here so I did a reality check and went lucid again and found myself in a hospital of sorts, went into a room and liked the lucidity so much that I wanted it to be clearer so I started touching the chair and walls. It instantly made my sight clear and I felt more in the dream, just to make sure though I saw a drink and asked if I could have it. Nobody answered so I took a sip, it was disgustingly spicy! Sadly it looked so good though, with swirls of yellow in the pink liquid and clear on the bottom. Anyway, I said some shit about needed to become a vampire to fight a vampire and a guy came in and lead me to his home just near the place. Soon as we got outside though, the light flickered and we rushed to his house and got inside just as a madman flung himself at the door. He said don't let him in, so I locked the door and said I have more strength than you as I kicked against his shoving against the door. It finally swing open after I said that and I stumbled back and woke up.
FA: Nope, still asleep I found and that was alright because I was about to go do something but I woke up again.
FA: Oh ho! I thought I had awoken, but no I was still dreaming when I did a reality check. That was fine, I remembered before that I said in real life that I'd try to move on past nightmares if I had another chance. So I went downstairs in my current home and went to get a drink. Stepped outside, but got kinda scared and went back in again. Went upstairs and saw him outside near the home from my mother's window. Said something about people should wake up, but then I woke up.
FA: woke up again and was like, man what a dream and then did a reality check and cursed my string of false awakenings, dream end with a rooster crow.
FA: another false awakening that ended quickly when I did a reality check, the rooster crow just before I woke up.
FA: into another false awakening, reality check and irritation with rooster crow at the end.
FA: another false awakening, reality check, me asking mom if she's real and rooster crow at the end.
FA: once again another false awakening, but after it I finally woke up for real.

July 22nd 1:00am-8:00am
Set at my current home, I believe..honestly I can't quite remember the first half. But for some reason we were low on money and weren't allowed to buy food from other places. I think it was also something to do with we couldn't drive the car out anymore, the person that told us this said to just buy from locals. But we don't have local stores or they carry bad food. So as mom and I are sitting in the diesel in a parking lot, a lady comes up and says she will help with money and food problems. She takes us to a store and we buy stuff, I forgot the terms of her agreement but afterwards we went to a room. In this room some people came through a portal and we started talking about stuff, I think it was about the new rules of people not being able to get food from other places. We also had these weird lights that were dim because the bulb didn't work. But when you take the bulb out, the light was much brighter. Anyway that was pretty much what I remembered, the room had tan walls and a portal in the left corner near the door entrance.

Woke at 3:13pm...wish I knew the starting time, but sense it was an afternoon nap, I can assume it was two hours long. This means the start time might have been around 1:00pm.


It's winter here but I don't know where here is but I do know that mom and I are trying to get the little chicks, who are in an encaged little wheelbarrow, up a hill to a home. I'm not sure how but we managed to do it, then we went inside the little place after placing them in an open garage to the side of the house and turning on their heat lights which we strung around the encaged area. They kinda looked like a teal LED bright lite set. Once inside, the area changed to the inside of my current home, I was hungry so I searched the cupboard near the door for some food, at first there was only what I had in real life. But then I saw cheetos, flaming hot cheetos, cheeto puffs, and way in the back I saw slim jims. I took those and went outside to eat them, I ate two but they tasted kinda funny like it wasn't meat. Then before I knew it, I was waking up in a room of sleeping bodies. Naked and under sheets in a living room, it was a bit nauseating but I just grabbed a shirts and rushed to the bathroom. The bathroom happened to be my grandmother's bathroom, but the living room was definitely from my old home. Behind me I heard footsteps and someone rushing to get to me, I tried to shut the door on them but a lady just shoved it open. I was on my knees on the floor, still a bit tired, she pulled me up and away from the bathroom. I forgot what she said but it was I think a sexual question and I answered positively. She wrapped her arms around my waist behind me and we sort of swayed into another room, then collapsed on a couch or chair. I sat on her lap and she held me, blah..sexual stuff so I guess her dialogue before was asking for consent. Anyway, the sexual stuff was different this time because before it always stopped when the pressure of stuff trying to get inside was too much and woke me up. This time though, I wasn't scared and didn't shy away, I guess that's why it finally happened. The pressure built up until I was about to cry out and was trembling was it was over, but I woke up. In my head, rose said she'd be gentler next time. But then I woke up for real and realized the last time I woke up was a false awakening, I felt the effects of the dream for a couple seconds after waking, but then it went away.


NEW:
I realize that it may seem strange to some readers but I never actually got to the stage of penetration or release in a dream ever, it was always blocked and I think this moment was an amazing one for me because I gave my consent this time. It was like I was ready, so maybe I'm learning more or something? Another thing I've noticed, I had control over my actions through the second half of the dream and this has happened last dream too. The new control and experience is actually really nice and makes me feel like I'm making progress.

July 18---11:30-1:25pm
In a store, buying clothes. Mom drags me outside the back, grabs a fish tail cutout of foam and goes back inside. Someone stops us at the door, I get kicked down. Big guy picks me up in a hug and give comforting words. In the store I look through racks of clothes, laugh for reasons forgotten and C says it's time to go. Go through door, get stopped by arabic guard who wants our IDs. I give mom her purse, he says I should have a tie for my shirt. I nod, but he says I'm not a boy am I? I panic, he reaches down to check and then gets shoved off. Pan out to him falling off a cliff, I say we shouldn't have done that but hippie type guy says it's fine. Pan down mountain to an asian looking through a telescope, he sees falling body and mistakes it for the sign they've been waiting for. End.

July 18---5:12pm-7:17pm
In old home at night, C is washing dishes he got from portal outside our house in the back. They are relics, I see one looking like a bowl pitcher. I put water in it, wash with soap and put water in it to drink. D enters room and sees me drinking, asks what is that and I tell him I think it's a drinking bowl. He seems skeptical, the water tastes bad like the soap I used and I see some of the pink soap residue on the bottom. I rinse it and put it in rack to dry, feel weird. Dizzy and nauseous, I stumble outside and see the world in a blurry. Look into portal and see outlined light blue squares on a white back ground. I scream as it freaks me out and wake up into a false awakening, C says shut up and I do. Talk in my mind to rose, mention dracula but I say it reminded me of a lucid dreaming vibe. End.

He gave us these little plastic? dolls to swallow and that would take us there, I had a hard time getting it to go down. I do remember thinking that this seemed kinda stupid, but then I did manage to swallow it and could feel it get caught slightly in my throat. After swallowing or going through the motions of swallowing a couple more times, I finally got it down and pretty much instantly saw the change after I blinked. We were in a room, appeared to be a dining room and I didn't seem to be familiar to the place. But then a voice spoke out behind me and caused me to turn about quickly to meet the face of the speaker who spoke from the shadows of the doorway, "Well if it isn't you", I of course was shocked a bit to see him there but for some reason also frightened a bit. I got the feeling that I shouldn't have come uninvited, but I also got the feeling that I owed him something. Anyway, he took me aside to another room to chat, I remember nothing of the dialogue except that I shouldn't be there. But sense I was here, I was obviously there for him. The rest of the dream is a bit hazy but their were other guests there and they'd been eating so I was to dress appropriately. After that I think I woke up.

1:10-7:54 July, 20th:
Old home, Walking through halls with C, checking rooms at night and playing a game. See D in bed and mom in bed. At beach in the morning, playing with people. Then the place turns dark and police come in, running people down and stuff. I hide in a necromancers tower, then rush back to home which is now current home. It is on fire, and the police have gone through the area and are still there. Mom is outside with a sword, I grab a sword and we both cut off one head out of the five guys outside. Then we leave markings on the other three, an open gash in one's chest, a slight scar on one's face and a cut off arm on another one; something I noticed is they bleed black blood or really dark red blood. We hide until morning or so they dream says, then we go access the situation and the house is now the old home again. The dream says we kill the remaining few. Then we grab food and stuff in boxes and put it into a helicopter, we even manage to put a box of chicks into it and the were specifically saved so the police weren't heartless after all. I keep telling mom to hurry up, we manage to fit everything and I shut off my phone so they can't track us through that. Then before we are going to leave, I say we could pick up D and C because they are alive. When I went to get the food, it was from grandma's kitchen fridge.
Things we gathered:
　clothes, small amount, mom was especially excited about a nightgown for her and lots of socks for some reason.
　frozen candy bars, nougats or something and also dry foods like crackers.
　box of chicks about five or seven.

1:30Pm-3:09pm. Slept for 2 hrs, 9min. LUCID DREAM}

Was first in my old home and after a little bit of wandering about, I noticed I had control over my actions. Went inside to have someone mention that the home looks pretty much the same, I did an RC and realized I was dreaming when I saw my fingers smashed weirdly together. After this I went to see what mom was up to, she was baking a cake except she was in the current kitchen. I said I wanted to help, because I knew the taste would help me stay longer in the lucid dream and I didn't want to run about this time. So she started measuring stuff out, then I walked around to my old room and did some sexyish dancing and pretended it was totally kinky. But D came in and shoved me onto the bed, I guess my thoughts had pushed the dream a bit because he had a carrot wrapped in rope and something else that he tried to stick in me. I just closed my legs and mentioned how I was kidding, then went to check up on mom. She was mixing stuff, I thought about how I loved to mix stuff and decided to go outside but when I got to the door she said I could come mix. So I said I'd be right there, rushed back after closing the door and saw that she wasn't even on a mixing stage. She was forming the cake, I guess she was just going to freeze it. I went outside and saw the trampoline we have at the current home infront of the old home and on it was a little deflated kids pool. It had started raining but I still wanted to swim, I made mention in my head of the small size and when I opened it out it was a big as the trampoline. Then I jumped in it and it filled with water, but it was like I was in a balloon because it ripped and I sat up laughing with the water pouring on me and the deflated pool on my back. Someone said the food was done so I went back inside and looked about, mom's desk was in the middle of the living room with four plates on it. I grabbed one and started eating, I'm not sure it had much taste but that was just something I'd have to improve on. After this I decided I should go see Rose to keep me in check, I didn't know how to go about it but I knew I wanted her to teach me. So I imagined the room around me changing, I stared at a fabric till it changed to lavender with patterns and then I backed up and saw a lady sitting behind a mirrored desk. Two phones were attached to the wall to talk through, so I found myself asking for her name. The lady at the desk looked elderly but young, she told me to spell the name and for some reason I couldn't get it right. I said it was Rosetta with two S's, thinking it was spelled with S's before the A instead of T's and then couldn't remember if her last name had an E in the end or not even though I know full well it doesn't. So I resorted to her appearance, Long black curls or sausage curls, wearing black, green eyes...or black or white. I was about to add, black wings and then mention how she changes her appearance but someone walked around behind us and when I saw I knew it was her. Her skin had that faded pale grey look like she just came out of a tomb, I think for a moment she had glasses but I can't really remember, she might have been changing. Her hair was very short, to her neck or just above the shoulders. It was black though, her eyes were black, and her outfit was black and dark grey for pants. She looked a bit like a trendy goth mom, a black long shawl type drooping over her shoulders and looking like big sleeves, low collar black shirt, tight fitting, dark grey yogo pants? Platformed big black shoes. Her makeup also sported black, but her hair was straight and pulled back on one side by a clip. It had more of a V cut to it starting from the back and making it longer toward her face. I pretty much swooned at her feet but she grabbed my arm lightly and tugged me along as though I obviously couldn't walk by myself. Brought me to a white walled room, all the walls were plain white a bit like a school or asylum. Inside a group of maybe ten people, young adults to teens it seemed were sitting crosslegged on the carpet and staring and a whiteboard with a table infront of it. To the left of the whiteboard was a clock, it was ordinary except it was missing it's hands and a red 5 was sort of painted on in the middle. I looked at the board and tried to imagine it saying are you lucid dreaming, but I couldn't. She posed it as a question to me I guess to help but I could only barely see the letters in pink forming, I said no before thinking and quickly said yes afterwards. Then she grabbed me and pulled me toward another area, I guess her office but we never got there because I woke up after she said come with me.