Roses

This morning I had a dream in which I spoke to a character from it. He was male, no one I recognized, but I asked him, "Are we dreaming?" He replied, "Yes." I asked him if he was real and his response again was, "Yes." All of a sudden there is a little girl that comes from behind a shed and draws closer to us. We both know she is evil - we can sense the danger in the energy around us. For a split second I almost considered running away from her, but then I felt comfort knowing I had a "friend" with me (the male that told me he was "real") .. So I gain the courage to face this little girl, that had short black hair, covering her face.. one of her eyes peek out and pierce though mine... I then feel my body become really strong not physically but rather like a mass of energy force around me. This energy around me was so strong that the moment I got close to the little "evil" girl, I screamed really loud, looking at her straight in the face. She disappears. I gain some level of control that I can fly, so I jump up and play around with that for a short while, which was pretty cool, but then my dream changed all of a sudden... and I'm in this house watching this man beat on a girl, she's tied up and I want to help her. I try to run in the room to save her and I ended up getting captured too. I tell someone that I need to use the bathroom, so I lock myself in the bathroom and look into the mirror. I wasn't sure if I was awake or still dreaming. When I looked at my reflection it was the same, I looked normal. So I thought, "I must be awake??!?" I was becoming really uncomfortable, I started to ask myself, "Am I stuck inside this dream????" The man that had accompanied me earlier all of a sudden was with me again inside the bathroom, I looked at his face and then the dream changes again. We are inside another house having tea, lol. Little purple tea-cups that were placed on black velvet lace cloth decorations. There were candles in the room, white candles. He disappears with a woman that shows up... I'm left alone again, wondering if I'm still asleep or if I'm dreaming..? Dream changes yet again, I'm outside, laying in the grass, looking at the sky, it's dark out, it's night time... there's not a star in sight......... And then, I wake up (in reality), followed by a hugeeeeeeee headache.

(i wrote this two days ago -march 30, 2011- on an e-mail to a someone, so i'll just copy and past what i wrote onto here...)

i had another nightmare with the nap i took earlier ...
it was so bad that i woke up screaming (literally) and i jumped half up on the bed throwing the cover off of me...
i usually don't wake up screaming , that's only happen about 2 maybe 3 times..
so in my "dream" , i'm falling... off a building , i'm free falling down, down, down, everything is dark around me,
all a sudden i realize i'm dreaming , but i can't take control of it.. instead of 3rd person vision, i have 1st person ... so it feels more real
i can feel the wind against my skin, i can feel my heart pounding out of my chest, i look into the sky, it was so graphic... so vivid, every detail ,
the way the clouds parted and this big ball of yellow light shined down.. and a hugeeeeee ray of light light up that part of the sky ,,
but it got dark again.. the clouds closed ,,... all i see is dark , then.. it happen again , sleep paralysis , i see someone next to me ,
long arms, no face, but it made really ugly sounds i don't even know how to describe it ?
i said a phrase inside my mind , and it only made the 'thing' worse .. i felt something pull me so hard from my arm ,
i almost felt like i was going to fall off the bed .. that's when i got mad , real mad and woke up screaming and jumping up...
it bothered me for a little while , but i just shrugged it off and took a shower..