Sehnsucht

Can remember a few dreams today.

I get lucid in a room, with another person. I was talking to her, but now she isn't interesting anymore. The room looks like the inside of a rich catholic church, everything is in gold, paintings, a big organ. I notice a weird statue to my left, it is a big Charizard in an agressive pose, the material looks like silver. Its shape is made of many Polygons, kinda like in a videogame. I take a closer look and see that there is a hole in its mouth, I wonder what would come out. After inspecting the statue, a bit of water comes out. I think about what this whole situation could mean, but wake up.

That was one of my early dreams, very vivid but not clear. Should have focused on the person I was talking with.

I am at school, doing many things I don't remember. I am in a german class, with my old german teacher. I think I got there late, but took a seat without the teacher noticing me. Before class is ending, JS, sitting 2 seats to the left, asks the teacher if I would help him after class to do some duties, because I apparently am the supervisor of this room. The teacher comes to me and gives me his key, but as he sees my surprised face, he takes it back and says "Ha! You guys can't trick me." Later, I am talking to another german teacher, he would like to get me into his class, but I reply "My current german teacher wouldn't like that."

I am on vacation with my family, near the beach and the mountains. We sit on a bench near our house, and think of what we should do today. Another person comes by, which knows my parents, they let him sit too. We decide to split up.
I am walking to the beach with a guy and a girl together. At the beach, we meet a guy, who is known for being mentally ill, related to a guy from Formel1. He says that in if you search for the meaning of life, you have to dig in the ground. All kinds of grounds are out there, and if you dig deep enough, you would find life sooner or later. We leave him alone again, the girl asks me why this guy was fixated on grounds so much. I tell her that he isn't fixated on grounds, but on life; he is looking for life, maybe because he isn't feeling it enough. While leaving the beach, I feel like we are going the wrong way, but my friends convince me that we are right. I say "Whenever I am at the beach I lose my sense of direction.", and we go on. After a while, we pass by my Ex with her father, we say hi to each other, but not very interested. We meet up with a woman and the dad of the girl, they are talking about work. The dad says to the woman that her last project was so good that she doesn't need to worry about her studies anymore, so shit quit going to university.

...I get the feeling that I could be the mentally ill man on the beach.

Being on vacation with my family right now, I don't have time to properly invest time in dreaming and noting them down, but I want to at least note the most important things.

I wake up in a big bed, I am slightly older, maybe I even am another person. A woman comes into my room, she wears glasses and has long, brown hair, I think it is a ponytail. She says "Time to wake up master, you'll be later for your appointment." I get up, but the way our relationship is right now doesn'T feel right. I respond "Please don't call me 'master' anymore..." It feels like our relationship is a very long one, but it has gone terribly wrong at some point. She is now facing the other way, I can't see her expression while she says "Looks like this will be our last morning together." I embrace her from behind, and say "I don't want to let it end like this..."

I get lucid while looking at the sky, it has a yellow-orange color, and the clouds are making a very weird structure. I think about what I want to do, I finally got lucid again, but I decide to continue to look at the pattern of the clouds, so I wil remember it. I do so, and wake up after a few seconds.

I will try to paint this pattern when getting home.

I had a lucid dream today, and maybe made some progress on finding my dream guide.

It is night, I am with my family in my old neighborhood, preparing for a long car ride to vacation. I am running around with my brother, fooling around. I notice that I can run really fast, but am not moving my legs too much. I think that my shoes are the cause of this. My father urges us to make last preparations, me and my brother head for a toilet. In a room, I notice that my brother was grinning the whole time."You think you can fool me? I know that I am dreaming now!" I grab him and fight a little bit with him, while concentrating on my senses. "What was my goal again? Ah, finding my dream guide." But I feel like waking up.
I am in a truck with 3 other persons, I am sitting in the back, on the right side. Bart Simpson is driving, I am looking at the street. After a while I realize that something is off, but I wake up again.
Now I am in another car, with different people, but still in the same seat. The one driving is someone from my old school.The moment I realize that I am dreaming, the windscreen and the scenery behind it turn into a puzzle. But I pay no attention to it, I start asking the people around me whether they know who my dreamguide is. The person in front of me says that it could be Mrs. L, but he isn't sure. The driver offers me to talk on the phone to someone who is in school ( Mrs. L is a teacher there), I take the offer, but...
I wake up in the same car, with his phone in my hand. He asks me what happened, I say "I woke up in the middle of talking." But this is weird too, then I finally wake up for real.

False awakenings are getting on my nerves lately. Worst thing is that it is a real consciousness reset.
Mrs. L was a teacher in my old school, I could not get along with her. But I guess that I can't choose my dreamguide, I'll just try looking for her in the next dream.

I had a long dream tonight, and I was lucid in it too.

I am in a room in school, alone. It is a common room, with a television and lots of books on shelves in it. I take off my heavy clothes and sit down on the sofa, put a blanket on me and start watching TV. First there is a commercial about Karstadt and FR, he acts as if he was very famous. He has long, black hair. Then there is a program about wrestling, but the fighters are jumping around on a trampolin-like field, and trying to hit each other. I start wondering about my situation, and I decide to stop watching TV, put my clothes back on and tidy up the room, I would be in trouble if someone saw me like this. Inthe process of tiding up, a few of my old friends from school (I think it were JS and KD) came in and told me that the room is clean enough now. A bit later, PT comes in and starts to change his clothes. I see him naked, and notice that he has a second pair of genitals placed in the middle of his chest. First I am shocked by the weirdness of this. Then, I start thinking: "Well, he would be able to satisfy two women at the same time like this. But wait, it wouldn't be possible to shake his chest like a waist, so his ability is kinda limited. But what if he lies down on the ground?..." PT has finished changing clothes already, and settles down in the room. I go outside and meet my brother, I ask him about PT's situation. He tells me that it is a rare kind of cancer, but it isn't harmful. I walk back to the room, and ask PT about the disease. He says I should not worry about it.
I say he shoudn't worry about it either, because we are in a dream. He gets what I am saying, but cannot quite believe it. I try a Kamehameha, but it doesn't work. Then I try to demonstrate my Ganondorf-style hovering, but it doesn't work either. The dream is very vivid. I try to push my left index finder through my right palm, but feel like waking up in the process.
PT and my wake up in the common room. It has too beds now, but it is still the same room in school. I ask him if he was in the dream with me. He says yes, but adds that he cannot remember anything, he only has the general feeling that something happened. My excitementfalls a bit, because I was about to tell him that this proves shared dreaming. We decide to go back to sleep.
I feel that I am in the same dream again. PT is with me. We are still in the room, it is a bit brighter now because sunlight is entering through the windows. The dream is even more vivid, the books on the shelves all have diferent colors, most of them are blue, green or red. A big table is in the middle of the room, NG and JT are sitting on chairs beside it. But first I talk to PT: "We are back." He responds "Suddenly I remember everything." I take a seat at the table and start talking to the two girls. "This is a dream" I say, NG is shocked at first and starts wondering, JT is kinda indifferent to it. I try to prove it to them by pushing my left index finger through the table, but I fail at first. After pushing it succesfully through my palm, I try again and manage to do it with some effort. The area where my finger enters the table is now liquid, but the table manages to hold its shape. I can move my finger around and draw lines, and cause waves. JT snaps and yells "Wow, look what he's doing!" I draw a smile in front of NG, which throws her out of thoughts too. "Everyone knows now" is my thought, and I leave them alone. I am amazed by the vividness of the dream, and even more amazed by the length. I realize that the awakening with PT was a dream too. I wonder what time it is in real life, I remember when I woke up last. My mistake, I feel the sensation of being in bed and feel like waking up.
Me and PT wake up again in the room. Now PT is really uptight and takes out his laptop. He checks the internet connection, he has none. I get his flow of thoughts, he thinks that this shared dreaming needs a medium which is able to connect on long distances. "Shared dreaming doesn't work like that, don't bother investigating."

Never was lucid this long, felt like 20 minutes. The whole dream felt like it was an hour, and I know there is more I don't remember before the TV part. I still cannot remember a single word that was said, only the general idea of the sentence. Also, it is really hard to ignore physical laws when the dream is too vivid and the setting is too normal.

I had many dreams today, but I will write down only the first and the last one.

I am in a house in the mountains with my mother. Suddenly I remember something about a "complex". The complex is a principle, which is most important in life, and you have to investigate it. However, the complex has the power to make every human forget about it, so you have to try really hard not to lose sight of the principle. Most people forget it, and are forced to life in oblivion.

This dream has a nightmarish feeling, but I feel like I had the same dream a very long time ago. I like how the "complex" has many similarities to lucidity in dreams.

I am at a Go tournament, but there is a long tunnel which leeds to the currently running Wacken festival. The tunnel has yellow walls. I arrive at the stage, people are waiting for a band to perform. I see someone I know at the front, and go to see him. I shake his hand, he asks me what I am doing here. I tell him that there is a tournament going on. The band starts, but it is hiphop. Almost everyone leaves, me too. But I take the wrong tunnel back, I arrive at a place which looks like a monastery area. I decide to find the way back to the tournament above ground. The sun is shining, I have a walk through some woods, until I find a playground. Kids in native american clothes are playing around. I aproach an adult looking over them, and as him in which direction the big tunnel is. He tells me, and I start to walk this direction. On the way, randomly start wondering if I am dreaming. "How could this be, I can remember everything what happened, everything is vivid. I can even remember what happened in the previous dream."I realize that I am dreaming, but wake up.

I lie in bed, and do not move. I do some DEILD techniques, and decide to roll into the next dream.

Still lying in my bed, I open my eyes. I see my room, but it is dark. I clap my hands and say "light". It gets a bit brighter, but somehow, I didn't see my hands clapping, I only felt it. I try to get up, can feel everything, but my vision stays the same. I try to correct my vision, but somehow it is stuck. I think "maybe my eyes are open for real, but the rest of my mind is stuck in this dream. I think about the whole weirdness of the experience, and wake up.

I had a very good sleep today, and will try to write down everything I remember.

Somehow, I decided to ride a long way on my bike. My friends tell me that there is no way that I can manage such a long distance in 3 hours, but I try it anyway. But it is getting dark, and in a foredt I meet a guy with a flashlight. He offers me a deal, I would get the flashlight, and then I would be indebted to him in some way. I hesitated, but made the deal.

I am watching a video on youtube, apparently from Sunrise Avenue. At the middle of the video I somehow feel that at the same time I am lying in bed, and I feel something touching me. I can't make out the lyrics. Next thing I know is that I wake up beside a woman I barely know, I think we had sex. But I wake up with this empty feeling, as if we wouldn't even care for each other.

I wake up, and think about how I read a manga yesterday which involved cheating.

I am watching the same video on youtube again, and the same thing happens. At the same time I am lying in my bed, and something is touching me. But this time, I understand a small part of the lyrics, something like "grab hold of her fast" or "grab my hand". I instantly reach for the thing touching me, it is a hand, I pull it to me. I wake up beside another woman, in a big bed, and everything feels right. She seems to be my girlfriend, my destined person.

I wake up in a big bed beside my brother, we are in our old appartment. I tell my brother "I am dreaming", I try to make it clear to him. I fly to the window, like a ghost I get through the curtains, but I stop halfway. I get back, and want to show my brother how I am flying. At first, I try to hard, but then I begin to hover around the room, in a standing pose with my arms crossed. Yeah, exactly like Ganondorf does in Zelda-games. My brother and I are amazed, but we are too loud, my mother comes in, yelling at me. I drop to the ground.

I wake up in the same room again, and don't want to make too much noise, so I try to tiptoe to the door and close it, but fail. My mother comes in again.

I am in a school building, various people are beside me, and discuss something. They decide to discuss it in a big room nearby, and the floor gets empty.I try to concentrate on my hands, the texture, the feeling. I decide that I want to try some fire bending, but at first, only a teacup appears in my hands. I notice my brother sitting on a bench, and I try to shoot fire at him with my hands. Nothing of the sort happens, but I notice that a faint light is on my brother's face, when I aim at him with my palm. I think "Maybe fire doesn't suit me", so I try to shoot light at him with my palm. I raise my arm and form a claw with my hand, aiming at him. a white light appears on his face, the shape is blurry, and kinda like a square. Me brother says "W-What the...", I concentrate even more on my hand, suddenly the light gets very bright; the shape is now round, and covering his whole face. Now I annoyed him, he gets up and attacks me.

My father, brother and I are entering a bus. We arrive at our highschool, and enter a big room. Teachers and spectators are in the room, I think that my brother has an oral exam, and my father and me were invited to watch. I take a seat near the front, but I am blocking the view for others, so the seats are rearranged. MK, a girl from my former class, gets annoyed that I take a seat so close to her. So I get away, and she is complaining again. I get back to her, now we are arguing. But she always has a good and slightly annoying response, so I start giving her a long look in the eyes, with a smile on my face. She looks into my eyes too, I can see how lively her eyes are, and that she is confused by my action. I say "Du machst mich fertig, M" (Can't find a good english translation, sorry). She blushes and looks away. Later, I ask what subject my brother will be performing. MK says that it is Informatics, but also the game "Zelda - Majoras Mask". In front of the class, someone is playing this game now, link is in his goron form, and with a goron ally, he fights some monsters using fire. Link is close to dying, but he takes some potions and continues. I and some other spectators yell "Noob!" at the player. Time passes again, everyone took out their sleeping bags and prepares to sleep in the big classroom. MK and me are lying next to each other. I am having a dream in which I am Link, and try to mount my horse epona, but somehow it doesn't work. I wake up, still beside MK, and she says that I should stop. I don't know what is going on, but maybe I did some weird things while sleeping, so I leave it at that and try to sleep again. But this time, MK is the first one to sleep in, and starts to make weird movements. Suddenly, her feet land in my face, and try to open my mouth. But I am too sleepy to do anything, so I endure it. Other people are beginning to talk about something, MK wakes up and yells at them. Looks like she didn't notice what she was doing in her sleep. The people ask about a party. MK tells them that after the oral exams there will be a party with food, and karaoke, and some other fancy things.

I think that my recall isn't that bad anymore, but I am frustrated by the lack of conversation in my dreams. But maybe I am not good at recalling conversations, I should work on this.

Right now, I am really being a lazy ass and not writing down my dreams. But today I had a lucid, so I make an exception.

I realize that I am dreaming, and I begin to fly upwards. I decide to fly so high, until I get behind the clouds and can see the sun. I get higher and higher, now piercing the clouds. Finally, I reach the blue sky, and the sun. The clouds vanished, I can see the ground too. A big forest, trees everywhere. I decide to fly into a direction, but start dropping, because flying vertically is quite hard to me. But I decided to see what it is like to drop from here. At the last moments I get scared and somehow try to lower my speed.

I wake up in a weird position, sitting and trying to push the bed away from me. Now that I about it, this was certainly a FA.

I had four dreams tonight, the first one I do not remember very well, it involved some nightmare-stuff. The 4th one I do not remember at all, maybe the third one was too important.

I am on the playground in my old neighborhood, it is daytime but the clouds are obliterating the sun. My brother made a base in some bushes, there was a rood made of cardboard. As I move closer to it, rats come out of it, running in all directions. I feel disgusted and leave the playground, looking for my brother.
I see him far away, and we go home. At home we prepare for school, I notice that I have missed quite a few latin classes, and a probably a test too. At school, I go into a classroom where my latin class is. There are 4 people, the teacher and 3 students. The female student applauds at the sight of me, probably because of my long absence. I remember her as a lively girl. I take a seat, and the teacher starts telling us how he was worried about me and even considered looknig for me on lunch breaks.

I am in a russian museum with my family, someone is telling stories about the pictures, but I do not look at them. Music is played too. My brother asks what time this music is from, I look at a sheet of paper in my hand where some year dates are mentioned, and reply to him "mostly classical music". We get to the end of the room, there are two people playing a duet. The left one is playing piano, the right one a weird instrument. He is holding a box-like thing, and smashing with his hand on it. But nice sounds emerge the box. He is spinning and bashing it, springs are whipping around the box, really weird. But I am amazed at his skill, because he noticed me and started playing while looking at me and talking to me.
Old people which seem to have an important status come to me and ask me how the military career is going. I mention that I quit my plans of becoming a high-rank in military, and all of of them are disappointed. Later, the owner of the museum asks me to come with him. He too is shocked that I am no longer in the military, he planned me to be a wellknown doctor at his musem. He promises me all kinds of benefits if I accept in being a doctor, but says he cannot afford to pay me much for it. Suddenly he collapses on a bed, nurses are running to him and checking his status. One of them tells me that he has a big disease, which makes him like this. They drop him in a big box on wheels, another person is already lying in there, a woman. I take the box and ride them along the corridor. I am now not riding the box anymore, I am pushing a wheelchair with the woman sitting in it. I am now thinking about her, if she is having funin her dreamworld. Suddenly I get a rush of ideas, maybe I am too a person trapped in his mind, or in a coma, what is real? A man appears, the woman gets up to him, they both look at me. I see her face clearly now, it is beautiful but sad. I ask her a question, but I cannot remember it. She answers with a sad cry: "Why are them more important to you?"

I had one long dream today, but I cannot remember it. But a short one I remember clearly.

I am at my old neighborhood, on the playground. More than 20 brachiosauriuses where standing in line and singing. They are 3 times as big as a human. There is a man around which looked like a circus director, he said that the dinosaurs are singing for donations on AIDS-prevention. They were really lively and happy, I take one out of line, pat him. Then he gets back into the line. I suggest to the director that it wouls have more impact if the dinos were running around town and singing. But we end up agreeing that it is too dangerous.

After two nights of sleep deprivation, I had a long sleep tonight. I had many dreams, but can't remember them well, possibly due to me being on the verge of getting sick. But I will try to write the lucid dream down as good as I can.

I am Lisa Simpson, sitting in a car. Marge Simpson is driving, and we have a talk about some serious issues, but I cannot remember them. Later, I am walking along a path covered in flagstones, everything around the path is nature. I am wondering about karma. "Karma is like going on this path, sometimes you go small steps, sometimes big ones." I notice that I am dreaming now, it is very clear to me. I remember Nomad's tutorial for expanding dream time, so I go on and try to stabilize the dream. I look around, hear the wind and trees around making noises. I try to feel my body, I can sense every part of it. I bend down to reach for a flower(daisy) near the path, and smell it. The smell is not strong, so I lick it, it tastes bitter. I get up and proceed to walk on the path, amazed by the realness of everything. I have thoughts like "So now my dream will last very long.", and suddenly I wake up.

I had 5 dreams today I think, but I can only remember 4. After 5 days of sleep deprivation, the dreams were great.

I enter a flat with 3 people, I don't know them. We wake up two women, they are lying in bed, one on top of the other. They both have brown hair, the lower one long, the upper shorter hair. They look incredibely beautiful, and seem to are naked under the blanket. At first, everyone stares at them, then the other 3 people begin to discuss something. This annoys the women, nad they try to get the attention back. First, they are kissing. They got my attention now, but the others are not even noticing what is going on. The women are even more upset, then the one with long hair goes even further and drwas the blanket down, one breast is visible. Still no reaction from the others. The short-haired one starts to caress and lick the breast, nothing happens. They finally give up.
The longhaired girl is now showering, the other one is sitting with me on a coach and we have a conversation. She is wearing a white t-shirt and shorts, because she will take a shower soon too. We talk about trading card games. The longhaired one finished her shower, the other hops in. I need to go to the toilet, but the door is locked. The longhaired one shows me an alternative way to get in, there a hole in the wall, but I decide not to disturb the one showering.

My brother is trying to convince me in playing World of Warcraft again (as he always tries IRL), so I run around with a gnome and die. We look up what new features will be updated with the next addon, and see that there will be 2 new classes. Like any WoW-player would, my brother freaks out, and pushes me to look for more information. I find sketches of the talent trees available, and we look into it. The first class is specializing in Dagger-like weapons, and amplifies their damage by using some magic force related to animals. The second class is somewhat an assasin, but one talent tree stands out, because its sole purpose is to push the 2-hand-sword damage. I mention that this could mean insane crit-potential, then I look at the last talent. It is an attack where the user spins around, does damage to everyone near him and disarms them too. Quite powerful against melees.

Me and my brother are watching television, a series starts and I say: "Hey, it's invader Zim!", and our attention rises. The show starts, and I feel like I am really in the story. The first scene is in a dark room, a small fire is in there, and an old sorcerer is reading out loud from a book. He looks very sad to me. The rival to Zim appears, this kid from school with glasses and black hair. He threatens him to hand over the book, and tells him that he will come back to kill him, because he has too much knowledge. The sorcerer is rather oblivious to it, he is constantly worrying about something. The rival leaves with the book.
I am now part of the story, I gather a team of 5 people and try to get the book back from him. We follow him into a dark forest, mist is all around us. A woman of our team gets seperated from us (she reminds me of Kallen in Code Geass), and gets attacked by ghostlike beings. She gets bitten and becomes half monster. I run after her, but she yells that she is okay and will manage it somehow, and then vanishes with the ghosts into the mist. We locate the rival, and a few of my team start an attack, the rest waits. After a while, the woman comes back, she is human again. She is holding frogs in her hands, saying that the rivals magic power is too strong. The frogs are our teammates, they only turn back to human form very slowly, so we decide to regroup and leave.
We are in a room, and analyzing the rivals powers. The woman has taken sound recordings, so I go to the computer and look for a program on google. I try to type the right thing, but I fail 3 times."I know why it isn't working, this is a dream." I say to a teammate who was looking over my shoulder. I remember what I wanted to do, so I go to the computer again and try to play the song "Colony of birchmen" by Mastodon, but instead I hear something DaftPunk-like. Then I try to make the dream more vivd by clapping my hands, but the dream fades.

I clearly remember the transmission from the dream to reality, I am lying in my bed on my left side. I think "this is exactly the right time to try DEILD", so I do not move and try to do the techniques described in a book. Observing images is not working, so I listen to the sound in my head. Then I decide to roll out of my body, but instead, my body moves.
Still, it was my dream body, I succesfully entered the phase. I roll out of bed, and drop to the ground. Everything feels real, I wonder if I am really dreaming. My room is dimly lit, I sit on the ground and wonder why my ghost has not left my body. I try to drag my soul; my left arm is drawing on my right fingertips. I am partly succesful, the spirit really seems to come out, but it is elastic, like a rubber glove. Then I think: "This is stupid, how a I supposed to draw out my soul with my body?" so I stop and leave my room, kinda still wondering if I am dreaming. I enter the room of my brother, he is sitting at his copmuter and his hands move as if he is playing a game, but instead of his monitor, he is looknig at a big black box, somehow looks like a big monitor from behind. I am amused by this and tell my brother that I am in the phase.

...yeah. It was awesome.

I have bad recall right now, due to lack of sleep and energy. But I want to write this dream fragment, because it is the second time I dream about a group game, where running in circles is involved.

I am running in a big circle with other players, some are running clockwise and others counterclockwise. Big rubber bands are lying on the floor. I pick as much of them as I can while running. Then I try to catch a player which runs not the same direction as me with a rubber band, causing them to fall down. This seems to be the object of play. I notice AB and NG playing, they are on the other team.

Weird as always.

I had a LD again, but lost lucidity halfway through the dream.

I am at a house in my old neighborhood, my mother wakes me up by phone. She asks something like "did you have breakfast today at school?" I think a bit and notice that it is 13 o'clock and I should be at school right now. I say that I am not at school, and my mother gets upset and says "no wonder your brother hadn't have lunch either, go to school right now!" I leave the house, and see my mother coming at me.
I realize that I am dreaming. My mother senses this somehow and says "I don't care that you are dream-" I interrupt her and say that it doesn't matter, it is only a dream. I wander around my old neighborhood with her, dark clouds are covering the sky, and it is raining. I see a truck, and try to shoot him with energy, but I notice my doubt in the attempt and fail. Next I see a military truck, and I try something different. I point at it with my hands, making a soundeffect, and wait for the result. After a while the truck stops, making a sound because the motor died.
I end up at school anyway and buy a sausage. I am somehow tired and show it off. My mother is there too, and soon my brother arrives with CM. They buy sausage too, and are talking about something. I clearly remember the phrase "Since HM died...". But then I start thinking about Go (boardgame), and the sequence of moves goes in my head on its own, like it always does.
I am lying in bed and thinking about Go, noticing that I am dreaming no longer. My brother mentioned only the letters H and M, no real name. I am wondering if this is meaning something, although I cannot find a person I know with the initials HM no matter how hard I think about it.

My dreams were all blurry today and yesterday, but one thing I remember clearly. I was lying in my bed, trying to sleep a little longer, when I noticed that I suddenly had real vivid imagination. I saw a concrete world, my mother was arguing over a balkony with someone. I thought then, maybe I should try to enter that image.
Me and my bed are now in the imagined scene. I can't move, I try to imagine a white "Ah" inside me. No difference to actual visualisation occurres. But then, I feel strong vibrations through my body, I am almost shaking.
I wake up, shaking in a bed, my mother and a doctor are looking after me. I think that I am experimenting on lucid dreams with special medication, that is supplements. I try to WILD again...

And then I really wake up. I don't know if this was WILD, because my WILDs usually only work when I try it in a dream...

I had a lucid dream again, I can't believe it.
My mother wakes me up by shifting the curtains, it is very bright outside. It is so bright I cannot keep my eyes closed. My brother has started his computer and is playing loud music now, I stand up and get angry. The house has features of my current and old home. I talk to my mother about something. Next thing I know is that we are at a night festival. There are men performing on a stage, they are naked but colored in paint. They do something like free dance. It is very interesting. After the show is over, three giants appear, and dance. Two of them are dancing together, the other one seems lonely, and dances alone. He soon leaves again. It is time for the final part now. Somehow I know what it is: A golden ring will appear on the field, and the crowd will look for it. The one who finds it is then chased by the others in a cheerful manner. Suddenly, a big frog is speaking: "It is the 25th of the month, full moon, and a meteor will appear at the sky tonight. Could it be...?" I see the full moon, there are no clouds at the sky. And then the meteor, crashes down before me, the golden ring lands before my feet. I know now that I am dreaming. I pick up the ring, and start to walk in the direction of the moon. OR is with me now, he notices that I have the ring, and asks me how I found it. I say "because it is a dream" I throw the ring to him, he fails to catch it, but reflects it back to me with some stupid movement. I kick the ring upwards so it won't reach the ground, and then catch it, thinking "things like this are possible in a dream, huh". Now the crowd approaches me, we sit on the ground. I explain to various people that we are in a dream, and demonstrate it by stretching the ring like a rubber strap. The ring has a weird consistence now, something like very viscuos liquid. I ask a person who looks like a politician what he would do if this would be a dream and he could do what he wants. He walks away, saying that he doesn't believe in things like that.

I am at a beach with my brother and a man. We are disguised as apes( or are apes), and my brother is carrying a big piece of meat, or adead animal. As we wander across the beach, we see other apes in our way, they are far more. I am concerned about our meat, so I advice my brother and the man to be careful. We try to avoid the other apes, and soon decide to travel along the dike on the right. It is more a wall than a dike. I look at the other side, there are men with their pets, apparently only big cats like tigers, pumas, and so on. Later on, there is a way connecting the beach and the field, and we get scared of the big cats. I wonder what to do (meanwhile, we aren't apes anymore). After a while thinking how to aproach a curious tiger, I see that my brother wlked ahead carelessly, but I think that this is the right way, so I follow him.
I am alone now, on my way to town. I get to an area left to the way, and wonder what is here. I look back and get a grasp of how I got here, and then think I should get away fast. Too late, in the trees above me appears a woman in a weird device, she looks (or feels) asian, and says: "run away". I do so, but men notice me and run after me. I get to town, and think that they won't get me here because I know the shortcuts. I run to my house (not IRL), go to my room, and settle on my loft bed. Soon the men with their boss arrive in my room, and try to intimidate me. The boss asks me where the codes are. I suddenly get angry and shout that I don't have any codes. I go further and acuse them of breaking in my house, nad ask them to leave immediately, and on top of that, they have to buy me corn flakes for apology. The boss seems surprised by my ability to grasp the situation, and leaves grinding his teeth "Cornflakes...". Our house seems like a kindergarden, I join a few kids playing a boardgame with characters from sesam street. Later, I go around town, and notice the boss having a conversation with some nobelman. They make a plan to lure in my mother (not IRL, she looks like my old polish teacher). The boss leaves, the nobleman starts an evil laugh. I pack his throat with my left arm interrupting him, and threathen him to never again even think about something like that. I run back to my house, and see how the boss is leaving with my mother. I grasp the situation, it looks like he told her that I am in danger and she has to come with him. I run to them and push him away, saying to my mother that I am okay. She is reluctant, but I tell her she should consider how I would feel if she offers herself to save me.

I have nice recall lately, maybe it is because I started the practice of natural light.