Sora

I Killed a Kid...

Clearness : 8/10
Lucid : no

News: Wow, I'm very disturbed about the dream I had tonight...it was...intense. I waited to post it since I was not in the mood to write it down, anyway I recalled 2 dream but I can't post the other one right away, I'll do it tomorrow I guess. By the way I tried to WILD last night and once again failed, no SP nothing, I'll try to change my position tonight, I'll give you feedback tomorrow, HAVE FUN!!

Ok guys, when I woke up of this dream I was very upside down...it's the first time I dream about something so intense emotionally. In the dream I cried like I never did in my whole life, probably amplified because it was a dream though. I know dreams don't mean really much sometime but I feel like this one really prove how I'm afraid to accidentally kill someone in a street fight or so. Well I hope you'll like it! And I hope you won't feel how I felt, uhuh.

I was in a parking with my father's friend which is actually my Boss IRL. He was try to take out his car, an Acura RSX, but he wasn't able because some douche parked right behind him and the parking was pretty fucked up. Well I finally manage to move the car behind him with my bare arms and he drove it out. He leaved me there alone without a place to go.

So I'm alone in a parking and looking for a place to go. My wanted me to go to the hospital so that's what I did. Once I'm inside the building which was just behind me I start walking in the corridors and there is a strange dude which keep saying "What do you do here?" and it looks like he's following me, at first I didn't really care though. So I continued wandering inside the hospital but soon I start freaking out about this kid following me and saying strange stuff so I get out ASAP. Once out I feel a bit more comfortable, except when I saw him crossing the door of the hospital, my heart jumped. I start walking faster in the parking and searching for some helps but there was only 2 guys talking far away in front, I headed in there direction. I managed to reach them but I didn't talked and continued my fast walk, I though if he's really dangerous he'll kill these guys. As the kid move toward them I knew he would do something awefull to them and as I'm thinking of this, I saw the kid using a immense black blanket, which he took ou t of noweher, to "capture" the 2 guys talking. After he "consummed" them with his blanket he took it off and there was a little girl, which was looking pretty much like the kid. I started Running as fast as possible.

I horrified by what I saw and I didn't wanted to be his new victim, so I was running searching for helps or only a place with alot of people. I needed to be somewhere I'm not alone with these 2 kids. As I'm running I hear some music and now I can see a big crowd and a scene with a rock concert. I started screaming that these 2 kids were dangerous and that I needed help, but no one really cared about it. I was now in the crowd and I saw my cousin, I was very relieve to see him and I started telling him what happened. Then the little kid jumped on me out of nowhere and I start beating his ass off, I never used such an incredible amount of rage and anger into my fist. I wasn't scared anymore, my blood was burning and I could feel the adrenaline purge into it. I was on top of the little kid smashing his face with all the anger I had. My cousin was fighting the girl meanwhile. We were still in the crowd of the rock concert but the crowd built up a circle around us. I finally took the kid by an arm and thrown him on a concrete wall, then I fell on my knee covered in blood and feeling better. My cousin come to me and said that the girl disappeared, I didn't really cared. Everything was fine now.

As I was cooling down on the ground my cousin handed me the kid...he was now very small, he was fitting in my hand, he had no more legs and only one arms, his face was pretty messed up. The little kid asked me, "Why have you done this?", it stunned me really hard. At this moment I started feeling incredibly guilty and wanted to go backward, I putted the kid on the ground and I was trying to stop the blood flowing out. He said, "It's ok, I'll be fine, and I don't regret anything...I forgive you", tears started to roll down my eyes and fall on the ground, "don't worry I'll be fine there" he said. The kid eye kept open and he stopped breathing, slowly his corpse started to change into crystal. My mom came out of nowhere and she said, "you should be ashamed of what you have done". I took it and smashed it on the concrete wall and screamed out, "I REGRET!!", and my cousin come to my sides and said, "No, I don't, he said he's fine now".

Once again anger took place in my heart, but I was still crying, for some reason I was now in a Gym with several pushing bags and I started punching them like a demon, the bag started to feel loose so I changed, and I did this until all the bags where almost empty. Once all my anger was no more and all my energy was quitting me I fell on my knees and woke up.